Chapter 038: Cold and Warm Self-Knowing
I really didn't expect that my mother would say such a thing, it was so unreasonable that according to this reasoning, should the advantages and disadvantages of her marriage with He Jinhui also be shared? Shared responsibility?
She was instantly cold and annoyed in her heart, and directly reprimanded, "Mom, what are you talking about?" Can this be counted in the compensation? A gift is a gift, so how can it be considered compensation? Can you make some sense? ”
It's one thing for her to take the initiative to give, and it's another thing to be forced to give it, which is really chilling for her and she can't accept it.
"Then you say, is the cause because of your father, and then you benefit?"
"But ......"
"No, but, this is a fact, find a time, the day after tomorrow, it's Monday, go through the transfer procedures, and don't mention this matter in the future, this is still your home, you can live and go back to you if you want to, it's just a matter of changing the property rights."
Qi Xiaofang was determined to push her to a desperate place, forcing her to make a choice quickly, thinking that it would be better if she chose to remarry He Jinhui because she had no way out.
Qu Lanxin suddenly felt a deep despair in her heart, she didn't expect the dearest and most trusted people to treat her like this, and then she looked disappointed, suddenly sneered, and simply broke the jar and broke it, cutting everything cleanly, "Okay, I'll give it all to you, from now on, I don't owe you anything anymore, and don't say it anymore, because of my father's death, I enjoyed all the benefits and took all the advantages!" I'm tired, I'm going to sleep, you go out! ”
Qi Xiaofang saw her daughter's expression, and suddenly felt as if she had done something wrong, and suddenly felt a little unbearable, but when the words came to her mouth, she choked back, and finally didn't say anything, got up with a sad face and walked out, silently opened the door and went out, and closed the door.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Qu Lanxin's tears could no longer be suppressed, and she fell down in an instant, crying into tears. She has never felt so wronged, she has really reached the point of being helpless and having to support her children, how can she be good?
After Qi Xiaofang closed the door, her tears couldn't stop sliding down, seeing her child like this, her heartache was so bad, she stood in the corridor for a while, then walked towards Qu Shangchun's room, made an excuse to call her son out, and then went to her room.
"I have something to say to you, sit down!" Qi Xiaofang turned around and sat on the edge of the bed, asked her son to sit in front of the dresser, and said with a sad face.
Qu Shangchun sat down smoothly, very puzzled and curious, "What's the matter?" ”
"You promise me one thing first, no matter what happens in the future, even if I and your grandmother are gone, this will always be your sister's home, and you want to give her a place to stay, can you agree?"
"Mom, what are you talking about? She's my sister, broken bones and tendons, of course this has always been her home, even if you're gone, I'm still her maiden home, I must help her support something, rest assured! Qu Shangchun looked firm and said solemnly, "Is something happening now?" ”
"In order for your sister to remarry or remarry, I ask her to give you the transfer of this house, and I will go through the transfer procedures next Monday, she agreed, you can arrange it yourself, oh, and, don't tell your daughter-in-law about this matter first, lest anything happen again."
When Qu Shangchun heard this, he suddenly looked anxious, "Mom, how can you do this?" My sister is now divorced and has a child alone, aren't you forcing her to a dead end? ”
"You don't understand, I know your sister's temperament, if you don't force her, she won't make a choice, He Jinhui still has feelings for her, and there are children in the middle, as long as she is a little soft, they have the hope of remarriage, I don't want to see your sister go my way again, I have to bear everything alone after guarding the child all my life, and I am tired of being wronged and there is no one to cry and rely on! Can you understand? ”
Hearing this, Qu Shangchun looked at his mother, and couldn't help but have mixed feelings in his heart, he could understand the hardship and helplessness that his mother said, and he didn't want his sister to go through this, but he worried: "Maybe, my sister just needs time?" You don't have to push her like that......"
"It's been four years, and if you don't remarry, there is really no hope, just He Jinxuan's conditions and family background, how long will he wait? This time really doesn't wait for anyone, just do it, just do it, don't talk about it with others, just you and I just need to go and rest. ”
"Got it." Qu Shangchun sighed helplessly and stood up, acquiescing in his mother's decision, turned around and walked out, "You go to bed early, good night." ”
Qi Xiaofang didn't say anything, turned her head to look at the photo frame on the wall, looking at her husband's photo, tears couldn't stop and slipped down again, how helpless she was, how unbearable, and how painful she was, only she knew best. There are some things and some regrets, only after experiencing them can she experience them best, and she really doesn't want her daughter to experience these things and understand them. Whether she is selfish or cruel, she hopes that her children can get the best, make the most correct choice, avoid unnecessary detours and suffer in vain, and then have a smooth road in life without regrets. If she could, she would rather bear all this on her own, but unfortunately she couldn't, so she could only do her best.
In the Anyi Pavilion, He Jinhui slept on the bedroom bed where Qu Lanxin slept in the past, tossing and turning his mind full of thoughts about what to do next, and he was really willing to let go? finally came to this point, and there was Qu Lanxin and the child's body fragrance left on the bed, which made him more and more unwilling to give up the more he thought about it, but he really didn't know what to do.
The next day, Qu Lanxin needed to go to work in the training institution, and after coaxing He Cangxi to hand it over to her mother, she went out worriedly, and she was always a little nervous.
When she entered the office, she Zhang Yan had already arrived first, and was busy sorting out the courseware for class, as soon as she saw her, she was gossipy and curious, and when she sat in the seat, she immediately moved the chair and leaned over, and asked very gossipy: "Yesterday's one, is it really your ex-husband?" ”
"Hmm."
Qu Lan was expressionless, put her bag in the cabinet under the table, and then began to organize the things needed for the tutoring class.
"On his terms, it is simply the dream of all women, and he has feelings for you, why do you want to divorce? Isn't there any problem? Zhang Yan's eyes were complicated, and she asked curiously.
Qu Lanxin didn't like to listen to her words when she heard them, as if the divorce had become her fault and the problems were all on her, Sanguan followed her facial features, could it be that because He Jinhui has a strong family background, is outstanding, and handsome out of the sky, it can be lawless and unreasonable? Even if he cheated, she caused it and forced it? Is there any reason for this? Can a single face and family history reverse black and white and everything?
"Whether the shoes fit or not only the person who wears the shoes knows, whether the water you drink is cold or hot, only the person who drinks it knows, just like your previous marriage, happiness or unhappiness is only you know best, the taste of sweet and bitter you feel the most, since you have experienced, why can you still ask this kind of question? Is it that you haven't learned your lesson yet? Or do you want to repeat the mistakes of the past? Or do you want to gamble with your life once? In that case, why don't you just remarry? ”
With an expressionless face, sharp eyes, and more sharp and hurtful questions, at this moment she suddenly understood a truth, her own affairs, it is best not to tell or share them with others without reservation, otherwise, in the end, it will only be herself who will be hurt, and she will be talked about behind her back, despised.
"No, it doesn't mean anything else, just casually, don't take it to heart." Zhang Yan didn't expect Qu Lanxin to be angry, and she couldn't think of anything wrong with it, and she didn't expect her to be so sensitive and overly aggressive, she usually looked at Hehe Shunshun, but she didn't expect it to be a guy who was good at forbearance, and couldn't help but be stunned, so she hurriedly apologized.
Qu Lanxin didn't want to say anything, thinking about keeping a distance in the future, just don't get closer, after all, it's a colleague, I don't see anyone who looks up and looks down, and it's not good to be stiff, unless I resign and don't do it, I just stand up with the things used in class, "I'll go to the classroom to prepare, see you later!" ”
"Oh."
Zhang Yan watched her stand up in surprise, turned around and walked out, didn't say anything more, but couldn't help muttering depressedly in her heart: "Didn't you just talk a few words?" This can be angry, it's really hypocritical! What's the spirit? No wonder there will be a divorce. ”
Qu Lanxin teaches art and Chinese, art in the morning, and language in the afternoon, so she holds a lot of things related to children's painting in her hands, and when she walks out of the office along the corridor towards the classroom, she then walks out of the office with another colleague Lu Wenshan walking on her right with the textbook, and suddenly smiles and whispers: "You have not been here to work for a long time, and you don't know a lot of things, so you will get close to her, and it is better for her not to approach." ”
She? Qu Lanxin naturally knew that it meant Zhang Yan, but she didn't know what Lu Wenshan meant by her words, many colleagues don't like to associate with Zhang Yan, even if they are very estranged, she can see it, but she doesn't know why, some male colleagues talk about Zhang Yan's words, and occasionally look disdainful, why is this?
"Why? Can you tell us about it? ”
The smile on Lu Wenshan's face suddenly meant something, she didn't want to say it very much, but she couldn't help but say it, and then approached her and whispered, "Sister Zhang's ex-husband is a asthenospermia, and the possibility of childbirth is extremely low, and then her daughter is said to be in the bar for a night in love, anyway, it is not her ex-husband's, and then it was naturally known by her ex-husband, and then her ex-husband knew about it, needless to say, you also know about the consequences, these things, colleagues who used to be in the same batch as her know, but they just don't want to say it, she is always self-righteous, and she always feels that she is right, and it is someone else who is wrong, She always talks about her ex-husband, isn't it ridiculous? Okay, let's not talk about it, anyway, it doesn't have much to do with us, teaching is about ability and not character, right? ”
Qu Lanxin listened in shock and stunned, and couldn't help but be stunned, and couldn't believe it: "Really? ”
"Why am I lying to you? has no grievances with her, but she is a little unaccustomed to it, and seeing that you are not bad, I just mentioned it casually. Lu Wenshan pushed her black-rimmed glasses and said with a smile, then turned around and entered the classroom to do pre-class preparations.
Qu Lanxin continued to walk forward with her things in her arms, her thoughts became a little complicated, and she couldn't help but wonder, if the thing was true, wouldn't Zhang Yan be afraid that her ex-husband would kill their mother and daughter in anger and overacting? It's scary to think about!