Chapter 20: Death (2)
I don't know where I got my anger, and my whole body trembled after I finished breathing. Murong Su called, and the phone vibrated on the table. The shaking stopped, and then it continued to tremble. It shook from the table to the floor, from the ground to the bottom of the bed.
Lifting the quilt, I was furious. I felt my phone from under the bed and quickly turned it off.
I don't know where the discomfort came from, and tears burst out of my eyes at once. I didn't dare to look at my quilt, I was afraid of being scared by tears.
Murong Su was like an innocent child who was scolded, he called me cautiously, but he didn't dare to call too quickly. I guess I didn't answer a dozen phone calls, so I gave up. I picked up my phone and looked at it, but I felt a little lost. I closed my eyes and hadn't slept for five minutes when the phone rang again.
"Stop calling, it's annoying." I yelled without looking at the caller ID on my phone, and a thick uncle voice appeared over there.
Uncle Kiki was stunned for a moment before slowly speaking, "Eating explosives?" ”
"Uncle Kiki...... "My temperament was originally impatient, and when I heard Uncle Kiki's voice, I immediately softened. Looking up at the bullfighting bull that was about to roll down on the edge of the bed, I couldn't help but feel a little warmer. The people over there were not in a hurry, they seemed to be busy with something.
Uncle Kiki asked me, "Did you quarrel?" ”
hesitated to tell the truth to Uncle Qiqi, but he was very dissatisfied with Murong Su's big mouth. The man couldn't get through to my phone, so he called Uncle Kiki. No matter what time it was, Murong Su seemed to know me very well. He knew I wouldn't answer his calls, but I would definitely answer Uncle Kiki's calls. But he didn't know, and I never thought that we would need a third person to know when the two of us were arguing.
"What? What did Murong Su tell you? I asked him rhetorically.
Uncle Kiki laughed a few times, and then a woman's voice came from the other side of the phone. called "boss" and was stopped by Uncle Qiqi's signal, and then the person on the other end of the phone replied: "Across a network, you have to think about it, your phone can't get through, how anxious Murong Su is." My phone was always on silent during work hours, and he made me almost 20 calls. He said to me, "Something is wrong with you?" I thought about it, since you answered my call in seconds, he called a dozen times but none of them answered. Didn't you quarrel about what? ”
No, we didn't quarrel, it's my princess who is sick.
I wanted to tell Uncle Kiki this, but as I listened, tears flowed down my face. Since I reconciled with Murong Su, I have never thought about whether I like Murong Su or rely on him for my kindness. After I talked about death, I found that the brain cells began to be active. I thought twice about Murong Su's kindness to me, and then thought about his kindness to me ten times. I found that I was lonely a lot.
The game is the bridge between me and Murong Su, but without the game, Murong Su and I are nothing. All I can think of is Murong Su's connection to each other in the game. Out of the game, without him, it doesn't matter at all.
"Why are you crying again?" Hearing my sobbing, Uncle Kiki's voice dimmed. He didn't know what to say, and then the sound of footsteps came over the phone.
After a while, an empty voice came from the phone.
"During the third test, I also had a relationship. During the game, I would go to her every two months and spend time with her. But over time, we kept arguing. Her temper was good at first, and I liked her personality. She will listen to me for everything, and she will depend on me for everything. To avoid jet lag, she got a night job. At that time, she silently gave too much for me. But later, she changed a lot. began to play a little tantrum with me, blaming me for being busy and ignoring her, and even dying with me at every turn. When I like her, I naturally coax her, and I go back to China once every two months to once a month and then once every two weeks. Maybe it's because she knows that I like him too much in my heart, so I gave her the capital to play a temper. Uncle Kiki said.
This is the first time I've heard Uncle Kiki waste such saliva.
His story was still quite appealing to me, so I asked, "And then?" ”
"It's a dead love," Uncle Kiki's voice was unusually calm, "I'm tired of it, so there's no need to dwell on it anymore." ”
Whether it's Uncle Qiqi or Murong Su, there will be moments when they get bored. So I began to understand what Murong Su said to me before: I may have been used to your coldness, and suddenly felt the enthusiasm of others.
Uncle Kiki seemed to be busy and hung up when the woman called "boss" a second time.
As I kept recalling what Uncle Kiki had just said, I began to feel jealous of that woman. What a good woman is that Uncle Kiki likes it so much. Thousands of miles away, flying back to China from Paris. How much I like it makes a person's tone become sighing when he recalls the past.
Picking up the phone, I called Murong Su back. I told him I was fine. I asked him, "Don't you feel tired?" ”
Murong Su was a little puzzled, "What?" ”
I smiled and said to him, "We've known each other for more than three years, and every time we quarrel or get unhappy, it's always me who loses my temper. But every time you were silent, and then you came to me when I was gone. Do you feel tired, do you feel annoyed? As he spoke, tears fell again.
For some reason, when I thought that Murong Su would be tired of what I was doing, I felt an indescribable discomfort in my heart. I fantasized about the countless things Murong Su would say, and I also thought about our worst ending. I was suddenly afraid that Murong Su would have thoughts of disliking me, and I was even more afraid that he would leave me like this. But my heart is contradicting myself, if he really leaves me, I will show a faint smile, goodbye.
The scene in my head is not over yet, and Murong Su, who has been silent for a long time, replied, saying, "At least I'm not tired of it now. ”
I haven't gotten tired of it now, and there will always be a day when I'm tired of it, right? I wiped away my tears and sniffled. smiled at the other end of the phone and said, "Murong Su, in fact, we should all understand." It's just a game, and we don't have any contact with it when it's out of the game. ”
"I know," his voice was so small that it was hard to hear.
I then said to him, "Even if the two of us are together in reality, will your family agree?" Your family has money, power, and background, and I don't have anything. The distance between Beijing and Taiwan is so far that the two of us together are simply a fantasy. ”
Murong Su: "The plane is only a few hours away. ”
Me: "yes! But reality tells us that a few hours of airplane can't fit two families together. ”
"I want to get married," I smiled faintly, hugging the bull in my arms.
This time Murong Su was silent, and I heard sobbing on the other end of the phone.