started with money, and finally pretended to be chic.

I don't know if you pass by the apartment we rented together and the five-star hotel we stayed in, will you remember the appearance of me not getting up from the sun, no matter how you toss me, I can't wake up.

is like Tanya Tsai sang in "Red High Heels": "How to describe you best, what to compare with you is special, I have a strong feeling for you, like red high heels that I can't put down." ”

It feels like a red heel that you can't put down.

But it will also be like Xue Zhiqian sang in "Just Right": "But feelings will struggle, there is no elegance in speaking, it advises you to retreat, the story must hide the truth if it is beautiful, while we have not yet reached the ends of the earth."

You often say that I don't love you anymore if you don't have money, but in fact, one of the things you are most afraid of is that I will no longer want your money, just like I am worried that you will one day no longer take my breasts to other people's.

I don't know what you want to eat every night, do you want to eat Sichuan food, or eat rice skin, eat the soup I boiled with my own hands, or eat me?!

What flavor do you like about rice paste, do you want to eat spicy, or sauce-flavored, or mine?!

I'm afraid that Dayu can't cure my water when he comes.

When did my collection of essays become a love letter to you, you are accounting for more and more of it.

I remember you would give me money or a shopping card to buy a lot of nice and cute things.

I remember taking me to romantic places, asking me to go to a nice restaurant and ordering more than two people can eat, without worrying about the menu or the price of the ticket.

I remember that you would introduce me to channels when I was trying to improve, and you would be willing to give me money and give me financial freedom when I was waiting to die.

I remember you knew me very well at the time, and your careful eye often made you lose your IQ as a PhD graduate from a prestigious university.

I'm writing too cheesy, you're loving too much.

I'm glad you far crushed my grades as a student, and the deep-seated calm that the water has fallen behind.

I remember that I dragged you to stay up late with me, your level didn't have to worry too much about being late for work, and I remember that you wouldn't despise my irregular life and rest.

I remember when you soaked your feet and said that your footbath was "full of water", and I answered: "I have been flooded with gold." ”

I remember that you were very wet, so I prepared mustard, red adzuki beans, dandelions, seeds, barley, gardenias, and a new thermos cup, and boiled water for you to drink when I had time. I also buy a batch of disposable boxes and spoons online to bring you the cooked grains.

I remember a time when I was learning about live streaming culture, you would go to the live broadcast room to brush up on gifts, and you wouldn't talk, and watching me flirt with other people, like watching your own kids build sandcastles on the beach.

I remember the last time I went to the Kuanzhai Alley hot pot restaurant in a certain food street, I went first and ordered some dishes, and then you arrived, I handed you the menu and asked you to make up the dishes, and you lowered your head and asked, "What are you eating?" ”

I said, "You can order whatever you want, I've ordered mine." ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Point me." ”

Others praise me for my good character, only you know enough, my stubbornness, my arrogance, my difficulty in compromise, I advise you to stand away from me, so that there may be beauty.

You can understand my vulgarity, I can see your sincerity.

At least love, it's enough to write you with such a halo.