On the evening of November 28, 2019, walking along Binjiang Avenue in Shanghai, my eyes were full of haze.

In a way, the world doesn't seem to be that big.

The last time I walked here was on January 25, 2017, when I said I wanted to come to Shanghai, and I wanted to come to Binjiang Avenue every day to bask in the sun. Back then, I said that there was not only the smell of money here, but also a lot of hard work. Back then, I said that there was a "I'm destined to succeed" temperament in the people there, and I said that this positive energy would help me filter out the negative images in my spirit and bring me closer to success.

Against my heart, I'm at the beach. Having lived in five-star sea-view rooms in Haikou and Sanya, I unconsciously increased my interest in the hotel industry. I started researching the logos of Poly Rosewood and Hilton, and wondered why Starwood was acquired by Marriott during the construction of W Xi'an and W Shanghai. Begin investigating the cost of rooftop infinity pools and the cost of overhanging transparent pools. Based on Hainan's unique climatic conditions, outdoor swimming pools can be found in all five-star hotels in Hainan.

I didn't fulfill my vision of going to Binjiang Avenue every day to bask in the sun, and I asked myself countless times in my heart: what should I do? But since I've worked hard enough to prepare, it's too much for me to care too much about the endgame.

To paraphrase Shakespeare's words: "Where there is a past, it is prologue".

Some time ago, I went to the West Coast Golf Driving Range in Haikou to practice and got to know a senior golfer. The other party is a person who has bought a lifetime membership of several golf clubs in Hainan, and according to the current popular social atmosphere of seniority, Xiaosheng I should be humble and seek knowledge. Unfortunately, one of his advice to me was: 'Because I'm young, a lot of my ideas are wrong'. He thinks that those of us who travel 966 or all over the country on business are low-level, and only those of him who are rich and free, go in and out of various high-end places with various lifetime membership cards every day, and travel abroad for most of the year are high-level, and other lives are low-level, which has become what he calls "the last resort". He said that a well-known famous university like him at home and abroad is a high-level, and an unpopular 211 like me is a low-level, and he also gave me a sentence of "you take that point". I want to explode, and I don't directly 'spit out the fragrance' of the belief that "determination requires action". It's just that I'm sneering in my heart: I thought about a lot of the things you said two years ago. I don't know where this kind of "highly educated and successful people" get so much superiority. Do you know a lot about me, so you just ignore others, I haven't seen you much, do you want me to use my conversation to evaluate you?

Probably because of the stupid gathering, many so-called bosses and bosses look like "our highest level" soil emperor every day, a group of turtles are greasy sleeping girls every day, and many people really lack the necessary understanding of themselves. You said that you bought a few golf lifetime members, and read the Yangtze River is a high-level, you ask other high-level people to agree? What age is it, there are still people who claim to be studying in "China's best EMBA", and there are people who talk about lifelong membership, so it is not enough to claim glory, and even more, ridicule other people as low-level, and the reputation is "xx is not everyone can afford it", "do you know that the tuition fee of xx college costs xx million". I'm sorry, I'm a person who lives in the mud, I suspect that this kind of person was from a poor family. Do you know that there is a saying that prolongs the time you have to evaluate everyone, and do you know that my kindergarten teacher taught me to respect the old and love the young? Do you know where the trash should be in the trash? Has Mr. X learned to be a man today?

In Feng Tang's words: "When he sees a beautiful woman, Du Mu must sigh with emotion." "It's not that I'm afraid of what others want of me, but I still have what others want to show that I'm still valuable. I will spend my life increasing the value of being used. When you see a beautiful woman, you will have some ideas, and I give you quite understanding, but if you have too many ideas, it will become a matter of cultivation. Don't deliberately, deliberately too disgusting. As the so-called 'highly educated and successful person' in some people's mouths, aren't you cold when you stand so high? When it comes to life, aren't you just that cultivation?

As an adult, I do have a more favorable affection for the elderly, and I like the oral teachings of the generations, but not every elder deserves my respect. Especially tired of some middle-aged and elderly people who are willing to preach, I doubt that you want me to listen on my knees?

I know that there will definitely be times when people will be looked at, and it is enough to not go astray. Sometimes, I don't need your understanding, I don't want to watch, don't talk nonsense with me.

Everything in my past is only worthy of being my experiment.

On December 25, 2019, I suddenly wanted to buy a piece of land in Haitang Bay, Sanya, and checked the information through various channels, and that piece of land was quite expensive. Still, I did leave my phone number in the project consultation, or I was pretending to be pretty. I have reviewed history many times, and I have to say that there are many things that I should not be in a hurry to, and thinking about history and my own and others' experiences has made me more and more unfazed. What are my competitors doing in 10 years, and will they be walking their dogs?