Chapter 51: Cultivating Love (1)
A fantasy from a few years ago
Forgiveness after a few years
for a face
Go and heal a wound
- Cultivating love
On the fifteenth day after Lin Huaijin did not contact her, she recovered from a cold and went to Dr. Huang's place to visit her mother.
The vegetable garden outside the residence has not changed at all, and the clinic is still working with those people, but she accidentally noticed that a few silver hairs appeared on the head of Dr. Huang, a famous psychiatrist.
"You and I are young, I am forty years old." Dr. Wong smiled heartily.
Yes, she lowered her head and acquiesced, she is 28 years old this year, and Lin Huaijin, who is also 30 years old.
People's thoughts are sometimes so inexplicable, just like when Dr. Huang's white shirt passes in front of her eyes, she will think of Lin Huaijin, and when she sees all kinds of vehicles on the road, she will also think of Lin Huaijin......
Dr. Huang snapped his fingers in front of her. "Seeing that you are feeling sluggish, I will give you a psychological evaluation."
Resuscitation smiled and followed up in the consultation room, sitting in front of this famous psychiatrist, she was not nervous.
"Rest for a while and sit face-to-face with me for five minutes."
She rested her cheek in one hand and sat calmly waiting for him to speak.
"Tell me the one color you think of at the moment." Dr. Huang asked softly.
She only thought about it for two seconds. "White."
"If you have no water to drink in the desert and your throat is smoky, and then a fresh apple and a sour orange appear, they are equal in size, but you can only choose one of them, ignore the question of whether you usually like to eat or not, what is your answer?"
In fact, when most people hear this question, their first sense will choose apples, but in fact, apples can only relieve urgent needs, and oranges are sour, like looking at plums to quench thirst, they don't need to eat in their mouths, and they can also stimulate saliva through imagination. Moreover, an orange has so many petals, which is suitable for eating one petal, and it can also maintain the desert thirst for a long time.
Except, of course, resuscitation was among most of them, and she thought about it, choosing the latter, a sour orange.
Dr. Huang smiled brightly in front of her, "You're pretty smart, it seems that you have no problem with your logical thinking." He smiled and smiled, suddenly leaned his face closer to her, and blurted out, "Let's get married!" ”
Resuscitation immediately ducked back, and the expression on her face changed from calm to panicked, and she looked at him in disbelief.
Dr. Huang then laughed: "But the psychological capacity is still not strong enough, and it is easy to be paranoid. He suppressed his smile and wrote a few words on a blank piece of paper. Many times, people have to go to their own inner world. The phase is changed from the heart, the environment is born from the heart, what you think in your heart, then how to choose. ”
"From the heart".
The best life has always been to follow the heart. The best love is always managed with heart.
Love what you love, do what you do, listen to your heart, and ask no questions.
Resuscitation smiled. "I see what you mean."
Dr. Huang stretched his waist easily and said with a smile: "Then I won't wait for you, if I wait for you any longer, I will become a white-haired old man." ”
I still remember that when we first met, Fusheng was only 18 years old, and she brought her mother to see him, and the first thing she said was to call him: "Uncle." ”
Ten years have passed in the blink of a finger! The little girl he had guarded for ten years had grown up, and she now had one to rely on more firmly than him.
So far, he can only tell in a deep voice: "Lin Huaijin, he has done a lot of things for you, including your family." ”
The smile on Recovery's face was fleeting, and she lowered her head, not daring to show a trace of emotion in front of him.
The wind and sun are beautiful in the south, but the rain is drizzling in the north. In the production room of Beijing WJ Music Company, Liu Hansan looked at Lin Huaijin, who was working hard, and secretly became worried.
This scripture is the fifteenth day, and in the past fifteen days, his big man has locked himself up here every day to write songs, but seeing that he is silent and desperately writing and writing, he has not written a reason.
As a result, for half a month, he and all the members of WJ were worried and became extra careful when walking, for fear of upsetting the boss and being brought up for crusade!
Seeing that his boss grabbed it with his hand, and the ball of waste paper in his hand fell into the trash can that was almost full, Liu Hansan took out the bag of garbage full of A4 paper and put on a garbage bag again.
In these years, music companies not only have to recruit talents, but also invite someone to shred the paper, and the kind that has to be ground by person before it is broken, toss!
The room was quiet, and after another hour, Liu Hansan looked at the trash can that was almost full of paper, he swallowed his saliva, plucked up the courage to say, "Xiao Yu said ...... over there"
Lin Huaijin was still immersed in writing, indifferent.
Liu Hansan paused, very nervous. "She said she was going to see a psychiatrist today."
Isn't the psychiatrist's clinic where her mother lives? Not surprisingly, Lin Huaijin didn't raise his head.
"And ......" Liu Hansan snorted, carefully studying his boss's face. Xiaoyu heard, heard, she said to Wen Shichang......"
Hearing Wen Shichang, Lin Huaijin finally rewarded him with a positive one.
Liu Hansan licked his lips and imitated Xiaoyu to speak: "I'm sorry, I only thought I was your friend-"
"Boom"! The rotating office chair hit the wall and made a sound, Liu Hansan looked up suddenly, only to see that the keyboard of the mixer had been returned to its place, and with the wooden door "banging" shut, he was the only one left in the production room!
Did his eyes hallucinate, just now, who was it just now, who turned on all the keyboards of the mixer in a second? No, it's not scientific!
Liu Hansan trembled and burst into tears in his heart. Big guy, big guy, it's okay if you're in a good mood, why bother scaring me with a big drama that has been brewing for so long? It's too much of a deception!
Lin Huaijin immediately flew to Pengcheng by helicopter, but when he rushed to the office building of the recovery studio, he stopped.
How would she face him? Indifferent eyes, disgusted faces, noncommittal resistance, when his appearance is transparent, even avoided......
He withdrew, as if all his anger and madness had been consumed by her during the course of five years.
But she is still like that, her simple actions can torture his mind, strain his muscles and bones, and mess up his actions and thoughts. But whether it is her person or her character, he is as paranoid as ever.
She's also paranoid and untamed, and she's sometimes the same person as him.
Zhong Qianmo's refrigerator at home is always stocked with beer, just like three years ago, when he came here to borrow wine to kill his sorrows, Lin Huaijin is drunk again today on the sofa where he once had a nosebleed for recovery.
"Damn, you all treat me as a bar, love is really unreliable!" Zhong Qianmo covered his face and sighed.
Although Lin Huaijin was drunk, his mind was still clear, and he made a weak voice. "When you have a loved one, you won't think like that."
"Then go to your beloved! She's right next door! ”
Yes, she is in this community, just a few hundred meters away, but where did he get the courage to step out again?
"I don't dare."
Zhong Qianmo's eyes widened in surprise, this young man is ambitious, unruly, and eager to dominate the music industry, Lin Huaijin, he actually lies here like a sick cat and says, don't dare?
"How did you catch it back three years ago, and now you can change the direction appropriately, and you can do the same." He wholeheartedly suggested.