89 crowd phobia

Since Su Xing woke up in the hospital three years ago, he saw that his left arm was wrapped in a bandage, and two strange men around him looked at him with eager eyes, and even one of the shorter ones was crying. The memories of her current life began at that moment, and there was no trace of any impression of her before.

The taller man said her name was Su Xing, and she was his sister.

Su Xing, who had just woken up, accepted all the information passed by Su Yue and Xiao Rusheng, including her identity, her experience, and her everything, and there was no doubt about him.

After that, he followed the two of them abroad and settled in country Y, because he lost his memory, Su Xing was silent, his eyes were like ancient water, and he stayed at home all day long either reading books or in a daze. Xiao Rusheng was worried that she was autistic, and she was chattering around her every day, Su Xing was slowly infected by him and became gradually cheerful and lively, but it was only in front of Su Yue and Xiao Rusheng.

One year after coming here, Su Xing has fully adapted to his new life.

That day was the first Chinese New Year in country Y, the surrounding Chinese were celebrating the New Year, there were fireworks on the streets, the supermarket was full of the smell of the Spring Festival, and even the locals were infected by this exotic Spring Festival, and they began to invest in the festival mode.

Xiao Rusheng said that the festival in a foreign country should be lively with everyone, and it happened that there were Chinese people in the park who were setting off fireworks, so he proposed to go to see it together, and he was idle anyway.

So the three of them went out for a walk after dinner in the evening and walked to the most lively park.

Country Y has a temperate oceanic climate, and although the winter is not too cold, it often snows due to the humid climate, and the sky is also covered with snowflakes.

Xiao Rusheng walked in the middle, carrying Su Yue in one hand and Su Xing in the other, looking up at the fluttering snowflakes and suddenly looking left and right, and sighed: "I am also the one who picks the stars and the moon." ”

Su Yue looked at him with doting eyes, raised her hand to brush the snowflakes on his shoulders, and looked at the lively crowd not far ahead, enjoying the silence of this moment.

Su Xing looked up at the snowflake, stretched out his hand to take a piece, and quickly disappeared, is that fleeting life?

Xiao Rusheng tilted his head to look at Su Xing's pensive appearance again, bumped her with the shoulder, and said, "Su Xing, look at the shadow on the ground, don't we look like a wifi signal?" You're the shortest! ”

Su Xing listened and looked down, and sure enough, the two men next to him were taller than the other, and he was a small man, and suddenly asked Su Yue: "Why is my brother so tall and I am so short?" ”

Su Yue replied without waves: "Because you don't like to eat vegetables." ”

"It's just that I don't like to eat since I was a child, so I don't grow tall, don't think about it, it's too late to make up for it now." Xiao Rusheng immediately answered.

The three of them came to the park after a while, and the Chinese from the surrounding communities gathered here, some of them were wearing Tang costumes, and people were holding all kinds of fireworks in their hands, all waiting for the fireworks festival at zero o'clock.

Su Xing looked at the lively scene and wanted to plunge into it, but as soon as he stepped into the crowd, a wave of irritability rose in his heart for no reason, and the more he walked to a noisy place, the more obvious it became. His heartbeat also accelerated, his breathing became rapid, and he didn't know if it was Su Xing's dazzle or something, the surrounding scene seemed to start spinning, and his temples began to beat strongly.

Xiao Rusheng, who immediately went in to play in the crowd, smiled happily at the fireworks lit in his hand, and Su Yue also looked at Xiao Rusheng's happy face reflected in the firelight, and had no distractions.

Zero o'clock arrived, the new year began, a red fireworks soared into the sky, exploded in people's expectations, and the red starlight fell from the sky, opening the fireworks festival.

No one noticed Su Xing's strange appearance......

The sound of fireworks exploding coincided with the inexplicable explosion sound in Su Xing's mind, mixed with the surrounding laughter, fireworks, footsteps, and various sounds drilled into her mind, and the smell of sulfur dioxide left behind by the fireworks in the air caused Su Xing to revolt for a while, she reached out to pull Su Yue's clothes, and her voice was drowned out by the surrounding voices: "Brother......"

The snow was still falling in the sky, and Su Xing's head was already covered with a thin layer of sweat.

Su Yue felt that her clothes were being pulled, and when she looked back, the pleasure in her eyes disappeared immediately, and she took Su Xing's hand with one hand with a nervous face, and reached her forehead with the other: "Su Xing, what's wrong with you?" ”

Su Xing hugged Su Yue's arm tightly and breathed hard: "Headache......

At this time, Xiao Rusheng also noticed their strange appearance, and ran over to ask, "What's wrong?" Su Xing, why is your face so ugly? ”

Su Yue directly picked up Su Xing and said, "Go to an open place first." ”

The three of them came to the edge of the park, away from the crowd, Su Yue gently put Su Xing on the bench, squatted down with a nervous face and asked her, "How do you feel now?" ”

Xiao Rusheng sat next to her and gently comforted her. Su Xing lowered his head, clasped the edge of the bench with both hands, closed his eyes and shook his head: "Headache, panic." However, she felt that after leaving the crowd, her symptoms had significantly lessened, her breathing was relaxed, and the fireworks in the distance were still rising and exploding, and she no longer had the fear she had just now.

Su Yue stood up and was about to take her to the hospital, Su Xing held his arm, looked up and smiled, "I feel better." ”

"If you don't feel comfortable saying it, don't hold it up." Xiao Rusheng said softly.

Su Xing shook his head: "It's really much better." Then he patted the position next to him, pulled Su Yue to sit down, and said, "Brother, did I experience an explosion when I was a child?" The sound of the fireworks just exploded brought up an unfamiliar scene in my mind. ”

Hearing this, Su Yue and Xiao Rusheng quickly exchanged a look, and Su Yue lied casually: "When you were a child, you loved to watch fireworks the most, it should be those memories." Do you really feel better? ”

Su Xing nodded: "It's nothing unusual anymore, it's just that when I was in the crowd, I was very depressed and even irritable, and then I was short of breath and my heart beat faster, and I began to have a headache." ”

"Let's go back." Xiao Rusheng threw the bare fireworks pole in his hand into the trash can next to him, and proposed, "I've seen the fireworks and heard the zero o'clock bell, Happy New Year!" ”

After that day, Su Yue checked the information and concluded that Su Xing had a phobia of crowds, so he took the two of them to move to the current city in the middle of nowhere, where the pace of life is slower.

Slowly, after Su Xing adapted to life, she put forward the idea of wanting to go to school, although Su Yue and Xiao Rusheng were not at ease, but they still respected her ideas, and opened this café not far from the school, telling her every day that she would not participate in school activities if she didn't want to, and if there were suspicious people deliberately approaching her, she must tell her brothers.

At first, when the business was not good, Su Xing sat in the store without class, but later he didn't expect that the business was getting better and better, and there were many customers every day, and Su Xing had symptoms of fear of the crowd, so he went to stay in the bookstore next door, where he could stay for a day.