Chapter 031: Choosing Not to Look Back
In the bedroom of the room where Qu Lanxin lived, she had already laid down, but she was still waiting for He Cangxi to come back, and when she heard the movement of opening and closing the door outside, she closed her eyes and said lazily: "Xiaoxi, are you back?" Come in and go to bed, it's late. ”
He Jinhui listened to it in his ears, couldn't help but smile, walked to the bedroom door with light feet, leaned against the door frame with his hands around his chest, stared at her back and was lying sideways, and then said gently, "He fell asleep in his grandfather's room." ”
Suddenly hearing He Jinhui's voice, Qu Lanxin suddenly opened her eyes in shock, sat up suddenly, and asked in a panic and vigilance: "What are you doing here?" Get out! ”
"Sleep!" He Jinhui said indifferently, closed the bedroom door casually, walked straight to the bed, and said meaningfully, "Didn't you always want me to come before?" ”
"You and I are divorced! Get me out! Qu Lanxin hurriedly got up from the bed and hurriedly walked to the side of the bed to get out of bed, "You can live if you want, I'll go to another room." ”
He Jinhui blocked directly in front of her, and said with a playful smile: "What are you afraid of?" I won't eat you again! ”
Qu Lanxin didn't bother to argue with him, so she glanced at him directly, turned around him, and wanted to get out of bed.
He Jinhui grabbed her by the waist and took her to the bed, as the soft and comfortable mattress bounced violently, he smiled very gently: "I won't force you to do anything, especially what you don't want to do, don't worry, just sleep." ”
The words were extremely gentle and sincere, however, the right hand around her waist was very tight, the left hand caressed the hair on the top of her head, the cheek was pressed against her neck and ears, and the breath sprayed on her skin with warmth, which looked ambiguous, not at all like to draw a line.
"Let go! Get away from me! Qu Lanxin struggled to push him, and scolded coldly, "I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, it's not okay to just sleep in the same bed, let me go!" ”
He Jinhui raised her head with a lost face, looked down at her closely, until she couldn't help but panic in her eyes, and then asked softly: "You look into my eyes, can you tell that you don't love me?" ”
Qu Lan was very annoyed for a moment, and wanted to say that I didn't love you anymore! I hate you to death! But her heart was beating wildly, and the sound was like a drum, so that she really couldn't say anything about his melancholy eyes, she had complained that he didn't respond to her feelings, her deep affection, however, to really hurt him, she really didn't want to.
"You're not here with me, why are you here to provoke me? Just to get a child, do not hesitate to do this? ”
Seeing her excited and tearful, He Jinhui couldn't help but feel distressed, and apologized in panic, "I'm sorry...... It's not like that......"
He would have apologized again and again? People who were once autocratic, paranoid and indifferent, and high-minded have repeatedly apologized? How much sincerity is there? But it's too late, who will be rare?
"What do you think if you don't? Do you want to remarry me for some purpose? Remarrying and repeating the old days? You can mess with flowers and grass outside without any psychological burden, let alone feel guilty and scruples, right? ”
"Not ......"
"No, what's not? My time is also precious, I don't have time to waste time and life on you, get out of here! Don't mess with me......"
Qu Lan's heart was full of grievances and anger, but tears slid down the corners of her eyes very uncontrollably, seeing that He Jinhui was distressed, she hurriedly reached out to wipe her tears and caress her cheeks, but she threw them away.
"Forgive me once, okay? …… Just this once, we'll have a good time in the future......"
"Without the future, there is no way to talk about forgiveness or forgiveness, it is impossible for me and you to do it." Hearing the request, Qu Lanxin insisted on her final bottom line and arrogance, and expressed her position very resolutely.
Seeing that things were really in a hurry for a while, He Jinhui set off to lie upright, and put his head on the pillow tiredly, "I need to sleep here tonight, otherwise grandpa will not be able to explain there, don't worry, I will never touch you again." ”
Sure enough, it was a purpose, otherwise I would never have come here!
Thinking of this, Qu Lanxin's mood suddenly became very complicated, and she turned her back to He Jinhui and sat on her knees and didn't say anything more. Once her greatest wish was to fall asleep every night by looking at He Jinhui's handsome face, and every morning when she woke up, she saw He Jinhui's handsome face in front of her. However, now, she is like sitting on pins and needles, not knowing what to do, whether to advance or retreat? It seems that no matter which choice she chooses, she is extremely unwilling.
"Don't you sleep? …… Can I turn off the lights? ”
Looking at her lonely back, He Jinhui suddenly asked in a whisper. After a long time, when there was still no answer, he lifted the quilt and slept well, turned off the light, and waited.
After a long, long time, Qu Lanxin left to sleep on the side of the bed, and lay down as far away as possible, thinking that this was her room, and if she wanted to go, someone should go, why should she go? Doesn't her departure mean that she is afraid of him? No, he couldn't lose in momentum, so he decided to sleep, intending not to hide or avoid to see who could stiffen whom.
In the dark, He Jinhui couldn't help but smile, in order to let her relax his vigilance with peace of mind, he also turned his back to her and moved to distance herself as much as possible.
Feeling this move, Qu Lanxin thought that she was disgusted, and she was suddenly depressed in her heart, and she wanted to say something, but she couldn't help but say nothing.
In the second half of the night, in a daze, she suddenly heard He Cangxi's cry sounding outside the bedroom, and suddenly woke up, hurriedly got up and turned on the light, and hurriedly ran out to see what was going on. He Jinhui couldn't help but panic, and then hurriedly got up and hurried out.
"What's the matter? What are you crying about? ”
When I opened the door, I saw that it was He Annian who sent He Cangxi back, the little guy cried like a tearful person, very sad and scared, it was distressing to see it, Qu Lanxin hurriedly stepped forward to pick him up, wiped his tears and asked urgently.
"When I suddenly get up at night, I cry when I don't see you, and I can't coax you no matter how I coax you." He Annian stood at the door, said helplessly, then glanced at He Jinhui, turned around to close the door and leave, "Okay, I'll leave it to you, coax well, don't cry." ”
He Cangxi hugged Qu Lanxin's neck and lay on her right shoulder, although she stopped crying, she still sniffled and hugged her very dependently.
"Why are you crying?" Qu Lanxin patted him on the back to soothe him, and asked softly.
"I thought you were gone, don't want me anymore......" He Cangxi said with a crying voice, very aggrieved.
"How so? Didn't you go to your grandfather's room to sleep by yourself? Qu Lan was helpless in her heart, and hurriedly appeased, "Is there anything on the upper side?" ”
He Jinhui looked at his son, listened to it, and his mood suddenly became very complicated, mixed tastes, sour, but he didn't say anything.
"Nope!"
Hearing the answer, Qu Lanxin turned around and walked directly towards the bathroom, and accompanied the child to the upper side.
He Jinhui stood quietly for a moment and turned back to the bedroom, sat back on the bed, He Cangxi took Qu Lanxin's hand and returned to the bedroom to see him, and asked directly: "Mom, why is he here?" ”
When He Jinhui heard this, his heart was suddenly unhappy, "I'm your father, not him." ”
After getting along for so long, He Cangxi never called him father, although he was no longer very repulsive, but he just refused to call him, and he didn't know why, it was Qu Lanxin's request? He didn't know.
"I don't know, this is his home, his house, where he wants to stay is his freedom, we don't care, come, sleep!"
Qu Lanxin replied casually, picked up the child and put it on the bed, took off her slippers and prepared to sleep.
"Oh!"
He Cangxi responded casually, turned around and crawled towards the head of the bed.
He Jinjue's heart suddenly became even more unhappy, "Qu Lanxin, how do you educate your children?" ”
"What I'm saying is true, what's wrong?"
Qu Lan asked rhetorically, slept directly to the left side of the child, and tucked the quilt.
That's right, it seems to be right, He Jinhui was speechless for a moment, he could only sulk, and then fell asleep in annoyance and slept on the right side of He Cangxi.
He Cangxi directly turned over and got into Qu Lan's arms, and muttered in a low voice, "Mom, I don't want to sleep with him." ”
Qu Lanxin smiled helplessly, leaned close to his ear and whispered with her hands, "Then you go and tell him." ”
"Don't chirp for fear of being heard, I've heard it all." He Jinhui said helplessly, and then turned off the lights directly.
When He Cangxi heard this, he directly reprimanded him stiffly: "He Jinhui, why are you sleeping here?" This is the room where I slept with my mom. ”
"I'm your father, call me by my name again, be careful that I beat you!" He Jinhui suppressed his unhappiness and warned solemnly.
When He Cangxi heard this, he hurriedly got into Qu Lan's arms again, and stopped squeaking.
Qu Lanxin stroked his head, wanting him to fall asleep quickly and not say anything.
In the dark, looking at the mother and son through the faint light through the gap in the curtains, He Jinhui sighed helplessly and said nothing.
The next day, Saturday, He Canxi didn't have to go to school, Qu Lanxin didn't have to go to work if there was no class, and He Jinhui didn't have to go to work. Do you want to go to the playground as a family? Qu Lanxin suddenly received a call from Zhang Yan, asking her to accompany her to a place to participate in an event no matter what, but she refused on the pretext, saying that they could take He Cangxi to the playground. As soon as he heard that he was going to the playground, He Cangxi did not dismantle it, and happily agreed to go, even if his mother didn't go.
He Jinhui asked her directly, what are you going to do? She also refused to say anything, looking too lazy to pay attention to people. He Annian saw it all in his eyes, and it was not easy to say anything.
When the three of them packed up and were ready to go out to play, Qu Lanxin also packed up and prepared to go out, put on plain and elegant light makeup, combed her delicate hairstyle, and wore a light violet long skirt with high heels. This made He Jinhui feel faintly bad in his heart!
"Where are you going?"
He Jinhui stood at the entrance, watching her walk down the stairs, and couldn't help but look stunned, and asked directly, as if he was interrogating.
He Cangxi ran up directly and hugged her legs, "Mom, you are so beautiful, where are you going?" I'm going with you. ”
Qu Lanxin smiled helplessly, squatted down and held his shoulders and smiled and persuaded: "No, you go to the playground with your grandfather and father, and your mother will buy you something, if you go too, if you are tired, I can't hold you, be good, we will meet again in the evening." ”
After speaking, he also kissed He Cangxi on the cheek, so that he couldn't refuse, and said in frustration: "Okay, see you in the evening." ”
He Jinhui looked at her depressedly, guessing that she must not be going shopping, she must be lying.