Chapter 175: Void and Grievance
I think today's tone is really a bit sharp, but Shi Yizhi has been relieved of his suspicions, so there is no need to tear his face with Lulu. I silently took a deep breath and corrected my attitude: "Yes, the events of these days have made me very crazy, and this temper tantrum is like a firecracker during the New Year's holidays, which ignites at one point." Lulu, don't blame me. ”
Lulu is also able to bend and stretch, and the protection hugs me affectionately without care: "What is the relationship between us, what are we doing outside." No matter how slow I am, I can see that you've been having a lot of trouble lately, and it's okay, everything will be going well. ”
I went downhill, took her hand and said, "You're still right, think so much, you still can't help anything when things happen." It's better to care about your performance at that time, after all, it's the first time to perform a mission, whether you can perform well, and whether anything will go wrong is still unknown. ”
Lulu still maintained her empathetic appearance: "Hey, Director An said that this time it is teamwork, let's not fight alone, but cooperate with each other." Even if something happens, we can make it up for you, so there's no need to worry about it at all. ”
I absentmindedly chatted with her for a while, only to see Christina standing at the window in silence. Lulu finally couldn't help it, so she asked, "Christina, are you also nervous, I haven't seen you talk for a long time." ”
Christina's voice was blown a little ethereal by the night wind: "I've been looking downstairs while you're talking, and it seems that our guesses just now are not useless. No, someone has really been taken to the doctor. But I don't have good eyes, so I can't see who it is. Do any of you have a good eye to see who we guessed. ”
Lulu and I looked at each other and rushed to the window excitedly to find out. The girl lying on the stretcher looked very slender, and although she couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, you could guess from the curled up posture that her facial features must be wrinkled in pain, which made people feel pity.
Lulu tiptoed and craned her neck to get closer to the other party. Her tone was a little confused: "Hey, I vaguely remember that this girl entered the training camp very late, it seems to be just a few days after you came in in February. But she's always been very low-key, and I have little impression of her, and I guess you don't even remember this person existing. ”
Christina said: "Didn't you say that the more ordinary and vague the person, the more suitable to become a spy officer, because it will not arouse the vigilance of others at all, and the easier it will be to complete the task smoothly." If it weren't for the imminence of this operation and the fact that she had to pass on the message, I think she would have been able to hide until the day she graduated. ”
I secretly wondered how things were, and that if I could lurk so far, I would never let myself fall short so easily. I said silently: "But after thinking about it, I always feel that the communists who can lurk so far cannot be so reckless. Have you ever thought about another possibility, that is, they pushed others out as bait to divert the attention of President Cao and Director An, and make them mistakenly think that the communists have been wiped out? And once the operation begins, they can start their rescue operation without any fear. ”
Lulu couldn't hold back for a while, and her voice couldn't help but raise a few points: "Oh my God, what you said is good, but why didn't I think of this stubble." Don't say it's me, I'm afraid that President Cao and Director An are also kept in the dark by them, we must find a way to inform them. ”
I crossed my arms and looked indifferent: "But their current quarantine system is indiscriminatory, and even if we want to tell them something, we are completely helpless." ”
Lulu was incredulous: "We can tell the guards our intentions and let them relay them on their behalf." ”
Christina shattered her delusions: "They must have been admonished when they accepted the mission, and they would not listen to anything but matters that were vital to their lives." Forget it, how can we all see through the tricks that we can hide from their eyes? Let's sit back and relax as you said, now that all forces are singing and I are on the stage, fate is destined to take a lot of twists and turns. ”
Lulu was deflated, but she was helpless, so she sulked angrily. When I saw that Christina had lowered the mosquito nets on her upper bunk, I prepared to put her arms down. I patted Lulu on the shoulder and comforted her with some sincerity: "I know that you are all for the cause of the party-state and everyone's comfort, but now that it is not our turn to put your beak, why bother yourself?" Tomorrow, the three of us will definitely be divided into a group again, and when the time comes, we will act at the right time, cover each other, and inform President Cao and Director An of the situation. ”
After I finished speaking, I turned around and wanted to leave, but I didn't expect to be pulled by Lulu. There were tears in her big eyes, and her misty appearance looked extremely pitiful: "February, do you still treat me as a friend?" ”
I was stunned by her question, and my whole person was stunned: "What's wrong?" We are life-changing friendships, why do we suddenly say such things? ”
Lulu snorted, looking very innocent: "At first, I just thought that you and Christina had a little secret of being a confidant, and you always avoided me intentionally or unintentionally. I know that my strength is ordinary, and my brain is not as useful as you on weekdays, so I didn't take it to heart. But since the shootout, you have suddenly separated from me. Not only did I say a lot of things differently, but I also had a gun and a stick when I spoke, which made me very uncomfortable. But like you said, in this huge training camp, we have to rely on each other now. If we ourselves no longer trust each other, how can we cooperate well to ensure the safety of our companions when we carry out dangerous missions? ”
I was debunked by her, and I couldn't organize an effective response for a while. But I know that tearing my face at this juncture is absolutely unacceptable, after all, she is right, tomorrow's task is full of dangers, and if you want to pass the test unscathed, you have to rely on mutual support.
I sighed before saying, "Lulu, you are really multi-minded, in fact, to put it bluntly, it is not only you who are multi-minded, but Christina and I are the same." There have been so many things going on lately, and they are always around us, and we can't help but be suspicious of the people closest to us. Before that, Christina and I had already had conflicts, and we were always suspicious of each other's informants, which caused so many things before. Fortunately, I later talked about it, and found out that it was an estrangement caused by suspicion, so I agreed that any suspicion must be verified in person. ”
I rubbed her short furry hair to make my voice seem convincing: "So, we have also made rules for each other now, no matter what we do, we must not hide anything, and when the other party doubts, we must know everything and say everything, right?" ”