Chapter 045: I Can't Love Others Anymore
did a full set of plays, in order not to show his feet, Qu Lanxin got into his car according to He Jinhui's wishes, and then left together.
In the back seat of the car, Qu Lan's negative emotions that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time suddenly couldn't be suppressed anymore, she was emotionally out of control and lay on her lap, burying her face like an ostrich and letting the tears flow wantonly, not controlling, but she didn't make a sound, didn't say a word, and didn't have any complaints, just bearing and suffering alone.
Since He Jinhui got in the car, he kept a certain distance very sensibly, not wanting her to be disgusted, so as not to quarrel fiercely again. However, seeing her like this, there was an occasional sound of snorting, which made his emotions suddenly become very complicated, and he couldn't help but feel distressed, so he moved over directly, stroked her back, and gently comforted: "Okay, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, don't cry." ”
Qu Lanxin violently blocked his hand, and shouted angrily with crying: "Don't touch me!" ”
He Jinhui leaned forward, his elbows on his knees, approached her and asked seriously, "What do you want me to do?" How far do you have to go before you can change your mind? A very romantic proposal? Or a new wedding? Anything you want, as long as you want to. ”
"I told you, I'm not rare! I don't bother you anymore! Don't you understand? Qu Lanxin sat up straight suddenly, screaming hysterically, her face was full of tears, in order to suppress her emotions without losing her temper, her lower lip was about to be bitten, and then she paused for a moment, and then became begging, "You let me go, okay?" Even if I can't love anyone anymore, I don't want to go back, just let go, just let go of each other and start over, okay? ”
"Of course not!" He Jinhui suddenly gritted his teeth and roared, put his hands on Qu Lanxin's cheeks, and said excitedly, "Do you think that only you have lost the ability to love others? Me too! No one else but you! You know? Just give each other a chance, let's start again, and get through it, okay? ”
Qu Lanxin looked at him with a shocked expression, then her eyes were full of doubt, and then she shook her head, expressing her refusal to reconcile. I really can't accept it again!
was rejected again, He Jinhui suddenly became angry, his eyebrows were furrowed, and he kissed him deeply, domineering and strong, without any scruples about attacking the city and grabbing the land......
"Smack!"
Suddenly, Qu Lanxin stopped struggling and pushed Sang desperately, and directly slapped him hard, slapping him sideways, and the left side of his face was painful, and he was stunned on the spot. Then calm down, move and sit down, moving around and keeping a certain distance.
Qu Lanxin got up and sat down silently, and after moving her body to keep her distance as much as possible, she pretended to calmly tidy up her skirt, and then took out wet wipes from her bag to wipe her face, wiped all the tear stains clean, and then touched up her makeup, so that she became normal, which was natural.
"Then let's be separated for a while, let each other calm down, and from tonight, I won't go back."
He Jinhui suddenly spoke very calmly, and decided to separate for a while, let each other calm and calm, and think deeply about some things, so as to truly recognize his heart and desire.
Qu Lanxin happened to have this idea, so she agreed to respond lightly, "Hmm! ”
Silence, and suffocating silence, after the two fell into silence with their own thoughts, it didn't take long for the car to arrive at Qu Lanxin's place of work, and then stop on the side of the road for her to get out of the car, and then He Jinhui left to go to work in the company.
When Qu Lanxin got out of the car and walked to the office building, she happened to meet Lu Wenshan and other colleagues who went to lunch and came back, Zhang Yan was also among them, and then walked to the office building with her, Zhang Yan suddenly smiled and asked, "Lan Xin, who is the person who just sent you back?" New boyfriend? ”
Always gossiping about other people's private affairs, Qu Lan felt very helpless in her heart, and then secretly relieved, and after calming her emotions, she calmly responded: "Ex-husband! ”
Zhang Yan's eyes were very complicated for a moment, and she smiled again: "You can still be friends after divorce, you are really amazing, most couples are already very good if they divorce without tearing their faces and becoming enemies, there are really only a very few divorced couples who can still face each other calmly." ”
This topic sounds extremely embarrassing, but it's not good to say anything with a straight face, Qu Lanxin just responded: "For the sake of the children, isn't it normal for some people to divorce and not leave home?" ”
Zhang Yan laughed heartlessly, and said: "This probability is extremely rare, unless the previous relationship was very good, and one party is willing to endure the sacrifice, otherwise it is impossible." ”
This is true, if it weren't for the sake of the child who was still barely doing maintenance, no one would really want to continue to face the tainted ex, continue to be bad, unless they really love to the extreme, because they really refuse to let go and make concessions and compromises, want to stay in each other's lives in another way, in life, and then continue to walk together.
Seeing that Qu Lanxin was deep in thought, her face was a little ugly, Lu Wenshan changed the topic, "If you divorce and don't leave home, it's difficult to start over, right?" Lan Xin, aren't you going to start over? ”
When Qu Lanxin heard this, she pretended to smile relaxedly, "I don't plan to do it, raise the child well and do what you like, it's good, and you don't have to worry about many things." ”
"If you meet the right one, don't you think about it?"
Male colleague Bai Baihua suddenly interjected and asked. He is over thirty years old, divorced with a daughter, tall and thin, with good facial features, wearing square black-framed glasses, looking very gentle. I just saw He Jinhui's car, and knew that Qu Lanxin's ex-husband was by no means an ordinary person, so I guessed that she must have high requirements for the next family, but I couldn't help but ask curiously.
Everyone walked to the elevator in the lobby on the first floor, and before Qu Lanxin could answer, Zhang Yan smiled and said, "If you want to meet the right one, this estimate is difficult, right?" If you want to find it beyond the standards of your ex-husband, there are probably few in this world, and even if there is, it is estimated that people will not necessarily like you, so it should be really difficult. ”
Qu Lanxin heard it in her ears, she really felt so harsh, and she couldn't help but feel a little annoyed in her heart, so she said directly: "It's not that you can't live if you're single, it's free, isn't it fragrant?" Besides, if I don't want to be single, I can remarry as long as I turn around, is it difficult? ”
Full of confidence, hard look, a frame that the old lady lives without failure at all, happy! To everyone's surprise, Lu Wenshan smiled and patted her on the shoulder, gave her a thumbs up, and smiled without saying a word.
At this moment, the elevator door automatically opened, and everyone walked in to take the elevator upstairs, Zhang Yan wanted to say something, but there was no chance, so she held back.
In the evening, Qu Lanxin hurriedly went to pick up the child as soon as she got off work, and after returning to An Yi Pavilion, she was not in a hurry to make dinner, but stayed in the living room with He Cangxi, let him sit on the sofa, she squatted in front of the child, and asked very seriously: "Xiaoxi, mom has something to ask you, you have to answer truthfully, don't lie." ”
He Cangxi pursed his lips and hesitated for a moment, before he replied happily: "Okay!" ”
"At school, did some classmates laugh at you for not having a father?" Qu Lanxin asked very seriously.
He Cangxi nodded, "Hmm! ”
Qu Lan's heart suddenly felt cramping, the child was hurt like this, it was really not what she wanted to see, and what she was so worried and afraid of finally happened.
"Then why didn't you tell your mother?"
He Cangxi lowered his head and said aggrievedly: "I don't want you to worry." ”
When a child lowers his head, it is likely to start with low self-esteem, Qu Lanxin hurriedly held the child's face, "You are not wrong, you have a father, He Jinhui is your father, it is wrong to laugh at others with this kind of thing, it is a manifestation of no family education and no upbringing, and if others laugh at you like this in the future, you will tell him very loudly, you have a father, your father is He Jinhui, do you know?" ”
"Hmm!"
Qu Lanxin kissed his forehead and praised: "Well, it's so good!" It's really a good child of my mother, and I feel sorry for my mother, so at school, is there any other problem? You tell your mom everything. ”
A smile appeared on He Cangxi's face, and then he asked seriously: "Xu Hanyu's mother said that you are poor and sour, mother, what does it mean to be poor and sour?" ”
When Qu Lanxin heard this, she couldn't help but get angry, and suddenly remembered that Gao Wenyue also laughed at her like this, could it be that there was really something wrong with her dress? Is simplicity and simplicity also wrong? Or is it the fault that her dress does not match some occasions, which makes people look down on it? Do you have to pay attention in the future, so as not to let your children be looked down upon?
"Mom's ......"
Seeing that she had been silent, He Cangxi suddenly called urgently. She came back to her senses, and hurriedly smiled and explained: "Poor and sour means that you have less money, you are more modest in dressing up, and you are also very economical in terms of food, but this is not a shameful thing, as long as you work hard to live, it is good, and you should not underestimate it, understand?" ”
"Oh, got it."
"Any other questions?"
"They also laughed at us for not having a dog."
Qu Lanxin sighed helplessly, "You should be more confident, don't compare with others, only people who are not confident and have no confidence like to make comparisons, my mother has already told you, we don't have dogs, it's not that we can't afford to raise dogs, but it's too troublesome to take care of dogs, and my mother doesn't have time to do this, moreover, dogs still carry bacteria, even if they are vaccinated, they are not absolutely safe, and also, what other people have, why do we have to have them in our family?" What we have in our family, will others have it? There's no need to compare these boring things, it's just a waste of time, you go to school to study hard and be a useful and responsible person in the future, understand? ”
"Understood."
"At school, are there any questions?"
He Cangxi looked relaxed and shook his head cutely, "No." ”
"In the future, if you encounter any problems or difficulties, tell your mother in time, otherwise, if your mother can't help you, she will not be a qualified mother, she will be a very failed mother, do you want to see such a mother?"
"I don't want to!"
Qu Lanxin smiled and stroked his head, "Well, mom doesn't want to, so let's work hard together." ”
"Good!"
"If you have something, you can also talk to your father, or discuss with him, from now on, you can call him father, and your mother will never leave you because you are close to your father, or don't want you, remember?"
"Remember!"
Qu Lanxin said everything that should be said, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed in her heart, she happily stroked the child's head and stood up, turned around and walked in the direction of the restaurant kitchen, "Mom is going to cook dinner for you, you play here obediently, don't run outside, pay attention to safety, don't touch dangerous things." ”
"Good!"
After He Cangxi readily agreed and played by herself, Qu Lanxin left with peace of mind and personally made some nutritious meals for the child to help the child grow up healthily.