Losing your mind

Leng Yanyu and Fang Rou came back from eating, he and Xuanxuan continued to talk about some things they cooperated in the evening, Xuanxuan was exhausted, she hadn't had a good rest for a long time, Xuanxuan felt a little uncomfortable feeling tired, she stood up and slowly walked out of the office to the bathroom.

As soon as Xuanxuan arrived at the door of the bathroom, she fainted because of dizziness, fortunately she was found by the staff, Xuanxuan was sent to the hospital for intravenous drips, Leng Yanyu, Wei Kai and Fang Rou were all in the hospital waiting for Xuanxuan to wake up, Xuanxuan woke up and saw Leng Yanyu, Wei Kai and Fang Rou were there, she was very embarrassed.

"Mr. Leng, I'm sorry for causing you trouble." Leng Yanyu didn't speak, he directly pulled Fang Rou away, Xuanxuan saw Leng Yanyu leave, she was a little unhappy.

"Xuanxuan, do you have a fate with the hospital, you see how many times you have been in the hospital." Wei Kai and Xuanxuan joked.

"Have we negotiated the cooperation with Leng Yanyu? Xuanxuan asked Wei Kai about the results of the cooperation with Leng Yanyu.

"Don't worry, for your sake, Xiao Yu will agree, he feels sorry for you." Wei Kai said to Xuanxuan seriously.

Xuanxuan only thought that Wei Kai's words were a joke, just listen to it, and didn't take it seriously, since Xuanxuan and Leng Yanyu talked about cooperation, Xuanxuan didn't show up again, everything was Wei Kai talking to Leng Yanyu, and then talking about it to report back to her.

The more Xuanxuan thought about Leng Yanyu and Fang Rou's affairs, the worse her mood became, she wanted to talk to Xia Lin, but Xia Lin couldn't get in touch, after she and Leng Ziao were together, she didn't know where to travel every day, and the phone couldn't get through.

Just when Xuanxuan was bored, it happened that Gu Xinle called Xuanxuan and said that he was in City A, and his classmates in City A were going to have a party, Xinle didn't know what happened to Xuanxuan during this time, so he wanted Xuanxuan to go too, Xuanxuan didn't want to go, because some people she didn't know well, and some people still looked down on her before, but she thought that she could just go out for a walk, and she didn't want to give Xinle face, so she promised Xinle to go to the party, Xuanxuan called Wei Kai and said that she was going to the party tomorrow, so that Wei Kai had something to call her.

The next day, Xuanxuan and Xinle made an appointment to meet at the playground, she saw that the classmates who participated in the training had changed a lot, Xuanxuan was not familiar with them, and she didn't know what to say, so she went to the river alone, but was stopped by a boy she didn't remember.

"Xuanxuan still remember me, I'm Lin Xia, the person who chased you in high school, I really don't remember." Lin Xia looked at Xuanxuan suspiciously.

"It's you, I remember, how are you now, it looks good." Xuanxuan said to Lin Xia with a smile.

"It's okay, that's it, I haven't seen you for so long, how are you, do you have a boyfriend?"

"Let's stop talking about this, let's go over quickly, don't be separated from everyone." After speaking, Xuanxuan walked evasively in the direction of her classmates.

Xuanxuan went to many places with them, Lin Xia had been chatting with Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan was very annoying, and she was embarrassed to talk about him.

"Lin Xia, are you still interested in me?" Xuanxuan asked Lin Xia tentatively.

"If I were still interested in you, would you be with me?" Lin Xia asked Xuanxuan.

"No, I have someone I like, so please don't waste your time on me." Xuanxuan resolutely refused Lin Xia.

"I'm not going to give up." Lin Xia told Xuanxuan firmly, Xuanxuan didn't speak but laughed a few times, after Xuanxuan and them finished eating in the evening, Wei Kai called and asked Xuanxuan what time she would go back, saying that she had something to discuss with her, and Leng Yanyu, Xuanxuan told Wei Kai that she would not be able to go back until at least twelve o'clock, Wei Kai told Xuanxuan, call him when it was over, he went to pick her up, after Xuanxuan hung up the phone, she and her classmates went to KTV to sing, Xuanxuan was originally sitting with Xinle, many people asked Xinle to sing, Xinle sang, Lin Xia saw that Xinle didn't sit with Xuanxuan, so he went over to sit with Xuanxuan, Lin Xia had been touching Xuanxuan intentionally or unintentionally, Xuanxuan saw that Xinle had drunk too much, she went to call Xinle, Xinle was drunk and couldn't wake up, Xuanxuan was afraid that something would happen to her, so she found an excuse to go out and call Wei Kai, and someone picked up the phone after it rang for a long time.

"Hey, Wei Kai, come and pick me up now." Xuanxuan said anxiously.

"You look for Wei Kai, wait a minute for him to go to the bathroom, and I'll ask him to call you back when he comes back." After the other party finished speaking, she hung up the phone, and Xuanxuan heard the other party's voice as a girl, and she was very helpless.

Lin Xia came out of the private room and saw Xuanxuan in a daze, he walked over and said to Xuanxuan: Xuanxuan, why don't you go in, are you uncomfortable?

"I'm fine, I'm just a little bored, let's go inside." When Xuanxuan waited in the private room for half an hour, Wei Kai's phone had not yet called, Xuanxuan was a little anxious, she found an excuse to go out to call Wei Kai, she turned on her mobile phone and broadcast the phone, and the other party quickly picked up the phone.

"Hey, who are you looking for?" The other party asked Xuanxuan in a particularly bad tone.

"I'm looking for Wei Kai, hasn't he come back yet?" Xuanxuan asked anxiously.

There was no word over there, and Xuanxuan heard a loud shout over there.

"Wei Kai, come on, someone is calling for you, it seems that you are in a hurry." The man said to Wei Kai.

"Who, give me my phone." Xuanxuan knew that Wei Kai picked up the phone.

"Wei Kai, you come to pick me up, there is a boy here who has been pestering me and not letting me go." Xuanxuan said to Wei Kai.

"Okay, you tell me I'm there, I'll pick you up, you wait for me, you stay where you are before I go." After saying that, Wei Kai hung up the phone, Xuanxuan used GPS to send Wei Kai the location, Wei Kai received the location, he asked Leng Yanyu who was sitting next to him to pick up Xuanxuan, Leng Yanyu didn't understand what Wei Kai meant, Wei Kai said that he had drunk a lot of alcohol, and he couldn't pick up Xuanxuan, Leng Yanyu didn't speak and left directly, Fang Rou also left with Leng Yanyu, after Leng Yanyu went out, he drove to pick up Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan returned to the private room, Lin Xia pulled Xuanxuan down and made it on the sofa, he held Xuanxuan's hand, Xuanxuan was nauseous, she wanted to do it but couldn't.

"Xuanxuan, in fact, I have always liked you, I have never forgotten you, let's be together." Lin Xia said to Xuanxuan with drunkenness.

"Lin Xia, we can't be together, I have a boyfriend." Xuanxuan struggled hard, and Lin Xia held her hand.

"Xuanxuan, you think I'm not good, you tell me, I'll change it, I'll really be good to you." Lin Xia said excitedly.

"Lin Xia, I repeat, I have a boyfriend, and I like him very much, so I can't promise you, I'm sorry." Lin Xia didn't listen to what Xuan Xuan said at all.

"Xuanxuan is fine, as long as you are not married, I believe I will have a chance, you give me a chance." Xuanxuan pushed Lin Xia's hand and asked him not to do this.

Xuanxuan thought about why Wei Kai didn't come yet, she tried her best to appease Lin Xia's emotions, Lin Xia's mood became more and more unstable, Xuanxuan used going to the bathroom as an excuse, she went into the bathroom to call Wei Kai, but the other party has been unable to connect, at this moment Xuanxuan felt a little bit of despair, those painful memories of childhood hit her in her mind, Xuanxuan sat on the ground and thought about what to do, she became more and more difficult to breathe because she thought of her mother's death, the door was Lin Xia's step by step, no one saved her, what should she do, Xuanxuan screamed in pain for her mother to save her.

Xuanxuan stood up and looked at herself in the mirror, she told herself that she couldn't let others save her, she had to save herself, Xuanxuan was full of hatred in her heart, so Xuanxuan picked up the ashtray placed in the bathroom with her hand, and smashed the mirror hard, the mirror was broken, Xuanxuan's arms and neck, and face, there were slight stab wounds, she picked up the longest and largest mirror fragment with her hand, held it tightly, and suddenly the blood dripped from her hand and dripped on her clothes, Xuanxuan looked at the blood in her hand and didn't feel the slightest pain in her hand.

Xuanxuan opened the door and walked out of the bathroom, Lin Xia was very happy to see Xuanxuan open the door and walk out, when he saw Xuanxuan's hands dripping blood, and her eyes were emotions that others couldn't understand, Xuanxuan walked towards Lin Xia with the mirror fragments, pressing step by step.

"Why do all of you like to force me, I hate all of you, I hate you, don't you want to be with me, come on, what, now seeing me like this, you are scared, you don't want to be with me anymore, sure enough, you are all hypocrites." Xuanxuan laughed while talking, as if she had changed into a different person, Lin Xia saw Xuanxuan like this, he was afraid to wake up his classmates and Xinle, Xinle and them gradually woke up, they saw Xuanxuan like this, they were scared and ran away, only Xinle was still there, Xinle saw Xuanxuan holding a lens in her hand, her hand was still dripping blood, he approached Xuanxuan, but Xuanxuan didn't let him get close, Lin Xia took out her mobile phone in fear and quickly called the police.

"Xuanxuan, are you crazy, you put down the things in your hands, we have something to talk about, don't be impulsive." Lin Xia said to Xuanxuan in fear, Xuanxuan was like losing her mind, and she couldn't listen to anything.

"Xuanxuan, I'm Xinle, what are you doing, don't you know me?" Xinle said to Xuanxuan anxiously.

"You are all liars, you all want me to die, I want to kill you all, I want revenge, I want you to pay." When Xuanxuan forced Lin Xia into the corner and was about to make a move, Leng Yanyu and Fang Rou arrived, Leng Yanyu and Fang Rou pushed open the door and saw Lin Xia holding Xuanxuan's hand in the corner and not letting her move.

Leng Yanyu and Fang Rou were stunned when they saw this scene, Leng Yanyu saw what Xuanxuan was holding on her phone, blood flowed from her hands to her arms, Leng Yanyu was shocked when she saw this moment, Xinle was still trying to persuade Xuanxuan. Xuanxuan turned her head and saw that it was Leng Yanyu who appeared, and he was followed by Fang Rou, Fang Rou was still holding his hand, Xuanxuan saw this scene, her eyes were not hope, not tenderness, but hatred, but despair, Lin Xia saw Xuanxuan distracted, he immediately ran away and ran to Leng Yanyu's side.

"Help me, Xuanxuan, she's crazy, she's going to kill me." Lin Xia said excitedly.

"What the hell did you do to her to make her like this." Leng Yanyu asked Lin Xia angrily.

"I didn't do anything, I just wanted her to be with me, and who knew she would be like this." Leng Yanyu looked at Lin Xia and punched him in the face, the people outside the KTV heard the sound and slowly approached the private room, they pushed open the door and saw Xuanxuan standing there, they were all scared and left immediately, Lin Xia also picked up things and left, and then Xinle also left, the people in the KTV thought they were all gone, so they went to clean up the private room and walked to the door, but found that the door was locked, it was Leng Yanyu who locked, he didn't want anyone to see Xuanxuan like this.

What did Leng Yanyu go through that would make her become like this because of this incident, and he didn't know what kind of situation Xuanxuan belonged to now, he walked over slowly, wanting to talk to Xuanxuan, but Xuanxuan turned the things in his hand at him.

"Don't come here, I don't want to see you." Xuanxuan said calmly to Leng Yanyu.

"Xuanxuan, what's wrong with you, I'm Leng Yanyu, I'm here to take you home." Leng Yanyu said softly to Xuanxuan.

"You are all liars, you are all liars, you all want me to die, I will kill all liars, I want revenge, I want revenge." Xuanxuan took the mirror fragment and walked in the direction of Leng Yanyu, because the light where Xuanxuan was standing just now was too dim, he didn't see Xuanxuan clearly, when Xuanxuan walked to the place where the light was on, Leng Yanyu saw that her face and neck were all wounds, and she was still bleeding, Leng Yanyu wanted to touch Xuanxuan, but Xuanxuan was like a hedgehog, not letting others approach her.

"Xuanxuan, I'm Leng Yanyu, don't you know me, don't you hurt yourself, let's go home." Xuanxuan didn't seem to hear what Leng Yanyu said, her hand held the fragments tighter and tighter, as if she was tolerating something, the blood on Xuanxuan's hand was dripping down, Leng Yanyu looked at Xuanxuan like this, he was very scared.

Xuanxuan turned around and sat quietly in the corner, without saying a word, she was still holding the lens, refusing to put it down, she was afraid, Leng Yanyu wanted to slowly approach her when Xuanxuan was relaxed, but Xuanxuan raised her head and looked at him.

"You go, don't come near me again, or I don't know if I'm going to do anything more extreme." Leng Yanyu listened to her words and didn't dare to go any further.

It was like this for more than ten minutes, Leng Yanyu kept thinking of a way, and Fang Rou didn't say a word the whole time, because she didn't know what she should say. She walked over to comfort Leng Yanyu, Xuanxuan looked at them with unfamiliar eyes, Fang Rou and Leng Yanyu looked at Xuanxuan at the same time, but found that Xuanxuan was looking at the two of them, Leng Yanyu suddenly understood that Xuanxuan was minding him and Fang Rou.

Xuanxuan's mobile phone rang in the bathroom, Leng Yanyu went to the bathroom to get the mobile phone, it showed a call from Brother Xiao Han, Leng Yanyu talked about taking the mobile phone and came to Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan stared at the phone, Leng Yanyu knew that Xuanxuan couldn't answer the phone now, so he picked it up.

"Hey, hello, I'm Xuanxuan's friend, and it's inconvenient for her to answer the phone right now." Leng Yanyu concealed Xuanxuan's current situation.

"I'm Xuanxuan's brother, what's wrong with Xuanxuan, I want to listen to the truth." Xiao Han asked Leng Yanyu worriedly.

Leng Yanyu told Xiao Han what happened, Xiao Han didn't say anything, just asked Leng Yanyu to give the phone to Xuanxuan, and Leng Yanyu walked over and slowly approached Xuanxuan.

"Xuanxuan, your brother's call, you answer it, he has something urgent to find you." Leng Yanyu said calmly to Xuanxuan.

"Okay, you put the phone there, I'll go get it myself." Xuanxuan designated a place for Leng Yanyu to put down the phone. Xuanxuan got the phone and listened to what Xiao Han said to her, she nodded very calmly.

"Xuanxuan, there are some things that should be put down, I know that you can't forget about your adoptive mother and your biological mother, but you can't torture yourself, let yourself go."

"Brother Xiao Han, I can't forget, I can't forget how my biological mother died, I can't forget how my adoptive mother died, I can't forget all of this." Xuanxuan said bitterly.

"Xuanxuan, you can forget that you just can't let go of your attachment, even if you don't avenge them, they won't hate you, what's more, haven't you decided to take revenge now, what else can't you get by." Xiao Han persuaded Xuanxuan.

"Brother Xiao Han, since I regained my memory, I'm really tired, I feel like I can't hold on anymore, I dream about my mother and my adoptive mother almost every day, every time I dream of them, the hatred in my heart gets deeper and deeper, I'm afraid that one day I will really do something extreme because I can't hold on." Xuanxuan said to Xiao Han bitterly.

"Xuanxuan, you can, you have to believe in yourself, if you're really tired, let go of hatred." Xiao Han didn't want Xuanxuan to be so painful.

"Every one of them wants me to die, I let go of hatred, will they let me go?" Xuanxuan asked Xiao Han, but Xiao Han didn't know how to answer Xuanxuan's words.

After Xuanxuan and Xiao Han finished speaking, she hung up the phone, Xuanxuan sat there, crying in pain, she slowly put down the fragments in her hand, she slowly sobered up, Xuanxuan stood up and went to the sofa, took her bag and walked outside, Fang Rou saw Xuanxuan coming, she hid behind Leng Yanyu, Leng Yanyu wanted to leave with Xuanxuan, but was pulled by Fang Rou.

"Yan Yu, you don't want to go with Xuanxuan, she needs to be calm alone, you look at her like this, it's just different from the previous Xuanxuan, you are really not afraid that she will hurt you." Fang Rou said to Leng Yanyu, Xuanxuan heard what Fang Rou said, she turned to look at Fang Rou.

"I'll never hurt him." Xuanxuan said firmly.

"Xuanxuan, I didn't mean that, I was just joking, don't take it seriously." Fang Rou explained to Xuanxuan that Xuanxuan didn't care.

"Leng Yanyu, I don't want you to tell others what happened to me today." Xuanxuan said to Leng Yanyu.

"Xuanxuan, can you tell me what you've been through?" Leng Yanyu asked Xuanxuan seriously.

"I'm sorry, it's my business, I don't want to say, thank you for coming to pick me up today, but I won't trouble you, you and your girlfriend go back." Xuanxuan left the private room, she walked out of the KTV, the wind outside was blowing Xuanxuan was very cold, Xuanxuan didn't know when she became like this, she walked home alone.

Leng Yanyu and Fang Rou came out of KTV, he called Wei Kai and asked Wei Kai to leave the bar and go to Xuanxuan's house to see if Xuanxuan was home, Wei Kai didn't know what was going on, he immediately left the bar and drove to Xuanxuan's house.

When Wei Kai arrived at Xuanxuan's house, Xuanxuan had just returned home, Wei Kai parked the car and went to knock on the door of Xuanxuan's house, Xuanxuan opened the door and saw that it was Wei Kai, she was sitting on the sofa weakly, Wei Kai saw Xuanxuan coming back, he sent a message to Leng Yanyu, telling him that Xuanxuan had returned home.

"Xuanxuan, didn't Xiaoyu pick you up, why did you come back alone." Wei Kai said calmly to Xuanxuan.

"Wei Kai, Leng Yanyu and I are only in a cooperative relationship, and I don't want to have anything to do with him in the future except for work." The change in Xuanxuan's attitude surprised Wei Kai, he didn't know what made Xuanxuan change her attitude towards Leng Yanyu all of a sudden.

"Okay, I know what you mean, I'll take care of it." After Wei Kai finished speaking, he saw Xuanxuan lying quietly on the sofa and already asleep, he went upstairs to get a blanket to cover Xuanxuan, and then left Xuanxuan's house gently.

Xuanxuan slept restlessly this night, she had messy dreams, what she should have dreamed of, what she shouldn't have dreamed of, she dreamed of it, the person in the dream guided Xuanxuan to go forward, Xuanxuan walked forward step by step, she came to the end only to find that it was an abyss, Xuanxuan woke up suddenly, her eyes were full of horror and looked ahead.