Speaking of this, Xun Mu paused, then raised the corners of his mouth, smiled, and said: "Speaking of which, looking at the record, you are quite capable of fighting, but it's a pity that my partner Lao Su is not here, otherwise you must have a lot of common language." ”

Amu was unmoved, sitting there without saying a word, only smoking a cigarette from time to time.

After more than twenty seconds, seeing that he didn't react, Xun Mu sighed again and said: "He was really good at fighting, don't look at him at the age of fifty, but I am not his opponent when it comes to fighting, and he can easily fight five ordinary gangsters......

It's a pity, I hurt my leg when I was on a mission, and now I'm a little lame when I walk, and my legs and feet are not very neat, although I can still fight, two or three gangsters may not be able to beat him, but if the gangsters want to escape, he really has no way. ”

"I can fight five...... Amu finally reacted at this time. Maybe he thinks it's okay to talk about it? After all, there is no inevitable connection between being able to fight and whether it is an undercover agent.

I heard him sigh with emotion: "To be honest, it's pretty good, there is generally no skill, maybe the hard power is enough to fight five, but in fact, three people may not be able to cope with it, as long as there is one person in the back to hug it, and the other two people play two laps in the neck, stomach and the like, it will be difficult." ”

"yes." Xun Mu bowed his head and said: "So I can fight two at most, if there are three people, it will be cool." ”

"Why did he get hurt?" Amu asked curiously.

"Gunshot wounds."

"Guns." Amu pursed his lips: "No wonder, no matter how high your kung fu is, you are afraid of kitchen knives, not to mention things like guns, there are no ruts." ”

Then he sighed again and said, "It's a pity. ”

It can be seen that he actually admires Su Ping very much.

But it's no wonder that Su Ping has been in the criminal investigation system for more than 20 years, and Amu was the deputy captain when he didn't go undercover, so Amu is certainly familiar with him and knows his personality.

Xun Mu nodded lightly and agreed: "Yes, it's really a pity." He is still stubborn, stubborn and reckless, like a bull, a lot of people who are not old and love to rush to the front line, and they will not stop when something happens. ”

"Although we have different positions, ......" Amu rolled his eyes, and then said with a sneer:

"A hero like him, with his roots in Miao Hong, Wei Guangzheng, and at the same time he must have the ability and ability, have a brain, and have courage and courage, but he just lacks a little emotional intelligence and is not appreciated by the leader, he has become a second in 10,000 years, and he has never been promoted, which is really ironic."

"yes, that's ironic." Xun Mu answered.

Amu looked up at him in some surprise.

Xun Mu finally took out the cigarette, lit it, and said, "Count it out, I am still Lao Su's apprentice, and he brought it out single-handedly." ”

After a pause, he took two puffs of cigarette and exhaled a large cloud of smoke before continuing: "Later, the old captain retired, and everyone in our team felt that he had finally waited for the opportunity and was finally going to be the leader.

After all, at that time, he was the most prestigious, the most capable, and the most popular in the whole team, and there was no more suitable person than him, even if the leader didn't like him, and he couldn't find a suitable person to find someone to parachute in.

But I didn't expect that it was me who became the leader of the detachment in the end...... When I learned the news, to be honest, I was quite embarrassed, he was my master, but I robbed him of his position.

And after this robbery, unless I die in the line of duty or retire with disability in a short period of time, he should have no hope of coming forward. And even if I die and retire injured, I may not be able to wait for such a good opportunity. ”

Amu narrowed his eyes and looked at Xun Mu: "These words, sincerely?" ”

"I think I should be able to vouch for that." Brother Song couldn't help but answer:

"The Xun team is indeed respectful of the Su team from the bottom of their hearts, in the team, they have no distinction between superiors and subordinates, and even the Xun team is quite low-key, and they have always been working with the Su team. In a way, the Su team is more like the captain. ”

Speaking of this, he couldn't help but smile and continued: "The two of them are the most harmonious pairs I have ever seen. ”

After a pause, he felt out another point, clicked it, then took it down and stuffed it into Amu's hand, and ordered another one himself.

Amu pursed his lips and lowered his head again to smoke.

After a moment, he sighed, "You are a good leader, good brother. ”

Xun Mu shook his head slightly.

"Actually, I'm not afraid of anything." At this time, Amu said: "It's just that I can't pass the level in my heart." ”

"Oh?" Xun Mu raised his eyebrows.

"There's no going back, I'm no longer me." He said in a bitter voice: "In the past seven or eight years, I have become insidious, cunning, ruthless and even vicious, I can do anything, dare to do anything, and the only thing that supports me to grit my teeth and persevere, is only the last bit of faith." ”

Xun Mu asked, "What belief?" ”

"Mission done." Amu looked up and said.

As soon as these words came out, he was equivalent to acknowledging his identity.

But Xun Mu didn't ask anything more.

After a long time, Amu himself continued: "Let's talk about it, I am far from being as great as you imagined, and I am not worthy of your respect, I am just an ordinary person who is greedy for life and afraid of death.

Back then, after a flickering and self-touching, I had the illusion that I could shed my blood for the organization, even if I didn't have this life, it didn't matter, and as soon as my brain was hot, I directly threw away life and death, signed the war petition, and became an undercover agent.

And after that...... To be honest, I regretted it countless times, especially at the time of life and death, and I was thinking, how good it would have been if I hadn't been an undercover agent with a hot brain? Although the anti-narcotics police are more dangerous, they are definitely not dangerous to this extent......"

Speaking of this, he lowered his head again, took a puff of cigarette, spat out the white mist, and then continued: "But it's too late to say anything, and I have no turning back, so I can only grit my teeth and persevere."

The more I give and the more I lose, the more I don't want to give up...... If memory serves, this should be called the cost of immersion, right?

The reason is very simple, if you persist, you may still survive and finally return as a hero, and what I have lost over the years can be regained in another way. And if you give up, you may be able to exchange it for a while, but there is really nothing.

I'm an undercover agent myself, and of course I know how much information the organization has, although the evidence has not yet been fully gathered, and the personnel have not figured it out, but ...... If I had betrayed, there would have been no way for the authorities to give up the investigation, and sooner or later this gang would have to be dismantled.

So I have to recognize my identity, I have to complete the task well, and at the same time, I have to live well, even if it is ...... I had to do something that wasn't allowed for this. ”

Xun Mu's head.

He couldn't imagine how difficult the situation of the undercover agent was, he only had a general understanding, and whatever he said was sympathetic was all comforting.

But he can at least be sure that undercover is really difficult, not only is it dangerous at all times, but it is also struggling and tormenting all the time.

Amu finished smoking a cigarette again, and directly used his fingers to extinguish it, and then continued: "In order to survive, in order to complete the task, I do not hesitate to smoke alone and fight with others.

I kept reassuring myself that those who achieve great things are not informal, as long as they can destroy this gang, then everything is worth it, but the result is only to fall deeper and deeper and more indulgent.

In the end, sitting in this interrogation room, thinking back on my experience this year, I realized that before I knew it, I had already become a villainous guy, and I could never go back, and I was no longer qualified to wear the police uniform that I had longed for for eight years.

It was only at this time that I realized how wrong I had been in the past few years, and I finally understood why it was not advisable to counter violence with violence......"

Xun Mu was silent.

After a long time, he continued: "Indeed, when the beast is released, it will desperately absorb sin as its own nourishment at a very fast speed, and it will not be long before its personal strength can no longer suppress it. ”

"Yes," Amu said, "There are some forces that can only be barely controlled by public power, and the same behavior, personal action, and acting out of duty, are completely different things." ”

"People's thoughts, psychology and personality are elusive and mysterious." Xun Mu said.

Then he let go of his hand and snuffed out the cigarette butt.

Brother Song raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, and couldn't help asking, "Amu, ...... you?"

But Amu interrupted him and said with a smile: "Don't ask, don't say, let's just tacitly do it." ”

After a pause, he continued: "Another major motivation that has supported me over the years is self-moving, that is, the yearning and pride in the heroic personality that I have created for myself earlier.

In other words, in the minds of me, my past friends, my parents, wife, and daughter, Huang Hanmu is a hero without stains.

Even at this moment, I don't want this heroic image to collapse, and I don't want this image to be stained, not at all.

This is my belief and my last pursuit, so I hope to ...... You can fulfill me, give me this opportunity, don't ruin this image, okay? ”

Brother Song frowned and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

He actually understood what Amu was talking about, but he didn't want to agree or accept it.

"I am me, Han Kunsheng, a senior thug in the criminal gang, and his crimes are extremely heinous, and his crimes are unforgivable." Amu said solemnly: "Repeat, I am Han Kunsheng, not Huang Hanmu." ”

"Merit is merit and demerit, one yard is one yard." Xun Mu said flatly: "The mistakes you made are not worthy of the police uniform on your body, and the three words Huang Hanmu, no one can defile your personality, you don't need to ...... at all."

"Needless to say, I've made up my mind." Amu interrupted.

Xun Mu stared at him.

After a while, he took the initiative to divert the topic - of course, this is not to agree to him, this is not in order, but he doesn't want to continue to waste time on this matter, he doesn't want to continue to irritate him.

So he said, "Can you tell us about the gang?" ”

"Haven't you all figured it out?"

"But everybody still has to ask." Xun Mu said: "You should understand, this is not an extra move. ”

"Done." Amu bowed his head, and then his eyes lifted slightly, thinking and falling into memory.

After a while, he whispered: "This gang, at the beginning, there was nothing special, it was just one of the countless criminal groups in Southeast Asia, except that it was a little larger, relatively unscrupulous, and a lot more ruthless, there was nothing symbolic, just like that, the same."

But as the initial gang is dismantled, and the former top brass who slipped through the net organize other criminals who escaped the game, things gradually start to get interesting. ”

Xun Mu smiled: "Let's talk about it." ”

Amu snorted and said:

"After the reorganization, I found that the overall quality of the entire gang seems to have improved a lot, and generally speaking, many people's anti-investigation capabilities have increased a lot, and they are more organized and planned than before.

I didn't think too much about it at first, I was caught once, and they generally got exercise and improved, which is also a good thing.

But the interesting part is that the plan is much more perfect, but it will always encounter the local police, and I don't know if it is bad luck or being targeted.

And soon, the eldest sister offended someone who shouldn't be offended, and after being killed by the big guy, she sank into the river, and we could only defect to the new boss, and this phenomenon was even more obvious.

Soon after, we were sent back to China by the new boss and went to the southwest, and we went further, and now anyone with a discerning eye can see that our gang is all elite, each with its own strengths, and it can be said that it has unique skills. ”

Brother Song coughed dryly.

Amu immediately cast his gaze, thinking that he wanted to ask something, but he just waved his hand and said, "Sorry, my throat is a little dry, you continue." ”

"Hmm." Amu was a little inexplicable, but he still continued: "It's easy to understand, the big waves are sweeping the sand, we have been sifted over and over again, and it is definitely not easy to survive and be sent back by the new big brother, and simple people can't follow us step by step." ”

As he spoke, he changed his words again: "But...... The strange thing is that obviously our configuration is so luxurious, but everything is still unfavorable - even if the domestic brothers are much more capable and efficient than the wine bags and rice bags outside, it is not so exaggerated, right?

So I can be sure that there must be an undercover agent in addition to me in our gang, but I still can't be sure who he is, of course, this is also related to the fact that I didn't deliberately investigate, because it will harm others and myself if I go to investigate.

And after encountering many accidents but stubbornly surviving, the anti-reconnaissance ability of these guys is too terrifying, and their consciousness is particularly strong, almost integrated into instinct, so that they followed them all the way back to Yuqiao from the southwest. ”

Brother Song couldn't help but hold his forehead.

"How?" Amu raised his eyebrows, seeing that Brother Song was wrong.

"In a way, you can be considered your own people fighting wits and courage there." Brother Song finally spoke: "Judging from the clues we have so far, at least eight of the thirteen of you are undercover brothers sent by various units. ”

Amu: ???