Chapter 15: The Past
"Childe..."
Wang Laohan said hesitantly,
"Is it really okay for the girl doll to let her go like this without eating or drinking?"
Two days have passed since Liu Yu's abnormal change began that day, and in the past two days, the three of them plus the sleeping Maori Kogoro have been walking all the way north leisurely.
Liu Yu was holding a piece of grass in his mouth and singing hoarsely to the adoring little girl,
"I went all the way north, leaving the season with you, and you said you were so tired that you couldn't fall in love with anyone anymore!"
The voice is subdued and frustrated, and it is reincarnated.
A song of liver and intestines is broken, where to find a bosom friend at the end of the world.
Wang Laohan really felt that the aftermath was lingering, and this song should not be in the world! If he listened to it again, he might have a pimple here, so he asked out loud.
"It's okay! She's so good, you see she's ruddy, she's breathing smoothly, and you're putting a hundred hearts. ”
Of course, Liu Yu wouldn't tell Wang Laohan that these were all told to him by Xiao Nizi, and he was a little worried, but Xiao Nizi said that it was okay, that is, it was okay.
"Oh, that's good, that's good. ”
Liu Yu cleared his throat and continued to sing hoarsely,
"I speed up and overtake, but I can't shake off the sadness that follows closely..."
"Wow! Daddy sings so well!"
Xiao Nizi clapped her hands and praised,
"I've never heard a song with this tune, but Daddy sings it so well!"
Wang Laohan looked constipated, one really dared to sing, the other really dared to listen, and applauded.
It's not that Wang Laohan can't understand the song, but he thinks that Liu Yu's singing is no different from a male duck being raised by his neck and quacking, no matter how ugly it is, he can't sing so ugly.
With a heavy sigh, Wang Laohan looked up at the sky, if he went on like this, he estimated that he could take care of the aftermath earlier.
"By the way, when it comes to singing, I suddenly remembered a song by the Monkey King. ”
"Wow, is it Sun Monkey's? I love Sun Monkey so much!"
Liu Yu nodded with a smile and cleared his throat.
Wang Laohan shrugged his head and came again.
"Brother Monkey, Brother Monkey, you are amazing! The Five Elements Mountain can't suppress you..."
Singing this song, Liu Yu remembered the time when he watched TV at other people's homes when he was a child, and when the cartoon began, he and his friends sang along with the opening song. Every time I always look at the fascination and forget the time, at this time, my mother will always bring a water bamboo whip to "invite" herself to go back.
"Hey, Daddy, why are you crying?"
"No, there was just a sand in my eyes. ”
Liu Yu covered up his tears with his sleeves, Wang Laohan smashed his mouth and saw something, but he didn't say it silently, and drove the carriage attentively.
"Daddy doesn't move, Shishi blows for you. ”
Xiao Nizi held Liu Yu's head with her two little hands and gently sighed at his eyes.
Thinking of his mother, he will look at the sensible little Nizi and blow with a serious face,
hugged Xiao Nizi tightly,
Wow, I had an emotional breakdown, and I couldn't hold back my cry anymore.
Tears, like bursting embankments.
Xiao Nizi didn't understand why she suddenly cried, and gently patted Liu Yu's back and comforted herself,
"Daddy doesn't cry, Daddy doesn't cry..."
Liu Yu really wants to be homesick, and he has been suppressing his emotions to prevent others from finding out, especially Xiao Nizi. He was lonely, alone and alone talking about those bad jokes and singing songs from another world.
He tried his best to blend in and forget about the other side, but he saw the innocence on Xiao Nizi's face and the eyes that were so pure that there were no impurities.
She will think about herself, she will be happy for herself, she will rely on her, she will change her own emotions with her own emotions.
They are in another world, and they are here, fortunately with her.
Therefore, Liu Yu cried, crying very sadly, he was afraid of loneliness, but he liked loneliness.
He is afraid of socializing and often thinks for a long time because of a word from others.
He envies others, but he would rather not open his mouth than disturb others, he will be afraid of rejection, and he will be afraid of embarrassment of others.
He always thinks about others and can think for himself, and since he was a child, he only had his own mother and his steady father who didn't say much.
I can't hear the tiresome instructions, and I can't go back to the home where no matter how turbulent it is outside, it will be calm when I get home.
He thought he had let it go, trying not to let himself remember, but he saw a little girl who called his daddy. He collapsed.
He cried sadly, which caught Xiao Nizi off guard.
He's venting, he's saying goodbye.
Wang Laohan didn't know what Liu Yu was putting down at this moment, so he didn't understand very well and sang well, why was he still emotional?
Crying selflessly, at the same time, Liu Yu is also saying goodbye to his former self and being more determined about the path he will walk in the future.
Regardless of whether the sky is ruined or the earth is cracked, the little person in her arms will always be her own princess, and she will become a knight! For her, whether it is a demon or a desolate ancestor, she will overcome all thorns and thorns and sweep everything away.
He won't let her suffer a little grievance, he wants to let her be innocent and romantic forever, and sweep away all the darkness himself.
The little girl in her arms didn't know what kind of vows her father had made and what kind of past she had let go.
But what she was thinking in her heart was,
It's so troublesome, why do adults like to cry their noses.
Indissoluble.
...
Xiao Nizi racked her brains to search for the story and told it to Liu Yu in a milky voice, but Xiao Nizi couldn't tell it anymore after telling half of it, her mother never told stories, and every time she told some secret stories on the mainland, she didn't like to listen to them, and finally told some things that could make her father happy, but she couldn't remember it with annoyance.
Liu Yu knew that it was Xiao Nizi who wanted to make himself happy, looked at Xiao Nizi who was still thinking hard, smiled slightly, and felt funny and distressed at the same time.
He didn't know what kind of environment Xiao Nizi grew up in to be so sensible.
Being sensible means losing innocence.
When he was as old as Xiao Nizi, he ran all over the hillside, and every time his mother beat him, he forgot to continue to spread his madness.
And Xiao Nizi, one of her own frowns and bad mood, she can feel it considerately, which is really distressing.
"Poetry..."
"What's going on, Daddy?"
"It's okay, I'll call you when I think of it. ”
Xiao Nizi didn't think much about it, and returned Liu Yutian with a sweet smile.
Liu Yu wanted to ask her about the place where she lived and things in ordinary times, but after thinking about it, she gave up and didn't let her reminisce, maybe it was good.
He now has some complaints about his wife, who he has never met, that is, Xiao Nizi's mother.
The more sensible Xiao Nizi is, the more he resents.
Far away in the wind and snow in the north, she didn't know that she had been grudged by Liu Yuji at this time.
Wang Laohan also loves Xiao Nizi, and occasionally mentions his naughty grandson on the road, but what Liu Yu saw on his face was not annoyance, but the two big yellow teeth that couldn't help but smile and show.
Liu Yu looked at the smiling Wang Laohan and the little girl sitting next to him with two little feet swinging around.
He thought,
OK
also
That's nice.
It's good to have you by my side, it's good that you bring me sunshine.