Chapter 310: When Fake Is True, True Is False
"Xiao Yao!" The phantom suddenly came to his senses, and almost instantly he understood that he was in a dream.
Pale blue flames spread beside the young man, scorching away all the warmth of the wedding in his dreams.
Zuo Yurui clenched her hand, and the phantom turned her head to see a trace of confusion in the girl's eyes.
The groom next to her, the young man in the audience, which one is the Xiao Yao she really loves in her heart?
In the next second, Zuo Yurui's figure also disappeared into the pale blue flames. The phantom sat down on his knees weakly, slamming his fist to the ground.
"Obviously I'm ...... It's the fake one, but why, it's so unwilling! ”
"Heh, even now, you're still struggling with this problem?" Xiao Yao smiled sarcastically, "I said it a long time ago, you are you, not a substitute for anyone!" You are a phantom, I am Xiao Yao, you are independent and free. If you like that girl, then you are the one who proposes to her, and you are the one who may end up in the wedding hall. ”
"I'm ......" The Phantom opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say. The young man in front of him did not deny it, there was no doubt that the guess he had made before was correct, he ...... It is the ontology Xiao Yao.
"If you can't even accept yourself, how can you expect others to accept you? I'm not here to discuss the childish question of who is real and who is fake with the crying little kid," Xiao Yao looked at the phantom calmly, "I'm going to tell you that the storm is coming." Now I can't help at all, you can only rely on yourself. ”
"Storm...... What is it? ”
"I don't know, it's not so much a judgment as a guess on my part...... After all, people who have died once can always be more sensitive to the atmosphere of crisis in the air. Xiao Yao's figure slowly faded away, "Take care, child." ”
……
It's a dream again......
The phantom rubbed his temples vigorously, these recent dreams related to Xiao Yao always gave him a headache after waking up, and he didn't look like he had fallen asleep at all.
And at the end of this dream, Xiao Yao's face shrouded in the early pale blue firelight was so hideous, making him feel afraid from the bottom of his heart.
He ...... It's more real, if it weren't for the fact that I had even seen Xiao Yao's corpse, I'm afraid I would really suspect that Xiao Yao wasn't dead......" The phantom muttered to himself.
He couldn't understand the state Xiao Yao was in now, he was just guessing that the Gray Wing King, who had some kind of key connection with Xiao Yao, approached him, and the influence it exerted on him to some extent made him always dream of Xiao Yao.
But Xiao Yao's vividness in the dream really made him doubt - is Xiao Yao really dead?
Why does he feel that Xiao Yao is like living in his own body?
This terrible thought flashed by, causing the phantom to break out in a cold sweat. He respected the ontology very much, but this did not mean that he wanted Xiao Yao to be resurrected in his body, he did not want his consciousness to be replaced by another consciousness one day.
"But...... If that's the case, who will support me? The phantom smiled bitterly, "There are only a few people in this world who are good to me, Luo Mengyun and Dong Bin...... If Xiao Yao wants to erase me and resurrect me, I'm afraid they will all welcome it, right? Even Zuo Yurui ......"
Zuo Yurui...... What she wants is not her own fake......
"No!" The phantom punched the bed, almost
Crazy hysteria, "No! No! No! ”
Maybe it wasn't until he figured this out that he didn't know that his feelings for Zuo Yurui were so deep unconsciously, and he knew that the "love" that he didn't know anything about not long ago had been deeply rooted in his heart.
"Oh my God...... I'm really in love with her......"
Falling in love with a girl who is coaxed with lies, falling in love with a girl who is almost impossible to have results.
Tears flowed down his face, and Xiao Yao's words echoed in his ears again - "I said it a long time ago, you are you, not a substitute for anyone!" You are a phantom, I am Xiao Yao, you are independent and free. If you like that girl, then you are the one who proposes to her, and you are the one who may end up in the wedding hall. ”
The phantom has always known that he is the fake one, and all the warmth he enjoys here is deception, and it is all something that should belong to another person. But...... He was not reconciled!
"I'm going...... I must go, I have to tell Zuo Yurui the truth of everything, tell her that Xiao Yao has long been dead, tell her that I am a fake clone, and tell her that I ...... I really love her...... Anyway, anyway......"
The Phantom scratched at his hair, a hard, painful decision, but so natural - I was who I was, I wasn't a substitute for anyone, I was qualified...... Get your own happiness, or despair.
He was still crying, and the unwillingness and inferiority that had been buried in his heart all along, along with that desperate decision, all poured out of his heart.
It's just that a pair of soft arms gently wrapped around his shoulders and hugged him tightly from behind.
The phantom froze, turned his head stiffly, and saw the girl's gray eyes glittering with tears in the morning light.
Zuo Yurui whispered, "I know...... Thank you for always being with me. Don't leave me for the last bit of my time, okay? ”
It turned out that she had always known that the phantom was not Xiao Yao.
It turned out that she had always known that her time was short.
Pain is constantly flowing from every cell. And when she was in the most pain, the person who accompanied her was also not Xiao Yao.
She didn't care who the person in front of her was, she just wanted to ...... I can have him with me.
The Phantom didn't know until this moment why Zuo Yurui liked Xiao Yao in the first place - all along, everyone in the Lantern Shadow family regarded her as an ultimate weapon, and the special operations team that loved her was always busy fighting outside. And Xiao Yao was the first person to accompany her gently.
At that time, for the first time, she experienced the joy of being cared for, and the joy of having someone share happiness and sorrow. Therefore, the girl's first love was given to Xiao Yao, who didn't know it.
And after two years, when the pain caused by the erosion of the body by the power of the gods intensified, and the girl's spirit was about to be overwhelmed, Xiao Yao was not by her side.
She knew that the phantom was not Xiao Yao, and she also knew that the phantom was the first boy to like her like that. It turns out that it is this feeling to be loved, and she feels like the biggest treasure in the world.
Tears crossed the girl's doll-like delicate face, and Zuo Yurui's voice also carried a hint of crying: "Please, don't leave my ......"
The phantom turned around and hugged Zuo Yurui tightly, as if he wanted to rub the girl into his heart.
"I don't
will leave yours, forever. ”
"Thank you...... I love you. ”
"I love you, will you marry me?" The phantom whispered, there was not much psychological struggle at this moment, there was no hesitation and struggle, this sentence was spoken, and everything was so logical.
"Well, I promise you." The same is true of the girl's answer.
……
"How? Like I said, two lonely people don't ask for much, just companionship; It is natural that two lonely hearts are attracted to each other. Passerby X said to Yiyi with a smile.
"Well, you won." Yiyi agreed in a muffled voice.
"That...... It doesn't have much to do with me, but the guardrail you're holding in your hand is about to break. ”
"Oh." Yiyi let go of her hand, her slender little hand pinching a deep palm print on the solid iron guardrail.
Passerby X thought for a moment, and for the sake of his own safety, he decisively chose to forget everything that had just happened: "That, do I think the wedding will be held in two or three days at most?" ”
Yiyi said coldly: "So fast? ”
"It's a goodbye to our past, and we're planning to keep things simple." "The puppets pretending to be our relatives have been destroyed, and although the Shadow Clan hasn't done anything yet, I guess they'll be going to take action against us soon." There are many dreams at night, so let's solve it quickly. ”
"yes, okay." Yiyi forcibly shifted his attention to business, "After leaving here, you continue to find a way to help the phantom develop the ability of reality reset, he has actually touched the threshold, but there are too many unexpected things recently for him to have time to delve into." At the same time, I will begin to study how to improve your body, even if you don't live as long as the transcendent, at least you will have no problem dying in a hundred years like ordinary people. ”
"That's really thankful." Passerby X was a little happy, "To be honest, I know that I don't dare to find a girlfriend if I don't live to be forty years old, for fear of harming other people's ......"
"It's not about me." Yiyi replied bluntly, "But a word of caution, brother...... Xiao Yao once told me that generally speaking, people who say such things before the moment of life and death die miserably. ”
Passerby X nodded awkwardly but politely, and then changed the subject again: "I have to remind you that as far as I know, one of the original ten seems to be coming to this city recently. Maybe he's just here to deal with our business. ”
"So what? As long as it wasn't for the old monster of Shadow Lu Shan to come in person, for me, it would just take a little more energy. Yiyi's eyes revealed an emotion that could be called "anger".
I don't know when, the pseudo-god who once swore "absolute neutrality" has long regarded the Lantern Shadow family as a mortal enemy that must be erased.
"So in these few days, do you want to fulfill the following promises we made, and hurry up to deal with the other thing that was promised to us?" Passerby X asked seriously.
"Another thing - confirm the condition of your Einsatzpen boss? See which side he's on? Yiyi narrowed her eyes, thoughtful, "I don't think it's necessary." ”
"Why?" Passerby X was stunned.
"Because he's standing behind us right now." Yiyi turned her head expressionlessly and looked at the middle-aged man who appeared in front of the two of them from the air.