Chapter 85: Despair
But after a while, his method of high-speed consumption of soul power immediately bottomed out the soul power in the center of his eyebrows.
Then what happened to him at this time, which filled the soul power in the muscles and bones of his whole body?
The answer, unfortunately, is no.
All the soul power in his muscles and bones now has tripled the load.
But even at this critical moment, the distribution of his soul power still did not succeed.
......
At this moment, what was terrible was that Huang Tianyi found that the soul power in the muscles and bones of his body had already begun to swell. It was obvious that every soul power was full, and it was seriously exceeded.
“......”
He wants to cry now without tears, and he is so remorseful that his intestines are green......
Why are you so confident, or so ignorant?
Isn't this death?
said that he didn't practice randomly, why did he become impulsive again?
What now? Give up from now on?
"No! no, no!"
Even if he gives up now, after exposing his strength, he will be as cool as he is, and the Huang family will be finished.
Now that I'm on the edge of a cliff, and I have to jump down, that's the only choice.
"Hey, I can only gamble like a gambler. ”
But fortunately, after such a long period of soul power control between life and death just now, he already has a lot of experience, and he is not as rusty as before.
After thinking about it, he grabbed the other half of the medium-grade Soul Gathering Pill, closed his eyes, gritted his teeth heavily, and then swallowed it fiercely.
Rumble!
There was another sharp stabbing pain, this time more intense than the previous one.
"Ahh
He screamed miserably, and the pain was like the last straw that broke the camel's back.
No matter how strong his willpower is, he can't stand it anymore.
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts so much......"
His whole body ached, and his will began to waver.
"Forget it, forget it, die, it's better to die, it's so painful, it's so painful. ”
He wanted to give up, he wanted to end his life as soon as possible.
Little by little, little by little, his will began to relax...... Start relaxing......
Some of the uncontrollable soul power, like wild horses that had escaped from the reins, began to scurry, and there was a more piercing pain......
Another flash of clarity in his mind......
"No, no..."
Some images of his rebirth flashed through his mind......
Huang Tianyi suddenly opened his eyes and yelled unwillingly: "No, no, I can't die, I can't die yet, ah......"
In an instant, all the soul power was controlled by him again.
With great willpower, he endured the pain and continued to fill in the uneven places.
But by this time, what he didn't know had happened.
If you're around him, you'll notice that he's swollen all over his body now, and in some places he's swelled so much he's starting to seep blood.
But he didn't know ......
is still crazy, desperately controlling the soul power, evenly entering the muscles and bones everywhere.
Finally, after a while......
"Hiss"
A bleeding spot, cracked skin.
"Ahh
Huang Tianyi was instantly dizzy and almost fainted by this pain.
It was also at this time that he woke up from his crazy distribution of soul power perception.
He opened his eyes and looked at the cracked and painful place, but what he saw was his body that had swollen into a ball, and he was instantly dumbfounded.
"Myself...... This is going to explode and die?"
Huang Tianyi's lips were shaking.
"Nima, do you want to be so sad?"
His face was full of despair and unwillingness.
Looking at his body, which was still growing little by little, he understood that he had no way to return to heaven and no salvation, and he was already dead and lifeless.
But he really doesn't want to die... There was still so much to do.
"God, why the fuck are you playing such a trick on me?"
"Hehe" he smiled bitterly in despair in his heart: "Maybe this is a relief." ”
Now he was really in so much pain that he wanted to die......
I may be the saddest earthling, and I can refine myself to death if I cultivate?
And it's the most tragic way to die, exploding and dying? A whole corpse can't be left for himself?
He thought of the earth, his hometown, his motherland, and his former self, and suddenly let out an unwilling yell:
"Ah...... No, no......"
At this moment, he remembered the oath he had taken to join the special forces in his previous life:
I volunteered to join the special forces of the "Huaguo" Army. As an honorable special forces officer, I will be strict with myself. Strictly abide by discipline, obey orders, be brave and tenacious, dare to fight, do not abandon or give up, and take it as their duty to protect their families and defend the country. We are alone, we are side by side, we are brave, we are invincible, we are the warriors of God's death!
"Yes, yes, don't give up, don't give up! Ah......h
He roared......
The strong desire to survive made his brain run at high speed......
He firmly believed that he would definitely be able to think of a way to suppress the way to explode.
Suddenly!
His eyes lit up, and by the way, he still had spiritual power.
He hurriedly activated the spiritual power of his right ventricle, trying to control the situation and repair some of the damage.
But after trying a few times, he became even more desperate......
Failed!
Now I only have the early stage of the meridians, and the 108 main meridians have not yet been opened, and the spiritual power can only be limited to the internal organs, so it cannot be used everywhere in the body to suppress the soul power and repair the body.
But it wasn't completely useless, at least he delayed his death.
Huang Tianyi, who had no choice, could only look at himself now, increasing little by little......
Finally, with a "bang", it exploded into a blood mist......
Huang Tianyi clenched his fists, and his eyes exuded despair.
I've only been reborn for more than a month, I haven't pretended to be anything, I've lived so long with grievances, and I haven't done anything at the end of my life, how can I be willing?
"Ah......h
Huang Tianyi thought of the third uncle lying on the bed, he had been reborn for so long, but he had never visited the third uncle who had always loved him, and remembered his grinning appearance when he saw him.
And Zixuan, she still doesn't know how much I love her now, how much I blame and regret it, how much I want to explain to her and ask for her forgiveness.
And Shuxue, she didn't know that his brother Yi was now a pure man, and he was no longer the beast that made her desperate and useless.
There is also Ice Butterfly, who hurt her the hardest, and her madness has not been cured......
There was so much more he wanted to do, but now it was all going to be delusional.
Finally, he glanced nostalgically in the direction of the secret room, death was approaching, he had already sensed his body about to explode, and a tear of despair the size of a bean flowed......
The time for the explosion has come, and a lot of skin has cracked open the bloody seams the size of fingernails......
"Ah......h
Last second......
"Bang ......"
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