Parted?

Qin Chengqi frowned slightly.

Have the two of them ever been together?

When he heard these two words coming out of Yuzu's mouth, he didn't react much, but he just felt ridiculous.

He thought about it for a few seconds.

Now he is not tired of Yuyu, but it is not so much that she will die or live if she wants to leave him, and it will not stop her from begging to let her go.

It's not there yet.

It's just a woman, let's go, he'll get used to it in a few days, he'll continue to look for his prey, and he'll soon forget about Yuzu.

He didn't stay, turned sideways, and gave Yuyu a position: "If you want to go, you can go." ”

Yuzu lowered her head, picked up her things, and took a step out.

When she passed by Qin Chengqi's side, Qin Chengqi suddenly spoke again and said to her, "Don't ask for the child." How do you raise it alone? It's not convenient to bring a drag oil bottle and you can find another man in the future. ”

Yuyu lowered her eyebrows as always, didn't look at him, and answered him softly: "Thank you for thinking about me." ”

After she said this, she left without looking back.

Qin Chengqi closed the door with a "snap", stood quietly at the door for a while, and suddenly ran to the balcony of the living room and looked down from upstairs.

He saw Yuzu's lonely figure, carrying a bag, his steps were not hurried, but he was very determined.

He watched as her figure grew smaller and smaller in the dark night, until it disappeared into the shade of a tree.

Qin Chengqi suddenly felt that this scene was so familiar.

He quickly remembered when he had seen the same scene.

When his father abandoned him, he did the same, carrying his bag and walking forward without looking back, no matter how much he shouted upstairs, the man's pace did not slow down.

In fact, what he said to Yuzu was not all lies.

His biological mother really has other men besides his father, and his biological father is really a murderer.

But he hid a lot, a lot.

When he was a child, his mother always liked to wear a well-tailored cheongsam, take strange men home, and then give him money to buy water at a small supermarket two blocks away from their house.

He was honest and obedient at first, but then he accidentally found out that the supermarket in front of his house also had that kind of water, so he was lazy and didn't go to the supermarket two streets later, bought it at the supermarket downstairs of his house, and then took it home.

When he got home, he had just reached the door when he heard a soft groan coming from the room.

He thought that his mother was in conflict with the strange uncle, and he was too timid to go in, so he lay on the ground and peeked through the crack in the door.

He saw his mother lying on the sofa, her cheongsam lifted from the slit below and hung around her waist, and her beautiful neckline was unbuttoned, revealing a snow-white nei dress stuffed with a dozen hundred-yuan bills stuffed inside.

He didn't understand anything at the time, but he felt terrible, so he turned and left, ran downstairs, and went around the small supermarket two blocks later before coming back.

Later, he found that his mother often brought all kinds of strange men home, and every time a man came, the family would be rich for a while.

His mother was used to being generous, and she never knew how to save money. She would buy herself new clothes and jewelry, and she would also buy him milk, toys, and hearty food.

No matter how unbearable his mother is, she is always graceful and decent, loving and gentle in front of him.

She did love him. In his heart, his mother has a lot of warm memories, so after his mother passed away for so many years, he moved many times, and each time he didn't bring anything, but also brought his mother's favorite cheongsam.

He told Yuzu that his mother cheated on him in marriage because he really couldn't tell the truth.

He has low self-esteem.

His mother wasn't cheating at all, she was going to sell.

She is supporting him by being ji.

Later, when his father came back, he bumped into a man who had just left the house, and Qin Chengqi also bought water back at this time and followed his father back to the room.

Her mother was buttoning her clothes, and there was a stocking on the couch.

When she saw her husband and son return, she looked up and smiled at them as if nothing had happened.

The father obviously knew what was happening, but he just kept a straight face, did not say any reproach, stretched out his hand to his mother, and said, "Give me the money, I will repay the loan." ”

The mother didn't hand over the money immediately, and said to Qin Chengqian: "Chengqian, you go to the room to do your homework, lock the door, and don't open the door no matter what you hear." ”

Qin Chengqi was very obedient, went back to his bedroom, closed the door, took out his book and looked at it.

Then he heard a commotion outside.

They said a lot of things, and Qin Chengqi was not very impressed.

Basically, the father asks for money, but the mother doesn't give it.

The father said that the mother was a slut, and the mother scolded the father for being incompetent.

The mother said, "If you weren't useless, I wouldn't have done such a thing." Why didn't you say anything when you spent my money, and now you think I'm dirty? ”

Only this sentence is still fresh in my memory.

Then Qin Chengqi heard the outside and remembered a bigger movement.

He was a little scared, so he could only cover his ears and continue to read.

I don't know how long it took for him to hear the sound outside suddenly quiet, and he put down the book in his hand.

Then he heard a heavy door slamming outside, followed by his father's footsteps as he walked away.

He mustered up the courage to walk out of the room and saw his mother's eyes wide and staring at the ceiling.

His mother's graceful and beautiful swan neck had a ring of heavy pinching marks.

He called "Mommy" softly, but her mother did not respond.

He was so young, he was five or six years old, and he had just started preschool.

He didn't have any concept of death, he thought his mother was tired and just didn't want to talk.

He went to shake his mother and told her that he was hungry, but she just stared blankly at one place and did not move.

Qin Chengqi was extremely scared, he knew that his father had just gone out, and he wanted his father to come back quickly.

He climbed onto the balcony and saw his father walking out with a bag of things.

He shouted "Daddy" several times at his father's back, but his father hurried and did not look back.

Qin Chengqi realized the danger, he cried, stepped on the stool and climbed to the window, imitated his mother's usual way of opening the window, pushed the lock of the safety bar, stood on the high window sill and shouted: "Dad, you come back, Mom ignores me......"

Qin Chengqi knew that his father could hear it, but he still didn't react.

He wanted to catch up with his father, so he stretched out his two hands and stretched his body forward against his father's back, but suddenly his feet were empty, and he fell from the second floor, fortunately there were bushes underneath.

As he fell, he seemed to see his father turn his head, but he was so far away that he didn't see what his father's expression was.

His father knew that he had fallen from the stairs, but he did not come back to see him, and did not worry about whether he had fallen or not.

Mom can't wake up, no one loves him anymore.

Later, Qin Chengqi learned from the police that his father strangled his mother alive and took away all the family's money, a total of 800 yuan.

Therefore, Qin Chengqi knew when he was very young that the relationship would not last long, and 800 yuan could make a couple turn against each other and kill people ruthlessly.

His parents used to be in love, but they couldn't escape the money.

So he simply didn't love it.

He has lust for pomelo and no love.

The nice things he said to her were all deceiving her, and spending money on her was just his usual way of playing with women, and living with her was just because he had a fresh sense of her.

So just go, he shouldn't have any reluctance.

It must be like this. It must be like this.

Qin Chengqi warned himself over and over again in his heart, he clutched the clothes on his chest tightly and tried to calm down as much as possible.

This time, Qin Chengqi did not cry and beg heartbreakingly like he did when he was a child.

He closed the window and went to sit on the couch for a while, calming down more.

He would let Yuzu go, but it was impossible for her to leave with her child.

This burden must not be born into the world.

He knew that Xu Shaoyu would not help him do this kind of thing again, so he didn't ask Xu Shaoyu to help him this time, he arranged someone else.

He didn't want to do it himself.

Even though Yuzu had separated from him, he didn't want to expose how ruthless he was in front of her.

……

Yuzu stayed at the hotel for one night.

She obviously felt that she was in love with Qin Chengqi before, and she really wanted to live with him for the rest of her life.

She actually had a stomach full of words she wanted to say to him.

She wanted to blame him, saying that he lied to her so hard.

She wanted to cry about how much she loved him, and wanted to question why he did this to her.

If you can't give her a future, why do you have to be nice to her again and again? Why give her fantasies?

But she didn't ask, and when she said that she broke up, she was much calmer than she imagined.

She was so tired that she just wanted to find a place to be quiet for a while.

I thought that if I left him suddenly, I would be sad and sad, and I would hug my head and cry.

But she was just lying on the bed in the hotel, holding her mobile phone and browsing various social platforms.

She looked at it for a long, long time, but she just kept brushing, but she didn't read a word.

It's over.

Her relationship, like her last one, ended in tragedy.

But she didn't blame Qin Chengqian, she blamed herself for being stupid.

She didn't see Qin Chengqi's personality clearly, so she started with him too early, and took everything to love him.

She foolishly fantasizes about being with him for the rest of her life.

She has a serious social fear, and she doesn't want to go out to work at all, she used to go to work because she was afraid that one day she would starve to death if she used up the money Lu Cencen left her.

Qin Chengqi said that she wanted to raise her, so she really believed it, and she was really ready to teach her husband and children at home for the rest of her life.

Lu Cencen told her many times that she wanted her to learn to love herself first, but she never took it to heart.

She pushes people who are really good for her farther and farther away, and pours out her heart and lungs for someone who doesn't care about herself at all.

Her only bosom friend, is he still willing to forgive her?

Thinking of this, Yuyu hurriedly got up from the bed, took out the diary, sat down at the table, and apologized to Lu Cengcen.

She also told Lu Cen Cen everything that happened to her.

Her tears fell on the diary one by one, and the last sentence she wrote faded:

"I'm sorry, I didn't know until now that you were really good for me, but I still blame you in my heart. I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"