Chapter 121: You Should Let Go
Fang Lan picked up the paper on the ground, looked at it, and asked Yan Shu tremblingly, "What's going on?" ”
Yan Shu still felt a little guilty in her heart, she didn't tell Fang Lan in advance, she kept it a secret, and she didn't want to say it today, but Yan Mingyuan was too arrogant, if he was allowed to do nonsense, he didn't know what would happen.
After thinking about it, she was also relieved. She had already made a plan to leave this house sooner or later, but now it was just a little early, and there was not much difference.
Yan Shu looked at Fang Lan apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't inform you in advance." Actually, I lied, I did see Yan Mingyuan on Sunday, but he was ...... at the time"
Yan Shu didn't say much, she knew that Fang Lan would understand the meaning of her words, "It just so happened that Dr. He passed by and saved me at that time, and he was willing to help me go to college and solve my troubles, so I agreed." ”
"Yes...... It was too sudden. Fang Lan grabbed Yan Shu's hand and let go, and couldn't help but take a step back, completely unprepared in her mind.
In her thoughts, Yan Shu will leave this home after going to college, maybe to find her relatives, maybe to live alone, or she may not forgive them, and she hasn't left now just because she is not capable enough.
I never expected that all of a sudden I wouldn't come back, and now this kind of thing is happening again. Fang Lan wanted to blame, but who was to blame? Yan Shu is innocent, without the slightest responsibility.
It's also to blame that she shouldn't have been so selfish in the first place to bring the child back, and it's strange that Yan Mingyuan shouldn't have done that kind of thing to her daughter.
She guessed, although she didn't explain, but her daughter mentioned it both times and she understood. Yan Mingyuan must have been unable to help it and wanted to do it.
Maybe Yan Shu's departure now is the best result, does she have to wait until Yan Mingyuan's go-out scourge to make people miserable, and she will know that she regrets it?
After figuring it out, Fang Lan was relieved, even if there was too much reluctance in her heart, she couldn't do anything, because she couldn't protect her daughter well, and letting go was the only way to give the child happiness.
Fang Lan took a step forward, hugged Yan Shu, and cried in her ear: "I have been selfish once, I have forced you to suffer by my side for seventeen years, and your life will be your own in the future, I will not keep you, and I have no right to keep you." ”
In the face of such a person, Yan Shu felt very uncomfortable, she had never experienced maternal love, but she felt that Fang Lan was a very good mother and a good woman, but it was a pity that she did not have a good man.
"Well, don't think about it too much, I don't blame you for what happened at the beginning, you have raised me for so many years, and you have been really good to me, I am very grateful."
"Shushu, can I make a small request?" Fang Lan let go of Yan Shu and wiped her tears, "Although I don't have the face to say that, but ......"
"Say it." Yan Shu also wanted to say goodbye to her.
Fang Lan caressed her cheeks, sad and relieved, she always knew that Yan Shu was very beautiful, and she had never had the money to dress up her child, she didn't expect it to be so beautiful, heh, she was so ordinary, how could she deserve such a beautiful daughter?
"Shushu, can you call me mom again? It's been a long time since I've heard you call me. ”
Yan Shu almost shed tears, yes, she didn't know about it before, since she came here to replace the original little pitiful, she hadn't called it.
For as long as she can remember, she has never called anyone else's mother, and these two words are very foreign to her. Today, Fang Lan asked, and she couldn't help but be satisfied.
Yan Shu brewed in her heart for a while, and finally called out tremblingly: "Mom." ”
The voice was soft, but it was the first time in her life that she had spoken it. Although Fang Lan's original intention was selfish, she has done a good job over the years, better than some of her own children, and it is worth the word.