Chapter 231: Struggle
Xun Mu's lips pursed slightly, and the corners of his mouth showed a slight smile.
Amu's inadvertent embarrassment made the originally slightly depressing atmosphere a lot easier.
And he went through a lot of ups and downs and a little embarrassment, but he quickly overcame it, so he spoke again and took the initiative to say: "I handed over the two packets of diacetylmorphine to her, let her go to the front to find the traffic police to hand it in, and confess to me, so as to destroy this criminal group." β
After a pause, he looked away again, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he was a little dazed: "But I didn't expect her to choose to go back to drive...... This is unreasonable, obviously she only needs to walk about a kilometer forward, there is a drunk driving checkpoint set by the traffic police, and she has to walk more than two kilometers to go back. β
"Oh?" Xun Mu frowned and pondered, and after a few seconds, he asked, "Did you bring gloves when you gave her the medicine?" β
"Nope." Amu shook his head and said, "I handed it to her empty-handed, and I deliberately left a lot of fingerprints on the packaging tape." β
"But we only detected her fingerprints on the bag." Xun Mu said, and then added: "The 'she' here refers to Shi Enshen. β
Amu's eyebrows also twisted: "That means my fingerprints have been erased?" β
Xun Mu bowed, and then said: "You also know that we are talking about evidence in handling the case, if there is no other evidence to prove that you gave her something, then the three kilograms of diacetylmorphine are likely to be counted on her head in the end." β
Brother Song took the words, rubbed his temples and asked, "So, is there any other supplementary evidence?" β
"Monitoring." After thinking about it, Amu said, "Instead of avoiding the surveillance, I also completed the transaction under the probe. I handed her a black briefcase, which contained these two bags of noodles. β
After a pause, he continued: "I have used that briefcase many times, and although the packaging bag we use has a good sealing effect, it should also be contaminated with some medicine on the outside, and it is likely to remain inside the briefcase, so as long as you can find the bag, you can be sure that the two bags of noodles came from me." β
Xun Mu immediately took out his mobile phone to edit the information, intending to send it to Xiao Gao.
After typing a few words, he asked again: "What kind of surveillance does that probe belong to?" We also have targeted investigations. β
"Security monitoring, located at the intersection of Platinum Road and Honghe Road." Amu said: "The time is around eight o'clock in the evening. β
Xun Mu nodded, continued to edit the information, and then sent it out.
Then he put down his phone and asked, "Why did you choose her?" β
"I believe her." Amu said softly: "At the same time, it is also a chance for her." She's a good girl, and I don't want her to sink in the dark. β
"We can't accept this reason." Xun Mu shook his head: "You are a very vigilant person, it stands to reason that it is impossible to believe her for no reason, let alone entrust such an important task to her." β
Amu pursed his lips.
Seeing that he didn't answer, Xun Mu continued: "You should know very well that handing over things to her exposes your own identity, so you think that you are likely to be exposed to the eyes of this criminal group, and not only your pills, but also your family members are likely to be affected at that time."
Not to mention, you don't want to reveal your identity in the face of us, no matter what the reason for your unwillingness is.
And on the other hand, giving her three kilograms of poison is not to give her a chance, not to redeem, but to push her into the fire pit, and in case the group is not smashed, she will become a thorn in the side of the group...... Why, isn't it possible that you want to kill her? β
Amu looked at the ceiling and slowly closed his eyes.
Soon, he opened his eyes again, lowered his head again to look directly at Xun Mu, and said, "Originally, I planned to turn myself in with two bags of poison, but I couldn't resist her, so I handed over the things to her." β
Xun Mu raised his hand, slapped up, and pressed down with his fingers on his wrist, signaling him to continue, and put on a posture of listening to his ears.
He struggled for a moment before continuing, "I'm good friends with herβonly friends, of course, but at least on my side.
I, a man who is married and has a wife and children, how can I look at other girls? And we have an age difference of ten years, the generation gap is not small, and in my eyes she is a hairy child. β
Xun Mu's lips moved, wanting to say that he didn't need to explain this kind of thing, but in the end he swallowed it.
At this time, Amu said again: "About three years ago, I still passed Yi An'an, and I met her." Maybe it was fate, but the two of us chatted unexpectedly, and later Yi An'an teased the two of us, saying that we were like Beauty and the Beast.
Hehe, that little girl is really beautiful, and her personality is also appetizing to me, but other than that, I really don't have much feeling, I treat her as a sister, and I don't mix other messy emotions, I only love my wife......
Forget it, I always feel that the more I depict it, the darker it gets, skip this one, all in all, I'm just purely appreciating her. β
Xun Mu nodded, said to believe him, and then motioned for him to continue.
Amu Cha's ability to observe words and expressions is extremely strong, and he muttered: "You emphasize that you believe me, why do you make me feel that you definitely don't believe me?" β
"Tsk," Xun Mu said, "If you have to say that...... Isn't it just the same as the blacker and darker you describe? β
"So you really don't believe me."
Xun Mu rolled his eyes.
"If you don't believe it, don't believe it." Amu grinned twice, he seemed to really care about this issue, but quickly shook his head again and said, "Forget it, let's get down to business."
I found out about half a year ago that she was tricked into being sucked alone. At that time, I was very angry and asked her what was going on, but she refused to say, so I went to ask Yi An'an again, but there was still no result.
Because of my identity, I can't make this matter too big, so as not to arouse suspicion, and vent from the perspective of a friend, this matter can only be revealed, and even this is risky, how can we guys really dig out their hearts and lungs to someone?
So, it's a pity, but I can't do anything more. Undercover work is like this, there are trade-offs and trade-offs all the time, and there are always times when it is difficult to do both. β
Chao Yu bowed his head.
Anyone who knows a little about the living environment of undercover agents can understand Amu, even if they don't agree with his approach. But it is really easy to get around, and the vast majority of people find it difficult to make other choices.
"After that, we were a little estranged, but I slowly realized that it wasn't estrangement, but she was investigating me." Amu said: "I can't believe it myself, the moment I found out that she was investigating me, my first reaction was to kill me. β
Brother Song sighed and lit another cigarette.
He knew that in the past few years, Amu Zhen had completely changed as a person, and it was difficult to suppress the beast in his heart after it was released.
Amu spread out his five fingers and looked at his hands handcuffed to the interrogation table, his two eyes gradually lost focus, and he seemed to be distracted.
After more than ten seconds, he continued: "Fortunately, I finally restrained this urge. And after that, I felt a sense of relief and some very mixed emotions...... I can't say the specifics, but it's just a mixture. β
Brother Song snorted sullenly, smoking one cigarette after another, and his mood was a little low.
Amu was still distracted, his eyes were glazed, he fell into his inner world, and said to himself: "Soon she found me and asked me if I was reading extensively...... Of course I didn't admit it, even if I felt relieved, I couldn't admit it, and if I did, I might have to kill her.
Oh yes, she also asked if I put the glass of wine that was drugged in the first place, hehe, how could I do such a thing? And when she asked this, she also suspected that I was shouting to catch a thief at that time?
But I didn't get angry, because I was indeed a sole trafficker, and I couldn't pretend to be innocent with her, not to mention that I didn't continue to investigate her poisoning for various reasons, and finally it was over.
At that time, I was tempted to say that I had done a lot of wrong things in my life, but I had not hurt her until that time, because I really regarded her as a friend. Of course, I'm sorry I couldn't go any further, but I also have my own problems.
Can......
She is a very smart girl, and what is the difference between saying these words and admitting them? So I changed my story, denied her conjectures, and told her that I wasn't like that.
At the same time, I was also struggling with whether to give her to ...... But soon I gave up this idea, and if I was caught, I was really tired of doing this task, anyway, as long as I didn't reveal my identity, my parents, wife and daughter would not be at risk. And I'm a rotten life, whoever wants it will take it directly. β
Xun Mu silently wrote down this information.
Then he went around in his head, but found that there were many questions he wanted to ask, but he didn't know how to ask.
And Amu's narration ends here, and he won't continue to talk down.
Finally, Brother Song asked, "Why this time?" β
Amu came back to his senses and looked at Brother Song a little confused: "What? β
"You just said that you want to take these two bags of noodles and turn yourself in." Brother Song smelled the residual smoke on his fingers and asked, "Why this time?" β
"Because the evidence is almost complete." Amu said, "So...... During this time, the traffic police suddenly began to crack down on drunk driving and drunk driving, which is actually controlling, casting a net, and being ready to close the net at any time. β
After a pause, he continued: "I chose to turn myself in because I have lost hope in my life, and I don't want to live for a long time...... So instead of returning as Huang Hanmu, it is better to surrender in the name of Han Kunsheng - with my guilt, it is impossible to live, even if it is self-surrender, even if it is meritorious. β
"What about your parents? What about your wife and daughter? Brother Song asked.
In the first half of the sentence, his voice was a little high, and he seemed to be quite emotional, but in the second half of the sentence, he immediately suppressed it again.
"They ......" Amu opened his mouth, and then sighed: "Eight years ago, they thought I was dead, maybe they were used to the days when I 'died', and going back may make them a little confused." β
"That's only temporary, I'm afraid they want to live with you more than dead heroes." Xun Mu said.
"But I didn't dare to inquire about them, and I didn't dare to know how they were doing." Amu closed his eyes and said, "I don't know if my parents are still here, and I don't know if my wife has remarried...... If she had remarried, wouldn't it be a great disservice to her if I suddenly went back? β
"Your parents are still there, and they are strong and strong." Xun Mu said softly: "As for your wife and daughter, as I just said, your wife has not remarried, she has been raising your daughter, supporting your parents, gentle and virtuous...... You've got a good wife. β
"Silly...... Amu's eyes turned red: "Eight years...... Why bother? β
"We, brothers, talked to my sister-in-law." Brother Song said: "My sister-in-law is an orphan, she is a lonely child, she went to college step by step by relying on work-study, she knows and loves you, your parents also take care of her, for her, she really regards it as her home." β
Amu Moran.
Brother Song continued: "Your parents only have you as a single seedling, so after you die, they also regard your wife as their daughter, not a daughter-in-law. β
"But ......" Amu's face looked a little confused, and said: "Even if I return as Huang Hanmu, the things I committed are also unforgivable, even so, why bother their lives?" β
Brother Song frowned.
But as soon as he opened his mouth, he was about to refute, but Xun Mu bumped him with his elbow, so the words he was about to spit out turned into a sigh.
They all knew that what Amu said was not wrong, Amu ...... It can indeed be said that the sin is extremely heinous, and it can be regarded as an unforgivable sin.
He does have a grievance, but no matter what kind of hardship, no matter how righteous the reason, it cannot be used as an excuse to hurt other innocent people, otherwise it would be too unfair to those victims.
Although this is a huge contradiction, the situation is similar to the famous "tram problem", or "tram paradox".
Of course, this is not as typical and extreme as the tram problem, and the choices he can make are much richer than the tram problem, and theoretically there is indeed the possibility of the best of both worlds, but it is not easy to achieve his level.
Perhaps at the beginning of the undercover, Amu expected that there would be such a day and such a time, but he plunged into this mud without hesitation and sank into sin......
That's great enough in itself.
But that won't save him.
Therefore, emotionally speaking, respecting Amu's choice is the most appropriate and humane.
Even for Amu's family, let them know that Amu is not dead, and then inform them that the hero Amu may eventually be sentenced to death because he has no choice......
It's too cruel for them.
But......
Xun Mu himself was also a little confused, and he didn't know how to choose.
"If it was Lao Su, how would he choose?" Xun Mu couldn't help but think secretly.
But soon, the picture of memories in his mind unfolded, and he seemed to see Su Ping standing opposite, and said softly: "They have the right to know." β