Chapter 430: Another Self
This is the fourth year after Yuzu's rebirth.
She has always felt that she was very lucky, and after committing suicide for Gou Qianren, she was reborn into this girl with the same name as herself, not only recovering all her memories, but also inheriting the memories and abilities of this girl.
She was locked up in Gou's house as an unpaid nanny when she was a teenager, and she didn't have the opportunity to contact society for five years.
Although this skill will not make her rich, it is more than enough to earn money to support herself.
However, even though she inherited Lu Ccencen's livelihood skills, her personality is very different from Lu Cencen.
In those five years of isolation, she has always maintained a humble relationship with Gou Qianren, and all her thoughts are on how to take care of the Gou family, and she has long forgotten how to get along with the outside world.
She hasn't changed much until now - she is afraid of socializing, she closes herself, and she has been here for four years, and she doesn't even have a true friend.
The most common people who talk are a few colleagues in the department, who eat melons and chat every day at work, but that is only at the level of "acquaintances".
As soon as she got off work, she became strangers to them and never contacted them in her spare time.
She doesn't attend any gatherings after work, she just goes to the supermarket to buy some food and goes home to make dinner today and lunch the next day.
Because she brings her own meals to the company every day, she doesn't have the opportunity to make dinner appointments with her colleagues – one of the easiest social events to bond with her colleagues, and she never participates in it.
Fortunately, the job of programmer is not so social, which suits her very well.
And the boss likes her more.
Because Lu Ccencen had a big temper in the past, she asked her to change the code, and she changed it, but she would always create unhappiness for her boss and Party A, so as to fight for reasonable overtime pay for herself.
And Yuzu didn't dare to clash with people. She will change whatever her boss asks her to change, and she will change it no matter how many times she changes, and no one with a good temper will have anything to say.
After living in such a turbulent way for four years, she has already let go of those emotions before her rebirth and is seriously living her ordinary life.
Lu Cen Cen originally graduated early and came to work in this company early. Counting Lu Cencen's seniority and Yuyu's seniority, even though she is only twenty-seven years old, she has become a very senior employee of the company.
Recently, there was an incident that scared her very much - her boss said that she was suffering hardships and was old, and wanted to promote her to management.
Her social fear is very serious, and when she thinks that after becoming a management in the future, she will have to upload and distribute, and she will come forward to communicate with all parties, instead of simply listening to orders and typing on the keyboard, she is confused and uncomfortable, and she doesn't know how to face it at all.
She didn't want the thousands of dollars more in the management at all, she just wanted to continue to do her current job in peace, and the slightest change made her very afraid.
After a few days of careful consideration, she felt that she still couldn't accept such pressure, and decided to take the initiative to talk to her boss and refuse his kindness.
After going to work the next day, Yuzu plucked up the courage and went to the upstairs office to find the leader.
As soon as I got out of the elevator, a burst of laughter came to my ears.
She raised her head and looked through the glass automatic door, and in the large office, there was only a large and long table in the middle, which was filled with a variety of food, and a group of male and female colleagues held champagne, as if in celebration.
The upstairs and downstairs style and atmosphere are nothing short of different.
These men and women are all good-looking and tall. The women are dressed fashionably and have elaborate makeup. The men wear suits and leather collars, and their temperament is refined.
They are the most glamorous department of the company, the marketing department, who go out to talk about projects and make a lot of money.
Downstairs, both men and women, most often wear plaid shirts, jeans and sneakers. One by one, they can wash their faces and clothes, which is already considered less overtime.
I don't have to worry about myself, and I'd rather sleep a little more if I have that kung fu.
Yuzu lowered her head and walked forward.
Seeing these real urban beauties and workplace elites, she couldn't help but feel a little inferior in her heart.
The glass door is inductive and opens automatically as Yuzu approaches.
Yuzu walked along the wall, not attracting the attention of those in the middle, and turned into the boss's office.
She knocked on the door, but no one answered.
She wanted to find someone to ask her boss if she wasn't here, and when she was mentally working on the draft, someone happened to pass by her.
"Looking for Mr. Zhao? He went out in the morning, so come back in the afternoon. ”
Yuzu turned around when she heard the sound, and glanced at the person behind her, but she couldn't even see the other party's appearance clearly, and she couldn't help blushing.
It's really not that she's a nymphomaniac, it's really that she's timid, and she blushes when a strange man talks to her.
She nodded and said "thank you" and quickly walked away.
The sensor door slowly closes.
A female colleague who had just noticed Yuzu, after seeing her enter the elevator room, went over to hold the man who was talking to Yuzu just now, and said with a smile: "Boss, your charm value is up again, that girl just said something to you just now, and her face was red to the root of her ears." ”
The man also laughed, withdrew his hand, and didn't know whether to say this woman or grapefruit: "I don't eat grass on the edge of the nest." ”
……
All day, Yuzu's boss didn't go to the company.
Yuzu had to get off work first.
When she entered the elevator with her colleagues, she coincidentally saw that the man she had spoken to during the day was also there.
He kept his head down, his fingers darling at his phone.
Yuzu stood behind him, his eyes on his work card hanging on his backpack - Qin Chengqi, the director of the marketing department.
He was called by such a name...... The peach and plum do not speak, and the next is its own.
There is also a photo of him on the work card.
She hadn't actually seen what he looked like during the day, but now that she happened to be looking at the picture, she looked at it curiously.
A pair of peach blossom eyes, the corners of the eyes are slightly raised, the bridge of the nose is straight, handsome and incomparable.
Yuzu knew for the first time that the original ID photo could also look good, and it was impossible to take your eyes off it.
The elevator door opened, and Qin Chengqi walked out first.
Yuzu also walked out with her colleagues and went to the bus stop to wait for the bus together.
In fact, Yuzu doesn't like to wait with this colleague very much, she talks too much and always keeps talking.
She is either annoyed, or she feels that people always talk to her, but she doesn't know how to answer, which is a little rude.
Fortunately, this colleague and her did not take the same bus, and the two of them always worked overtime, so they rarely came out together.
After waiting for a while, the bus didn't come, but I saw Qin Chengqi driving a silver-white car, speeding past in front of the bus stop.
The female colleague next to Yuzu was chattering with her about her domestic cat, but she also noticed the car that passed just now, and immediately changed the topic: "Hey, do you know him?" He is the new marketing director of our company. ”
Yuzu shook her head: "I don't know." ”
The female colleague said enviously: "It's the second generation to experience life again." ”
Yuzu thought for a while, looked at her and asked, "How do you know it's the second generation?" "Do you know what kind of car he drives? Over 10 million luxury cars! It's not that our company picks you a lot, and it is estimated that going to work every day is not enough for the fuel money of this car. Isn't the second generation experiencing what life is? ”
Yuzu nodded: "What you said makes sense. ”
"Hey, this city is full of the second generation of Hong, the second generation of Guan, the second generation of rich, why am I not a second generation? It's not enough to get by. As soon as the female colleague finished complaining, she saw her bus coming in, so she stood up and said, "I'll go first, I'll see you tomorrow." ”
Yuzu responded: "Goodbye." ”
That's right.
The world she was reborn in was very similar to the world she was in, with only slight differences, and many things were just called differently, and they were essentially the same.
It should be two parallel worlds with different time and space and a similar level of development.
The city where she is located is called Beijing.
The female colleague is right, this city is full of hidden dragons and crouching tigers.
Working in their small company and earning a small income, there may be countless ways for people to make money behind them.
……
Yuzu returned to the rented house, made today's dinner and tomorrow's lunch, cleaned the pots and pans after dinner, sat down at the desk, and took out his diary.
Originally, Lu Cen Cen did not have the habit of writing a diary, but Yuzu did.
After she came to this world, she went to buy a diary, and coincidentally, she found the exact same one as hers.
She doesn't keep a diary every day, she writes only when she has something to remember.
There is something to remember today, and she thinks the name "Qin Chengqi" is very good.
She wanted to record it.
She flipped to the spot where the bookmark was, and her heart pounded.
There is an extra line on this page...... Not your own handwriting!
The phrase was, "Are you pomelo?" ”
Why? Who wrote this?
She lives alone!
Who would go into her house, knock on her drawers, do nothing but write a line in a notebook?
Yuzu couldn't help but feel a gust of wind in her back, and she couldn't help but have all kinds of terrifying scenes in her mind.
She always felt that there was someone behind her, but she didn't dare to look back.
She began to feel that there were people in the cupboard again, and there were people under the bed......
She couldn't help but her teeth tremble...... But she lives alone, has no friends, and doesn't know who to turn to for help at this time.
Reason told her that there would be no bad people in the family, and if there were bad people, they would have come out a long time ago, and she was a weak woman and had no ability to resist.
It's that she still can't help but think crankily and can't help being afraid.
After hesitating for half a minute, she quickly climbed into bed, picked up the quilt and stuffed her head, intending to go to bed quickly.
I won't be so scared after dawn.
……
She kept this position, did not dare to move, and lay down for three hours, until one arm began to go numb, and she still did not feel sleepy.
And no one came out from under the bed to hurt her for three hours, and none of the fantasy horror stories happened, and she was a little bolder.
Stretching out the head with a knife, shrinking the head is also a knife.
If someone really wanted to harm her, she couldn't hide from it.
Yuzu poked her head out of the quilt and stared at her diary on the bedside table, thinking about it for a long time.
She picked up the pen and wrote the sentence after the sentence: "I am Yuzu." Who are you? ”