Chapter 158 Leaving the Desert Night Gate
Three days later, when Tian Yin and Su Yanxue were walking together on the road to the mouth of the Desert Night Valley, the two foxes and Luo Na had been following Su Yanxue and whispering in a low voice
"Lord Farousi, why did you take on the form of a human and always remain in the form of a beast?"
"It's more convenient."
Farusi replied as he raised his front paws and walked forward.
"Then Lord Bai Hua, don't you know how to turn into a human form yet?"
Rona, who had never seen Bai Hua transform into a human form, asked cautiously.
Hearing Rona's question, Farousi also looked at Bai Hua, speaking of which, I really haven't seen this guy transform into a human form.
"Don't call me an adult, in terms of age, Rona and I are younger than you, and it's not unusual that I can't take on a human form."
"Huh? Lord Bai Hua is younger than me? ”
After hearing this, Lona's eyes widened, and four big words were written on her eyes.
"Any questions?"
Bai Hua turned his head as he crawled forward.
At this moment, Farusi suddenly glanced back behind them
"How does it feel like something is following us?"
"Indeed."
Bai Hua also glanced back approvingly, then turned his head and said.
"Do you want to warn the master?"
Hearing the conversation between the two foxes, Rona looked worriedly at Su Yanxue Dao, who was walking in front.
"That's not necessary, there is no danger on that person's body, maybe, that person has something to say."
In this way, the two foxes did not give any warning until Su Yanxue and Tianyin came to the valley mouth.
And as Farusi expected, although he had been secretly following behind them, the person who had been waiting at the mouth of the valley while Su Yanxue and his party were not paying attention was Ruan Yan, who had come to find Su Yanxue before.
Ruan Yan stood in front of the Nine Desert Array at the door of the Moye Gate, she wore a purple veil, covering most of her face, revealing her charming eyes and the red tear mole.
Su Yanxue and Tianyin stopped almost at the same time
"Ruan Yan?"
"Senior Sister Ruan Yan?"
Hearing the voices of the two, Ruan Yan took back his gaze from looking at the sky, went straight over the sky, and turned to Su Yanxue
"Figured it out?"
Su Yanxue seemed to have expected that Ruan Yan would come to Tanikou to wait for her, and asked rhetorically without any surprise.
"Well, I figured it out."
"And what about the result?"
"Let me go with you."
Ruan Yan stared at Su Yanxue and said with a serious expression.
"I refuse ......"
Su Yanxue opened her mouth to refuse, but Ruan Yan raised her hand
"Until then, hear me out for the reason."
“…… All right. ”
Since Ruan Yan must listen to the reasons before making a decision, then this also means that the words of that day, Ruan Yan listened to it, thinking of this, Su Yanxue turned her head to look at Tianyin
"Tianyin, you go first, just send it here."
Tianyin is not a fool, when he saw Ruan Yan and Su Yanxue's attitude, he also knew that the two must have communicated with each other before, so he nodded
"Okay, as for Senior Sister Ruan's matter, I'll report it to the master."
"Hmm."
Su Yanxue nodded, and then walked towards Ruan Yan step by step, and behind her, the two foxes naturally wanted to follow, but Su Yanxue looked sideways slightly, and her eyes were cold
"Don't follow."
“……”
Farousi and Bai Hua retracted their claws in recognition and silently retreated.
Seeing that the two guys were really obedient and retreated, Su Yanxue approached Ruan Yan and said
"Say, the troublesome guy is gone."
"Su Yanxue, do you like Rong Qi?"
After hesitating for a long time, he didn't expect that Ruan Yan, who looked strong, just asked such a sentence, and Su Yanxue's eyes didn't move
"I don't like it."
"Then do you know that Senior Brother Rongqi admires you very much?"
"I don't know."
“…… Narong Qi ......"
This time, without waiting for Ruan Yan to finish speaking, Su Yanxue decisively interrupted Ruan Yan's words and said
"I hope you can ask questions that have nothing to do with Rong Qi today, Rong Qi and I are just one-sided friends, he appreciates me, this doesn't mean that he likes me like this, and I don't have any feelings for Rong Qi, Ruan Yan, you are not a fool, the person you like, if you don't take the initiative, you can't wait for the other party's initiative."
"Su Yanxue, you ...... Have you ever liked someone? ”
"Once, liked."
"And then?"
Ruan Yan looked at Su Yanxue, whose expression didn't seem to have changed, and asked eagerly.
"Later, we got together."
Su Yanxue lowered her eyes, spoke calmly, and answered Ruan Yan's question.
"And what about later?"
Ruan Yan looked at Su Yanxue and thought, a woman like Su Yanxue should be able to get satisfactory love easily, after all, she doesn't seem to lack anything.
"Later, he betrayed me. I, too, left him (out of that world). ”
Su Yanxue smiled and replied.
However, this was the saddest smile Ruan Yan had ever seen.
Obviously, she didn't shed a single tear, Mingming, her tone was so calm, Mingming, she didn't cry, she didn't be indignant, but when the corners of her eyes drooped, when the corners of her mouth hooked, that kind of sad emotion was more violent than crying and crazy.
"Su Yanxue, I'm sorry, I don't know."
She always thought that a woman like Su Yanxue, who was like an orchid and a cold plum, must be perfect, but when she asked these words in person today, Su Yanxue's smile back was much deeper and more unforgettable than any sad cry.
Ruan Yan couldn't help but want to reach out and hug Su Yanxue, but Su Yanxue gently pushed Ruan Yan away, and she said in a tone that couldn't be calmer
"Ruan Yan, you don't have to say sorry, because, you don't know."
"But...... Su Yanxue, I reminded you of those not-so-good things. ”
Ruan Yan was a little uncomfortable and withdrew the hand that was pushed away by Su Yanxue, and his face became a little flustered.
However, Su Yanxue still shook her head calmly
"Ruan Yan, I know that some of what you did before was not your intention, so I don't care about those things anymore. Today's things are the same, you don't have to say I'm sorry, because the person who hurt me once, the person who hurt me the most was not you, now, I should have been relieved, but it was my paranoia that I couldn't forget, all of this has nothing to do with you. ”
"Su Yanxue, you really said the saddest words in the calmest tone, those who have hurt you, including me, why do you have to let yourself go? What you should be waiting for is not your own relief, but their apology to you. ”
To Su Yanxue's surprise, Ruan Yan took off her veil and forcibly hugged Su Yanxue despite Su Yanxue's refusal.
After Ruan Yan finished speaking, he continued
"So, Su Yanxue, I'm sorry, not only today's events, but also all the things I have done before, I was deceived before to do such a ridiculous and wrong thing. Let me be with you, I want to make amends to you, I want to ask for your true forgiveness. ”
“……”
Su Yanxue, who was hugged by Ruan Yan, didn't know what to do for a while, she never thought that those who had hurt her would tell her that she was sorry.
She never thought that Ruan Yan, who looked so strong, would really bow her head in the face of her tough attitude.
She thought that she was used to being hurt, she thought that she was really a cold-blooded person, but now, after Ruan Yan's words, she wanted to try to believe what Ruan Yan said.
And the people who once said these things to her, one is Qinghe, and the other is Lu Qianyun.
However, one, left in that world that she could never return to, was left by her so-called love, and the other, was hurt by the unreserved trust she paid.
Does she really deserve to be sorry for? In other words, can she really have her own small family like ordinary people, have a lover who looks good, and have a good friend Jin Lan?
She thought that she would not have it again, but in the face of Ruan Yan's words, Su Yanxue thought, maybe, she would still have it.
One day, even if she can't do anything, there will be people around her who are willing to be by her side and willingly, and one day, she has no use value, and there will be people around her who take the initiative to stay by her side without any return. One day, she lost all tears and smiles, and there will be people around her who stick to her and have no regrets.
"Death snow, listen to me, although I don't know why you are so sad, and I don't know what happened to you before, but now, I know, I want to comfort you. Su Yanxue, thank you for forgiving me for my stupidity before, I am waiting for your arrival today, not only to leave the Moyemen with you, but also to go out to the world outside the Moyemen to have a good look, I, Ruan Yan, have never been willing to be a frog at the bottom of the well. ”
Ruan Yan...... I know you want to go outside, but you are different from me, Moyemen, after all, it is not a place that belongs to me, but this is a place that can belong to you, and the outside world is when you really need to go out of Moyemen, not now, so, Ruan Yan, please let me leave alone. ”
"That'...... Su Yanxue, how about we make an agreement? ”
"What agreement?"
"When I go out of the Desert Night Gate in the future, can you be my friend?"
"Well, I'll definitely give an answer then."
Su Yanxue looked at Ruan Yan's eyes and nodded very seriously.
"That'...... Su Yanxue, do you have anything you want to stay in Moyemen? ”
"Sister Lan, are you familiar?"
"It's not a bad relationship."
"Then help me bring a message to Lan Wan, the answer, in my house."
After speaking, Su Yanxue took a step back, and then raised her hand in a dashing manner
"Goodbye, Nightgate."