38 For him to live

"No, it's not because you look like someone." Su Yue's voice sounded from behind the two of them, and he didn't know when he followed the two of them.

Twilight looked back in surprise and looked at Su Yue under the street lamp, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Su Yue walked up to her: "You are you, never a substitute for anyone." Last time, I exaggerated, I'm sorry. ”

Twilight didn't expect Su Yue, who had always been cold, to apologize to herself very sincerely at this moment, especially the sentence "You are you, not a substitute for anyone." ”

Xiao Rusheng stabbed Twilight Star with his elbow, and Twilight Star reacted and said awkwardly: "No, I am also wrong, and I should apologize, but I have never been able to find a step...... Su Yue, thank you for thinking so much about me. ”

Xiao Rusheng looked at the two people who were still motionless, and pulled one in one hand: "Isn't it good now, because an outsider is angry, is it worth it?" Time is so precious, how can it be used to get angry? ”

Twilight used to feel miserable, having been working as a guinea pig in the lab for as long as he could remember, but now he feels lucky to be able to meet Su Yue and Xiao Rusheng, two people who have no blood relationship with him, who can treat themselves so sincerely, even if it is short, this life is worth it.

Life has returned to normal and dull, Xiao Rusheng studies various recipes at home every day, Su Yue goes to work in the hospital every day, and occasionally takes on one or two tasks, and Twilight Star relies on Ye Li's side every day, in order not to pay liquidated damages, he plays games live every week when Ye Li is filming.

That night, the group chat of the game team that had been silent for a long time suddenly became lively.

Runaway dog (auxiliary): Tiezi, we've been very estranged lately, what are you all busy with, just play a game together when the big star occasionally broadcasts live, how long has it been since you made an appointment??

A Firefly (shooter): I'm in country H now, it's the end of the year, Christmas and New Year's Eve, I'm very busy, okay, do you have anything to buy?

Potatoes are not beans (Mage): Don't you say that I forgot that you are a generation gap, I fancy a lip gloss from Grandma's family, can you help me see if it is in stock?

A Firefly (Archer): Yes, the color number is coming.

Runaway Dog (Auxiliary): What for? Do business in the group? You two have a private chat! This December is full of little couples, let's live as a single dog! About, right? Let's make an appointment????

There was silence in the group, and no one replied to him, Twilight Star slumped on the sofa and looked at the chat logs, thinking that these people were also one of his few friends, or he would go out to say goodbye, and when he passed away quietly, these people should also miss themselves.

Got it: Okay, where is it?

Runaway Dog (Auxiliary): Ahh Big Star!! If it weren't for the occasional live streaming and playing games together, I would have thought you were missing!

Potatoes are not beans (mage): what has the stars been busy with lately? I haven't contacted us except for playing games, and Weibo is not often posted.

Got it: I'm in love

Runaway Dog (Auxiliary): Falling in Love?!?!? Say okay to be single together to permanent! But you're secretly flirting with men behind our backs?? No way! This round you please!

Potatoes Are Not Beans (Mage): Really? That doesn't seem to be an option.

A Firefly (shooter): Take off the single treat, the rules of the rivers and lakes, give face, wait for me to go back, I will be back in two days.

Great White Africa (Warrior): +1

Runaway Dog (Auxiliary): Oops? Warrior? Do you think of us? How many of us are in four rows, where have you gone?

Know: Okay, you can decide the time and place, just notify me

While the few of them were still discussing, Twilight put down his phone and looked at his watch, it was twelve o'clock.

Su Yue took a task, this will not come back yet, Xiao Rusheng and Twilight Star are waiting for him in the living room.

"It's snowing!" Xiao Rusheng looked at the small snowflakes fluttering outside the window, opened the door and ran to the balcony, a chill hit, tightened his neckline, and said happily, "Twilight, look, it's snowing!" ”

Twilight Star also ran to the balcony, and although he was wearing thick pajamas, he still curled up in a ball, "It's so cold! It's snowing...... It's so beautiful. ”

Xiao Rusheng listened to Twilight Star's tone very depressed, and took her shoulder: "Twilight Star......"

Twilight pushed him away, turning his face away, "Don't look at me like that!" I'm not dead yet! With that, he turned around and went back to the living room.

"Phew! What to say! Xiao Rusheng followed her, closed the balcony door, and the warmth in the living room traveled all over his body, "Hey, how are you and your boyfriend doing?" ”

"Very good, step by step according to my plan." Twilight snuggled into the couch.

Xiao Rusheng sat next to her: "Twilight, Su Yue has an idea, although it is a little dangerous, but ...... It's also a way to do it. ”

"What are you talking about?" Twilight was puzzled.

"Regarding your body, there is a good saying, the bell must be tied to the bell, Su Yue thought, maybe find the laboratory where you were imprisoned back then, maybe you can find a solution......" Xiao Rusheng said cautiously, observing the change in Twilight's expression.

Sure enough, as soon as she heard about the lab, Twilightstar's face immediately changed and she didn't answer. Xiao Rusheng continued: "You also want to survive, right, I can see that you are in love with that kid, you don't want to ...... with him"

"Xiao Rusheng, that place is a nightmare for me, a place where I tried my best to escape, I would rather meet death than go back. Besides, if you can't get out, whether you can save me or not, it's uncertain. Twilight Star's expression was solemn, and his tone was cold, something Xiao Rusheng hadn't seen for a long time.

"Okay, that's just an idea." Xiao Rusheng said soothingly.

Twilight smiled at the corners of her lips, "I know you're thinking about me, and I've come to terms with this reality. ”

"What about you...... Ever wanted to live for him? ”

"Something you knew before you were with him, didn't you? And not being with him in itself is to fulfill my wishes...... Besides, how can one person live because of another? It's much harder than dying. ”

Twilight didn't notice Xiao Rusheng's unusual look, and after a while, Xiao Rusheng said softly: "In this world, some people have experienced a lot of hardships and feel that life is extremely difficult, but when that person appears, you will find that leaving him is the most painful thing. Even if the world is difficult, I am willing to live for him. "Besides, I have never loved the world......

Twilight looked at Xiao Rusheng, who was usually a hanger, looking so serious at the moment, and asked curiously, "I never asked about the story between you and Su Yue, and you didn't take the initiative to mention it...... What's the story? ”

What kind of story can make a person who has experienced the suffering of the world feel that life is torture to live for the sake of another person......

Xiao Rusheng took a deep breath, returned to normal, and pinched her face: "If you survive, I'll tell you!" ”

Twilight slapped his hand away, and was about to say something, when Xiao Rusheng shouted and held his hand: "Twilight! You don't know what your strength is! ”

"You talk nonsense! I didn't even push hard! Come less! ”