XXXI. Stories Buried in Memory

The girl's fingertips trembled.

Qi Nan sighed helplessly, took her mobile phone, pressed the power button, pressed her temple with one hand, poked her head over and leaned on her shoulder, and then pulled her hand and snorted lightly.

"Don't look at it, I said I don't care anymore, and you want to know what to ask me, don't look around, they don't know anything."

Zhen Di looked up from the screen of his mobile phone blankly, "They said you went through the back door, said you didn't pay attention to the game, they talked nonsense." ”

"Okay, I'm fine, you wronged me first."

"There was another person who said just now that he was a fan of yours before, but now he thinks that what the trolls said makes sense, and his will is too unfirm."

Qi Nan took out her phone from her hand and said with a light smile.

"Sports competition is different from other stages, it doesn't have to think about how to please the fans, it just needs to enjoy the game, win the game, and work hard if you lose, and ...... I'm also half a public figure, handsome, if no one really cares, you should be wronged. ”

"Of course, there are also some people who think that fans are important, after all, sports stars are also stars, and it is understandable for the public to think so, but even the athletes themselves think so, which is bad."

"I want someone to cheer, but I'm not afraid to go alone, that's what I think with intelligence."

Zhen Di looked at Qi Nan's eyes, and at this moment, Qi Nan, who was reasoning with herself, had an indescribable softness on her face.

"Qi Nan."

"Huh?"

“...... Can you say something I understand? ”

There was a moment of stiffness on Qi Nanyun's breezy face, and he was sure that the girl did not light up the taunting skill but asked sincerely, raised her eyebrows and was about to speak, but her arms sank suddenly, and there was a soft creature in an instant.

Zhen Di's muffled voice came.

"What's wrong with you? What happened to you three years ago, didn't you say let me ask you, I ask now. ”

Qi Nan lowered his eyes, his palm climbed on the shoulder of the girl in his arms, there was no imaginary touch through the sweater, as if he was not satisfied, he moved his palm up, and his index finger bent and rubbed the little girl's face, and then suddenly found that he seemed to be really a little perverted.

Unable to get an answer, Zhen Di's face was itchy, grabbed his fingers with one hand, and raised his head angrily.

Big eyes are foggy.

"I'm sorry for you...... Curious about everything. ”

Qi Nan sighed and glanced at the electronic clock hanging in the store, the time showed five o'clock in the afternoon on Friday, which was almost the usual agreed time.

"Let's go."

"Where are you going?"

"To unravel the doubts of the century for curious cats."

Half an hour's drive, there are fewer and fewer shops in the surrounding shopping malls, and there are more evergreen pine trees in all seasons, Qi Nan took her hand and walked for a while, turning an uphill slope is a storefront that can not see any signs, pushing the door, the wind chimes at the door made a crisp and pleasant collision sound, the air flow when opening the door drove the green plants in the house, the flowers and grass leaves swayed with it, and the sunset outside the window penetrated obliquely, and the atmosphere was just right.

As soon as Zhen Di's bright eyes moved away from the unknown flowers in winter, she saw a young man walk out.

"You're late today, I'll be back later—who is this?"

The young man's gaze fell on Zhen Di, and the gold-rimmed glasses seemed to flash a white light, and this familiar feeling made Zhen Di suddenly feel that he had seen him somewhere.

"My girlfriend, Zhen Di."

Zhen Di was scrunched by the scrutiny, but Qi Nan admitted the atmosphere, naturally he didn't want to look like he had just dated, he took off his coat and put it on the coat rack on the side casually, and at the same time took off his chin and nodded at the man.

"It's bitter cold, my psychiatrist."

As a qualified psychiatrist, Yan Han did not miss the imperceptible unnaturalness in Qi Nan's mouth, he tilted his head and looked at Zhen Di with interest, the latter looked at him blankly, tsk, this girl looks a little familiar.

"I remember, I saw you once at the Youth Games."

Zhen Di looked confused, and only after half a beat did he suddenly realize that Yan Han was the eye-catching elite man who left with Qi Nan outside the lounge, and it turned out to be a psychiatrist......

"Alright, don't show off your memory here."

Qi Nan couldn't see Yan Han's familiar appearance, knowing that Zhen Di's IQ could be sold by this cunning master of foolery every minute, he hung up Zhen Di's coat with his backhand, and then pressed her on the sofa in Yan Han's eye-opening and exaggerated acting skills, bent over and said.

"You can play here for a while, and there's a cat here in the bitter cold."

As if telling her daughter, she shook her head when she saw it.

"Okay, I'm very safe here, don't grind, I said I have something to do at night, hurry up and treat you, hurry up and leave."

The attending doctor was angry, and Zhen Di silently swallowed it back into his stomach no matter how big his doubts were, and caught a glimpse of a small black fluffy thing coming out of the table in the afterglow, and his attention was immediately taken away.

Looking at the delirious Zhen Di, Qi Nan felt that his intimacy had been fed to the dog......

When the two of them came out from the cold night, it was already full of stars, and the night temperature dropped again, and the coat that Qi Nan hadn't put on before it fell on Zhen Di's shoulders, and the thick coat that was several sizes bigger buried her in it in an instant, leaving only a small head that Qi Nan held in front of his chest.

Yan Han turned off the lights and locked the door of the studio, sat in his car, the low beam was on, illuminating the road in front of the car, the piano music in the carriage flowed slowly, and the melody of the ding dong carried the self-restraint of the king of musical instruments, cold and moving, like Qi Nan.

The first time I met Qi Nan was at the famous Institute of Clinical Psychology in Kyoto, where his mentor personally introduced a patient to him and told him to take care of himself.

It was a boy who had just come of age, got rid of his childishness early, and had a depth and composure beyond his age.

He was surrounded by his parents and his coach, a boy named Qi Nan, who had already passed the examination and was a national first-class swimmer.

In line with the attitude of being responsible for the patient, he went home and collected the boy's information through various channels, looking at the full pursuit and praise on the Internet, Yan Han had to exclaim - this is a genius!

Qi Nan is so young, he has already broken a number of domestic swimming records, professionally, there is no shortcoming at all, Yan Han can already predict that in a few years, when the peak of his physical strength comes, what kind of amazing results will be achieved.

However, overnight, the swimming rookie missed out on a crucial final at a crucial moment and missed the chance to be selected for the national team this year - he did not dare to go into the water.

What caused Qi Nan's psychological disorder was an accident.

An accident that had nothing to do with him.

The last summer vacation of high school accompanied by the chirping of cicadas, the admission letters of first-class universities, the riverside park where the laughter and laughter are unbridled, and the little girl who accidentally falls into the water, the young mother who cries in grief, the restless but timid crowd of onlookers—and the slender figure who rushes out of the crowd and jumps into the water.

The most unacceptable thing is that he was exhausted but finally unable to do anything, he could only feel the gradually cold body of the little girl in his arms, and she was carried into the ambulance, but he never opened his eyes that were not deep in the world.

Shanghai's riverside park has been restricted for half a year because of this incident, because the riverbank has fallen into disrepair, and the riverbed is full of tangled aquatic weeds, and the garbage that has been thrown in by the crowd for years and sank to the bottom - at the critical moment, it tripped Qi Nan and the little girl's ankles, and cut a few centimeters of scars on his feet.

The safety hazard is gone, and the scars are healed.

But this scar remained on the boy's heart forever, so that every time the water in the pool passed his ears, he could hear the little girl's weak cry, and every time the water passed through his eyes, it seemed that he could still see the desperate and ignorant look on her little face, and this scar on his heart made him afraid of training for a while—

Fear is Yan Han's diagnosis as a psychiatrist, if it weren't for understanding, Yan Han wouldn't be able to see anything wrong with this teenager at all, he was always faint, no panic, no anxiety, cooperated with the treatment, but seemed to be full of care.

Proud and tsundere child.

The street lights flashed quickly outside the car, and the cold hit the steering wheel, and I couldn't help but chuckle.

"Ever since that incident, I've never heard anyone call me a genius."

Qi Nan's tone was seven points indifferent and three points self-deprecating.

Under the street lamp, the figures of the two were stretched for a long time.

Zhen Di hung her head, listening to him say these things in her heart in a normal tone, and she couldn't imagine that the reason why he had always consciously reduced his training was this, and ...... Unexpectedly, no one knows.

Zhen Di's nose was sour, she wanted to comfort him, wanted to hug him, wanted to lie in his ear and say that she would always be with him, but when the words came to her mouth, she felt ...... blasphemed him.

He has always been strong and strong alone.

Qi Nan lowered his head and looked at the sparkling eyes that had just been washed with water, and wanted to say something, but finally turned into a chuckle.

"What are you going to do tomorrow Saturday?"

"Huh?"

The topic jumped too quickly, and Zhen Di looked confused.

"Do you have time?"

“...... I want to read professional books, watch swimming tutorials, and bring food to Da Zhan and Dong Dong every day......"

“...... What about other than these? ”

"Looks like it's fine."

"I'll be waiting for you downstairs in your bedroom at eight o'clock."

Zhen Di's eyes widened and she looked up at him slightly.

"What are you doing?"

“...... Appointment. ”

may have finally said the words that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, Qi Nan's tone was a little more brisk, and he touched her head like touching a kitten.

Zhen Di moved slightly, grunting in protest.

"Hey, I'm not a kitten."

"Of course I do...... How could I possibly go and kiss a cat. ”

Hey?

Before the girl could react, he leaned down and grabbed her lips.