Chapter 192: Do You Want to Go to Heaven?
"What are you talking about, sister!" Yan Ruxin snorted, but didn't see the melancholy in Yan Jiaxin's eyes.
Yan Ruxin is one of the few people she has seen in this time and space who lives a simple and simple life. It is not contaminated by those worldly things, and it is pure like a clear lotus that comes out of the mud and is not stained, which is a beautiful existence. She hoped she could keep it that way forever.
It's just that I don't know when it started, and everything is no longer what it used to be.
When she arrived at Shen, she heard that Yun Mengchen was still left in the dining room by her father to talk, and she didn't even go to the study. The two of them pushed everyone back, locked inside, not knowing what they were talking about for so long. When Yan Jiaxin came from the room, she still saw the closed door of the dining room from afar. She and Yan Ruxin glanced at each other and quickened their pace.
When she came to the door of the dining room, she was thinking about what reason to use to call the people inside, when the door was opened from the inside. Yan Jiaxin raised her eyes and collided with Yun Mengchen, his starry eyes had obvious fluctuations, Yan Jiaxin looked at her father's face beside him. It was a little more relaxed than before, and she couldn't help but secretly breathe a sigh of relief.
The person who opened the door was Yun Mengchen, he didn't expect Yan Jiaxin to stand outside waiting for him, and he was still wearing... Dressed so strangely, he was a little stunned for a while. She is on the thin side, and her clothes always give people a small and delicate feeling. But the one she is wearing at the moment is completely different from her previous style!
Bright red is the color of the wedding dress she wore on the day she got married, and she was as moving as she is today. It's just a pity that after that, this kind of clothing with a red lining and a base was rarely worn by her, and she was never even seen to cut it.
The off-white top is delicately embellished with red trimming, and the body and skirt are designed with a rare corset, which is very particular about the fat and thin of the body.
Yun Mengchen couldn't help but look at the person in front of her again, and the slender waist that was not easy to hold was displayed appropriately by the clothes designed by the corset, adding a bit of charm like flowers to her beauty.
Yun Mengchen sighed in her heart, came back to her senses, and commanded Qi Xiao, then walked towards Yan Jiaxin with long legs, took the robe handed over by Qi Xiao and put it on her, and there was a faint displeasure in her tone: "Why did you come out dressed like this?" He wrapped her tightly in his robe, leaving only one head outside.
Yun Mengchen tried her best to endure it, so she didn't pull off the ornaments on her head. Damn, this girl dressed like this and forgot that she was married!
The air was suddenly silent....
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His words and actions made several people embarrassed. Yan Jiaxin's little face was flushed. Yan Ruzhi coughed lightly and looked away, Yan Ruxin thought that Yun Mengchen was angry when she saw that Yan Jiaxin's clothes she cut were not good-looking, and the whole person was panicked and didn't dare to come out.
"Hehe, that daddy, are you all done talking about it?" Yan Jiaxin opened her mouth to break this silent picture.
Yan Ruzhi glanced at Yun Mengchen, and then said to Yan Jiaxin: "Daddy has something to ask you, you follow me to the study." He looked at her in a tone that looked like she was angry.
Yan Jiaxin glanced at Yun Mengchen suspiciously, but saw him smile at her lightly, caress her head, and make a 'go' mouth shape for her.
Yan Jiaxin arrived at the study, Yan Ruzhi restrained some of her anger, and said helplessly: "How about it, during this time, have you suffered a little outside and hit the south wall?"
"Daddy is scared? But my daughter thinks that those experiences are quite memorable and can also make people grow. ”
"You!" Yan Ruzhi finally softened his tone, and nodded Yan Jiaxin's forehead angrily: "Daddy doesn't need you to grow up, as long as you are safe, even if you stay by Daddy's side for a lifetime, Daddy will support you, huh?"
Yan Jiaxin took his arm and leaned her head on his shoulder: "My daughter knows my father's worries, but now that I have entered King Chen's Mansion, my daughter wants to go by herself after that."
"Walk on your own? How are you going to go, how are you going to go? Do you still want to get involved in the government of Yongling Kingdom?! Seeing Yan Jiaxin raise her head and look at him innocently, Yan Ruzhi's words also became serious: "What, is Daddy wrong?" You are a little daughter of Yanfu, what kind of copywriting is it, what are you doing with those business things, do you still want to go to heaven! ”
“...... I" Yan Jiaxin couldn't say a word of explanation, after all, all the things he said were all things she had done intentionally or unintentionally. Since ancient times, she understands that women can't interfere in politics, so she accepted Yan Ruzhi's precepts. Because she knew that he said it out of concern and consideration for her.
"What am I, do you still think that you are better than those ministers? I don't know why I caused the murder to dare to come out indiscriminately, do you think your life is too long? Do you still want to kill your daddy? ”
"Daddy, my daughter didn't mean it, I did it all suddenly, and I had to do it as a last resort. Besides, didn't I say no to them all? Yan Jiaxin was also aggrieved, but she didn't say it.
"If you refuse, you should keep to yourself, and if you shouldn't be involved, don't go!" Although Yan Ruzhi's tone was still very cold and hard, his attitude was obviously a little better than just now.
"Knowing Daddy, you are in good health, let him pass these past things, don't think about it, my daughter will pay attention to it in the future."
"Okay, let's not talk about the previous ones for the time being, let's talk about the future now." Seeing that she was silent, Yan Ruzhi continued: "I have already proposed to King Chen that you should leave or ask him to give you a letter of resignation." He looked at her fixedly.
Yan Jiaxin raised her head in surprise, not knowing whether she was shocked by the news or what, she was stunned for a while and didn't say anything. She never thought that when she came back this time, Yan Ruzhi would make a decision for her so straightforwardly, and she endured the discomfort in her heart, and she muttered: "What about him, what does His Royal Highness King Chen say?"
Compared with the strange feeling in her heart, she seemed to care more about what Yun Mengchen said at the moment? His answer was whether he should give up or refuse, and she didn't know the answer to this question at all. Obviously, I wanted to stay away from him before, but now why do I care so much about this answer...
Yan Ruzhi didn't answer her, but asked her a question: "Daddy wants to know what you think."
What does she think? Yan Jiaxin was in a trance, she hadn't thought about this problem, but now she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart. obviously wanted to go back, but in the end, every time she reacted, she was out of her control, and she was also very conflicted and entangled.
"Father thinks I should be reconciled with him?"
Seeing her hesitation, Yan Ruzhi already understood a little in his heart, and he was still making the final test: "Do you like him?"
For his question, Yan Jiaxin answered him without the slightest pause: "Yes, but Daddy, me"
"Alright, I know, you go." Yan Ruzhi closed his eyes when he heard this answer and stopped looking at her.
Yan Jiaxin's sentence 'I will be reconciled with him, but not now' was blocked in her throat and she didn't have a chance to say it. She looked at Yan Ruzhi with a sad face, her lips opened, and after all, she didn't say anything more, and left the study directly.
As she passed through the garden, Yan Jiaxin sat down by the flower bed. Looking at this green brick compound, everything here has nothing to do with her after all, it's like a dream, no matter what the final outcome is, she still has to be awake in the end, isn't it?
But her heart was already aching uncontrollably, and she could no longer be as free and easy as before. As long as she thought of leaving, leaving everything here and leaving selfishly, she didn't know what to do, how to keep herself from being so uncomfortable!
Raising her head and closing her eyes to prevent tears from flowing out, Yan Jiaxin quietly listened to the faint sound of the wind and the occasional chirping of birds flying by.
"When will you be able to hear the voice of your heart?"
A magnetic deep voice sounded, and Yan Jiaxin felt that her head was wrapped in something. When she opened her eyes, she saw that Yun Mengchen had put on her hat with a fur, and her slender hands were holding her face.
Seeing the misty look of her eyes when she opened her eyes, Yun Mengchen's voice rose a little, and she issued a monosyllabic with a thick question: "Huh?"
Yan Jiaxin sniffed and didn't let herself speak with a serious nasal voice before saying, "Why are you here?" Looking for me? ”
Hearing that something was wrong in her voice, Yun Mengchen's eyebrows moved, and she quickly returned to normal: "Here, who else can you find if this king doesn't look for you?" It's you, didn't my father talk to you, why did you come here and sit? ”
"After talking, just, passing by here, I feel like I haven't been back for a long time, and I want to sit quietly alone for a while." Afraid that he would say something and ask something, Yan Jiaxin stood up: "Since you are here, then let's go."
She tried her best to behave the same as before, but in fact, her heart, which had finally calmed down, was completely disrupted the moment he appeared.
"Girl." Yun Mengchen grabbed her who was about to leave: "Don't you have anything you want to say to me?" There was a hint of disappointment and sadness in his eyes, in short, it was a bit complicated and difficult to understand.
"I... I don't have anything to say to you, should I say anything to you? Yan Jiaxin noticed the sudden increase in force on her wrist, and she looked at her with a smile for a moment, without showing the slightest abnormality.