Chapter 50: Even though it was difficult, I made a choice

My mother's words were like a reassuring pill and an analgesic, and after listening to it, I felt empowered, completely getting rid of the guilt and self-blame mentality just now. I earnestly assured her: "I know Mom, I will study hard and strive to make greater contributions to the motherland." ”

Seeing that I had been completely convinced, my mother added, "While there is still a week left, you can go to the ambulance team to help for a few more days, and then ask Uncle Shen to find another assistant." Then find time to talk to February, although she has a physical disability, it does not affect her to study and go to school. Returning to class earlier and among her classmates also helped her regain her self-confidence. Also, although it is difficult to buy foreign products now, I have found a way with my former classmate and have found a wheelchair for her. ”

My mother was really thoughtful, and when I heard her words, I was relieved of the burden on my heart these days. Finally, I solemnly promised her, "Okay, just do as you say." When she is in a good mood one day, I will go to enlighten her. ”

My mother was afraid that I would encounter danger again on the road, so she insisted on sending me off. She learned from the experience of the previous time, and waited until the car started before reluctantly leaving.

As the saying goes, "Once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of the well rope". I didn't agree with these old sayings, and I always thought that it was those who were not confident in the future who were afraid of wolves and tigers. But now, I'm one of them. As soon as I got in the car, I felt like I was in a strange atmosphere. Everyone around looks weird and ill-intentioned, and it can be described as a rumor and a soldier.

The woman in the velvet cheongsam sitting in the back row, with an inexplicable shape bulging out of the cloth bag in her hand, it is not sure to be a pistol; The bald old man sitting across from him had been reading the newspaper intently. But more than half an hour has passed since he got into the car, and the newspaper in his hand has not turned the page at all; and the helpful clerk of the foreign bank, at first glance he was a talented and gentle person, but the problem was that his profession could not carry such a large briefcase, and he did not know what to put in it, and he was so pressed that his back was almost straight; Of course, the strangest thing is the woman with the child, she looks five big and three thick, and she can't find a trace of bright spots in her facial features, but the child around her is cute like a porcelain doll, and now this porcelain doll is wearing tattered clothes, and the eyes that look at this woman are full of fear, and there is no sense of closeness......

The more I doubted, the more I felt that the person in front of me had a hateful face, and I had to clench the duffel bag in my hand so tightly that even my palms were oozing sweat. However, although the world is chaotic, it is not so sinister as it is. I was frightened all the way, but I still arrived at the ambulance team station safely.

When Head Jin saw me, he was as happy as if he had found a separated relative who had been missing for many years: "Xiao Zhu, if you don't come back, I will go to your house to look for you." You see that you have only been gone for a few days, and the group has become a pot of porridge, and it really can't be done without you. ”

I made a majestic look: "Captain, you don't need to put a high hat on me, aren't I coming back, if you have something to say." ”

This person really can't be too sincere. Because you are sincere, others will follow the pole. Regiment Commander Jin really grinned and said with a smile: "It's not because there are not enough people in the regiment these days, and the battle is really miserable, and several nurses are tired." Now that you're back, can you work hard for them and share the workload. ”

I was poked by his slightly contrived appearance: "I came back to work, why do you look embarrassed." I'll just go and get busy with nothing. ”

Seeing Shen Zhongping again this time surprised me very much. Maybe it was because of getting along day and night, but I just felt that he felt more tired, and he no longer couldn't see his age as he used to. When I saw him this time, I realized that he had so many white hairs, and if I pulled out three hairs, one of them was white. Originally, he was a real white-faced scholar, but these days have dimmed a lot, and he is a little haggard.

As soon as I felt sad in my heart, my throat choked a little. I had prepared a belly of manuscripts and wanted to say goodbye to him, but now the words came to my lips but I couldn't say it. I silently turned around, changed into the clothes I had for the operation, and carefully cleaned and disinfected. At this time, no amount of talk is better than seriously accompanying him to complete an operation.

The first time I saw this wounded man today, my heart involuntarily tightened. It was a child, with a kind face and a little man who had not yet developed, no more than sixteen years old. I know the rules of recruitment, and children of his grade are generally not recruited, unless he has some special talents. In other words, the kid in front of him is in some ways stronger than the average adult soldier. His most serious injuries were on the top of his head. A bomb exploded near him, and a large part of his scalp was shaved off by the shrapnel that was splashed around by the shock wave, and a small piece of shrapnel was stuck in the wound on the top of his head, because it was so deep that blood flowed everywhere, and the wounded's consciousness was a little unclear.

Shen Zhongping looked at the condition of the wounded, and immediately decided to prepare for immediate surgery, and this moment happened to be the time when I rushed back to the ambulance team.

I carefully shaved the wounded's hair, which would ensure hygiene and reduce the chance of infection in the wound. Second, it can also make it easier for the surgeon to perform the operation. Decades later, when medical technology advanced to a very advanced stage, doctors performed surgeries with the help of sophisticated electronic equipment, and the success rate of such surgeries reached a high level. However, in the thirties and forties, in the field hospitals, doctors used traditional scalpels to perform operations, sometimes accompanied by the threat of Japanese bombers and the difficulty of the shortage of medicines and plasma.

There wasn't much I could do for Shen Zhongping, except for handing him a scalpel when he needed it, and sometimes I had to carefully wipe off the sweat that was about to drip for him. The facility environment of a field hospital is not comparable to that of a regular hospital, and performing surgery in such an environment is also a huge test of the doctor's physical strength and willpower.

Fortunately, his technique was so good that it took less than an hour to clean up all the debris, clean up the blood in the skull, and carefully complete the wound sutures. Throughout the whole process of surgery, it is really seamless and smooth.