The child's eyes were full of red blood, and he was obviously seriously overdrawn, so he smiled at Tian Sijia forcibly: "I'm just passing by after work." ”

Tian Sijia felt that her nose was a little sour, and she tried to take back all the distress and discomfort in her heart.

"Jiang Yichen, don't be like this." Tian Sijia said: "You are like this, which makes me feel very burdened. I've already said I'm going to break up. ”

"You really want to break up, you really don't want to be together, I won't force you, but I want to know why." The child's eyes were persistent: "You participated in a class reunion and that's it." You tell me, are you because of Jiangbei, or because of my mother? ”

The child's gaze was blazing like a fire, making Tian Sijia almost powerless, she glanced away, pretended not to care and said, "Is there a difference?" I don't want to be with you anymore, where is the need for any reason? It's just tired of it, can't it? ”

After Tian Sijia finished speaking, she sneered coldly, she felt like the villain in the TV series.

"Isn't it just that you've been dating online for a while, Jiang Yichen, as for making you forget?"

"It's not."

"What not?"

"It's not online dating." The child lowered his head and stared at Tian Sijia for a moment, with a sea-like affection in his eyes: "I knew you before that." ”

After a prompt from the child, Tian Sijia discovered the secret of the child's screen name.

She was so shocked.

"How so? Until then? When? ”

"Eight years ago."

"Eight years ago?" Tian Sijia frowned: "How is it possible, you were only 14 years old at that time......"

Tian Sijia said, and suddenly remembered some fragments from eight years ago in his mind. At that time, in Mr. Shen's office, there was indeed a boy who took a nap on Mr. Shen's recliner, and later he showed her the wrong way......

It's just a one-sided relationship, she has long forgotten it, who would have thought that the boy of the year would appear in her life again in this way?

Tian Sijia raised her head in disbelief and looked at the young man in front of her.

It turned out that the boy, he had grown so big.

"Don't you tell me that you fell in love with me at first sight?" Tian Sijia's eyes widened, and she still couldn't believe it.

Seeing that Tian Sijia didn't believe it, the child laughed at himself and asked, "What if I say 'yes'?" ”

Tian Sijia felt that all this was ridiculous, and she didn't dare to write it like this, so it happened to her.

She still couldn't believe it, and asked him reluctantly: "Then tell me, why did you fall in love with me at first sight?" Jiang Yichen, what is there in me that is worthy of your love at first sight? ”

How ordinary Tian Sijia is, she herself knows best. Love at first sight happened to her? How is that possible?

For a long time, the child remained motionless, and his expression did not change much.

"I can't tell."

Tian Sijia was a little disappointed, but all this was expected.

"Look, I'll just say, how is that possible?"

"Have you thought about it? If I can explain this sensibly, then why don't I rationally change someone to like it. The child said, suddenly smiling self-deprecatingly: "At least, it won't be as hard as it is now." ”

"Tian Sijia, love is love, there is no reason."

The children's expressions are so sincere. He couldn't explain why he loved her, but he loved her with practical actions.

What is love? Love is unreasonable, it is illogical, it is losing its mind, it is fighting for this life.

It's the child Aida Sijia.

Tian Sijia's eyes were a little red. What flashed in my mind were the point-to-point words in the private message, and Mr. Shen's pleading expression.

Tian Sijia clenched her fists tightly, and for a long time, she just said ruthlessly: "The little boys I dated before you were all good to get together and disperse, why are you the only one, entangled?" Why don't I compensate you with money? I really didn't expect you to be a virgin. ”

Tian Sijia's words can hurt the children as much as they can backlash. He hurts, and she can't escape it.

That day, the child angrily flicked his sleeves and left, and went to the hospital that night.

He drank too much and was hospitalized with stomach bleeding.

Tian Sijia drank with the children, and knew that he drank a lot, but he didn't expect that with his alcohol consumption, he could still drink until his stomach bleeds, how much did he drink?

Tian Sijia only found out about this incident the next morning. The child's manager, a friend of Tian Sijia's college roommate, called her, and as soon as she got through, she sighed: "You go to the hospital to see him." He begged me to give you a call. Hey, I didn't expect that. ”

“……”

After hesitating for three or four hours, Tian Sijia finally went to the hospital.

Before going to the hospital, she went to the snack street of the children's university to queue up to buy a pot helmet, and carried a bowl of lo noodles, which is the children's favorite food. It's a shabby gift, but it's the best gift she can think of.

Before entering the ward, as soon as she walked to the inpatient department, Tian Sijia met Teacher Shen with a tired face.

Seeing Tian Sijia, Teacher Shen had a ghostly expression.

"Why are you here?" Teacher Shen's tone was reproachful, even a little angry.

"I ......"

Teacher Shen interrupted Tian Sijia: "Tian Sijia, the teacher begs you, you go back." ”

As soon as the words fell, Teacher Shen couldn't help sobbing: "My son is not out of the country, he can't study, and he has started to drink heavily, he is about to be ruined by you, let him go, please, Tian Sijia, please." ”

Tian Sijia didn't expect that one day, her own existence would be so troublesome.

"Tian Sijia, you promise the teacher, don't go up to stimulate him again, okay? The teacher only has such a son, and he really can't afford to lose him. Please, let him go. ”

The more Teacher Shen spoke, the more excited he became, and the tears became more and more, which made Tian Sijia feel ashamed.

Tian Sijia's eyes were red, and she was carrying a pot helmet and lo mein in her hands, feeling as if she was the biggest joke in the world.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Shen, I'm really sorry." Tian Sijia sniffed, and finally collapsed: "I'll go back, I won't go up, I really won't go." ”

Tian Sijia squatted on the side of the road, struggling to eat lo noodles and pot helmets. The cold noodles and pot helmet baked cakes have completely lost their deliciousness as food, and she still eats them one bite at a time, like chewing wax.

Watching the cars and cars on the road, the flow of people is weaving, and I keep thinking about the scene when the children took her to the snack street.

They were fine then.

Tian Sijia graduated from the best comprehensive university in the local area, and she gave her a hand in the college entrance examination that year, and she played extraordinarily, became roommates with Lu Jiayi, and worked together in the university for four years.

The children's school is the best finance university in the city, not far from Tian Sijia's school, but Tian Sijia has never been there.

"Your grades are not as good as mine, and you have not been admitted to our school." Tian Sijia teased the children.

The child gave her chopsticks and coriander, which she hated, and said with a light smile: "I didn't go to your school because of personal reasons." I like to live freely. ”

At that time, Tian Sijia despised the children's arguments, and now that I think back, the personal reason that the children said was probably Mr. Shen.

In order to avoid his mother, he chose that finance and economics university.

She remembered that many, many years ago, they chatted online for half a year, and when they met for the first time, he said to her: "I want you to remember me." ”

It turned out that he had given her so many hints over the years.

The picture turned, and the little girl who had a crush on the child in front of her eyes turned into a fierce accusation against her, and Teacher Shen begged bitterly.

In the past 28 years, no matter how casual Tian Sijia is, she has always been humble and longing in her heart to meet someone who really loves her and protects her life.

Now this person has finally appeared, but he is destined not to be together.

There are so many real problems between them, and none of them can be solved by her. It turns out that there are so many things in this world that cannot be crossed even if you work hard.

Tian Sijia couldn't help crying uncomfortably.

Tian Sijia cried and cried, and it was raining.

Tian Sijia thought, it's really the principle of TV dramas, when the heroine cries, it will rain.

In this embarrassing one-man show, she was finally able to take the stage and sing the leading role once.

Tian Sijia pitifully hugged her knees, lowered her head, and a pair of black leather shoes suddenly appeared in front of her.

Tian Sijia raised her head, and a man held an umbrella and protected her under the umbrella. Seeing the face of the person who came, Tian Sijia was a little stunned.

Jiangbei gently helped Tian Sijia up, and his eyes were as warm as many years ago.

He said, "Little stray dog, I'll send you home." ”

"Sorry for soiling your car." Tian Sijia sat in the passenger seat, and found that the wet clothes wet the back of the car, and couldn't help but feel a little guilty.

"Silly." Jiang Bei smiled: "I think this is a great opportunity for me to perform." ”

Jiangbei took off his suit jacket and draped it on Tian Sijia.

Didn't ask her what happened or why she was crying. is always so gentlemanly, gentle as the male protagonist in a TV series, too good to make people feel unreal.

Tian Sijia couldn't help but have a sour nose.

"Why didn't you agree to me back then?" Tian Sijia looked at Jiangbei uncomfortably: "If we had been together back then, there would be no current situation." ”

Jiang Bei leaned on the steering wheel and asked Tian Sijia lazily: "Then can we take it as a time rewind and start over?" ”

Tian Sijia shook her head, her eyes full of pain: "It's impossible to turn back time, Jiangbei, I'm in love with someone else." ”

"Is it Teacher Shen's son?" Jiang Bei recalled the scene of the class reunion and touched his chin: "Tian Sijia, I found that you are quite single-minded, no matter how old you are, you like 20-year-old boys." ”

One sentence made Tian Sijia, who was originally very sad, laugh out loud.

I knew that it wasn't what he said, but I still felt a lot better.

"Jiangbei, I'm glad I liked you back then, you made me feel that my vision is really good."

Jiang Bei smiled, with an imperceptible sense of loss in his smile: "My honor." ”

When he got home, Jiangbei insisted on sending Tian Sijia upstairs. The two stepped out of the elevator together, and as soon as they walked out, they saw a child in civilian clothes. He was leaning against the wall, his face was a little pale, and under his coat, he was wearing a hospital gown, and he looked like he had come directly from the hospital.

She didn't go to the hospital, he came.

I don't know how long he waited, but he waited until Tian Sijia and Jiangbei came back together. He looked at Jiangbei's eyes, as if he was about to kill someone.

Tian Sijia was a little worried about his body, but thinking of Teacher Shen's attitude, he was ruthless again: "Do you have something to do with me?" ”

The child lowered his head, stared at Tian Sijia, and his lips moved: "Don't you know that I'm in the hospital?"

"Yes."

The child glanced at Jiangbei: "Is it because of him?" ”

Tian Sijia clenched her fists and smiled deliberately nonchalantly: "This is my university student Jiang Bei, you can inquire a little, oh, your mother also knows." I chased him for three years, and climbed up the third floor with my bare hands in order to deliver medicine to him. My youth is all Jiangbei, and now that he is finally back, my youth is also back. ”

The child's face became paler and paler, his hand was on his left side of the waist and abdomen, and he finally couldn't listen: "Enough." ”

Tian Sijia clenched her fists and used all her strength to not tell the truth to the children.

"You go back to the hospital." Tian Sijia said: "It's raining outside, I'll go get you an umbrella." ”

As she spoke, she turned around and said to Jiang Bei, who had not spoken and was silently cooperating with Tian Sijia's acting: "Jiangbei, you go into the house and sit for a while." ”

Jiang Bei glanced at the child, then at Tian Sijia, wanted to speak and stopped, and finally just turned around to enter the house.

As soon as he took a step, he was forcibly stopped by the children.

"He can't go in."

Tian Sijia frowned and looked at the child: "This is my home." ”

She tried to take away the child's hand holding Jiang Bei, but he grabbed it so tightly that Tian Sijia couldn't take it away at all: "Let it go, it's not interesting like this." ”

The children's hands were bulging with green tendons and white knuckles, thinking that they had used all their strength to restrain their emotions.

"I can't watch him go in unless I die." The child stared at Tian Sijia stubbornly, as if he wanted to see through Tian Sijia, he asked her: "Tian Sijia, do you want my life?" ”

"What's the use of your life?" Tian Sijia looked away and deliberately said in an indifferent tone: "Jiang Yichen, go find a girl who is suitable for you, right?" My kind of sister is really not for you. You see, sibling love is not fun at all. ”

The child glanced at Tian Sijia deeply, and said word by word: "How can there be a sister and brother in this world, I love you with the mood of a man and a woman." ”

The child was disappointed and loosened the clamp on Jiangbei.

He clutched his waist and abdomen, leaning against the wall and leaving step by step.

When the lonely back disappeared into the elevator, Tian Sijia's heart was like a knife, and she could hardly breathe.

At the most uncomfortable moment, Tian Sijia felt that her back was pushed. She staggered and took a step forward.

turned his head and looked at Jiangbei in surprise.

He always smiled gently.

"The medicine you gave me when you climbed into my bedroom was actually a cure for stomach pain." Jiangbei recalled the situation back then, and still couldn't help but feel good: "I have a cold, but you sent stomach medicine." You say, is this God's arrangement? ”

"In all these years, I have never met a girl who is as attached to me as you are. It's really strange for people to lose and realize that they have ever had the best. Tian Sijia, I don't want you to regret it like me. Jiangbei said to her encouragingly: "Go, he shouldn't have gone far." ”

When Tian Sijia rushed into the heavy rain, the children really didn't go far.

He had a stomach ache and had a hard time walking in the rain.

Tian Sijia ran over quickly, completely obeyed her own wishes, and hugged the child fiercely from behind.

The heavy rain washed away the bodies of the two who were clinging to each other, and also washed away Tian Sijia's whimpering tears.

"I'm sorry." Tian Sijia's voice choked: "What I said is not sincere. ”

"I know." The children's voices were also a little fortunate to be regained.

The child was hit by her and almost fell, and felt a soft and fragrant female body pasted on his back, but he felt unprecedented satisfaction in his heart. His hand was attached to Tian Sijia's hand holding him tightly, and his strength was gentle.

"I don't believe that when we're together, your eyes are all pretending." The child turned around and hugged Tian Sijia into his arms, hugging her so tightly, as if only by rubbing her into her internal organs could she really ensure that she would not leave.

"Tian Sijia, I'm a man, you have to believe me, I'll take care of everything." The child gently kissed Tian Sijia's forehead, and said with great determination: "Don't leave me again, I'm not afraid of other people's opposition, I'm just afraid that you won't dare to face it with me." ”

Tian Sijia's face was buried in the child's chest, and her nasal voice was thick.

Many, many years ago, she climbed three floors, but sent stomach medicine to Jiangbei, who had a cold and fever.

It turned out that she was not Jiangbei's medicine, but a child's.

Perhaps, this is God's arrangement.

After reconciling with the children, Tian Sijia never met Teacher Shen again.

I don't know how the child handles it, or maybe the child doesn't deal with it.

According to Tian Sijia's four years of experience in dealing with Teacher Shen, she is a very stubborn person, and in the short term, she wants her to accept her excellent baby son, and to be with a woman who is six or seven years older and has been divorced, I am afraid that it will be more difficult than killing her. What's more, she hated Tian Sijia very much when she was a student, and this kind of bad feeling is difficult to eliminate.

Although Tian Sijia was worried about this, the child told her to leave it alone, and she didn't want to ask again.

Since that day, Tian Sijia has never met Jiangbei. Later, when I met Jiangbei again, it was at the wedding of Zhou Fang and Song Rin.

I don't know if Zhou Fang pretended to be in his head, and put Jiangbei Hetian Sijia and the children on the same table.

Jiangbei is nothing, his demeanor is natural, and the child, the whole big vinegar altar, Jiangbei's eyes are a little bit to Tian Sijia's side, he is on guard, ready to go up to fight at any time.

At the end of the wedding, the children drove Tian Sijia home, with a stinky face all the way. When they all got home, he was still awkwardly stuffy and refused to talk to Tian Sijia.

Tian Sijia was helpless, and went up to hug him, but he didn't push Tian Sijia away, but he didn't respond as enthusiastically as usual.

"Jealous?" Tian Sijia said: "If it weren't for Jiangbei, I wouldn't have the courage to chase you, you didn't thank others, and you still looked like you were going to eat people, and you would take revenge." ”

The child turned around and glared at Tian Sijia: "Are you embarrassed to say?" ”

"If Jiangbei had promised me back then, there would have been nothing to do with your little radish head."

"He dares!"

Tian Sijia smiled: "People don't dare, so people don't look down on me." ”

"Hmph."

Wash up and go to bed. The child turned over and untied Tian Sijia's clothes, and his movements were skillful.

"You really chased him for three years?" The child was still very unhappy about this, and couldn't help but lower his head and bite Tian Sijia.

Tian Sijia was bitten a little itchy by him, and giggled: "Who made you so small at that time, if you were as old as me, I would chase you." ”

"You woman." The child was angry and punished her hard: "When you speak, you make me angry." ”

While moving, he interrogated Tian Sijia like a prisoner, and asked Tian Sijia about the details of chasing Jiangbei back then. Tian Sijia has been completely controlled by his movements, his brain is blank, where is he still capable of thinking.

"I ask you, why don't you answer?" As he spoke, he moved a few times as hard as a punishment, and Tian Sijia couldn't help but muttered twice.

"Answer, what?"

The child didn't answer Tian Sijia's doubts anymore, but just blindly vented: "You dare to like others for three years." ”

A thin layer of sweat appeared on both of their skin. Tian Sijia was confused and could only cling to his shoulder.

When the blooming moment came, the children suddenly withdrew, and the sudden emptiness made Tian Sijia couldn't help but open his eyes.

"I've thought about it, the best way to make my parents accept it, that's it." The children decisively removed the security measures and re-entered.

"I'm 22." He said: "Tian Sijia, get married." ”

Compared with the last impulsive experience of entering marriage with only one certificate, the second time in Tian Sijia's life, well, it was indeed in line with what she thought at the beginning, and the child solemnly introduced her to all his classmates, colleagues and friends as a wife.

Everything was perfect, if she hadn't had a wedding with a big belly.

I want to come to Lu Jiayi when she gets married, she also has goods in her stomach, but Lu Jiayi has always been thin, and when she got married, she didn't have a lot of money, unlike Tian Sijia, everyone can see that she is married with her son.

This is completely inconsistent with her imagination of a romantic wedding.

On the day of the wedding, the parents of the children were present.

Although the child's father doesn't like Tian Sijia much, he is also very polite, as for Mr. Shen, I don't know what method the child used to make her accept Tian Sijia, in short, she didn't make a big deal about the wedding, nor did she refuse to be there. Although I wasn't very happy during the whole process, it was a smooth way to get the wedding going.

There are not so many fairy tales in reality, and Tian Sijia is already very satisfied to get such an ending. After all, there are still many people pointing fingers behind their backs.

This is the case in this society, where a man is divorced, six years older than a woman, and everyone else can accept it; On the contrary, if a woman is divorced and is six years older than a man, others will most likely have no positive opinion of this woman.

And most of those who judge women so harshly are also women themselves.

At first, Tian Sijia would also care about what others thought of her, and she would be sad because of others' bad evaluations, every time she was depressed and retreated, the children always said to her: "No matter how others are not optimistic, we live this life well, more important than anything else." ”

It was because of his words that they went far, far away together.

Originally, Tian Sijia's due date was after Zhou Fang, but she had some physical problems. The hospital had to decide to give her a caesarean section ahead of schedule.

On the day of the operation, the child had been waiting outside the delivery room, the child could not be full-term, and Tian Sijia's body was in condition again, which made him completely unable to calm down. After all, he is still young, and before the child is enough, he became a father, and when Tian Sijia was pushed into the delivery room, he couldn't help but tremble.

In the end, it was Teacher Shen who patted him on the shoulder, which made him freeze.

"It's only two months away, and it's going to be fine." Teacher Shen said: "When I gave birth to you, you were not full-term, didn't you grow up well?" ”

Before the caesarean section, Tian Sijia was so scared that she begged the doctor to give her general anesthesia, and the doctor laughed for a long time, she was very nervous during the whole production process, and the most terrible thing was that she was conscious throughout the whole process, which made her even more nervous.

When Tian Sijia was pushed out of the operating room, the whole person was still in a trance, and she only remembered that the doctor who operated on her said to her when he reported the good news to her: "Congratulations, it's a daughter." ”

Tian Sijia was enough to hold her neck, but she couldn't support herself, and in the end she could only glance at it, and after seeing that the little meat // tuan could indeed move, she was so tired that she closed her eyes.

On the way to the ward, the children held Tian Sijia's hand throughout the whole process, Tian Sijia opened her eyes strongly, looking at the children walking with her hospital bed, a person who is so strong and calm on weekdays, her eyes are a little red at the moment, which makes Tian Sijia can't help laughing: "I give birth to a child, why are you crying?" ”

The child turned his head and wanted to cover up: "Why are you crying?" You've just finished surgery and you're dizzy. ”

"I'm really a little dazzled, it's scary inside."

The child clenched Tian Sijia's hand: "I won't let you suffer this kind of crime in the future." ”

Tian Sijia smiled, a little moved.

"Silly."

After Tian Sijia was sent back to the ward, she slept peacefully.

The child's sensibility didn't last long, the daughter was still in the incubator, and after the big one was over, he still had to take care of the small one. The little guy who is less than a month old still has tubes inserted in his body, and as a father's child, he is excited and distressed. Through the glass, I refused to leave for a long time.

Tian Sijia slept for a long time, and when she woke up, she didn't see any children in the ward.

Tian Sijia propped herself up and wanted to look outside, but the wound in her abdomen was pulling, and she lay back down.

At this time, Mr. Shen walked in with a boiling water bottle, and when he saw that Tian Sijia was about to move, he quickly quickened his pace.

"What do you want to take?"

Tian Sijia looked at Teacher Shen with an embarrassed expression: "Jiang Yichen is home?" ”

"It's time to pay the bill."

"Oh."

Teacher Shen glanced at Tian Sijia and took the cup: "Do you want to drink water?" ”

Tian Sijia nodded, shook her head, and could only look at Teacher Shen in a daze.

She calmly poured a glass of water and handed it to Tian Sijia.

The moment Tian Sijia went to pick it up, she heard Teacher Shen's low voice, and she said, "It's hard work." ”

Tian Sijia couldn't help but have a little red in her eyes.

"Thank you for your fulfillment." This sentence is definitely Tian Sijia's most sincere sentence for so many years.

Married to a child, but Tian Sijia suffered, the age difference of more than six years really made her Alexander, in order to make the two look like they were old wives and young husbands, Tian Sijia forbade children to use all skin care products.

However, this skin is too good to be good, and people in their thirties are still in the same state as their twenties. And Tian Sijia spent so much money on maintenance, but it was just enough to achieve a non-deteriorating effect.

God is so unfair!

When she gave birth to her eldest daughter, the child was distressed to death, saying that she would never suffer again, but later she was completely better, he still calculated her, and "accidentally" made her pregnant with twins.

Watching the three children in the family make a fuss, Tian Sijia was so angry with the children. I couldn't bear it anymore, so I sent the twins, who were more difficult to take care of, to my grandparents' house to make rules.