Chapter 753: The heart is dead as ashes
This is indeed not going to change. If you just got married, and you clamored for reconciliation and divorce because of some things, and you want to divorce the king of Huainan, it is not impossible.
But she was reluctant, really reluctant, she liked Nan Xuanye so much.
However, she never considered one thing, that is, whether Nan Xuanye liked herself, Nalan thought that as long as she liked someone enough, then that person would empathize with her even if she had a wife.
But I didn't think that Nan Xuanye has enough long-term affection, but she won't empathize with other loves.
Although Nalan Xin knew that the things in front of him were just a joke, in fact, that day, Qin Miaomiao had to say it when she planned to hide Nalan Xin's affairs at the beginning.
Qin Miaomiao wants Nalan Xin to start acting on the spot now, but after all, this is the happiness of Nalan Xin for a lifetime, how can he give up now in order to fulfill them? Qin Miaomiao had to say that she was just whimsical, although no matter how good a person in this world was, it was impossible for him to do such a thing.
Qin Miaomiao frowned at that time and then said to Nalan Xin, "Your Royal Highness Princess, I know that this thing is very difficult to do, but now there is only this way, but I lied to him......"
Nalan Xin didn't speak, and now she wanted to hear how Qin Miaomiao answered, Qin Miaomiao said to Nalan Xin, "This time the princess and Nan Xuanye have a big wedding scene, but it's easy to enter the play and difficult to get out of the play...... Besides, not to mention that this crime is the crime of deceit, besides, the princess is a lifetime of happiness. ”
Nalan Xin naturally knew what Qin Miaomiao meant by what she said now, but Nalan Xin also made this bet in her heart, that is, Qin Miaomiao would not deceive others and herself like this.
"So what do you want to do now?"
"The princess and I hit it off in love, this time Qin Miaomiao begged the princess, after the princess and Nan Xuanye got married, Qin Miaomiao will leave on her own and go where she should go, and she will not appear in front of Nan Xuanye and Her Royal Highness the Princess, I just ask Her Royal Highness the princess to show her clear attitude towards Qin Miaomiao, and not let Qin Miaomiao run away in vain." The light in Qin Miaomiao's eyes was very real, when Nalan Xin looked at her, she really felt that the woman in front of her was really different from the rumors from the outside world, maybe Nan Xuanye just liked her like that in front of him, but now she would rather give up her lover to others for the sake of her husband's life, Nalan Xin admired her courage and ability very much, Nalan Xin said to Qin Miaomiao, "Okay, but Qin Miaomiao, if you do this, Nan Xuanye will not agree." ”
Qin Miaomiao lowered her brows, now she looked like she thought of her husband after she got angry, Qin Miaomiao said to Her Royal Highness the princess, but there was still some uncertainty in her tone, Qin Miaomiao looked at the sky outside, "If my departure can be exchanged for him surviving here in Huainan, I am willing." ”
Nalan Xin's fingers trembled slightly, she was surprised by the woman in front of her, Nalan Xin said to Qin Miaomiao, "Qin Miaomiao, I have heard a lot of words from other people's mouths before, I always feel that people like you are not worthy of Nan Xuanye at all, but now I find that I was wrong, you are a very good person." Her scheming, courage and ambition, Nalan heart appreciates it very much.
Qin Miaomiao nodded, "Her Royal Highness Princess Xie." ”
At the moment of the Spring Festival that night, Nalan Xin sat on the bed, what about acting on the spot, if she could spend her life in peace and stability with the man in front of her, Nalan Xin was also satisfied, there were many dignitaries and dignitaries by her side before, in fact, she was already tired of that kind of life, and she always felt that people in the world were all good-looking. Now that she met Nan Xuanye, she realized that she was so ridiculous, and she had finally embarked on a journey with Hongchen, who once felt so useless.
When Nalan Xin was waiting for Nan Xuanye that night, the feelings in his heart already wanted to explode very much, but Nalan Xin held back. When Mama walked in and said to her, who was now sitting on the bed, that she didn't have to wait, Nalan didn't know what it was like at that time. But her heart was really hard.
Nalan Xin had already changed into a casual dress on the second day, and then walked to the study to see where Nan Xuanye was now, she saw that Nan Xuanye was now lying motionless on the table in the study, and she should be asleep. Nalan Xin walked to his side and found that there was a strong smell of alcohol on his body, Nalan Xin sighed, then turned around and covered the blanket behind him on his body, at this time Nan Xuanye's hand suddenly grabbed Nalan Xin's hand, Nalan Xin was stunned, but when the hope in his heart was gassed, he found that the man in front of him, the name in his mouth, was another woman......
I don't know if it's self-deception or mockery? She now feels that even if Nalan Xin lets it finish this scene, she is still a person in the play and can't get out. Nalan Xin shook his head lightly a few times, and then walked out of the study.
In the afternoon, Nalan Xin and Nan Xuanye entered the palace to face the saint together, and Nalan Xin wanted to go to the study to wake him up. But at this time, the man walked straight out, and Nam Xuanye was wearing a long gray bag, exuding a slight exhaustion all over his body.
"Do you have a headache after drinking so much alcohol?"
Nan Xuanye said two words to the woman in front of her very politely, thank you. But Nalan Xin was thinking in his heart that he would rather the man in front of him hate her, scold her, and complain about her, but what Nalan Xin couldn't stand the most was the current appearance, but he had always treated her as an outsider.
Nan Xuanye left, and the maid walked to Nalan Xin's side at this time, the maid was Nalan Xin's companion, and it was obvious that the maid had shown a very unhappy look on her face, "Your Royal Highness Princess, how can you tolerate a man bullying you like this?" You are a chubby princess. He Nan Xuanye is just a king in Huainan, but nothing happened to her and you last night, on the wedding night, the bride kept the empty room alone, if the emperor knew about it, he would not be angry. "The maid has been following Nalan for a long time, and her mouth has always been very tricky.
Nalan Xin turned his head and glared at the maid lightly, "Don't say this kind of thing again, you remember." ”
The maid pouted, then nodded.
After a period of driving, the two of them had arrived at the palace. Nalan Xin said to Nan Xuanye, "Are you going to go in like this?" ”
Nan Xuanye glanced at her, obviously puzzled.
Nalan Xin stretched out his hand and then gestured to Nan Xuanye, Nalan Xin said, "Acting also has to be enough." When Nan Xuanye's hand was held in her hand, she didn't know why she suddenly felt so warm in this hand, she could let go of all the tiredness, all the dissatisfaction, all the heartache, as long as this hand didn't let go even if it was in a dream.
But there will always be a day when she wakes up in a dream, Nalan never tells others if she is afraid or not, and now she can't be afraid anymore, afraid to face herself who is in love.
"See the Emperor."
The emperor looked at the two people who were greeting the emperor at this time, and then saw the hands of the two of them walking in together just now, and then nodded with satisfaction, now it is also a good way to use his daughter to contain Nan Xuanye.
Nan Xuanye has been asking about Qin Miaomiao's whereabouts for the past few days, and Nalan Xin also helped Nan Xuanye to find it together, but there is still no way to find Qin Miaomiao, Nan Xuanye went to the place where Qin Miaomiao might go, and Nan Xuanye went to all the streets and alleys, and he asked himself over and over again if he was wrong, in fact, Qin Miaomiao was lying to him from the beginning.
Nan Xuanye walked on the street, his face was all sad, and everything in front of him was overshadowed by Nan Xuanye's eyes in the past few days.
Nan Xuanye didn't feel a moment of surprise and helplessness, at this time he suddenly remembered a place, a thatched house in the southwest, Nan Xuanye thought about it and ran there immediately.
When Nan Xuanye opened the door, she saw an old woman cleaning up the bed, Nan Xuanye walked over, and then lowered her body and asked the old woman, "Old woman, have you ever seen such a tall girl?" Nam Hyun said at night gesturing to the old woman.
The old woman thought for a moment, then shook her head very firmly, and said to Nan Xuanye, "No...... Haven't seen it. ”
When Nan Xuanye was already depressed and was about to leave, at this time, the door of the thatched house was pushed open, and with that person's familiar face, Qin Miaomiao said, "Mother-in-law, I'm back." When Qin Miaomiao raised her head, all the herbs in her hand were scattered all over the ground, she wasn't dreaming, this was Nan Xuanye......
"Namhyun Night ......"
The old woman looked at the two of them, and then slowly walked out of the house.
Qin Miaomiao looked at Nan Xuanye from afar, when she just saw Nan Xuanye, her tears were already falling down like beads with broken threads, the two of them were only separated by a street now, but Qin Miaomiao felt as if the two of them were now separated by a whole century.
Qin Miaomiao's footsteps were slowly moving forward, but at this time, with the two of them having not seen each other for many days, Nan Xuanmiao wanted to hold Qin Miaomiao in her arms immediately when she saw Qin Miaomiao, but at this time, Qin Miaomiao had not been thrown into Nan Xuanye's arms for a long time, but now she didn't dare.
Nan Xuanmiao walked all the way to Qin Miaomiao's side, at that time, Qin Miaomiao's eyes already contained a lot of tears, Qin Miaomiao sobbed and then slowly showed a smile on top of the tears, Qin Miaomiao's hand trembled slightly when it was slowly raised, Qin Miaomiao's eyes exuded a slight light, and then Qin Miaomiao finally touched Nan Xuanye's cheek.