What secret? Su Hohua was slightly stunned, he felt that Yin Linlang's mental state seemed to be a little abnormal.

  "Actually, I used to like a girl, and I dated her for a while. Su Mo has always known about this. ”

  it? Su Hohua was stunned and almost burst into a foul mouth: "What's the situation?" ”

  "Actually, when I was in junior high school, I was a school gangster, and I didn't study all day and affected others. Then I had a friend who had a relationship with a guy and got pregnant unexpectedly. That incident spread all over the school, and the boy didn't want to be responsible, and then some time before the high school entrance examination, my friend committed suicide and died in front of my eyes......" Yin Linlang said as calmly as possible, but her voice couldn't stop shaking, "That incident made a big fuss, the school asked me to go home and rest for a few days, and as a result, I was almost raped by my stepfather, my father died very early, my father in my memory has always been him, but I didn't expect him to do such a thing......"

  Sohohua opened his mouth blankly: "Then you, then you are ......"

  "Then my mom came home just in time to stop him, and the two of them divorced. But since then, I have always had a psychological shadow, I often have nightmares when I sleep, and I am very afraid of the opposite sex. I think all this is retribution, because the boy had a girlfriend before, but we forced his girlfriend to break up with him, and unexpectedly hurt my friend himself. I think all this I went through must have been because God punished me, because I was a bad boy and did too many bad things. At that time, I was in so much pain that I even tried to kill myself. ”

  “…… So you're the way you are? Su Hohua asked with a complicated look.

  Yin Linlang took a deep breath and spit out slowly, her lips trembling: "Yes, I told myself that good will be rewarded, and evil will be rewarded." Bad people have their retribution, but good people also have good retribution. So I'm going to work hard to do good deeds, to be a good person, I hope God. Can give me a good retribution. Actually, I may not believe in this myself, but when I was in the most pain, it was my only spiritual sustenance. I remember Su Mo told me that weak people will always believe in religion and let themselves believe in the ethereal god to escape the pain of reality, which is the placebo they live in this world. That's how I've lived for the past two years. ”

  Su Hohua leaned forward slightly, and became curious about Yin Linlang's affairs: "The blows you have received one after another are all because of men, and you have a fear of men, so you like women?" ”

  "You can say that, but not quite. On the one hand, I fear men, and on the other hand, I hate my own weakness. Actually, I don't like girls, I just want to fill my weak heart. That girl is that kind of person, she is very strong, her heart is like a rock, and her back is always straight, so I dated her. But we both know that I don't really like each other, I just use each other. My status as the principal's daughter served her, and her beautiful perseverance gave me some comfort and motivation. ”

  "So you haven't accepted him all along, and that's because of that?"

  "Yes, I'm afraid of all the opposite sex, including Su Mo, of course. I could see that Su Mo liked me, but he never confessed to me, so I didn't want to refuse first. It's just that the more I get in touch with him, the more I am impressed by him. Gradually, I didn't want him to confess to me, because then I could enjoy his kindness to me forever. So it's not wrong to say that I'm a slut, it's really cheap in this regard. Obviously I didn't think about accepting him. But he was so hesitant. ”

  "In that case, why did you suddenly accept him again?"

  "Later, Lin Youran came to Sixteenth Middle School, and she and Su Mo became closer and closer, and I suddenly realized that I had already liked him, after all, he was so good and so good. But my fear made me afraid to accept it, and I often had nightmares about my stepfather pressing on me and trying to rape me, and this fear kept invading me and became my nightmare...... However, Su Mo freed me from fear, I don't know what means he used, he made my stepfather kneel in front of me like a dog, groveling and flattering, he desperately kowtowed to me and begged me to forgive him, and broke his head. At that time, I thought that the devil I feared would also show such a servile side, such a humble ......"

  "I see, I see." Su Hohua nodded, leaned back slightly, and breathed a sigh of relief, as if he had finished listening to a big play, "So what are you trying to explain by telling me this?" Want to say that you are in love with Su Mo now? Let's get out of here, demons and monsters? ”

  Yin Linlang shook his head, picked up the cup and took a sip of tea, squeezing out a smile on his face again: "It's because you told me your secret, so I also want to tell you my secret, so it will be fair." And...... I also want to thank you, because I always want someone to scold me like that, otherwise I feel guilty all the time. ”

  Su Hohua was silent for a long time: "The girl I dated before was Lan Sushi?" ”

  "......" Yin Linlang didn't speak, she was a little surprised that Su Hohua could actually guess it, but she didn't deny it at the moment.

  "Yes, awesome...... Ah, I don't mean you, I mean Su Mo. Su Hohua nodded to herself, with a cold smile, "You used to be in a relationship with that Lan Sushi, and now you are a competitor with her, won't you show mercy when facing her?" ”

  Yin Linlang said with a straight face: "I don't know either...... But I want to be with Su Mo, and I don't want to give Su Mo to her! ”

  "Then I just have an offer, and it is also a chance to atone for your sins." Su Hohua looked at Yin Linlang solemnly, "You and I will form an alliance, I will help you defeat all competitors and let you marry Su Mo." But I have one condition, when you can't see it, you are not allowed to disturb me and Su Mo. Of course, when I'm in front of you, I'll also be a serious sister with a sense of humor. ”

  "......" Yin Linlang tilted her head in confusion, thought for a while, and finally found a more neutral word, "You want to say that you want to be with Su Mo...... An affair? ”

  Su Hohua was sitting precariously and said lightly: "That's right, you must also know that Su Mo is a sister control." If I help you, then you have a good chance of winning...... Or that no matter which one I help, the one will basically win. Do you want to think about it? ”

  “…… Why, don't you want to marry Su Mo? Yin Linlang was puzzled, "Actually, since you also have a daughter, it means that Su Mo is not only a brother and sister to you, but also more or less mixed with some male and female feelings!" ”