Chapter 179: This Life Is Enough
I shrugged my shoulders and tried to look relaxed: "Then why didn't I have a secret song with the Japanese?" ”
Christina took my hand and tightened it, and there was a faint pain in her arm: "Don't smile with me, I just know that you don't share the same sky with the Japanese, so I don't want to expose you even if I see something." Lulu will come out later, I don't have time to be false with you, so I'll ask you seriously, which side are you on? ”
I also gave her a promise-like response in a very serious and solemn tone: "I am naturally on the side of the anti-Japanese resistance, and naturally I am also thinking about Cao Yu'an." As for the others, it can only be said that they are all compatriots, and they have also had friendships, and it is impossible to stand by and watch them when they are in crisis. If I am such a person, how can you trust me unconditionally? ”
Christina gave me a deep look and decided to let me go: "Well, since you said so, I believe you." But you still have to be careful to guard against Lulu, after all, she is a safe person, and she is not the same as us. ”
I nodded, her trust and reminder was what I needed most at this time: "Well, I understand, don't worry." ”
Christina and I came to an agreement, and Lulu walked out of the bathroom humming happily. There are still crystal droplets on the tips of her hair, and the whole person looks more innocent: "No wonder everyone says that the clearest moment of the mind is nothing more than eating, sleeping and bathing." I was just soaking in the bathtub when I suddenly remembered that something was wrong. You say that the Japanese are deeply entrenched here, how can they be unprepared? We recklessly ran to investigate, and made such a big noise, how could they be like no one? What's more, we just covered up the sound of the water stream to make the announcement, which is actually covering our ears and stealing the bell. Even if you hide it from your neighbors in the building, you can't hide it from the Japanese survey. ”
Christina is also inconspicuous: "What you said is actually something I have also considered, just now I was also saying in February that I seemed to hear the sound of electromagnetic interference when I was sending the report, and it seems that someone nearby is also sending a report or listening to our information." But now that we're weak, I can't think of a better solution than to wait here for further instructions. ”
Lulu's gaze naturally fell on the suitcase: "They haven't replied after so long?" ”
I pouted: "It's not a long time, didn't you just finish washing?" Okay, you go and clean up first, it's not going to be possible to get a good night's sleep tonight. We have to brace ourselves and take turns on duty. Whether it's information from the top or the movements of the Japanese, you can't miss any of them. ”
Lulu's face finally changed to a solemn expression, and the current situation is indeed a little more serious than imagined. I found the tea leaves that Mrs. Su had left for me on the table, and I made three cups and left them to dry on the table. In this world, even coffee has become a rare item, and the only way to refresh yourself is through tea.
Lulu was in a lazy state after taking a bath, and Christina was very considerate when she saw her like this, and said that she was willing to stay on the first shift. I was so nervous by what had happened before, and although the clock was already pointing to twelve, I was not sleepy at all. So when Lulu went to sleep, I closed the door to the cubicle and sat on the couch with Christina for the night's vigil.
Although the room was burning with oil and the doors and windows were closed, there was still a biting chill, and I was worried about it, so I went to find a tweed coat to put on me, and refilled a cup of hot water for me: "Okay, no matter how tormented my heart is, I can't let myself get sick." After all, if we really have a tough battle to fight with the Japanese, it won't do you any good if you get sick. ”
Christina is unforgiving, but I know she really cares about me. I obediently drank the water as I was told, warming my hands with the remaining heat. My heart turned around a thousand times, and finally I asked, "When did you start to suspect that I had dealings with the Communist Party?" ”
Christina glanced at me, "Hmm, do you really think you've made it watertight?" In fact, as long as you know your personality, you can judge your heart and emotions from your every move. I saw your attitude towards the instructor calmly before, he is really leaky, but you are deliberately avoiding danger, I know that there must be some friendship between you and him. ”
I asked rhetorically: "But the identity of the calm instructor has already been confirmed, what does it have to do with the current situation?" ”
Christina smiled slightly, and there was no hint of conspiracy in her calm expression: "His resume is as perfect as his Ren, but this perfection is really too deliberate, which makes my heart alarmed." I also shared my thoughts with Mr. Cao, and the reply was that I didn't need to dwell on the details, just focus on the investigation of the Japanese. She sighed and put her arm around my shoulder: "As you said, it is now an existential moment, and it is the right choice to be unanimous. So for now, we're still good partners. ”
I lowered my eyes, as if I was weighing on a thousand burdens: "But some people don't think so. I wasn't with them, but reality always pushes me towards them, and I can't tell why I'm so obsessed with them. ”
Christina asked, "You mean Xu Xiangqing?" Enron or Lulu? After all, many times the will of the upper peak cannot be reversed, and they feel that the threat of the Japanese is controllable more than the danger of their henchmen. ”
I sneered indignantly: "Controllable? Then why let the iron hooves of the Japanese devastate all the way on the land of China, and let their people live in misery? I was convinced of the chairman's words, and I responded to their call and foolishly went to join the field ambulance regiment. But the result? The result was that in February she paid the price with her life, and as a result, my loved ones died and scattered, and I don't know when we will see each other again. ”
I saw that Christina was stunned on the spot because of my accusation, so I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I have been holding back these words, and I can only hide a lot of emotions in my heart. I just rely on my enthusiasm to do something powerful for the country and the people, not for fame and fortune, not for the will of the peak. ”
Christina put her arm around me and clenched it tightly: "Your attitude is dangerous now, don't say such things to anyone in the future." Even if the Japanese are really driven out of China, these words must be firmly hidden in the stomach, otherwise no one will be able to help you. ”
I couldn't hear the concern and nervousness in her tone, so I comforted her politely: "Don't worry, that is, when I'm alone with you, I can't help but want to vomit." These words are like a ticking time bomb, I have not been able to say them before, and I will not say them in the future, knowing to take them to the grave. ”
Christina's eyes slowly changed as she watched me, and I heard her say in a voice that was almost inaudible, "It's enough to have a friend like you in February." ”