Yan Shu remembered the diary, which recorded not only Yan Mingyuan's evil deeds.

She smiled wryly, "How can you not bully?" It's just that our family is too different from Shen Qin's home, and I don't have the ability to resist. Now I don't want to put up with it, I've had enough. Isn't she just relying on her father? If it weren't for her father, her character would have been sprayed into space long ago. ”

"Have you thought about the consequences? What if her father stands out for her and you can't read? ”

Yan Shu doesn't care about anything now, naturally she hasn't thought about it, she found that although he is usually quiet, he is really reliable at the critical moment!

"Alas, I can't study it, anyway, I thought about it, even if I didn't have Shen Qin's trouble, I might not be able to go to college."

"Why?" He Zhizhou asked, in fact, he already had the answer in his heart.

"Why? Probably because of ...... My dad. Probably because he knew the details of He Zhizhou in his heart and knew that he was a good person, Yan Shu was willing to tell him.

However, He Zhizhou braked now, "I'm sorry, if it's inconvenient to say it, don't say it, after all, this is a private matter in your family, I understand." ”

Yan Shu pursed her lips, "What is a private matter, who in our community doesn't know, Yan Mingyuan gambles money, drinks and beats children, it's not a secret at all." When he was drunk, he said that in the future, he would find a rich man to marry me, whether the other party was old or young, male or female, just give money. ”

This sentence originally had some self-deprecating humor, but the meaning expressed was not funny at all.

He Zhizhou didn't speak, and the two walked side by side with their heads bowed.

Yan Shu glanced at him, "You think I'm quite pitiful, right?" It's not so pitiful from another angle. Anyway, I still have a family, and people raised me so much for me to go to high school, and I have a mother who loves me very much, which I think is pretty good. ”

"You ......" He Zhizhou paused for a moment, as if he had considered the words, "Your personality is very optimistic. ”

"What's the use of not being optimistic? I used to complain about the heavens and people, and I wished I was going to die soon, but ...... I later found out that it was better to be alive. But when she died, she realized that only when she was alive could there be hope, and when she died, there was really nothing.

He Zhizhou sighed lightly and said in a low voice: "Sometimes being alive is also a kind of torture. ”

"How can it be, I can work hard, try to live better, and strive to torture others, such as Shen Qin just now, and my father.

My life is a kind of torture for them, if I live better, then they are even more tormented, and my happiness is based on their pain. ”

While talking, they had already arrived at the infirmary, and the two stopped talking.

Although he was sure that he was fine, He Zhizhou still put some medicine on Yan Shu's neck, and looked at her cheeks that had been swollen, "I see that you are quite easily injured, so take some medicine for you and keep it for later, I will give it to you." ”

"Thank you, you're so nice!" Yan Shu thanked from the bottom of her heart.

He Zhizhou didn't answer, he didn't think he was a good person. There may be no clear boundary between good and bad, as the saying goes, one thought of heaven and one thought of hell.

He packed up his things, thought about it and said, "Don't do too much in the future, stop in moderation, otherwise you may not be able to turn back." ”

Yan Shu blinked her eyes twice, analyzed the meaning of this sentence, and then narrowed her eyes with a smile, "Are you afraid that I will become a bad person?" ”