Chapter 694 The Cross of Atonement, Forgiving Yourself Purifies Your Heart

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Yang Liu was very uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable, as if a knife was frantically cutting his heart.

He regretted it terribly, if it wasn't for that snowy night, if it wasn't for the snow with that girl, maybe there would not have been these things.

He became taciturn, changing his former suave image on the Jedi battlefield, becoming bloodthirsty and irritable, even brutalizing and killing his captives who surrendered.

He knew that his mindset had changed, and he saw his weakness and cowardice in those pleading game characters. Through those wailing eyes, I saw the girl's bloody heart.

He knew that he had no way out, because the next battle for the king no longer belonged to him, and it still carried the girl's dream, illusory and realistic.

Anyone who dares to stand in his way will die! Even if it's a god!

Tangerine left the "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon Network" and rejected Nangong Wan's invitation. Like a salted fish without a dream, he returned to his own small mountain village. Looking at the figure of his father in front of him, two lines of tears rolled down.

And this day is the twenty-ninth day of the lunar month.

No one in the barren mountain village is willing to set off firecrackers, and from their eyes, those colorful confetti are shredded money. In the days when the snow closed the mountains, the gong and drum teams of the east and west villages, the straw mat platform, those old people sang the Lu Song dialect that could not hear the words and the door, humming and singing.

Orange's father is the drummer of the gong and drum team, and since Tangerine came out of this incident, he sighed at home all day long. But the orange mother sat calmly on the kang with the soles of her shoes, she glared at the orange father who was wandering around the earthen house, and saw the orange father sighing and chirping the cigarette bag pot, still wandering.

Mother Orange threw away the soles of her shoes and yelled at Daddy Orange, "If you want to get your broken gongs and drums, go and pull them!" Don't be an eyesore in front of people! ”

"You bear girl, what are you arguing about? Am I willing to get in your way? Our incident is out, I'm afraid that standing in front of people will be an eyesore and be poked in the back! Can't afford to lose that person! Seeing his daughter-in-law frenzy, the orange father didn't dare to sway anymore, squatted in front of the iron stove and smoked a dry cigarette.

"Fuck you! What's wrong with us? Tell me? If you can't tell a way, the old lady will fight with you! The orange lady threw the soles of her shoes into the sewing basket and crossed her waist and scolded: "Oh, my God...... People bully us, you don't care, you wolf-hearted bullying us! you! ……”

The woman's crying, making trouble, hanging herself, and the honest orange father was completely dumbfounded: "Child, mother, what's wrong with you, don't make trouble......" After persuading for a long time, he slapped his head suddenly: "We were pitted by those eight lambs?" ”

"What the fuck you said! Whose daughter-in-law have you seen pregnant with an eight-month-old cub and still look like a big girl? Orange Lady picked up the soles of her shoes and ran towards Daddy Orange and slapped Daddy Orange on the back.

"Oops, it hurts! Hurt! You stinky! It's all a dead hand! Daddy Orange used his hands to protect his back while jumping on his feet to dodge.

"Call you a dog who eats inside and out!" Seeing that the orange lady couldn't understand the hatred, she took out the awl from the needlework basket and chased the orange father to stab it.

"You stinky! I really want to murder my husband! You Pan Jinlian! Where did Daddy Orange dare to go forward, he opened the door of the house and fled into the yard, shouting the commentary he heard from the "drama box" (radio), thinking about the words that could attack Daddy Orange, and roared "Tong Yan Wuji".

I was angry and went to the second grade of primary school, and the orange lady who was persuaded to quit because she was too old jumped to her feet and scolded: "You who have been cut a thousand times, you dog can't spit out ivory in his mouth!" "Scolding in the mouth, the soles of the feet

The board chased harder.

Fortunately, the rural yard is big enough. In addition to a few jujube trees, mountain persimmon trees, there are also two corn stacks. The two of you chased after me, until the orange lady was panting and coughing breathlessly on the persimmon tree, and the orange father came over distressed. Looking at the bright and swaying awl, I was really scared, and only dangled outside the three-meter arc of the orange lady.

"You old immortal! I can't be if you just want to be angry! The orange lady spat on the ground fiercely, and gritted her teeth at the orange father.

"Daughter-in-law, put the awl away, let's talk about it." Daddy Orange pleaded to Nunu, the orange lady: "You forgot, the few eyes you pierced last year were only good when it was time to plant early seedlings, and you were always guilty." ”

After all, it is his own daughter-in-law, and the orange girly spirit has disappeared slightly, and she is a little soft-hearted when she remembers the pain of her man at night. Poked the awl at the trunk of the tree, crossed his waist and snorted coldly to the orange father: "You can't get by?" If you don't come, we're not done! When the time comes, let the neighborhood comment: And you are a promiscuous father like you, do you splash dirty water on your girl? ! ”

"Hey, daughter-in-law, let's go inside and talk about it, and make people laugh outside." Daddy Orange thought of those aunts Wang who had nothing to do on the street and chewed their tongues, and the daughter-in-law and the third grandmother of the Liu family had a big head for a while, and kept praying.

The orange lady didn't speak, and hooked her hand towards the orange father. It wasn't until the orange father saw his daughter-in-law put down the murder weapon that he moved a step towards this side, and then moved another step...... Until standing in front of the orange lady.

"Huh? Dad, aren't you amazing? Are you running? Come, run a show for the old lady! ”

"Daughter-in-law, I was wrong, am I wrong? I thought that the girl was ...... Ay! Daddy Orange thought that he was called by the village party secretary to inform the girl that he had committed an accident, and he did a car for half a day, and he did a train for a day and a night before seeing the girl, and his heart was angry and painful. He glanced at the tiled house where his daughter lived, and sighed heavily.

"What? You still don't believe in your own girl's innocent body?! Co-authored the old lady for so long? Your head is just an elm pimple, right? You don't want these ears, you can cut them off and feed them to the pigs! Maybe our litter of piglets has fat heads and big ears, which is cute! The orange lady stretched out her hand and twisted it fiercely in her man's ear, ignoring his wails until she noticed that her fingers were sweating.

"You stinky! You're going to kill me! Ouch, ouch, the ears have lost a layer of skin. You stinky, you owe it to clean up. Daddy Orange covered his ears with his hands and whispered.

"Huh? What do you say? Who owes to clean up? The flame in the orange lady's heart suddenly rose up again, and she gritted her teeth and said, "The old lady won't play you waste!" ”

Out of the corner of her eye, the orange lady caught a glimpse of some black and thin oranges in the house, and was a little distressed: "The girl hasn't eaten anything in the past two days, this is not good." Tomorrow, you tell Liu Laosan to send two elbows over. Let's open the white pot tomorrow. As he spoke, he pushed Daddy Orange hard and mouthed Nunu in the orange room.

"Well, pork is expensive this year, and it's not cost-effective to kill the pig yourself, so it's better to sell the pig and buy meat to eat." Daddy Orange pulled out the dry tobacco pouch from his waist, knocked the tobacco pot, stuffed it with tobacco leaves, and muttered in a low voice.

"What are you talking about, let the child worry, just listen to me, go tomorrow and ask for two elbows, if there is a pig tail and pig water, buy it back, stew him in a big pot, and make up for our girl's body. When Ming Tsai dies, he will also give him some. As she spoke, the orange lady couldn't help but cry.

"You...... You old lady...... "Daddy Orange glared at his mother-in-law, who was crying as she spoke, her hands trembling so much that she struck a few matches and didn't light the smoke pot. With a heavy sigh, he picked up a bucket of pig food and walked towards the pigsty.

Tangerine listened to the two of them from the house, and tears fell down her eyes.

Ming Tsai is his younger brother, the younger brother who was born not long ago, and he didn't even come to cry, and he is also the younger brother that his father dreamed of.

When Tangerine was three years old, it was also close to the end of the year.

Other people's families are ready on the 26.27 day of the lunar month, and the cooked food for the guests after the year. Daddy Orange is a butcher in eight villages outside the country, and it was not until the morning of the 29th that he returned home with two pig heads that were paid for killing pigs. Thinking that no one would ever ask to kill a pig again. The orange lady plucked all the eight or nine pig's heads with yellow incense and put them in a big iron pot to cook.

Rural work is very tiring, and it is even more tiring when the New Year is approaching, and the women who are busy everywhere are so tired that they are deadly.

That night, the orange lady had a miscarriage, and she looked at the blood flowing all over her legs and the pain in her abdomen, and she knew that she was going to go through the ghost gate. The mother shouted at the top of her voice that her father went to find the midwife Liu, and when her father's face was covered with blood and mud, and when she brought back Liu Po, the orange mother was already in pain.

Tangerine, who didn't understand anything, only remembered that he boiled an iron pot full of hot water according to Liu Po's instructions...... Daddy has a basin of blood-red water outward...... The mother was woken up by Liu Po with an awl, and cried out in pain...... After tossing for most of the night, Liu Po and her father whispered to stay big and small......

In fact, up to now, Tangerine knew that it was when the mother was carrying the iron pot of pig's head meat, squeezing her younger brother, and then the amniotic water broke, and then the fetal position was not correct, and the mother fainted in pain...... Maybe in any hospital, this is not a big deal, with doctors and midwives and a lot of equipment and advanced medical technology, the little brother will definitely be born safely.

But there is no if......

Too much tossing has made the little brother already suffocated and heart failure. Even later, when Tangerine consulted many medical books and inquired about the possibility of protecting the big and the small, he found that his younger brother at that time had ......

She was very glad that her father didn't make a mistake at that time and didn't kill her mother.

I only remember that in the next time, my mother buried all the shoes of the little babies and the clothes she made from the market, and my father burned all the toy guns he bought.

After almost a year of being lost, no one asked Dad to kill the pig anymore. Those neighbor aunts said: "His family has killed two children, which is unlucky." Whoever eats the pig he kills will be punished......"

Since then, Daddy Orange has never killed a pig or bought pork head meat again. It was even changed to boiled white meat on the 29th day of the New Year.

Because my mother said: The second baby, my mother's heart. The food I gave you was freshly cooked by my mother, and it was still hot.

Children who died in rural areas are not allowed to be buried in the ancestral cemetery before they become adults, so Daddy Orange found a place where the mountains and rivers are beautiful, not very far from home, and a place where you can see at a glance to build a grave for the younger brother of Orange.

The tomb was bare, except for a one-foot-square circle in front of it, which was built with bricks. Because the orange lady believes: only if the circle is drawn and the owner is marked, those wild ghosts and ghosts will not be able to grab it......

Orange Niang also left a secret illness because of this incident and couldn't get pregnant anymore. The orange father, who was originally obsessed with his son, took the lead in seeing it, and persuaded the orange lady who was ashamed of her ancestors to look away, giving birth to boys and girls the same, and keeping her body important.

When the orange lady was distressed and thought of her son, the orange father would silently hand over his arm, and when the orange lady's teeth were embedded in the flesh, and even the bloodshot could be seen, the orange father frowned and hugged his daughter-in-law tightly......