I pinched myself hard and told myself that it was impossible, absolutely impossible, that I must have been too nervous to mistake the wounded person in front of me for my best friend.

However, the reality is that the more you fear, the more things will follow, until you are completely wounded. The wounded person lying on the makeshift bed also saw me, but he cried out in pain and wrapped himself in the whole sheet.

Nurse Xu was in a hurry, so she didn't hesitate to tear open the sheet covered by the injured person: "You can't do this, the wound will be infected at that time, and you need to operate as soon as possible." ”

The injured man suddenly became stubborn, no matter how hard and soft Nurse Xu was, she just held the sheet and didn't let go.

I couldn't see it, so I ran up to help her: "You listen to my advice." The doctor and the operating room are ready. If you have surgery now, you can save your left thigh. ”

How could I have thought that the injured man screamed in pain when he heard my words, and shouted emotionally: "No, no, I don't even have my legs, what are I doing alive!" ”

I couldn't help but be angry: "Wei February, don't think that I won't recognize you if you wrap yourself up." You open your eyes and see, there are so many wounded soldiers waiting to be treated, but you are here to die or live, why! ”

Wei February's strong mental defense that he had finally built was completely collapsed by my words, and his grievances, pains and sadness were vented through tears. Her emotions had collapsed, and what had just happened had exhausted her last of her strength, and now she was lying in my arms dying of breath due to excessive blood loss.

I hugged her and encouraged her in a whispered voice: "Hold on, it'll be fine." You will be given an anesthetic first, and there will be no pain during the operation. Do you remember what I told you about Uncle Shen, he is the one who operated on you today, and I will always be by your side, and it will be absolutely fine. In order not to make her sad, I had to raise my head and push back the tears in my eyes: "I heard that Europe has now developed a very realistic prosthetic, not only does it look like your own limbs, but as long as you train diligently, you can even walk like a normal person." ”

Wei Eryue listened to my words, and even tried to squeeze out a smile. When the nurse was about to give her anesthetic, she suddenly grabbed me hard, and her eyes were full of pleading: "Ranran, don't tell my parents about my injury." ”

I looked at her, and suddenly I felt like I had a pot of paste in my head, and I couldn't even think. I had no choice but to nod obediently: "Okay, okay, I promise you." ”

The amputation operation was hardly difficult for Shen Zhongping, who had completed the operation in just an hour, while Wei Eryue was still unconscious due to the effect of the anesthetic.

Shen Zhongping soon discovered that something was wrong with me, and after learning about my relationship with Wei February, he sighed and said, "Hey, no wonder I saw you all day today." For the two surgeries in the evening, I will ask the head nurse Huang of Renji Hospital to help me, and you can accompany the little girl. I have completely taken care of her wounds, and there should be no danger of infection and sequelae. The biggest problem now is not so much physical, but mental. Thinking that she was only a teenager, she wanted to do something for the country, but she didn't expect to wake up and lose a leg, this kind of psychological gap will definitely be unacceptable to ordinary people for a while. You comfort her well, and bring her family if you can. ”

I remembered Wei February's admonition before entering the operating room: "But February insisted on not letting me tell her parents about the injury, and I think she must have her own hidden intentions." ”

Shen Zhongping rarely insisted on his own opinion uncharacteristically: "I have been practicing medicine for so many years and have come into contact with countless patients. At this time, the company and care of family members are most needed, and the love of parents is beyond the reach of friends, so that they can avoid despair and regain the courage to live. Western psychologists have confirmed through research that if the patient is not given encouragement and correct guidance at this time, it is easy to develop mental illness, which can lead to emotional breakdown at least and suicidal thoughts at worst. He lowered his eyes, as if searching for the right wording: "Besides, the situation on the battlefield is severe, and there are no extra beds here." If the injured person is recovering well, we will recommend that the injured person be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible to leave the opportunity for treatment to those who need it more. ”

What Shen Zhongping said is the truth, and I have no way to refute him. Nowadays, resources are scarce. If everyone wants their old friends and new friends to be cared for as much as possible, then the order of the ambulance team will be disrupted. I had a big picture in my head, so I replied, "Then I'll call February's parents and ask them to come and pick her up." ”

It wasn't until this time that I really got into Wei February's heart. If that letter from the New Year was the first time I noticed that she was not so consistent, this time I realized how difficult it was for her to be optimistic and strong. The phone rang several times before being picked up by a middle-aged man. I politely asked, "Uncle Wei is good", but I didn't expect the other party to politely answer me: "Little girl, the family surnamed Wei moved out a month ago, and now I have bought this house." ”

I was anxious: "So you always know where they went, right?" Now that his daughter is seriously injured and unconscious, I continue to find her beauty! ”

The middle-aged man didn't expect the situation to be so serious, and his tone became a little anxious: "I had a relationship with that Mr. Wei when he bought a house, what did he do, and where he went now, I don't know at all." I'd love to help, so I'll try to get the middleman in touch with Mr. Wei and let you know as soon as I have any news. Little girl, if you are really in a hurry, you should ask your friends. She always knows where the family has gone. ”

After doing it for a long time, things are back to square one, and there is no progress at all. When my mother heard that Wei was seriously injured and had just undergone surgery, she cooked a pot of black fish soup and filled it in a thermos bottle for Shui Qing to send to the ambulance team. Originally, I could still comfort myself to be strong, but when I saw the fish soup and looked at Wei Eryue who was asleep on the hospital bed, my sad emotions almost crushed me.

Wei February's physical injuries are easy to heal, but psychological injuries will haunt her for the rest of her life. War has torn everyone's lives apart, and how can we protect ourselves in troubled times?