Chapter 089: Recognizing Reality (Four Watches)
"You're right. Watermark Advertising Test Watermark Advertising Test" Zhang Xi nodded and said, "So when I enter the palace in the coming day, Sister An has to be careful to guard against this person." Gonggong Feng has been serving in front of the Empress Dowager Cisheng for a long time, and he has almost watched His Majesty grow up, and has won His Majesty's trust and dependence. This person can only be befriended, not offended. ”
Huang Yi'an nodded, but he was a little suspicious in his heart.
The emperor in this life has many differences from his previous life, and this time he is even more in the name of "escorting" to reinforce the northwest, which is completely contrary to Zhang Shoufu's stubborn proposition......
In this life, will the emperor be dissatisfied with Zhang Shoufu and Feng Yongting earlier than in his previous life, and start to weaken their rights?
If so......
Huang Yi'an's hand resting on his lap gradually clenched.
Zhang Xi didn't know what Huang Yi'an was thinking, and when he saw her nodding, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said gloomily: "Mother said that you and Brother Lan should have never seen each other......
Huang Yi'an came back to his senses suddenly, Huo Ran raised his head and looked at Zhang Xi.
There was consternation in his eyes, and even more gratitude.
The British Duchess specially sent Zhang Xi to tell her and let her rest assured!
"Fourth Young Master," Huang Yi'an asked in an apologetic and sincere whisper, "Please also convey a 'sorry' ...... for me."
In the past few days, she locked herself in the house and thought about a lot of things, including what kind of feelings she had for Zhang Lan.
There is no doubt that if she had not been canonized, she would have happily married him, and would have tried to live a good life with him, and even one day in the future, she would have an inseparable intimacy and love like a mother to a father......
But there is no if.
Therefore, she can clearly realize that Zhang Lan is not so much a partner who loves her and wants to stay with her for life, but rather a suitable marriage partner, a life-saving straw that can save her from the fate of her previous life.
At least at this stage.
Isn't this too unfair to Zhang Lan, who treats her sincerely and marries her wholeheartedly?
What qualifications does she have to entrust her fate to Zhang Lan to change and reshape?
If fate destined her to relive the painful struggles of her previous life, then she hopes that at least she will not implicate others, especially the sunny and sincere Zhang Lan!
Zhang Xi nodded, printed his eyes with a handkerchief, and said in a low voice: "Mother has already written to the northwest, calculate the time, and it is almost there......"
……
On the upper floor of Jiayuguan City, Zhang Lan was on crutches and looked at the direction of the capital.
The cold wind blew his robes, and the hunt rattled.
When he returns to the capital, he shouldn't have a chance to see her again......
Here today, say "goodbye" to her and to that short but beautiful memory.
No, it should be - never to see each other again......
……
In the Qianqing Palace, Princess Shouyang was chattering about Huang Yi'an, and she was as happy as a bird chirping on the branches.
Seeing this, Qi Yu couldn't help but smile and asked, "She's really that good?" Being an imperial sister-in-law for you can make you happy like this. ”
"Of course!" Princess Shouyang raised her chin and said proudly, "I can guarantee that she is much more interesting than those dignified and reserved and pretentious daughters!" Brother Huang, you have to thank me so much this time! It was because I said a lot of good things about her in front of the queen mother, and the queen mother named her to be the queen! ”
"Good, good!" Qi Yu replied with a smile, waved his hand generously, and said, "The parrot brother you have been coveting for a long time under the eaves will be given to you today!" ”
"Really?" Princess Shouyang cheered, and hurriedly stared at Qi Yu and said, "Don't go back on what you promised!" ”
That parrot brother was raised by the royal brother before he ascended the throne, and he was very precious on weekdays, she begged for a long time, and even the queen mother moved out, and the royal brother insisted on it.
Now that the royal brother finally agreed, she won't allow him to cheat and regret it!
"Pull the hook!" Princess Shouyang said, and hurriedly stretched out her little finger.
Qi Yu laughed, stretched out his little finger to pull the hook with Princess Shouyang, and said, "I have a word!" ”
"Great!" Princess Shouyang shook off Qi Yu's hand, jumped out and ran out, and hurriedly ordered the palace people, "Quickly take down that parrot brother and send it to my palace!" ”
Qi Yu raised the corners of his lips.
Not to mention a parrot, no matter how much you love pets and treasures, how can you be as angry and lively as a person?
For the first time since the edict was laid, Qi Yu felt that marrying the queen was a joy worth looking forward to.
In the future, what kind of life will he usher in with her? What kind of colorful years will we spend together?
Qi Yu is full of expectations.
……
After sending Zhang Xi away, Wang immediately turned back to the West Chamber, hugged Huang Yi'an in his arms, and said in a choked voice: "You child, you have been silent for several days, and you are scared to death by kissing your mother......"
Huang Yi'an's tears couldn't help but flow, he raised his hand to hug Wang, and comforted him softly: "Mother, it's okay, it's okay, it's all over......"
The dream was shattered.
Then the only way is to be down-to-earth and take the road in front of you!
When Wang heard this, he burst into laughter, raised his hand and touched Huang Yi'an's sideburns, and sighed distressedly: "You kid, you are obviously more sad than anyone else, but you comfort me in turn......"
As he spoke, thinking of Huang Yi'an's recent suffering, Wang couldn't help but whimper.
Huang Yi'an sighed, helped Wang sit down on the chair, and personally twisted the handkerchief to wipe her face.
Seeing this, Wang couldn't cry anymore.
My daughter finally came out, and she may not be able to drag her daughter back!
Wang Shi hurriedly took the handkerchief, wiped away his tears, pulled Huang Yi'an to sit down beside him, and asked in a low voice: "Sister Xi'er, let go of Fourth Young Master Zhang?" ”
Huang Yi'an nodded and sighed: "So far, I can only let go." ”
Otherwise, it will not only harm himself, but also Zhang Lan.
Such a clean and sunny teenager should no longer bear the pain of "regretting marriage", and be burdened by her willfulness.
When Wang heard this, the tears that had just been wiped away almost flowed out again.
"Good, good!" Wang gently patted Huang Yi'an's hand, and said with relief and distress, "If you can figure it out yourself, your father and mother will rest assured!" ”
Huang Yi'an nodded and said, "From tomorrow, if someone comes to congratulate me, my mother doesn't have to stop me anymore." After hiding for so long, you have to face it yourself after all! ”
Isn't it just to re-walk the old path of the previous life, in the previous life, she was able to survive safely until the end of her life, and she will do it again in this life, with experience, there is naturally nothing to fear!
Huang Yi'an secretly cheered himself up.
Wang nodded with satisfaction and said, "Okay!" Sister Xi, rest assured, you have your mother with you in everything! ”
"Hmm!" Huang Yi'an stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Wang's waist and buried his head in her arms, secretly rejoicing.
No matter how difficult the road to the middle palace is, at least she can be her father's daughter again, and see her relatives and friends in her previous life again, which is enough!