Chapter 52: The Girl's Heart
Back at Su's house, just after twelve o'clock, ushered in the first day of the Lunar New Year.
After a simple wash, Su Luoluo lay on the bed, but she couldn't sleep. Listening to the sound of firecrackers from near and far, there were so many things happening today that her heart was in turmoil.
He simply got up and walked to his laptop, staring at the screen and hesitating for a while. As if I had finally made up my mind, I opened the browser and typed in "Neurosurgery Zhong Zhihan".
A lot of information about "Zhong Zhihan" appeared in the search engine, Su Luoluo scrolled the mouse, opened it one by one and looked at it seriously.
Most of the news is about his achievements in medicine, including overcoming a number of medical problems, successfully developing neurological drugs for the benefit of patients, and becoming an internationally renowned neurosurgeon.
Most of the "Zhong Zhihan" in the news pictures are wearing a doctor's white robe, a pair of black-framed glasses, a pair of sword eyebrows and starry eyes under the glasses, and his pursed lips reveal rigor and perseverance.
Although there are not many photos, most of them are images of meticulous doctors. But Su Luoluo carefully read the comments of netizens on him, and praised him as "a doctor of benevolence and benevolence" and "patience and carefulness".
Most of the news found on the Internet is about his achievements as a doctor, but there is very little about Zhong Zhihan's private life and his deeds as a professor.
Su Luoluo flipped through several pages, and finally saw a few useful messages on Weibo. It turned out that Zhong Zhihan resigned from his teaching position in the medical school more than ten years ago, no longer served as a professor, and only concentrated on seeing patients and performing surgeries in the hospital.
Su Luoluo calculated the time, and the time was almost the years when she was born. Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little touched. An indescribable feeling flashed through my heart, tickling my heart like a cat's claw.
Staring blankly at the picture on the screen, she began to think crankily. "Is this my dad?" "It's quite handsome, it must have looked better more than ten years ago, no wonder my mother was tempted." "Dad looks like a domineering president."
I don't know how long it was, but suddenly there was a knock on the door. Pulling Su Luoluo out of her thoughts, she said, "Please come in." At the same time, he closed the web page in a panic.
The person who came was her mother Su Yi. She wanted to go to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, but when she walked out of the door, she saw that the light was still on in her daughter's room.
Thinking that this child still had something to worry about, her mother Su Yi decided to talk to her again, so she knocked on the door.
After entering the door, I saw Su Luoluo sitting in front of the computer, although there was nothing on the screen. But knowing her daughter Mo Ruomu, Su Yi guessed that she must have been searching for information about her father just now.
Su Yi thought to herself, "That's it, although I have long been indifferent to that man. But he has always been Luoluo's biological father, and it is normal for children to be curious about their father. ”
Su Yi walked over to her daughter and sat down, "Luoluo, haven't you slept yet?" ”
"Well, not yet, Mom."
"Mom just passed by to see that you haven't slept yet, and came to chat with you. You probably already know your father, right? ”
Su Luoluo was a little nervous, and didn't dare to nod or shake her head.
Su Yi smiled, "Don't be nervous, it's normal for you to be curious about your father." Luoluo, you are over 18 years old, and my mother has thought about a lot of things tonight, and I think that there are some things that should be left to you to decide. ”
looked at her daughter's puzzled expression. Su Yi explained: "For example, whether to recognize him. ”
Su Luoluo's eyes widened, a little incredulous.
"What? Surprised? In your heart, your mother is an unreasonable person? ”
Su Luoluo hurriedly shook her head, "Of course not!" My mom is the best mom in the world! ”
Su Yi was a little relieved, her daughter's words were usually put in normal times, she only thought that the other party was poor, but now that she has experienced so many things, her daughter can still say this, and she feels that everything she has paid is worth it.
"Although I have long since broken off with him, I have not been in touch for so many years. But I know that he has always worked in the First Affiliated Hospital of Imperial Capital Medical College, and now he should be the head of the neurosurgery department. ”
Su Yi paused for a moment and added, "If you want to meet him or even recognize him, I won't stop you." The grievances of the previous generation should not be carried over to you. But Mom has two requests. ”
After seeing her daughter nod, Su Yi continued: "Zhong Zhihan knew that I was pregnant with you back then, and he should have guessed that I gave birth to a child, but he may not know your name. My two conditions are: first, I don't want him to affect my current life, so you can't reveal my current situation to him. Second, Luoluo, you can't go back to him, you have to stay with your mother and live. ”
After Su Luoluo heard this, she felt very reasonable. nodded cautiously: "Mom, although I haven't decided whether to recognize him or not, but don't worry, I can definitely do these two requirements." I always follow my mother to make little padded jackets. After speaking, she coquettishly drilled into Su Yi's arms.
"Silly boy!" Su Yi reached out and hugged her.
After a while, her mother Su Yi whispered, "Luoluo, Mom actually has a second thing that I want to talk to you about." ”
Hearing this, Su Luoluo let go of her mother's embrace and looked at her puzzled.
Su Yi's expression was a little timid, "Tonight, I really thank you Teacher Lu for helping you find you." He helped us so many times, honestly, I really don't have anything to say......"
"But my mother is from here, I have already seen it, you don't seem to have an ordinary attitude towards the teacher?"
Su Luoluo's face turned red, and she immediately wanted to deny it. "No, Mom, where did you go!"
Su Yi smiled softly. "Little girl, don't deny it. You're just that little bit of fancy, how can you not see it when you're a mother, you like people, right? ”
Su Luoluo, who was told the central matter, lowered her head, her little face was slightly red, and she was silent.
"Hey~~" Su Yi sighed heavily.
"Between you and Teacher Lu, Mom doesn't know what to say. As I just said, my mother is from here, and the teacher-student relationship is very bitter and difficult, not to mention that you are only in middle school. It is normal for little girls to fall in love at this stage, not to mention that Mr. Lu is still such an excellent male god. But for you in middle school, it's still too early to fall in love. ”
"To be honest, I was worried at first, and I was against it. Mom is worried that you will be hurt and go down her old path. But slowly, maybe your teacher Lu's personality charm is too strong, and your mother is also infected by him. I can see that he doesn't treat you with ordinary students either. ”
Su Luoluo looked at her a little nervously. "Mom, you mean, he likes me too?"
Su Yi shook her head, "I don't know if I like you or not, after all, I don't know that much about him, so I don't dare to talk nonsense." But I can see that he is certainly not an ordinary teacher's attitude towards students, at least he is special to you. ”
"Luoluo, you know, my mother has always been very open-minded. About love, mom wants to talk to you, what do you think? ”
Su Luoluo has talked to her mother since she was a child, and Su's mother gave birth to her in her early 20s, and the two are more like sisters than like mother and daughter. Seeing her mother talking to her about love issues so frankly, she was also open and told her mother the truth.
"Mom, I don't have any ideas. I grew up so big that I had a feeling of affection for a boy for the first time, but in fact, it was a long time before I realized that this feeling was just liking. I've never felt anything like that for any other boy before. ”
"Well, what do you say? Lu Lingchen He is special, he is very tall and handsome, there are many girls in our school who like him, he is recognized as a male god. But I'm different from others, except because he's handsome, I think I like his personality very much, very gentle, very careful, very knowledgeable, very good to me......"
Looking at the intoxicated expression on her daughter's face, Su Yi suddenly felt as if she had seen herself back then, and she probably treated Zhong Zhihan with this kind of fan sister's expression. It seems that her daughter loves her a lot, and it is deeper than she imagined.
Seeing that Su Luoluo said so many advantages of Lu Lingchen, Su Yi couldn't help but want to tease her: "Yo, it turns out that he is not 'Teacher Lu' but Lu Lingchen!" He has so many advantages, and there are no disadvantages? ”
"Downside?" Su Luoluo thought for a while and shook his head: "Some girls think that he is more indifferent, in addition to normal teaching, he feels a little rejecting people thousands of miles away in private, and he is not easy to get close to." But I don't think ah, I think others are very good, well, it's the feeling of a domineering president~"
"You're saying that he's cold to all other female classmates, and only enthusiastic about you?" Su Yi didn't expect him to be such a teacher Lu, but he felt that every time they met, he was polite and smiled politely.
"Is it just for me?" Su Luoluo thought about it seriously, "It seems to be, and it doesn't seem to be." I didn't notice if he was special to me and the others. ”
"Like you said, if he only treats you like this, then he must have different feelings for you, silly boy~"
Speaking of this, Su Luoluo suddenly remembered what Lu Lingchen said to her in the UK.
So I told my mother what Lu Lingchen said to her, including that he returned to China for her, and that she would change from the financial circle to an ordinary people's teacher for her.
Mother Su Yi didn't expect that there was such a story behind this young talent?! He actually gave up the great future of the financial circle for the sake of his daughter?
After Su Luoluo finished speaking, she asked her mother: "Mom, do you think what he said is true?" ”
Su Yi asked her daughter rhetorically, "What do you think?" Is he making up a story to coax you, or is it true? ”
"I believe it's true. I have thought about this issue several times, first, Mr. Lu is not the kind of frivolous person, I don't think he will make up stories to coax me. Second, he took me to the house he rented and told me about the past. When he talked about the problems he encountered, his expression was so painful, and I believe that what he said was true. ”
Su Yi thought for a while and nodded in agreement. "Although my mother doesn't get along with him much, from the few meetings in the UK to the daily time when he comes to the house for tutoring, I also agree that he is not the kind of frivolous man, he is very calm and responsible."
"It's just that Mom really never expected that he would come for you."
"Mom, so am I. I was stunned, and I was really stunned for a few seconds. ”
"But he came for you, as if he could explain why he treated you so differently, but he couldn't say whether he liked you or not. Or maybe it's just out of reciprocation. ”
"Oh, that's what you said." There was a flash of disappointment in Su Luoluo's eyes, but she quickly said: "Actually, whether he likes me or not, I'm not in a hurry to know." I'm about to take the college entrance examination, and now I only have the exam in mind, and the rest, when I go to college, it's not too late to find the answer. ”
Su Yi nodded approvingly, this child has always been assertive and knows how to be measured.
"Luoluo, then bury this feeling in the bottom of your heart first, and then dig it out after you go to college. If he is interested in you, it will not be a while. ”
"Hmmm! That's what I'm going to do, don't worry, Mom. ”
"Well, it's late at night. Rest early, good night~" Su Yi got up and left.