Chapter 293: Heart-to-Heart Talk
Thirty-two was never a name, it was just a code name throughout, and a code name that not many people would care about.
What is the use of being bred by an interstellar marshal more than a thousand years ago?
Feng Hua was very curious, but she didn't ask, there was no other expression on her face, she just looked like she was listening carefully.
"My subjects have descendants, and they brought me to the Federation." Thirty-two's tone was unusually low, "They don't know why I'm there, and I don't know what the purpose of my existence is. ”
It is also because of this that Thirty-Two chooses to enclose himself in this prison planet, and the descendants of the interstellar marshal are to protect Thirty-Two to live better here.
Although neither side was very accustomed to each other's presence, Thirty-Two had never thought of leaving here, and the offspring of the Star Marshal had not thought of letting Thirty-Two do what he didn't want to do.
In a way, both sides are good for each other.
"Can I tell the truth?" Feng Hua asked softly, "If you can't tell the truth, you just didn't ask anything just now." ”
In the past, Feng Hua was always educated by others, but this time it was hard to educate others, and Feng Hua was still looking forward to it.
She didn't want Thirty-Two to reject her.
Thirty-two really didn't refuse Feng Hua, he nodded, and motioned for Feng Hua to continue.
"If you don't know the meaning of existence, don't think about it." Feng Hua smiled, "There are countless people in the world, there are countless roads, and what I like is elsewhere, but that doesn't mean you can't like here." ”
When a person does not know the meaning of his existence, there are generally two paths to take.
The first is to accumulate strength, and when you find meaning, you can accumulate a lot.
The second is to stay where you are, there is no law that says that a person must face life positively, like to step on the same land, then live here forever.
Thirty-two didn't have any financial worries, and he could have lived here for the rest of his life.
Feng Hua didn't want to instill in Thirty-Two the idea that she had to be positive, she felt that her mood was the most important thing, and if she wasn't happy, she didn't necessarily have to do something she didn't like to do.
Thirty-two felt that he should have lived a thousand years ago and couldn't fit into this world, and since he couldn't fit in, he wouldn't fit in!
"You don't have anything to worry about except that you can't find the meaning of your existence. You don't need to think about survival, you don't need to think about what to eat for the next meal, just live like this, how you lived before, and continue to live like this for the rest of your life. ”
"That's probably what I used to think." Thirty-two took a deep breath, "If you don't show up." ”
???
What's the matter with her?
What did she do, she's been reading study materials these days, and she doesn't seem to have said anything to Thirty-Two at all, right?
The two of them just had a meal together and had a fight, but there was no intersection other than that, why did she appear and change Thirty-Two's mind?
"I can feel that you have the same thing in you as I do. You don't have to rush to refuse, if you think I'm not right, then you can take me as nonsense. Thirty-two's tone became inexplicably serious.
In the past few decades of his life, he has spent a long time with the cultivation pod, with no friends and no one to talk to, and it was not until he was brought back to the Federation that he learned what common sense of life was.
Despite being in civilized society, he often can't control his emotions because of his genetic defects, so he doesn't have many friends at all.
Feng Hua was the first person to make him feel like a friend.
In addition to Feng Hua's ability to withstand his attack, there is another point that Thirty-two can feel the sense of detachment on Feng Hua's body.
From the first meal, Thirty-Two could tell that Feng Hua had been deliberately keeping a distance from the people around him.
If she wants, she can make the entire prison planet like her, and then transform it into a paradise more suitable for her.
But she didn't do that, she was just learning the information she needed, not socializing with other people, not knowing who was around her, and even if she saved the prison guards, she didn't take the opportunity to become friends with the prison guards.
If it's a proud person, maybe it's just a person who doesn't look down on these people on the prison planet at all.
Feng Hua is not an arrogant person, and it can even be said that she is a very good communicator, as long as this person is not what she hates.
When Thirty-Two and Feng Hua were eating together in the restaurant, Feng Hua treated the waiter very politely, not arrogant, even after learning that there was no Chinese food, he found a way to solve the matter by himself, rather than targeting the waiter or the chef.
Such a person, Thirty-Two does not think she is arrogant.
She always maintained a sense of detachment from people, and even if she asked Thirty-Two what his name was, she didn't really take Thirty-Two to heart.
Although she exists in this world, according to her attitude, she can withdraw from this world at any time.
Thirty-two believed that as long as Feng Hua left this planet, she would leave Thirty-Two behind forever, as if she had never known this person.
After listening to Thirty-two's analysis, Feng Hua blinked, and then laughed, "I thought I was disguised well, but I didn't expect even you to see it, so ......"
In the past, I was afraid that I would see the details of her person not long after we met.
Thinking about it this way, more than one person should have seen this kind of thing.
"So...... Why are you able to face the world positively and do things that are difficult for you? Thirty-two asked his own question.
"Because I know that I don't want to integrate into the world, and you are different, you feel that you have been abandoned by the whole world, and it is the world that has given up on integrating into you." Feng Hua's eyebrows raised slightly, and he sighed, "Although the results are almost the same, the mentality is very different. ”
After all, she still fantasizes that one day she will be able to fully integrate into this strange world more than 5,000 years later, without fear of her secret being known.
Perhaps, a few more decades will be about the same.
Listening to Feng Hua's words, Thirty-two fell into deep thought, and after a while, when the prison guards came to repair the door of Thirty-two with tools, Thirty-two asked in a very soft voice, but in a very serious tone.
"Do these three words Lu Fenghua have any special meaning in the Chinese language?"
"The phoenix is the king of birds in the ancient earth, and it is also a kind of divine beast. Hua is the thing which is beautiful and has the brilliance. My name means that there is a glorious phoenix here. ”
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