The electric fan 'boomed', and the rain outside the window stopped for a moment, and then it rained heavily.

When it rained outside, the house was very stuffy, Lin Mengfan accompanied the puppeteer to blow the fan together, listening to the sound of the electric fan, as a lullaby.

She held the baby in her arms, who had taken a bath and changed clothes, squinted, and gradually fell asleep.

"Lin Mengfan! Your mom doesn't want you anymore! Let's go back to my hometown! "It's the aunt in Guangdong who is talking.

"Fanfan! Dad will hand you over to grandma from now on, and you have to be obedient at home! ”

"Lin Mengfan, what about your parents? Why don't you see them visit you every semester? It's not easy for the teacher to see your grandmother, she is old, and she has to run to school a lot. ”

"Lin Mengfan! You're a kid without a mom! "It was the boy who was fighting with her who was talking.

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Lin Mengfan heard the voices of various people constantly coming from her ears, some people were laughing at her, some people were caring about her, and some people would ask her: "Where are your parents?" Are you parentless? ”

In childhood, it seemed that when no one asked her, she could live carefree, but once someone asked her, she would suddenly feel lonely and pitiful.

Lin Mengfan doesn't like to be asked about her parents, including the teacher, when she selects students from poor families, she doesn't want to be selected.

Because she saw that those students with difficult families would be invited by the teacher to get up in the classroom and tell the situation at home in front of the whole class, and the teacher would say it if she didn't say it.

Therefore, Lin Mengfan, who has a very strong self-esteem and doesn't like to "make a fool of herself in public", will ask God to bless her every semester, and the teacher must not choose her.

You know, she has seen with her own eyes that those classmates from difficult families stood up crying, facing more than 40 people, sobbing non-stop, just afraid to speak.

Some classmates with good family conditions will laugh at the difficult households with a hippie smile, Lin Mengfan wants to believe that the classmates have no malicious intentions, and she really can't express ridicule for this kind of thing.

After all, she felt that her family was quite difficult, so she had endless sympathy for those classmates, except for the fact that she was running away from the difficulties.

Like people in difficulty, she sympathizes with the misfortunes that happened to each other, and when she hears the students can't speak, the teacher will tell everyone the tragedy that happened to them with sadness.

In the second semester of Lin Mengfan's school in his hometown, he was selected by the teacher as a difficult student for the first time. During class, she almost held her breath as she listened to the teacher read to the few students, telling them to stand up and giving them a two-hundred-dollar grant.

However, that time, she was lucky to escape the "catastrophe", because the father of a classmate had an accident, while helping others build a house, he accidentally fell from the upper floor, broke his leg, and was undergoing surgery in the hospital.

Compared with the father of a classmate who needs to spend a lot of money on treatment, Lin Mengfan's situation is just that he does not have a mother, which is relatively better, and the teacher gives the subsidy to others.

Lin Mengfan, who is almost nine years old and is in elementary school, has a concept of money that is just to use the money to buy snacks to eat, books to read, and cartoons to watch.

It seems that only adults are worried about money! She feels that she has no money, as long as she has a grandmother, as long as her classmates don't laugh at her, and she can go to school and study, she will still be very happy.

But when the teacher finished talking about his classmate's father, he casually mentioned Lin Mengfan.

Lin Mengfan looked at some classmates looking at her, her eyes were full of sympathy, which made her tears can't help but flow out of shame.

She thinks that only the weak will be sympathized, and her strong personality makes her hate to be looked down upon.