Han Lu has come to Japan for vacation a lot of times, and she has eaten all kinds of dishes, but it is the first time she has tasted such a primitive dinner, and she has not seen any condiments put in Zhang Heng, and the taste is actually not bad.

Although there is still some fishy smell, I don't know if it is because of the extremely primitive cooking method, the umami of the seafood itself has been retained.

"A friend told me that nature is like a treasure trove, no matter where you are, if you pay attention to your surroundings, you will always find shelter and food to fill your stomach." Zhang Hengdao.

"Well, if the world suddenly ends now, I'm sure your friend will be the last to die." Han Lu used the lid of the thermos cup to hold some seafood soup, and said while blowing.

It's almost dusk at this time, the sunset is about to sink to the sea level, and the sunset gilts the sky with a brilliant red halo, and with the fishing boats returning from afar, people have an indescribable touch.

The seafood soup in Han Lu and the others was a little colder, took two sips, and then said, "I have decided, I will take some time to come here for a few days every year in the future, what about you, do you want to be together?" ”

"I don't know if I'll have time." Zhang Heng said truthfully.

In fact, on Chinese New Year's Eve, he had already realized something, and the chat with Han Lu on the plane only confirmed those conjectures that sounded crazy from the side.

- He is probably not related to his current father and mother.

Zhang Heng didn't know how other people reacted when they faced such news, many people had heard their parents make jokes like you were picked up from the trash or sent by us to charge the phone bill, so after that, you would be depressed all day, and there was a feeling that something very precious was snatched away.

Fortunately, it won't be long before your parents pick you up and laugh and say that Mom and Dad lied to you, and at that moment it will be like the sun shines through the window again, and you will be relieved.

Sometimes, however, the story doesn't always have a happy ending.

For example, now, Zhang Heng can clearly realize that the feelings are gradually passing in his body, and it is becoming more and more difficult for him to feel the change in emotions, but even so, Zhang Heng still felt sad for a long time when he got the news.

This sadness is not strong, and it is not even as good as the melancholy of ordinary people after hanging a course, at best, it is the same level as a shallow wound, but this wound is left there forever, and it can't be healed.

And, Zhang Heng is now forced to face a new problem.

That's who he really is, or rather...... What is it?

There is no doubt that the scientific expedition to Greenland 18 years ago was clearly related to him, and if he had indeed been picked up by his current parents in a no-man's land, it would have been almost impossible for a human baby to survive given the harsh and extreme environment there.

The old man in Tang costume, or Chronos single-handedly planned his parents and his encounter, in other words, he obviously knew everything that would happen in the future, Zhang Heng didn't know if he was also secretly manipulated by Chronos in his later growth experience, if this was the case, then wouldn't his life have been arranged a long time ago, just like Truman in "Truman's World", and what is the purpose of Chronos, who has been playing his guardian angel from beginning to end?

Zhang Heng had a vague premonition that all this might be answered after his next trip to Greenland, but this answer might not be what he expected.

This is also the reason why Zhang Heng agreed to Han Lu to come on vacation with her, because this is probably the last chance for him to enjoy the natural scenery calmly and without any distractions and completely relax himself.

"Your biggest flaw is that you are too honest," Han Lu said, drinking the seafood soup from the lid of the thermos cup in one go, "Also, the son of my best friend." ”

“…………”

"Forget it, I know that we are people in two worlds, and I have to admit that the mystery and danger in you are also a big reason for attracting me closer, no, not only me, but also Shen Xixi and that girl named Fan Meinan...... We are all moths to a fire. Han Lu said, "I'm just curious, is there really anyone in this world who can understand you?" ”

Zhang Heng was silent for a long time, and then said, "Something happened to me, and I'm trying to figure it out, but before that, I can't deal with emotional problems." ”

"Uh-huh," Han Lu snorted, noncommittal, "Did I tell you the story of my first love?" ”

"It's the first time."

"If you want to listen, when I was in high school, I liked a boy in my class, he wasn't tall, he wasn't particularly handsome, and he didn't seem to have any special talents, but I don't know why I just liked him very much, for no reason, how to look at him and how pleasing to the eye, especially when he talked to me," Han Lu closed his eyes, "His voice is like the current sea breeze, gently and warmly blowing on your face."

"As a result, one day after school, I was on duty, and after cleaning, I turned off the lights, checked the doors and windows, and then locked the door and left the classroom, and saw him on the corner of the second floor. He stopped me, and then with a red face, handed me a book of Borges's poems, oh, he liked Borges, and it seemed silly now, but the point was not the book of poems, but the note inside, which I guess was a love letter he wrote to me. ”

"Did you accept that love letter?"

"Nope." Han Lu shook her head

"Why?"

"Because I feel like I'm not ready, we're all too young, because I want to go and see the outside world, escape my mother's control, I want to ...... Get better, come back later, and accept that love letter with confidence. Han Lu paused.

"At that time, I was busy planning for our future, full of longing, but I forgot that some people missed it and were gone, and to tell the truth, even if he is still waiting for me now, I don't like him so much at the beginning, because now looking back, he is indeed quite ordinary, after returning to China, I asked someone to inquire about him, he did not do well in the college entrance examination that year, and after graduation, he entered a state-owned enterprise with the relationship between his family, and now he is probably a small leader or something, which is not bad for ordinary people, but it is really not attractive to me......

"However, I still think of him from time to time, thinking about what it would be like if I had accepted that love letter, of course I know that it is difficult for the relationship when I was young to last long, and most of us will break up like other couples in the future, but, I just can't stop thinking, if there is really an ending we go to the end, get married and have children, and live an ordinary life together, it doesn't seem bad."

Han Lu put her foot into the sea water and stretched comfortably, "Just to give you a piece of advice, you can't talk about feelings after everything is taken care of, because feelings are like ice cream, they will melt if you don't eat them." ”

"Thank you." Zhang Hengdao, he did not explain that his problem was originally related to feelings, with his current situation, no matter who he chooses, I am afraid that in the end, the feelings will be lost.