Section 13 Truthfulness
After selling his master's "fate" and his girlfriend's new shop, and sending away the Golden Fairy Princess and a group of nobles, Lu Youyou was finally able to stay quietly and rest in the cave room for a while.
It's just that when I thought of the purpose of those noble girls, the exquisite meals prepared by Li Xian were completely unattractive.
I thought that after getting married, it would finally be a positive result, but she forgot that this era is not her era, men have three wives and four concubines, and the red sleeves are more romantic.
No, just after getting married, and before she even entered the cave room, the women who coveted her man rushed to brush her sense of existence in waves, whether they wanted to please her, or they were jealous of her, they were so blatantly unaware that there was anything wrong with it.
After all, this is something that even the queen mother has agreed to.
But why can't she swallow this breath?!
"If you can't bear it, you don't need to endure it anymore."
Xiaobai suddenly jumped out, swept his big tail, and shook the red candle light in front of her.
"Just now, you guys are drinking Heji wine, the fragment on Li Xian's body has been integrated into the palm of your hand, look at it!"
Lu Youyou was stunned for a moment, turned over her hand, and saw that the small red moles in her palm now had a shape, seven hearts into a fight, corresponding to the shape of the Big Dipper in the sky, when she looked closely, the last red dot flashed, and suddenly flew out of her palm along with other red dots and dissipated in mid-air.
"Huh?! What's going on? Why is it gone? ”
"Don't be afraid, it's okay." The little silver fox swept her palm with the tip of his tail and comforted, "You have collected all seven love fragments, and they will automatically return to the dream space." When you leave this world, you can go back to refine your love heavens? Restore the sentient beings of your world. ”
"Go back?"
Lu Youyou's heart tightened, and he subconsciously looked at the door, Li Xian was still feasting? Haven't come back yet? Their days? It's just begun, is it coming to an end?
"If I'm going to leave like this, what will he do?"
"He? Do you mean King Ning? ”
The little silver fox jumped on the table? Little Paw Paw picked up a slice of bacon and stuffed it into his mouth? While eating, he said: "He is from here, so he will naturally stay here." If you leave, will the original Lu Youyou return? Do you want to survive in this world? Until the end of life. Or...... You just leave? Lu Youyou here will die suddenly...... Are you willing? ”
"Can she come back?" Lu Youyou clenched his fists? "She didn't dare to marry at the beginning? Don't want to marry Li Xian? I'd rather die...... Now back, they ...... They ......"
She didn't dare to think about it anymore, would Li Xian recognize the difference between "her"? Can you accept that "Lu Youyou", and she ...... Do you really want to give him to someone else?
But if you stay...... Lu Youyou couldn't help but smile bitterly, Li Xian has now cracked Si Wu's death? Won the trust of the emperor? Will he be made a prince soon? That is, the emperor of the future? Now there is a queen who wants to arrange for a noble lady to enter the palace, what about the future?
What palace scheming, palace scheming, and various palace fighting dramas, she has seen a lot of them before, those originally beautiful women? As soon as she entered the harem, the three thousand beauties were all one person, her scheming was exhausted, she was intrigued, she lost her original kindness and innocence early, and she competed with them for favor, can she fight?
Even if she really defeated others and won the battle for favor, is she still the original her?
Can she really stay in this world, share a man with other women, and share her love?
No way!
She is not of this world, she can't accept it, and she can't do it.
Ever a grievance for a while cannot last forever.
Even if it's for love.
The love she wants is to compare hearts to hearts, to exchange hearts for hearts, one-to-one, pure and exclusive love, which can neither tolerate a third party, nor can it tolerate compromises to seek "completeness".
Even if she endures it for a while, she can't calm down, and taking a step back is an abyss, after losing herself, she can only see the most tragic ending in this world.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, Li Xian took her to see the fireworks, even under the bright stars of this era, the moment the fireworks bloom can still take away the color of all the stars, even if it will disappear for a short time, but it will always be engraved in people's hearts.
Taking off the once-in-a-lifetime wedding dress, Lu Youyou sat in front of the dresser and looked at himself in the mirror.
is still delicate makeup, but the joy on the corners of her eyebrows and eyes has been replaced by tiredness and sadness, and she has only seen so many noble girls, and just a few words have made her tired to this point.
If it goes on like this all the time, day by day, year after year, then soon, she will not know the person in the mirror, and she will never be able to find her original appearance again.
It may hurt to give up.
It can be stayed, and if you can't hold it, it will hurt even more.
took off the hairpin ring and put it in the makeup box, Lu Youyou felt that she was also withdrawing from this world a little bit, every time she let go, she was a little more relaxed, even if there was still a reluctant pain in her heart, but the relief after making a choice still gave her the power to "let go".
Maybe this relationship, the ending written like this, is the most perfect ending.
Tie the hair with one heart, proclaim the world, and then, there is no then.
You don't have to worry about losing what you get, you don't have to watch each other become hateful day by day, and then you love each other the most......
When this kind of comforting word was spoken, Lu Youyou couldn't help but glance at the door with a weak heart, only one glance, but he was stunned for a moment.
Li Xian didn't know when he had returned, the corners of his lips curled slightly, and he was watching her every move, although he didn't speak, but his eyes seemed to have said a thousand words.
"Yoyo, I'm back."
Lu Youyou's hand shook, and the golden hairpin he had just taken off slid down, and before he could hit the ground, Li Xian had already swept over like the wind and reached out to catch it, so he could grab it before the golden hairpin hit the ground and put it back in her hand.
"What? Waiting? ”
"I didn't ...... No. ”
Lu Youyou's mind was in turmoil, and he wanted to leave quietly before he came back, but now, ...... Seeing the joy in the corners of his eyebrows and eyes and the expectation in his eyes, she couldn't say anything, the entanglement and reluctance in her heart became more and more painful, and she didn't even notice it, and the water vapor in her eyes condensed into tears and fell quietly.
Li Xian frowned slightly, stretched out his fingers, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"Did someone you off? Is it a golden immortal? ”
Lu Youyou shook her head, his fingers were slender and powerful, with the heat of wine entering the blood, the corners of her eyes were hot, and tears flowed uncontrollably.
"No one me off, I'm just afraid of ......"
"Afraid of what?" Li Xian sat down beside her and stretched out his hand to take her into his arms, "Afraid that others will say you?" Still afraid...... The queen arranges people? Don't worry, there is no remorse for what I said, and you don't have to be afraid of this......"
"Really?"
Lu Youyou raised his eyes to look at him, even if he knew that men were big pigs' trotters, and it was rarer to see them than real dragons, but he still couldn't help but want to listen to his assurances, and wanted to listen to his promise at this moment, at least at this moment, he was sincere when he said this.
"I said I wouldn't lie to you."
Li Xian stretched out his hand and flicked it lightly on her forehead, "Why don't you believe me?" What you are afraid of is nothing more than letting others talk about it because of your identity, afraid that the queen mother will let me accept another concubine, and afraid that someone will compete with you for favor in the future...... What are you afraid of, I don't know? ”
Lu Youyou smiled bitterly and lowered his head. Yes, as smart as he is, how can he not know?
How many of the men who are being fought over don't know?
Pretending not to know, it is nothing more than trying to deceive those women even more desperately, and he can sit back and enjoy the success and enjoy the tricks of flattery when he is being contested.
Li Xian sighed and said, "All this you are afraid of, the premise is that I am named the crown prince, and I will even win the throne in the future...... But now, none of that exists. ”
"What do you mean?" Lu Youyou was stunned, raised his head suddenly, and looked at him in front of him.
Li Xian looked at her with a smile, his fingers slipped, and he gently scraped the tip of her nose, "When I asked my father to marry you, I already knew that I had no intention of succeeding to the throne, whether it was the crown prince or the throne, it was not what I wanted." ”
"What I ask for is exactly what you said......"
"One life, one couple."
"I know, you have a secret."
"Now, it's your turn to answer me......"
Lu Youyou didn't know why he was dizzy, and in his questioning, he was hugged to bed in a daze, and drove the car in a daze, in the ups and downs of the clouds and waves, painful and happy, and in the end, suddenly realized-
Why did you change the bed?!
Why did the agarwood couch in King Ning's mansion, which was worth a thousand gold, suddenly become the double Simmons in her single room?
Looking at the familiar environment around him, Lu Youyou's eyes widened, and he rubbed his eyes vigorously, nothing changed!
Did she return to her own world? But she hasn't told Li Xian yet......
"Good morning...... Awake? ”
A strong arm lazily embraced her and pulled her back to the bed, and the familiar face on the pillow, with a little drunken comfort, looked at her with unfinished meaning.
"Does it still hurt?"
She pinched herself, it hurt!
Real, living ......
Originally...... And so it goes!
The owner of the dream space promised her that as long as she made up for the love day, she would be able to get her own love!
What are you afraid of, what she found, who also followed her back, who belongs to her, a unique person!
Yes! ——
She turned and threw herself back, hugging him hard, kissing him on the forehead, on the tip of his nose, on his lips, and even on his ear and neck...... Won't let it go...... I'm afraid that I will miss this moment, but when I really wake up, this sweet dream will be shattered like a soap bubble.
Who knew that the dream weaver would really become a reality?
And he, naturally, will not refuse this delicious food delivered to the door, and enjoy this beautiful spring with a taste of the marrow.
As for what will happen to the new world that follows her, who cares, who will be afraid?
Anyway, this moment is a time for happy enjoyment......
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