Chapter 8: A Farewell Without Saying Goodbye

Summer art training is underway.

"It's too hot!" Tang Jianya shouted with an umbrella.

"Song Juan can help me get it, I'll drink saliva. Thank you. "Don give it to me. I wanted to refuse but it was already stuffed into my hand, which made me very uncomfortable, but I had to endure it because of the face of my classmates, and I was not like this before, maybe because I was too inferior.

How do you feel that things are getting lighter, and the kit and umbrella are moving on their own?

When did Zhang Xi appear here?

Zhang Xi handed the sketchpad and umbrella to Tang Jianya.

Tang Jianya was drinking water and chatting with others, when the tool kit and umbrella fell to the ground.

Tang Jianya said impatiently: "What are you doing? But after seeing Zhang Xi, his attitude changed 180 degrees.

Jiaodi said: "Why are you so careless, you didn't hit the handsome guy, right?"

Zhang Xi didn't pay attention to him. Pull the baseball cap lower and turn to the side.

"Why are you here?" I looked curiously at Zhang Xi with big sunglasses and asked.

"Shh~" Zhang Xi made a silent movement, then pointed to the side and left the crowd.

"Why are you dressed like that?" I say.

"I don't want to be watched." Zhang Xi looked around and said.

I set up my easel and began to practice. From time to time, his eyes glanced at Zhang Xi, who was sitting next to him and taking pictures.

From time to time, students pass by in groups. Occasionally went over to talk to Zhang Xi, but Zhang Xi didn't pay attention.

Long handsome is the focus everywhere. 、

Sighed and continued to draw.

"Give." Zhang Xi handed me a bottle of water.

"Oh, thank you." I looked up at Zhang Xi and said with a smile.

Zhang Xi smiled slightly and found a comfortable position to sit next to me.

"It's been a lot of progress." Zhang Xi looked at my painting and said.

"Really? Thank you," I said, bowing my head slightly.

"But there's a feeling of oppression." Zhang Xi said.

"You can see that?" I asked in surprise.

"A girl who fights two is willing to take things for others as a younger brother, isn't this depressing?" Zhang Xi smiled and took a sip of water.

"Where do I have a two? Between classmates, you can't hurt the harmony, and you don't take things as a little brother! Besides, I can't refuse that form. I explained.

"That's why you're depressed." Zhang Xi said.

"You know what you're doing with me?" I asked.

"Come out and breathe." Zhang Xi sighed and said.

"I've always had a question for you." I looked tentatively at him and asked cautiously; "Do you handsome boys wear makeup when they come out?"

"What logic? What kind of makeup? Zhang Xi looked at his phone and said.

"It's just putting on makeup like a girl." I then asked.

"No, it won't." Zhang Xi replied absentmindedly.

"Then you were holding a makeup bag at the graduation ceremony of your senior year of high school last time, and that professional feeling was blinded to me?" I pressed him up

"Oh! I didn't say that your eyebrows are good-looking, so you didn't fix it! Zhang Xi raised his eyebrows and said.

"And what did you wipe that face on me?" I said with tears and laughter.

"I peeked at a beauty video for a few minutes and I saw that, that." Zhang Xi pursed his lips and smiled.

"Huh? Ha! I reluctantly laughed at him, "I trust you so much." ”

"Who knew you didn't know you woman wouldn't wear makeup." Zhang Xi's smile was as gentle as a spring breeze.

The laughter gradually faded, Zhang Xi looked at the time and pondered for a while. I'll just keep drawing my picture.

"Would you be sad if someone you liked couldn't graduate with you?" Zhang Xi looked solemnly at the mountain in the distance and asked.

"Well, it's a bit of a pity, because after graduation, everyone goes their separate ways, and some people miss it and never see it again."

"What if he comes back to you? Will you wait for him? Zhang Xi asked.

"Oh, what's wrong with you? Are you in love? I pretended to look at Zhang Xi with mockery, "I don't think the feeling of liking will be so easy to change." If it's me, I'll wait for that person, and if I can't, I'll wait for someone to show up again. Bi time is the cure for all wounds. ”

Zhang Xi nodded.

I looked at him and didn't know what he meant.

"I have someone I like, but I have a reason to leave, and I am very conflicted about whether to stay or leave." Zhang Xi said a little melancholy. "Ahem, it's just that I'm not capable enough."

"It's too early to be young, it's just the wrong time! Don't be sad. I comforted him, "I think my current liking is clean and beautiful." There is no impurity in this innocence, it is a simple heartbeat, and it is a simple feeling of liking and liking this person. It's the most flawless time of my life. But this liking should not be allowed to be a fetter. If there is fate, we will meet after all. If you don't have the chance to see you again, at least when you are old, you can recall your current mood again, and your heart is sweet in the depths. Right! Haha"

I thought I was comforting others, but I was comforting myself. Now that you understand it, it's time to let it go! Zhang Xi and I are destined to be people of two worlds, and his appearance warmed my entire adolescence of inferiority.

He smiled and brushed my hair. Looking at the clouds in the distance, he said, "This summer will eventually pass, and next summer will come." ”

The act of arranging her hair drew a commotion from some of the girls who were observing it from a distance. I ducked. High school was low enough, and I didn't want to be ostracized by my classmates anymore. Originally, my personality was a little out of the group, Zhang Xi was so close to me, and I was even more excluded, and I was accidentally pressed the title of a bad girl.

"Did you tell that girl you liked her?" I dodged a little bit and tried not to be so ambiguous.

"I sowed the seeds of love in her heart, and I guess it will be difficult for him to fall in love with anyone but me." Zhang Xi said proudly.

"It's narcissistic." I laughed at him, but believed what he said. If he likes someone, then that girl will definitely not be able to escape.

"Hey, got it!" Zhang Xi answered the phone and his expression became serious.

"I have something to do, so I'll go first." Zhang Xi smiled reluctantly and said, "Guard that seed, I will come back." ”

Zhang Xi hurriedly bypassed the crowd and descended the mountain from the path.

Keeping the seeds? What seeds?

Is he leaving? Is this a farewell to me?

I haven't seen Zhang Xi again during the whole summer vacation. Send a message to return the dress to him. And Zhang Xi has not replied.

School is open in a blink of an eye. Life in the third year of high school is nothing short of a nightmare in life.

"Where are you going? In a hurry, don't you go to the cafeteria? I asked Tanya Tang, who was running out in a hurry.

"There are a lot of handsome guys gathered at the school gate today." After Tang Jianya finished speaking, she had already left the classroom door.

I walked to the school gate, and there were a lot of female students outside the school gate.

I was looking out the door from afar. Nothing can be seen at all. I only heard the girl shouting "Wei Yang" and "Andy".

It's like seeing a star.

Maybe a crush is like liking a star, as long as he is good, he is happy.

Turning back to the classroom, it seemed that he saw Zhang Xi's car parked not far from outside the school

The phone received a message with an unfamiliar mobile phone number: "Will be back." ”

Inexplicable information.

After reading the information and looking up, the people gathered at the school gate had dispersed, and the car parked outside the school was gone.

The life of the third year of high school is all about revision, exams, revisions, exams. The road to the art examination is even more difficult.

And I didn't get into college. I was admitted to a university that had a relationship with art. I have no regrets, at least I tried.

This means that the school should be a girls' school. There is a serious imbalance between men and women, with 50 students in a class and two boys. There is even a class with only one boy.

And my college life was more like a second high school. In addition to drawing, it is to read books.

College classmates also have a harvest of love. There are also breakups. My college was like going to another city, walking around, and returning to the city I was familiar with.

I didn't have much nostalgia after graduation.

After getting a diploma, I wanted to find a painting-related career, and then I worked until I was old.