Yu's grievances and tears pierced his heart like a sharp knife! She was so painful that she didn't want to love anymore? These days, his snubbing of her hurt so much?

In his cognition, Yu is really a strong and independent woman, and she never pesters him on weekdays, he thinks that even without his company, she will not take it seriously, and she can still live her own life.

But I forgot that it was just her who she used to be, and then she fell in love, and began to be slowly corrupted by his tenderness, her heart became sharp and fragile, and she felt the slightest change in heat and cold.

It's because this time I was hurt so deeply by his attitude!

Fu Heng, who regretted it, was unwilling to hide anything, and confessed his thoughts together,

"Because of my confusion, you have suffered so much, mainly because I want to be crooked, because he is a king, he has great power, and his thoughts about you will make me panic, and I will be anxious all day long, afraid of losing you, afraid that one day he will use the imperial power on a whim to break us up,

I can't face him as openly as before, I can't find a solution, I don't know how to discuss this matter with you, I'm afraid you think I doubt you, in fact, I understand your mind, just because he is a king, I am a minister, such a passive identity makes me feel inferior, I can only suppress it, avoid mentioning it,

Today, I talked to him, and I realized that I was wrong, and the emperor said that he envied me, because I got your heart, and his feelings for you are useless, because there has never been a place for him in your heart.

Even if he is a king, he doesn't have any advantage in his relationship, I shouldn't be arrogant because of this, the emperor is amorous and doesn't have a crazy mind, so I don't need to be angry with him,

All misunderstandings stem from my pettiness and jealousy, I know my mistakes, and I am willing to change, I hope you can understand my helplessness and give me a chance to make amends, Yu Zhen ......"

When it comes to this, what else can she say? No matter how much she cares, it seems that she is stingy, but the opening in her heart has just been scratched by him, Yu Zhen doesn't know how to face it, just wiped her tears, got up and got out of bed to wash her face, and when she turned to face him again, she was already calm and waveless, as if the unpleasantness just now had not happened, and she responded lightly,

"I see, it's okay,"

"You are still feverish, just lie down and rest, don't get cold. After helping her lie down, Fu Heng explained: "Originally, I wanted to come back at noon, but E-Niang pretended to be sick again, and changed the way to let me stay and dine with her, I really haven't gone back for a long time, several brothers are persuading, I can't stay, E-Niang, she wants us to move back to live ......"

Without waiting for him to ask, she compromised, "Whatever you want, I have no opinion." ”

Her edges and corners have caused herself too much trouble and suffered too many losses, so she began to reflect on herself and began to learn to restrain herself, in the past, she could rely on Fu Heng's favor and not be afraid of heaven and earth, but now, she ...... was snubbed by him once, she suddenly lost her sense of security, she didn't think anyone would really spoil her for a lifetime, she would always fluctuate because of something,

Even if the contradiction is solved now, there may be the next contradiction, she is no longer sure whether Fu Heng will always be on her side, without that certainty, she will no longer dare to express her meaning anytime and anywhere, she does not want to argue, and she has to get by.

Excited because of her husband's favor, sad because of his coldness, this emotion was completely affected by him, she didn't want to live anymore, Yu really didn't want to lose herself because of clinging to a man, she couldn't even control her mood, it was really sad!

If you look too seriously, it will be like sand in your clenched hands, and it will eventually pass, so it is better to spread out your hands and drift away or stay with love.

After thinking about it, she didn't want to say anything more, only his voice was echoing,

"I didn't agree, knowing that after I go back, she will definitely talk to you about the matter of the heir, you don't have a good time, it's better to live here. ”

Yu Zhen had nothing to say, only "um", saying that she had a headache and wanted to sleep for a while, so Fu Heng didn't bother her anymore, let her rest, and went to the study by herself.

Fu Heng also thought that after the matter was clarified, it would be regarded as the past, and in the days that followed, Yu Zhen did not quarrel with him, she would respond to whatever he said, and she also smiled, but the smiles were very short, as if they were just catering to him, not laughing from the heart. And if she has nothing important, she will not take the initiative to talk to him again,

In the past, she had seen his paintings every day, and when she saw something interesting, she would discuss them with him when she had time, but she hadn't heard her mention it recently.

When he wanted to make love, she didn't refuse, but she didn't have the devotion and catering she once had, as if it was just out of a kind of wife's responsibility, so that he could touch it, and the comfort of the body and the satisfaction of the soul were completely two different feelings.

On such days, there is nothing wrong with it, but it always feels weird, harmonious but not pleasant, between the two, there seems to be a layer of window paper, he wants to peel the paper open, pierce it, but he doesn't even know where the paper is,

Fu Heng also discussed this matter with her in the dead of night, "Zhen'er, you have reservations about me, are you still angry with me?"

Yu Zhen was slightly stunned, and didn't want to dwell on that matter anymore, "I'm almost forgetting! ”

"Then why do I think, you don't have a good time," he said, staring sideways into her eyes, trying to read something out of hers, but she didn't waver, just smiled, "yes? I just want a child, and when I have a child in the future, it will be fine." ”

There doesn't seem to be anything wrong with what she said, is it really just because of the child? Isn't there a rift between the two of them?

can't find out, Fu Heng can only comfort himself, maybe he really thinks too much, when she takes care of her body and conceives a child, this family will return to the laughter of the past?

When he was confused, he also asked Sarashan, "If Tongyun is cold to you, will it affect your mood?"

"Huh?" said Sarashan, "I'm used to her indifference, and I'll be very happy when she occasionally takes the initiative to say a few more words to me! ”

But Yu Zhen was not like this, she used to be a cheerful and sassy woman, but after that misunderstanding, she began to become steady and silent, her eyes were less bright and starlight, a little more depressed, endless, even he couldn't redeem him.

Seeing him thoughtful, Salashan couldn't help but guess, "What's the matter, brother-in-law, you quarreled with your ninth sister-in-law? Women are all soft-eared and love to listen to good words, regardless of whether it is their own fault or not, she will no longer care if you admit your mistake." If the daughter-in-law is happy, we will have a good life, what is the face! No one knows if the door is closed and apologizes!"

"It's not as simple as admitting a mistake that can be solved," Fu Heng knew very well that he wasn't provoking her anger, if he was angry, she would be able to dissipate her anger by complaining to him a few words, this time, he was hurt, but her heart!

Many times, a quarrel shows each other's attitude, and the contradiction can be easily solved, and the cold war is a kind of silent cruelty, which will make people think of countless possibilities, each of which is almost the worst guess, overwhelming themselves, and vetoing the love between the two because they are left out over and over again.

Even if they were reconciled later, the scars had been deeply imprinted in the bottom of my heart, which was unforgettable, and I subconsciously wrapped my heart well, and I didn't dare to completely expose it again, for fear of being stabbed by the cold again.

Fu Heng could understand her panic and tried to help her relieve it, but she was already afraid, always kept a distance from him, no longer snuggled up to him, no longer expected him to keep warm, such careful, independent and calm, made him distressed and helpless, and looked forward to an opportunity to break this deadlock!

Heaven may have heard his prayers and really gave him such an opportunity.

After the end of the day, Fu Heng returned to Yu Jinyuan as usual, and saw Liang Rui coming to the door, the two were talking something, Liang Rui saw him, said hello, and continued to whisper a few words to Yu Zhen,

Thinking that it was the secret language of the boudoir, he didn't inquire, and went to the study, when he was almost done, Fu Heng sent the little guy over there to see if Liang Rui was still there, and if he was, let the back kitchen prepare the banquet, but when the little guy came back, he said:

"Back to the ninth master, Mrs. Liang and Mrs. Nine are not in the house, I heard that they went out of the house together, and they didn't come back at noon. ”

Where can they go? "Where are they going?"

"It seems that I went to Mrs. Liang's mother's house. ”

What are you going to do there? Is it difficult to go to visit Er Shu? No, now it's time to call it Taozhi! He can move around at will every day, Yu Zhen is a woman, often bored at home, most of the time the days are boring, whether it is to go out for a walk, Fu Heng does not care.

I thought she was just going out to chat with people and scatter her mind, but when she came back, she looked solemn and worried, Fu Heng asked her what happened, this time she didn't hide it, and said it truthfully,

"Yun Shu was pregnant when she left, do you remember?"

After thinking about it for a while, Fu Heng nodded, "I have the impression that Natai's child, what's the matter, she gave birth, she won't go back to the capital again?"

"It's born, it's a boy, I saw it at Momoeda's house, it's just ......"

This woman was really uneasy, "What is she doing when she goes to find Momozhi?"

"She wanted to fight, but she didn't have a chance. ”

Fu Heng didn't understand, Yu Zhen barely squeezed out the smile, the trace of astringency, why, "How to explain this?"

Taking a deep breath, Yu Zhencai said, "We only saw that child, not Yun Shu." ”

It's weird, "How did that kid get here? She dropped the kid and left?"

A lady sent it to Yun Shu, and Yun Shu gave her a gold buckle at that time, asking her to find a way to send the child to the place she said, that is, Taozhi's house. ”

"Why didn't she come by herself, and didn't have the face to see her sister?"

Shaking his head, a lament overflowed from Yu Zhen's nose, containing a little sorrow, "Something happened to her......"