And when she silently bowed her head back to the empty room, the master had already returned, and he walked up to her and sat down.

Seeing that she had a lost expression for some reason, and thought that it was because he had gone out and not taken her out as before, the master reached out and gently stroked her head, and comforted her in a gentle voice

"Xue'er, the teacher knows that you are wronged, but the facts that happened before make the teacher dare not take you out again. By the way, it's good to teach you to play the piano later, and when you come back from outside for the teacher in the future, I'll wait to listen to Xue'er play a tune for the teacher, what does Xue'er think? ”

However, at that time, she didn't want to learn piano, chess, calligraphy and painting like ordinary girls, but just stubbornly said to her master

"But Master, Xue'er wants to learn swordsmanship more well, and she also wants to learn more from her brothers and sisters to become more powerful, so that Xue'er can protect her master when she grows up."

At that time, she felt the master's hand caressing her head slightly, and at that time, she couldn't understand the helpless sigh coming from the top of her head, but she heard the master come quite helplessly

"Silly boy, I need your protection for the teacher, but for the teacher, I hope to protect you for the rest of my life."

"But Master, isn't Xue'er only going to be with Master for the rest of her life if she becomes very powerful and powerful?"

"How come, even if Xue'er doesn't know anything, she won't leave as a teacher."

At that time, when she said those next words, she never thought that Master would be angry because of this.

"But, Master, the senior brothers and sisters all say that I am a monster, and that if I don't become very powerful, I will be taken away by the Taoist priests outside, and I can't continue to stay by Master's side."

“……”

It must have been the first time she had seen her master show such an angry look in front of her, even if she herself was caught running around the street, even if she didn't do her homework well and made a mess of her pen and ink, the master who had never been angry, at that time her face sank in an instant, and she asked in a calm and terrifying tone that she had never heard before

"Who said that? Tell the teacher, Cher. ”

"It's the brothers and sisters......"

At that time, she was frightened, and just replied in a daze.

"Tell the teacher, which brother and sister?"

But the master still asked with a serious face, as if she was angry, she wanted to say but choked in her throat, at that time, she felt that as long as she didn't say it, the master would not know who said it, and she would not be a child who could only sue.

But she was wrong.

After that day, she didn't know what Master had done since he left the room, and she didn't know what Master had said about her brothers and sisters, but since then, there really hasn't been a brother or sister who has said that kind of thing in front of her, and of course, there really is no brother or sister who dares to approach her, let alone touch her, and even see her in the door, she has to go far away.

However, she overheard it

"I really don't know what that guy said in front of the master, the master was so angry that he directly expelled the senior brother from the master's door."

"Well, that guy is also a fool, I don't know that the master is still saying that kind of thing to that monster baby."

"Shhh, what kind of monster, call Senior Sister, carefully Master heard and punished you."

"I know, I don't dare to shout like this, Master, when I went out."

"The ......"

At that time, she was hiding behind a rock and poked her head out

"Two senior brothers, what you said is true? Did Master really expel that senior brother from the school? ”

She couldn't believe that was what a gentle master would do.

However, the two senior brothers just looked at each other and then dropped a sentence

"Really, who's going to joke about that!"

As if he had seen a ghost, he turned and ran away, leaving her no chance to ask questions.

I don't know, did the master at that time protect her very well because of this, or did she and her brothers and sisters become complete strangers? However, now that I think about it, in fact, although the master was a little too angry, after all, those senior brothers and sisters really never intended to accept themselves from the beginning.

And what Master did was just to make her see this earlier.

However, when she went to question the Master at that time, the Master answered her like this

"The senior brother you mentioned has a bad character on weekdays, doesn't concentrate on practice, and goes down the mountain to those fireworks and willow lanes without permission, even if there is no such thing, the teacher will clean up the portal sooner or later."

In the end, she believed it, naively thinking that it really had nothing to do with her own affairs, and now that she thought about it, even if she should clean up the portal as the master said, but at that time, the senior brother had not done anything really hurtful, and he should not have been expelled from the sect so quickly.

However, because of one thing, she had to say goodbye to the master and leave the master's door, and now that she thinks about it, she just wants to escape, escape from the master's expectations, escape from the place where it is difficult to fit in, escape from her own hurdle, and even if she chooses to leave, the master still insists on giving her her saber, and also sends out the ice hairpin prepared for her coming-of-age ceremony in advance, at that time, when she stepped out of the small courtyard where she has lived for more than ten years, the master said to her

"It's a pity that the teacher can't hold a coming-of-age ceremony for you in person. However, Xue'er, for the teacher, respect your decision, if one day, you want to come back, for the teacher to wait for you. ”

If she stayed, would everything have changed?

Su Yanxue suddenly had an uncomfortable regret that she had never felt before, even if she was betrayed by Lu Qianyun before, even if she was sent to the sacrifice platform, she had never regretted it so much, if she chose to stay with her master at that time, wouldn't she have met Lu Qianyun, and she would not have left in pain because of this love?

She still remembered that time, when the cold blade reflected her desperate and empty eyes, she watched in a daze as the young man in front of her, who had promised to give her ten miles of red makeup, stabbed the sharp long sword into her body, and the rest, she only remembered the darkness.

When the desperate and poignant Manzhu Sahua bloomed beside her, when she witnessed her own death, Su Yanxue had completely fallen into a kind of memory that she did not want to be sober and did not dare to face.

At this moment, Su Yanxue witnessed how powerless she was at the moment she fell.

The bright red flowers bloomed beside her, and when she was sent step by step to the sacrificial platform that was already a red sea, what kind of mood would she feel when she saw everything with her own eyes?

Su Yanxue couldn't help but think of the questions she had been forced to ask before

"Su Yanxue, do you remember who you are?"

"Su Yanxue, do you know where you are?"

"Su Yanxue, do you know what you should do?"

"Or do you remember nothing?"

But what should she remember, Su Yanxue couldn't help but fall into this headache situation.

"What you should remember is not your past as Su Yanxue, but your past as a butterfly god."

In the dark, a voice responded to Su Yanxue's confusion in her heart.

"The past as a butterfly god?"

But how did she become a butterfly god? All along, all she had was the so-called bloodline, didn't she? Wasn't the fate of the butterfly god a curse to her?

However, the voice in her head replied

"In this world, there has never been a so-called blessing and curse, all fate can only be faced, Su Yanxue, you shouldn't be so confused anymore, leave the Desert Night Gate, go farther away, and find everything left for you by the first butterfly god!"

Leaving the Desert Night Gate? Go farther away, but what is the farther place? She finally settled down here, why did she have to leave to face the so-called fate? Why, she had to find everything left behind by the original butterfly god?

"Because, from the beginning of the creation of the butterfly god, it was already a coexistence of blessing and destruction."

Hearing this unusual sentence, Su Yanxue's eyes widened suddenly, the coexistence of blessing and destruction?

"Whew."

Su Yanxue opened her eyes instantly, she turned her head, her heart palpitated, but there was still the shadow in her half of her memory in front of her, only Mo Ye was sitting quietly at the desk guarding herself.

"You woke up, did you feel anything uncomfortable?"

Su Yanxue quickly calmed down, and she shook her head

"It's not uncomfortable, but it's ...... Moye, I have one thing I want to ask. ”

"What's the matter? By the way, before that, did you feel your breakthrough? ”

Facing the matter that Mo Ye asked, Su Yanxue felt that the words she had just heard were the focus of her breakthrough, right, breakthrough? Mo Ye woke up Su Yanxue with a word.

Didn't she just keep stuck in her memories, and how did she break free from her dreams and wake up suddenly?

Thinking of this, Su Yanxue was stunned in place, and at this time, a luminous butterfly appeared beside Su Yanxue. The luminous butterfly didn't seem to be seen by Mo Ye, and it stayed on Su Yanxue's shoulder as if no one was around.

Su Yanxue looked at the luminous butterfly that was staying beside her, and was stunned for a second or two, and then she looked at Mo Ye, who had been staring at her, and said

"It seems to have a feeling, I'll try."

If she woke up, did it mean that the problem was solved?

Sure enough, as Su Yanxue expected, when she began to mobilize the spiritual power that she could perceive outside her body and absorb it into the dantian, this whole process actually made her feel an unprecedented sense of comfort, and she was clearly unable to do all this so smoothly yesterday.

However, all this went too smoothly to be unbelievable, once she thought of this, Su Yanxue still couldn't relax.

And when neither of Su Yanxue nor Mo Ye spoke, a hurried voice suddenly came in from outside the door

"Master, master!"

The person who came seemed to be very anxious, and shouted Mo Ye repeatedly.

Mo Ye heard the sound and said to Su Yanxue

"Wait for me to go out, I'll talk about it later."

After that, Mo Ye walked out of the study.

And a moment later, when Mo Ye returned to the study, he brought Su Yanxue a real piece of good news

"Lan Wan, that kid woke up, do you want to go and see?"