Sitting in the car decadently all the way.

"Cheer up, get out of the car with surveillance." Nanli looked at me and said.

I wiped my tears, my eyes decadent but haughty.

When I got home, I sat down on the couch.

It turns out that falling out of love is this feeling, a burst of heartache, and that pain is like the heart being pecked by something from time to time.

The tears are even more indisputable, so he simply closes his eyes and lets the tears rage.

It's the familiar sound of a window opening again. I didn't bother to look, I didn't bother to move, so I just lay down.

"I just spoke a little heavily! This one is up to you. Nanli pushed me and said.

I opened my eyes and sat up. Nanli took out the cake from her bag one by one and put it on the table.

In the past, when I was unhappy, Nanli would always buy beautiful little cakes, say a bunch of scares to me, and then put them on the desk in my room and leave.

At that time, although I was angry, when I opened the beautiful packaging box and took out the fragrant small cakes, I felt better. Gently scoop it up with a spoon and put it in your mouth, the fragrance melts into the whole mouth, and the sweet taste comes from the tip of your tongue to your heart, and when you take a deep breath, the bad mood runs away with the exhaled air.

But now, there is a table full of well-decorated small cakes, and the freshness of fruit, the sweetness of cream, and the slightly bitter taste of chocolate are on the surface. And the air I inhaled into my nostrils was sad, and I picked up a piece and took a big bite, which was obviously sweet, but the air I exhaled was indeed salty. Tears slid down into the mouth as they flowed down her cheeks, the saltiness of tears mixed with the sweetness of the cake.

I burst into tears and laughed.

"What are you laughing at when you cry?" Nanli handed me a tissue, "Wipe your nose." ”

I don't talk and eat cake piece by piece.

"I'll let you choose a piece to eat, but I didn't let you eat it all, okay, don't eat it." Nanli snatched the cake from my hand.

Maybe it's because of the food, I feel a churning in my stomach, I run to the toilet with my mouth covered and vomit, and no matter how delicious it is, I change the taste of my stomach after a trip.

Squatting at the door of the toilet, holding his stomach, I don't know if it's distress or stomach pain, it's uncomfortable.

Wow cried loudly.

"I like him! I like him! I like him...", crying and thinking, "I like him...."

"Am I wrong?" Nanli said, "Maybe he liked you before." ”

I curled up in the bathroom door, unable to listen to him, all I could think of was the game he had just said about Madame, could I really just accidentally participate in a game? Then I'm so ridiculous! I can't pass 3 levels of the game.,I'm very serious about emotional things.,If I identify a person.,It's a lifetime.。 The funny thing is that my persistence only moved me in the end, and I am just one of the most inconspicuous cannon fodder in other people's games.

It's right to calm down and think about it, what qualifications do I have to be liked by him, everything is on one track, he should be the same kind of person as Ye Nalan, with fine clothes and fine food, and high-end education. I even expected him to be sincere? Perhaps this social sentiment is the least valuable thing.

"Huh! Scold! Scold! "I laugh at my own stupidity, I laugh at me for thinking too much about the world.

"I'm talking about angry words, really angry words! Your feelings..."Nanli still wants to persuade me.

"We have no feelings! How could Ye Nalan have feelings! Since it's a game, since you're involved, let's play to the end. ”

I stopped crying. His eyes looked at Nanli firmly.

"You're right, it's really hard to come together with different ideas, and even if you come together, it won't be long-term."

Nanli was silent.

"Then can I come together as Ye Nalan?" I squeezed out a smile, "I'm afraid it's harder, isn't it?" ”

"From the very beginning, I was choosing to be on the opposite side of him." I said with my head down and clasped my fingers.

"Since the ending has been decided a long time ago, I will silently protect him!" I looked up at Nanli with tears in my eyes.

"I—" Nanli wanted to speak and stopped.

"Those who love me and those I love will do my best to protect them." I said to Nanli with a smile.

"Let Lisa go, the fewer people, the smaller the target."

"She's here to help you with something unexpected." Nanli said.

"I could be exposed at any time, and the fewer people there are, the less danger there is. You also need to be ready to leave at any time. ”

"What do you want to do?"

"Stand on the opposite side of Zhang Xi and be with Chen Xiong."

"We've been working on it."

"Yes, if I don't do something, we can't fit in, and if I don't do something harmful, he can't believe me. I can only be used by him if he grabs me. ”

"What the hell do you want to do?" Nanli asked.

"I don't know, find an opportunity to do something wrong and hand the handle to Chen Xiong." I said calmly.

Time seemed to stand still at the moment.

"I understand you, if you do something bad, you will feel guilty for the rest of your life." Nanli said worriedly.

"So think about what to do." I looked at Nanli and squeezed out a smile.

"Sleep, I'm so tired today!" I stood up with my feet on the ground.

"Are you really okay?" Nanli looked at me and asked.

"It's good to get some sleep, what is love compared to life? It's okay not to dwell on it, it's because I'm too impulsive. "It seems that what I said to Nanli was actually said to myself.

Lying on the bed with my eyes closed, tears still flowed. People can be ruthless, I believe Zhang Xi has feelings for me. That's enough, since it's not destined to be together and silently guard. made up his mind to leave his feelings for Zhang Xi to this day.

I woke up in the morning with my pillow soaked with tears.

My first love was lost to me.

Looking at the red and swollen eyes in the mirror, how are you going to put on this makeup today?

"What's wrong with your eyes?" Lisa was surprised and said, "Why is it swollen like a peach?" ”

"Hmmm! Allergic! I said perfunctorily.

"It seems that it can't be eliminated today? Wear sunglasses! Lisa said with a roll of her eyes at me.

Can I fool her? She studied medicine, and she can see at a glance if she has allergies. Look, I don't want to say that he didn't pierce me.

When I came to the laboratory, I boiled a swelling medicine bag and put it on my eyes. After leaving it on for a while, I boiled the herbs with a taste as usual. Sit in a chair and put your eyes on it, thinking about what to do next.

I was exhausted from crying last night, and now I don't have any idea at all, but if I don't make any progress in doing this, more people will be hurt.

"Oops! Xiaoye! Can we not come here every day to get this taste? Secretary Zhao said and pushed the door open.

"Oh!" I answered and took the herbs off the stove.

"Does this medicine work? You boil it every day. Secretary Zhao came over to take a look.

If you don't want to talk today, you can ignore him. Secretary Zhao saw that I was busy with my head and ignored him, so he left with interest.

Looking at Zhang Xi's office, it was almost noon, and Zhang Xi hadn't come yet. Why am I worried about him? Maybe I'm sleeping with a beautiful woman in my arms.

I can't help but feel uncomfortable when I think about it.