Chapter 76: The Main House

Now that I think about it, even a quarrel was sweet back then.

"If you touch the broken glass, you won't be afraid of cutting your hands." The hand was gently removed from the edge of the glass, and when he came back to his senses, Chen Pengwei stood at the desk at some point. With his head down, he looked at the corner of the table and the back of Shui Lanqing's hand on the table with a complicated expression. The scar had long since healed, and the back of the hand was white and white. He sighed leisurely, "Do you want to go to the main house to have a look?" ”

Shui Lanqing listened to the inexplicable pity in his tone, nodded in a trance, and got up with him and went to the main house.

After entering the main room, Shui Lanqing found that the air in the east wing, her own room, seemed to circulate a lot, unlike the master's room, the air was heavy, making people a little out of breath.

Chen Pengwei walked to the window, reached out to open the curtains, and opened the window. Through the sunlight that poured in, Shui Lanqing looked at the dancing dust in the air, blown by the wind, flying around.

Shui Lanqing was suddenly very glad that no one had bothered her here for ten years, as if everything had been sealed ten years ago, just waiting for it to be opened again. There are no other residents, no other stories, and this is always her and Master's home.

Master's room was a little bigger than his own, but it was just an extra dresser. The brown-red lacquer mottled and fell, and now it looks like dried bloodstains, sprayed on it. Every morning and evening, Master would sit on it and comb his hair seriously.

Master's hair, thick and thick, fell down to his waist, and it was really like a small waterfall at that time. It's just later, since when did the hair that she was once proud of begin to fall out a lot, and in the small half year before her death, on the pillow, on the bedding, you can see clumps of hair everywhere, which only makes Shui Lanqing feel shocked.

Looking down at the table top of the dresser, it seems that you can still see the hair that fell out of the master.

"In the future, if I am seriously ill like Master, I will definitely cut my hair, or I will look too sad to watch."

"It's nonsense again, don't say it's good to be yourself." Chen Pengwei walked over, stretched out his hand and flicked a finger on her head, remembering how many times he had seen her loose hair at home, which was less than waist. It's a lot shorter than the length in my memory. He remembered that she cherished that hair very much, and was never willing to cut it short except for the occasional trim.

"Have you cut your hair all these years?"

Shui Lanqing touched the hair coiled on the back of her head today, "Well, naturally it has to be cut." The hair is too long and inconvenient in the hospital. “

An understatement made Chen Pengwei breathe, "Where is the cut?" ”

"It's less than the shoulder, and when I first cut it, I didn't like to look in the mirror." In fact, it's not that I don't want to look in the mirror because I cut my hair, but I didn't dare to look in the mirror for a period of time when I just lost my memory, and when I looked at the person in the mirror, I felt strange and my heart was full of fear.

Chen Pengwei looked at the girl with his back to him, and couldn't imagine her short hair, the way she looked with short hair in his memory was twenty years ago, when she was still a doll.

"But I cut it once, and I refused to cut it again. Now it's so easy to grow back again. ”

As he spoke, he sat down on Master's bed. On the hard plank, there is not even the previous layer of mattresses.

After that hospitalization, Master's health went from good to bad, but he refused to be hospitalized again. It went on like that for more than a year, and in the last month, Master could barely get out of bed.

In fact, in the two days before Master left, both of them seemed to know that day was coming. Shui Lanqing cried and begged Master to go to the hospital, but Master Shui Xin seemed to have given up a long time ago, just smiled and shook his head.

"Silly girl, don't be afraid, everyone will have such a day, it's just that Master's day came a little early. I can't see you grow up, and in the future, I'm afraid you'll have to work hard alone. ”

At that time, Shui Lanqing looked at the thin and out of shape master, and just cried. Girls are small

"Don't cry, it's not going to be a few days, let's talk to the master and apprentice. When Master is gone, you will have time to shed tears. ”

Looking at the master who calmly said this, Shui Lanqing only felt sad. At that time, she didn't know why anyone could look down on life and death so much, at least for her, when she mentioned death, it was fearful.

Until these years, I have been notified of my critical illness countless times, and sometimes I am so uncomfortable that when I am lying on the hospital bed, I am ready to sleep without waking up, and I will suddenly feel that death does not seem terrible, and it seems to be a relief. For Master, is death also a relief for her?

At that time, Master was lying on the bed, holding her hand, looking at her with a rare expression of love and pride in his eyes.

"You are more talented than Master, and when Master was your age, he was not as good a dancer as you. When I see your ancestor, I can finally make a difference. "16-year-old Shui Lanqing has already learned all the ancient dances that her master has studied. After Master Shui Xin arrived, he couldn't teach anything anymore. More often, the two studied together, and planned to go to Dunhuang together.

“…… For so many years, in addition to teaching you dance, Master seems to have taught you nothing in other aspects of life and life skills, but your master has not taught me either. But in the end, you are luckier than your master and me, there are people who are willing to grow up with you since childhood, Master looked coldly, for so many years, your little friend, but Master will take care of you more than Master. Now, Master can only hope that after I leave, he will still be able to protect you like this. ”

Shui Lanqing didn't dare to cry anymore, she just shook her head with tears in her eyes, even though Chen Pengwei was good to her, but the master gave her a home. She never felt like she was alone in the world.

"Master has nothing left for you. Originally, I thought that if I had the opportunity to watch you get married, this dresser and those research codexes would be taken away for you, but now, I can leave everything here to you. Don't cry, Lan Qing, we have an ancient dance, this is a fate that can't be escaped, I hope you will be an exception. ”

Shui Lanqing sat on the empty, cold wooden board, and the words that Master had said to herself in the two days before he left kept echoing in her ears.

Chen Pengwei was originally sitting on the stool, watching Shui Lanqing bow her head and cry on the bed, calling "Master" softly in her mouth, thinking that she must be thinking of her master, and crying is unavoidable.

But after a while, look, the situation didn't seem right, her hands were clasped together, but she couldn't hear the cry, only tears dripping big, silently wetting the bed. Gradually, I don't know whether it was pain or sadness, I bent down, bent my back, and curled up on the bed. Only the shoulders shrugged to let people know that she was crying.

He had never seen such a Shui Lanqing. Even when Master Shui Xin passed away, she also cried loudly in his arms, and he had never seen her cry so aggrieved and forbearing.

Worried, he walked over, sat down behind her, reached over her thin shoulders, and helped her up. I saw that her eyes were a little sluggish, her eyes were red from crying, and her cheeks were also reddened. The whole person is immersed in memories, and it makes people panic in a trance.

I don't care if she remembers herself, and I don't care if the two haven't figured out the relationship, she stretched out her hand to hug her, hiding panic in her eyes, and stroked her back one by one, "Qingqing, wake up, don't cry, don't be afraid, and me, and me." ”

Later, she simply didn't say anything, just called her name one by one. Chen Pengwei only felt that he had been tormented for a long time before he saw that Shui Lanqing seemed to come back to his senses, tugging at his clothes, and crying out with a "wow".

Chen Pengwei didn't wait to put his mind down, only listened to Shui Lanqing crying and talking, a small voice, I don't know whether it was for herself or for the woman who passed away.

"Master, she has been unhappy all her life, she should have been suffering from depression, the doctor said she had a heart disease, in fact, I know, I know why she is unhappy. But I can't help her, she never forgot that man, I really, really hated that man. “

Shui Lanqing's words made Chen Pengwei's hand pause, and he opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything. Lan Qing didn't want him to say anything, it seemed that she just wanted to release the sadness, sadness, fear, unwillingness, confusion and other emotions in her heart over the years, in this place where she once lived with her master.

"A few months before Master left, a woman came to look for her, Master has no friends, and she has never brought anyone to her home for so many years. I don't know who it was, and I can't remember what she looked like. But at that time, Master was obviously much better, but after the man left, Master locked herself in the house for many days, and then her body deteriorated, and she was willing to take the supplements I bought for her, but after that, she didn't even take medicine. When I asked her, she wouldn't tell me who the man was, only a friend from a long time ago. I can't help her with anything. ”

Chen Pengwei never knew that so many things had happened before Master Shui Xin died. At that time, he was in his third year of college, and there were a lot of things in school, plus he asked the doctor and said that Master Shuixin's body was well maintained, and it would not be a problem for three or five years. At that time, every phone call with Lan Qing also told him that his body was recovering well, so he didn't pay much attention.

Shui Lanqing said these things now, but at that time, she had never told him. Therefore, when he received a call from Lan Qing back then, he was speechless in shock.

It's just that he was not very old at that time, and he couldn't take into account Shui Lanqing's psychology, but he was afraid that she would be afraid of a dead person at home alone, so he asked for leave the next day and hurried back to help her deal with the master's afterlife, plus there was a competition in the school at that time, so he hurried back to school after dealing with things. When we met again, I felt that although Lan Qing was sad, her mental state was fine, so she didn't enlighten her psychology.

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