Wake up in your own room.

If it weren't for the bandage on my injury, I would have thought I was in a dream.

"What!" I shouted softly.

"Girl! Wake up! Just wake up! Just wake up! "Mom took my hand and yelled at my dad with a crying voice." Come on! Dad, come on! ”

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Mother! I didn't protect my brother! I'm sorry! Tears flowed out.

"Mom! My brother is lost, and my brother will never come back! Mom, Nanli fell into the water and didn't find it. "The uncomfortable feeling of the heart came together.

"It's good that you're okay! It's okay! Mom hugged me and said, "It's okay!" ”

"Mom! My brother he's—" I said in a choked voice.

"It's okay if you're okay, it's okay if you're okay. Nanli, we can be regarded as doing our duty. There's no way around it. My mom hugged me and comforted me.

"Mom! Mother! … Nanli! My brother! He can't come back, are you too sad? Mom, if you want to feel uncomfortable, hit me and scold me, Bo is like this, don't scare me! "I looked at my mom in disbelief.

"Mom! Mother! Are you overly frightened! Mom, don't scare me! I wiped my tears and looked at my mother with tears on her face.

Mom wiped my face very calmly. Patted me on the back.

"Mom! What happened to you? Don't scare me! "I looked at my mother unusually calm, and I was really scared.

"Kid! Have you forgotten! Nanli is not your own brother, don't you remember? "Dad's sudden words caught me off guard.

"What?" I looked at my dad in disbelief, and then at my mom, "We've been together for as long as I can remember!" He's my brother, isn't he? I struggled to remember.

"At that time, you were still young, I don't remember it so clearly, we and Nanli's parents are neighbors, Nanli's father and mother are both soldiers, Nanli lives with her grandmother, Nanli's grandmother is enthusiastic, and your mother often sends delicious food. Once you go back and forth, you become familiar. The relationship between the two families is slowly getting better, you are the same age, Nanli often comes to play, your mother, will also help take care of him, Nanli's grandmother said, he is closer to us than his own mother, so he recognized us as godmothers and godfathers, at that time you went to kindergarten, I remember that he has not yet gone to school, and the words are not good, and the word "dry" was removed when he screamed, and he corrected it at first, and slowly followed him, so he kept calling Dad, Mom. Do you remember when Grandma Nanli died? ”

"I, I have an impression." I wiped my tears and said, "I came back from school, Nanli was still in our house, and I just remember him calling grandma." I cried along. ”

"You were in first grade, he was in kindergarten, he remembered early, you remembered late, and you remembered some things vaguely. Nanli's parents were originally going to come to pick them up. However, Nanli's father died in the line of duty, and her mother's whereabouts are unknown during the mission. Some of his relatives want to pick them up, and they cry when someone comes to pick them up, and your mother can't bear to see him crying. discussed letting Nanli live in our house. ”

Tears rolled down uncontrollably. Even if he is not his own brother, he still can't stop feeling uncomfortable, after all, he has been used to his existence for so long.

I came to Nanli's room, looked at the bedroom, and tears welled up in my eyes.

Sitting at his desk money, looking at the clean table he tidyed up. There was a picture of the two of us on the table. The shelves are neatly lined with books from elementary school to university.

Looking at a book and remembering the bits and pieces of our childhood to adulthood. I cried even harder at the top of my throat.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I shouldn't be willful, I shouldn't be willful. ”

The eye was attracted by a yellowed book sandwiched between the book.

I carefully took it out. It looks like a diary.

The original date has been blurred.

Sunny and graduated from elementary school. Dad, Mom, and Sister are all here, and it's nice to have a home. It's closer to my sister.

Qing, my sister is very happy to come back today.

Xiaoxue accidentally saw her sister's painting. My sister drew a boy, is it someone my sister likes?

Qing, it's too cold today, I don't know if my sister will freeze.

Yin, my sister lives in the school and is not happy.

Rain, hate rainy days.

Qing, my mother asked about my future plans, and I said let's take the military academy, it's closer to them.

Yin, grandma's festival day, Dad took me to play to the memorial, grandma, I'm fine. Missed you.

Think back to our bits and pieces.

It turned out that he remembered it all along. Save me stupidly don't remember anything. Bullying him all day long, yelling at him all day long.

I clutched my chest and cried, crying painfully.

I cried and laughed when I looked at the crappy clothes. I yelled that morning, disgusted by my mother, and I was angry with him. At night, before going to bed, he handed me a piece of paper on which he wrote sorry in pencil crookedly. It also took a smiley face. He also asked me proudly, "Sister, do you see that my teeth are clean?" "I'm clean!" Then he happily said, "I brushed my teeth with soap today." ”

I was amused by him.

He smiled happily too.

It's the first time I've grown up and felt distressed. No one amuses me anymore. I lay on the table and hugged Nanli's pillow and cried.

Mom and Dad came in and took a look. Out again.

I reminisce about the time I spent with Nanli, and my mother was not in the mood to cook. Your dad is the only one at home.

And so it went on for a week.

I ran in and said, "Girl, I suddenly remembered, didn't you see the body?" ”

"Hmmm! The people who went in said they didn't see him. ”

"It's possible to be missing or not dead." I'll say firmly.

"Not dead?" I slumped out of bed.

"You want to! So many people and they are all elites to save you, how can they not be saved. According to you, it shouldn't be long. It's possible to go on another mission. Dad put down the breakfast in his hand.

"That's right! Yes! It's possible! I have to ask Zhang Xi, Zhang Xi should know! I'll ask Zhang Xi. "Get up and get dressed.

"Hey!" I sighed, put down my clothes, and sat back on the bed.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't even know how to find him." I said in frustration.

"Oh! That's right! Sleep, I sent it back? ”

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"Hmmm! The people who went in said they didn't see him. ”

"It's possible to be missing or not dead." I'll say firmly.

"Not dead?" I slumped out of bed.

"You want to! So many people and they are all elites to save you, how can they not be saved. According to you, it shouldn't be long. It's possible to go on another mission. Dad put down the breakfast in his hand.

"That's right! Yes! It's possible! I have to ask Zhang Xi, Zhang Xi should know! I'll ask Zhang Xi. "Get up and get dressed.

"Hey!" I sighed, put down my clothes, and sat back on the bed.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't even know how to find him." I said in frustration.

"Oh! That's right! Sleep, I sent it back? ”