Ji Maoliang noticed that the people behind him didn't follow, stopped, looked back at Gu Mian, there was an unclear emotion surge in his eyes, and after a while, he sighed: "Probably blame me." ”

Gu Mian was stunned, not understanding what he meant.

Ji Maoliang's voice seemed to age by more than ten years in an instant, full of vicissitudes.

He said that Ji Lingchuan's mother is a very beautiful woman, she is a college student in the next village, and she was hurt outside and returned to her hometown.

Become an elementary school teacher. Later, under the introduction of his family, he married into the Ji family.

In their era, it was generally the order of their parents and the words of the matchmaker, and the husband and wife had no emotional foundation, and they only met a few times before deciding on this marriage. In the second year after getting married, she gave birth to Ji Lingchuan. Ji Lingchuan's appearance follows his mother, he has been pink-carved since he was a child, he smiles when he meets people, and he is a handsome little boy.

Ji Maoliang and his wife can't say how affectionate, but they are also respectful of each other.

The family's changes began with Ji Maoliang's leg injury, he used to be a worker, and while helping others, he fell from a tall building and broke his leg. At that time, medical care was limited, and I was not able to receive good treatment, and since then I have been disabled and can no longer work.

In order to provide a stable life for his family, Ji Maoliang did not give up on himself, so he opened a commissary to make a living. There are not many people left behind in the village, and the commissary here is not as profitable as those shops outside, but there is no way, he has inconvenient legs and feet, and he can't go out to work.

Fortunately, the people in the village felt that it was not easy for him, and if he needed anything, he would directly solve it, and with his wife's salary, life was not difficult.

It's just that the good times didn't last long, and Ji Maoliang's wife gradually couldn't bear this kind of life, and yelled at her husband and lost her temper when something didn't go well, and sometimes her son was implicated. She ran out of the house after losing her temper and came back a long time later. Most of the time, Ji Maoliang silently bears her anger, and he also feels that he is not good and cannot give his wife and children a rich life.

In one outburst after another, the wife finally broke down and decided to leave the house.

Ji Mao's conscience knew in her heart that she had someone she liked outside, and every time she left the house after a quarrel, she went to find that person. She is used to seeing the bustling world outside, and will leave here one day. Therefore, he did not keep her and gave her the freedom she wanted, but he was distressed that his son would not have a mother from now on.

Therefore, he, as a father, loves him doubly and wants to make up for the vacancy in his heart.

Ji Lingchuan actually liked his mother very much when he was a child, he thought she was the most beautiful mother in the world, but he didn't expect that one day, his mother would abandon him.

The sunset was beautiful that evening, and he came back from catching fish with his friends in the village, carrying two small crucian carp in his hand, strung them with turquoise wicker, and ran home happily, wanting his father to stew fish soup for his mother.

However, his mother changed into a beautiful dress, as if she didn't see his presence, put on sunglasses and walked straight past him towards the door.

There was a black sedan parked there, there was a man in the car, Ji Lingchuan watched his mother get into the car, and then the sedan disappeared in front of him.

He suddenly realized something, dropped the fish and chased it out, crying "Mom, don't go". In fact, he had long noticed that something was wrong between his parents, and he had always wanted to do something to keep him, but he didn't expect it to be too late.

Ji Lingchuan chased for a long, long time, but the car never stopped, but drove faster and faster, leaving him behind, and soon disappeared from his sight.

He accidentally tripped over a stone and fell heavily to the ground.

At that time, there was no flat cement Gu at the entrance of the village, the ground was full of sand and gravel, Ji Lingchuan's legs were bloody, and his arms were full of bruises, and he lay on the ground for a long time without getting up......

Ji Maoliang said: "Ah Chuan was seriously injured that time, and he didn't move for half a month in bed until the wound on his body healed. He was afraid that I would be upset, and after he recovered, he never mentioned a word about his mother, and he still loved to laugh, play, and go out with his children as before. But I know that he never forgot about it in his heart. ”

Gu Mian hadn't heard Ji Lingchuan mention these things, not a word.

When Dad Ji started talking, her heart was pinched, and even her breathing subconsciously became sluggish. After listening, she felt a feeling of suffocation in her chest, took a long breath, and then slowly exhaled.

However, the feeling of suffocation still did not go away, as if something was blocked, and I panicked.

Even though twenty years have passed since the incident, Ji Maoliang still feels guilty when he mentions it again. He lowered his head, his voice was very soft, and he was blown away by the evening wind: "I have always felt very sorry for Ah Chuan, I couldn't give him a complete home, and let him suffer with me." When other people's children go to school carefree, he has to work and study, and he spends all the time working hard except for class time, just to lighten my burden. He did these things secretly and didn't tell me, but I knew all about them. I sometimes can't help but think that if his family was a little richer, he might not be a big star in the entertainment industry. ”

In an instant, countless images flashed through Gu Mian's mind.

She remembered that she once asked Ji Lingchuan why he chose to enter the entertainment industry, and he jokingly said that if it was to make money, would it make her think that he was a vulgar person.

She also remembered that Ji Lingchuan used to have a bad problem of overeating, often skipping several meals, and then eating enough at one time. Now she probably knew the reason, it was that he was often too busy to eat during his school days, and he didn't find time to eat until he was hungry.

Also, when he first became popular, there were many photos of him working in restaurants, bubble tea shops and other places on the Internet, and he was praised by netizens for being down-to-earth, no different from ordinary college students.

"Don't look at Ah Chuan looking sunny and cheerful, in fact, he is very sensitive, very insecure, and afraid of being abandoned." Ji Maoliang thought of what he was going to say next, and chuckled, "I can see that that stinky boy likes you very much, although he has a lot of small problems, but there is a little benefit, he is really sincere and absolutely single-minded." ”

He paused, his voice suddenly lowered, and with a hint of imperceptible pleading: "So, Mianmian, don't let go of his hand, don't abandon him." ”

The last glimmer of light on the horizon disappeared, and the remnant sun fell into the deep mountains.

Gu Mian followed Ji Maoliang mechanically and walked forward, his eyes gradually became blurry, one foot deep and one shallow, and he didn't know where he stepped on.

What appeared in her mind was Ji Lingchuan's face, and his voice echoed in her ears: I, Ji Lingchuan, will not change my mind if I believe that a person, I hope that no matter what happens in the future, you will not let go of my hand, okay?

Gu Mian's heart suddenly tingled, as if he had been poked with a sharp weapon.

She didn't dare to imagine that she didn't say goodbye and followed her mother to the UK, in Ji Lingchuan's heart, could it be regarded as abandoning him. However, he finally went to England to find her.

In this matter, she always thought that she was the one who was wronged, and she didn't know until today that Ji Lingchuan might be more sad than her.

She didn't know how much courage he mustered to run to England to find her, and what was on his mind when he waited alone outside his uncle's villa on that drizzly night......

If she hadn't made that call, wouldn't he have dared to bother her, because he was afraid, afraid that she would be like his mother and never look back.

Gu Mian's nose was sore and swollen, and after a while, he still couldn't get out of that sad mood.

However, Father Ji's last advice, she promised very solemnly: "Don't worry, I won't leave Ah Chuan, I will always be by his side." ”

Ji Maoliang smiled and nodded: "I know, even if I don't say this, you will be fine." Otherwise, Ji Lingchuan would not have given up on her.

Walking a little further to the door of the house, Ji Lingchuan stood against the wall with his hands in his pockets, waiting too bored, kicking a small stone with his foot.

He went to the grandfather's house to help him check the TV, it turned out that there was a plug that was loose, the old man had a bad eye, he didn't find it, he thought the TV was broken and the picture could not be displayed, he plugged in the plug and it returned to normal.

He didn't expect that when he came back, he found that the door was locked, and no one answered his phone to call Gu Mian, and it was estimated that the mobile phone was left at home.

After waiting for almost an hour, Ji Lingchuan was about to climb over the wall and enter, when he saw two figures gradually approaching.

Gu Mian looked at Ji Lingchuan steadily, he walked towards her and glanced at the vegetable basket in his father's hand: "It turns out that you went to the vegetable garden, and you didn't leave the key, I was locked out." ”

"I forgot you didn't have the key." Ji Maoliang hurriedly went over to open the door, entered before them, and immediately rushed to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

Ji Lingchuan saw that Gu Mian's eyes were a little red, and said nervously, "What happened?" ”

Before he could react, Gu Mian suddenly threw himself into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Ji Lingchuan's expression was a little stunned, as if he was in a fog. Thanks to his height advantage, he lowered his eyes slightly and saw a dirty sludge behind Gu Mian's down jacket: "How did the clothes get like this?" ”

Gu Mian said in a sullen voice: "I accidentally fell down when I was pulling the turnip." ”

Ji Lingchuan: "Huh? ”

Gu Mian took a step back, pursed his lips, and looked at him with moist eyes without blinking. There are a lot of things I want to say to him, but I don't know how to start for a while.

Ji Lingchuan heard her say to pull the turnip, and the embarrassed appearance of the girl sitting on the ground after pulling out the radish immediately came to mind, and he wanted to laugh a little, but when he met her eyes, he couldn't help it: "The fall is serious?" ”

Gu Mian was absent-minded and let out a soft "um".

Ji Lingchuan's face changed suddenly, and he hurriedly pulled her into the house and went upstairs to the room to help her check. Although Gu Mian is pampered, she is by no means an overly squeamish girl, since she said so, she was still in tears, which means that she fell not lightly.

The two returned to the room, Ji Lingchuan helped her take off her dirty down jacket, and still on the chair next to her, lifting her woolen sweater......

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