Chapter 56: The Man Who Pretends to Be Asleep
Although Hua Lin is full of fascination with Liang Che and has an infinite affection, she works hard to learn physics in order to be "worthy" of him, and even just because of some things that catch the wind and catch shadows, she can write Liang Che all over her diary vigorously.
However, she is not as direct and frank as Liang Che's number one fan sister Xu Keer, and she doesn't take the initiative to talk to Liang Che.
Sometimes friends like Cen Lin, who are active in the boys' group, create some opportunities to talk to Liang Che, and Hua Lin is almost always passive.
She doesn't have much friendship with Liang Che, obviously how many times she often secretly looks at Liang Che, she has to show that she is not uncommon to others when she could have communicated normally, and she doesn't look at others, and in private, she also feels that she is "fake and high".
However, I don't know where the confidence and self-confidence come from, she thinks that she must be different in Liang Che.
Untilβ
One day, the school was being cleaned up, and their class was sweeping the leaves outside.
There are always some students who use brooms as weapons, and when the teacher is not there and no one supervises them, they play the game of heroes vs. bandits, chasing them around, and sweeping the ground in the duty area into ghost drawings one by one.
Girls in twos and threes, gathered in a pile.
Someone has to work, Hua Lone, Zhang Wenli, Du Jiayun are silently sweeping away without any gossip conditions.
Sweeping and sweeping, Hua Lin heard some gossip.
One girl asked another, "Is Bai Xingyi chasing you?" β
The name still made Hua Lone's little heart "chuckle" for a moment.
As the saying goes, when you meet three points of love, how can any of the classmates in the class have fun? Some classmates are far away from each other, there is no opportunity to understand each other deeply, they can't talk about getting along, and they can't talk about how deep the friendship between classmates is.
That is, she is often seen by Hua Lin getting close to Bai Xingyi and often fighting.
Hua Lin is a little morally kidnapped, she didn't expect Xiao Baibai to rekindle her old feelings, and she didn't restrict him from finding a new true love, but wouldn't it be too insulting to be in their class?
"No, no."
Hua Lin heard that Yang Yi was modest.
She felt that Yang Yi's style was likely to be liked by Bai Xingyi.
Yang Yi is petite, his hair has been permed, black and soft.
At that time, this hairdressing technique was just now, and it is said that all aspects of potions and other things were not perfect, and it often took 5 hours to straighten the hair, and the amount of money was expensive.
It is suddenly popular on campus, not only the hair is easier to manage, but also the girls with straight hair and brushes look particularly innocent, for Hua Lone, a slightly naturally curly person, the beauty of straight hair is enough to make people excited.
However, not every adult in a family who can afford it can allow their daughter to have her hair moved. Like Zhang Xin told Hua Lone, her mother was afraid that she would move her mind to straighten her hair, and also scared her that some techniques were not good, the potions were too effective, and people with too poor hair quality would break their hair in the basin.
It is conceivable that high school students who are a few years old can have the conditions to pull their hair, and their parents are more open-minded.
Speaking of Yang Yi's beauty, not only in her hair, but also in her white and tender little face, her flashing eyes are round, bigger than black grapes, and she has two small dimples when she laughs.
Hua Lin thought again, she remembered that when she met Ge Taisheng in A a long time ago, Ge Taisheng also said that Bai Xingyi had a little lover in junior high school, why did he also put people down, didn't he?
People are so different, they like the new and hate the old?
"He seems to be chasing me for the fat man. It's all about helping the fat man deliver me love letters. β
Oh, yes, it's not a secret, in Hua Lone's impression, Cen Lin seems to have mentioned that the fat man likes this girl, and then Cen Lin will have more contact with her, and it is also to dredge up the relationship for the fat man.
Hua Lonely didn't believe that Bai Xingyi was just helping the fat man chase girls, she subconsciously felt that Bai Xingyi also liked Yang Yi.
Sure enough, another girl said what was in Hua Lone's heart.
"I don't think so, he likes you too. Bai Xingyi is better looking than a fat man. β
Hua Lin swept the ground, wondering if she was not authentic, eavesdropping, taking advantage of the fact that the two of them were not aware of her existence, and if she didn't listen, Hua Lin simply went to sweep elsewhere, so as not to be embarrassed to be discovered, even if she didn't find it, it would affect her mood if she listened to it again.
Hua Lin moved to the other side, and there was a cluster of girls again.
Here I heard them say that the handsome people in the class are Bai Xingyi and Liang Che, but Liang Che has better grades than Bai Xingyi, and besides, Bai Xingyi is a little cooler, only talking to a few girls, unlike Liang Che who is easy-going, he will answer any question he asks, and among them, someone actually said in a grand manner:
"I often feel that Liang Che is looking at me."
Hua Lone's heart suddenly seemed to be hit by something.
At the moment, the girls exploded and took turns to say that they felt the same way.
So...?
Xu Ke'er came again at this time and plunged into the crowd, "I seem to have heard you say the name of my male god." β
Everyone was laughing and making trouble, and the flowers were stunned and couldn't hear it.
This is much more than what she learned about Bai Xingyi's gossip just now.
There is a saying from Saint-Clement:
"If you don't hope, you won't find anything beyond your hope."
It is applicable to Hua Lone.
She thought that Liang Che only "discharged" herself, she thought that Liang Che "liked" her, so Liang Che would secretly look at herself, maybe it was true that Mrs. Shi said that she was wearing something beautiful to attract the attention of the boys behind, but what about Liang Che?
Now, what her ears heard made her hope shattered, and she found that Liang Che was so warm as the central air conditioner?
Can you have an ambiguous look in your eyes with most girls, so powerful that you can make different girls think that they are looking at themselves?
The key is that he is still complacent, thinking how different and special he is treated.
The background sound of chirping is so messy, and the flowers are sweeping the floor mechanically.
Mrs. Shi came to inspect the circle, and everyone immediately dispersed.
Only Xu Ke'er and Hua Lin were left together, and when Mrs. Shi turned her back to them and walked to other duty areas, Xu Ke'er said with a smile: "Hua, you help me take a look, is Liang Che looking at me now?" β
Undoubtedly, Xu Keer sprinkled a handful of salt on Hua Lone's wound again, salty and pickled.
With a hint of annoyance, Hua Lin squinted at Liang Che with a resentful gaze, and it happened that Liang Che was looking at it again.
At this moment, Hua Lin felt that if she hadn't heard those words just now, Hua Lone's afterglow would definitely make her think that she was being peeked at by Liang Che again, and today is worth recording in the diary; At the same time, Xu Keer also felt this way, which shows that everything is self-deception.
Although Hua Lone's heart was turbulent and she had to digest too much, facing Xu Ke'er's gaze that wanted to be verified, she held back her impatience, and if it was a matter of facts, Liang Che was indeed looking at this side just now.
"It's looking at you." Hua Lonely said lightly.
Du Jiayun didn't know when she came in, she didn't have a heart or lungs, "Is this Liang Che's eyes looking around, I sometimes feel that she is looking at me." β
Another handful of salt.
When Xu Keer heard this, she may not be convinced, she looked at her little face with freckles with disgust, she was obviously a girl, and she was full of short-haired boyish girls, and said, "It's too fake, right?" Don't be sentimental. You said that Liang Che can't look at anyone, why look at you, you are not good-looking. β
As soon as Xu Ke'er's offensive language came out, how could a person like Du Jiayun, who would chase after Shitai to change seats, give up and immediately shot back: "Aren't you also sentimental?" Who do you really think Liang Che is? β¦β
The two of them quarreled, with the left sentence "self-inflicted" and the right sentence "self-inflicted", accurately poking at the backbone of Hua Lone.
No matter how much they quarrel, in the final analysis, it's not Liang Che!
What kind of Gu did Liang Che play?
Fascinate girls into infighting.
Hua Lian's heart was not peaceful, and she couldn't figure it out, so she talked to Su Ya about it on the way out of school and asked Su Ya what she thought.
Su Ya analyzes it from another angle.
Speaking by example, Su Ya herself is also short-sighted, she said that she just doesn't like to wear glasses, presses the bridge of her nose, and is afraid that the bridge of her nose will be deformed, so she often looks at people with naked eyes, so that when she looks in a certain direction, she doesn't target anyone, and she can't see clearly, but the people in front of her will think she is looking at them.
Su Ya said that Liang Che was originally short-sighted, and occasionally took off his glasses and put them on the table, when he lost focus, who he was looking at caused a misunderstanding, maybe he didn't know it himself.
Even if he is wearing glasses in Hua Lone's eyes, there is no guarantee that he has emptied himself, maybe before looking at each other, Liang Che was thinking about something else, and when he came back to his senses, he accidentally overlapped with someone's gaze.
Not only for Hua Lone, but also for other girls.
Self-inflicted affection is the truth of delusion.
Su Ya guessed what Hua Lin was hiding and realized that Hua Lin was so receptive to the questions that the girls gave them concentrated feedback because she thought she was the one who had an ambiguous relationship with Liang Che.
"I don't think it affects it, for example, I like UU, I just feel about it, I don't need him to know in the first place; Second, he doesn't care what he does to others. I think you can actually think about it, you like him for that point, and nothing else matters. β
What do you like about Liang Che?
I hadn't thought about it before.
Now to answer, it is not easy to find an answer.
Like his good-looking skin? No, she is not Xu Keer.
Like him to get good grades in physics? No, there are other people with good grades.
Love the innocence of his folded paper airplanes? No, it's just attracted.
Like his friendliness? No, Hua Lin didn't even ask him.
β¦
If there are no living objects in the world that can have spiritual roots, I am afraid that in the time that Hua Silent has been pondering for a long time and not knowing the conclusion, the diary that hides the answer will let out a laugh that "I have already seen through everything, but I have no chance to express it".
That's right, the diary is full of affection, and isn't this day-to-day record enough to explain a thing?
Do you like Liang Che?
You like him because you think he likes you, right?
You are obsessed with the hot eyes of others and take the illusion as the truth, because you have not enjoyed this feeling of "being liked" for too long, and you have some dreams that you know are dreams but do not want to wake up.
The diary in front of Hua Lone's eyes gave birth to hands and feet, and danced at Hua Lone.
You win.
Flower Silence Thoughts.
I'm going to wake up.