Chapter Seventy-Seven: Painting the Ground as a Dungeon
Regarding the matter of "playing with books or not", Xiao Taro accepted this oil bottle purely for the sake of Hua Lone's face.
After all, even the biological cousins Hua Lin and Shuhuai don't have any emotional accumulation, and the little taro that is separated by a layer of system has not;
It's just that Hua Lin thinks: This boy and the boy should be better together.
Helplessly, the stupid Shuhuai looks cute even if he plays some clever games, and he can't keep up with his movements, he is stupid when he plays ball, and he is stupid when he runs.
Shuhuai also likes to follow Hua Lone, following his sister and brother, asking him to climb an ordinary mountain, and even showing fear, which Xiao Taro is very disgusted with.
Looking around, where are these mountains and fields not the memories of Little Taro and Hua Lin when they were children?
Even at Shuhuai's age, these two have never been so cowardly.
So Xiao Taro wanted to send Shuhuai home, and asked him if he could walk home to watch TV if he recognized the way, only to see a pouting Shuhuai with a confused face, and said with red eyes: "I don't dare to go by myself." ”
At what age do you look old?
Is Shuhuai old enough?
Thinking that the heavy responsibility of Guangzong Yaozu was entrusted to this little guy who couldn't do literature or martial arts, alas, Hua Lin sighed, she thought that maybe the Xu family would really have no hope of reviving in the future.
In addition, it is estimated that Shuhuai has never walked so far away from the ancestral house, so let him go back alone in case he loses it and falls, it is always safer to lead it by his side.
"Take him up the mountain, what if you meet a dog on the way back and get scared again?" Hua Lin looked at the little taro first and said.
Turning around, Hua Lin looked at Shuhuai, word by word: "Shuhuai, you listen to my sister, you are the boy in the family, grandpa's most precious little grandson, be brave, don't cry and panic when you encounter something." Don't worry, go to the mountains, there are no jackals, tigers and leopards, even if there are, your brothers and sisters are all in front of you; If you stagnate, or shed tears, then go back to your father yourself, and don't follow us again. ”
Shuhuai seemed to understand and nodded.
Hua Lin said again: "Okay, you remember, the road behind this, go by yourself, but no one will hold you and carry you, can you do it?" ”
Shu Huai nodded again, the difference was that the strength of this nod was slightly greater than just now.
Every child needs a positive guiding role.
It's just a pity that these children and grandchildren of the Xu family, because of the relationship between their parents, can only talk about three points of love every year, so estranged, this short-term harmony, I am afraid that with the growth of years, there will eventually be a gap and no longer exist.
Of course, this is an afterword, and it is also the sorrow of this family.
Right now, Shuhuai listened to Hua Lone's words, maybe it was because Brother Xiao Taro no longer drove him, maybe he had never had such an opportunity to be free and close to the wild, maybe he was completely free from his father's strict discipline, maybe he gained a sister who could teach him to do his homework and take him out to play and protect himself, he didn't think his sister's words were terrible, but he was very useful to himself, and let himself break through any boundaries.
It was the first time he stood in such a mountain forest with no one in sight, standing on a high place and looking at Yuanxu Village, he asked his sister and sister, where is our home? He asked his sister if it was a pheasant just now? He asked his sister, "Do you know how to climb a tree?"
……
In short, he was happy, and in the adventure he thought he was like a happy little monkey, unrestrained and fearless.
He felt that he liked this sister so much.
Shuhuai behaved well, and even if he slipped and fell, he didn't cry.
In this way, the little taro gradually stopped rejecting him, and the two little boys found a little common topic, and they played in front of them, exploring the way.
I have the impression that there is a temple that does not know what god is enshrined when I climb over the mountain from the side and go down from the mountainside to the foot of the mountain on the other side.
They are walking on such a mountainside, talking about danger, there is no talk of it, the mountains here are not too deep, the deep mountains are in the area where Hua Lone's father passed past, that is terrifying, uninhabited, and gloomy.
Hua Lin looked at the Shuhuai in front of her, who was gradually getting used to it, and she remembered something her mother had told her.
It is said that when Hua Lian's father was herding cattle when he was a child, he kicked Shuhuai's father to the foot of the mountain on the top of the mountain, but fortunately he did not fall to his death.
Hua Lin looked up at the height of the top of the mountain, she thought, it shouldn't be true, then there is still a way to live?
"Sister, what are you looking at?" Little Taro turned around and asked.
"I'm thinking, I heard that your father fell from the top of the mountain when he was a child."
"Huh? Hahaha, my dad is so stupid. Shuhuai laughed.
Well, in the end, he is still a child who is not familiar with the world, Hua Lonely thought, and did not pick up the stubble.
For a moment, Hua Lin suddenly wanted to go back to his father's childhood, to see how he grew up, and how he got along with his brother, why, even if the uncle was armed with a stick, didn't he say that Shuhuai's father was brought up by his father?
But why didn't she feel Shuhuai's father's respect and brotherhood for her father at all?
She looked at Shuhuai again, whether they would be like this in the future and no longer correspond.
Hua Lin is a very thoughtful person, and he thinks a lot of things in his head.
When the three of them finally arrived at the temple, they found that it was not a temple, it was like a post station, just yellow walls and red paint. After polishing in memory, it became a temple.
Did you remember it wrong?
It's like misremembering the relationship with Bai Xingyi;
It's like being unpredictable about Liang Che's mind when he speaks to himself.
It turns out that even if he changes the environment and arrives in such an isolated place, Hua Lin will still miss some people and things in the city silently.
Once this miss is opened, the heart that is lined with flowers and ashes is empty.
And this state has been going on for a long time.
When Hua Lin was closed in the room to write homework, especially physics homework, she couldn't write and couldn't write, no one could ask for advice, she stared at the topic and broke down, she wanted to write a diary, confide in one or two, and the left and right were nothing more than repeating the same old tune.
Because, Hua Lin herself also knows very well that except for Zhang Xin and Rape Hua, what she misses other people is just a one-way line.
Hua Lin is a person who belongs to the kind of person with very heavy emotional baggage.
She is very easy to care about whether anyone cares about her.
There used to be, and she never doubted that.
She misses her elementary school days, and her friendship with Ge Taisheng, if it continues, may be the kind between Cen Lin and the fat man; She misses Chen Xuan, who wiped the blackboard for herself in junior high school, and Chen Shuhao, who will make up lessons for herself, and she was also so confident.
However, now I care so much about what others think of me.
It would be nice if there was no hope.
It's just that she has tried to put so many emotions into it, it's true when it's false, it's true when it's false, about the girl's relationship, even if it's greed that doesn't know the severity, but in the end, in someone, what she hasn't been able to understand is why there is no friendship.
She's not so carefree, she just feels like a failure.
Sentence by sentence, I always thought that I had let go, and every time I thought about it, I found that it was far from enough.
This young girl who is pregnant with spring has no comfort or sweetness in her heart.
She deliberately came out with Xiao Taro this time, just to climb high, to go farther, to sweep away the dense dust in her heart, but all the excitement created by Xiao Taro and Shuhuai, for her absent-mindedness, those noisy sounds were pressed to mute, so that no matter where Hua Lonely went, she could fall into the dense net she had woven and sigh alone.
There is nowhere to talk sincerely, and no one can be lovesick.
When they can't see, even the shadow of Hua Lonely is lonely.
Such days are too obscure, she is looking forward to Chinese New Year's Eve, the first month, come quickly, she looks forward to the festive things happening.