As many people leave, there will be as many people as there are people who fill the void.

Flowing students, iron-clad campus.

At that time, the first class of junior high school, the teachers were like picking meat in the vegetable market, "I want this, I want that",

Everyone is eager to bring the top students trained in five years of primary school into the door and win glory for themselves in the future.

This is how Ge Taisheng and Hua Lin were snatched by the head teacher.

And the head teacher is also very trouble-free, she doesn't feel that there are so many people who are on duty.

Therefore, the positions of class leader, group leader, study committee, literary and artistic clerk, class representative, and 7788 are all concurrently held by them, and those who can't be concurrently served by sports clerks and health committee members are replaced by others.

Hua Li's authority is a little bigger than before, and after the last class of the afternoon, she has to go to the office to ask the teacher if she is out of school.

This is equivalent to confronting the saint directly.

The stupid Hua Lonely didn't grasp what the scale was, and some diehards spoke too badly in class and refused to change their teachings, so she said that she would sue the teacher, and she would whip the palms of her classmates with a small teacher, and in the form of scare, she wanted to coerce those students who had been demerit in class to obey the rules.

Even if she didn't really sue, she couldn't stand being convinced by the parties that she made a small report.

The inexplicable flower loneliness is naturally far from being popular and cute in elementary school.

You see, you're neither the prettiest nor the best, but you're just relying on your teacher.

And it was really the beginning of self, human rights, and ideological awakening.

Children of this age are not afraid of those class cadres who use chicken feathers as arrows.

It's so bold that there are people who run away from home with their parents and fight with gangsters and hooligans.

After all, those who will let the flowers be lonely, those who have had a kindergarten friendship, and the classmates who appreciate the flowers with childhood filters have long been scattered elsewhere.

At the beginning, the new environment with the change of blood made Hua Lin not have much time to stop and remember Bai Xingyi.

In class management, when the authority is great, the people are inflated, and she also has her confusion.

For example, she obviously has good intentions, but why does she express it like a bully?

It's not that no one understands the tenderness of Hua Lone's heart.

Among the students who have been promoted from other elementary schools, there is a very special male classmate.

Chen Xuan, a child whose brain development was damaged by fever in his childhood, and his intelligence was lower than that of his peers.

Being placed in a class with better teachers is almost the best that his parents can do for him.

Just looking at the appearance, Chen Xuan has thick eyebrows and big eyes, white and clean, round and round, no different from ordinary people.

But as long as you talk to him, it always makes people feel weird, and the tone in which he speaks is silly.

Chen Xuan couldn't finish the homework assigned by the teacher, no matter which subject.

Hua Lian, who is also the representative of the Chinese class, is very patient, and will always talk to him about how to read the inscriptions, read and understand, but the teaching and teaching seem to be separated by a layer of glass - I can only see that his brain is empty, but not a word of cultural knowledge can be conveyed.

Such an outlier is naturally the favorite target of male classmates, either running to the seat, pushing down his book, and pretending to say "I'm sorry"; Either move your hands and feet, push and push; or find that his English pronunciation is awkward, tease him to read, and then laugh at him; Or directly say that he is a two-hundred-and-five.

A boy is oppressed so that his eyes are red, and he can't stand it.

She can't help but say when teaching him to write his homework, you have to work hard, you have to be brave, you have to be self-reliant.

It's useless to say anything, and the information reception fails.

Chen Xuan only squinted his eyes and responded with a very touched look: "Only the squad leader, you don't bully me." ”

Chen Shuhao, the representative of the math class, is Chen Xuan's tablemate, there is no malice, just fun, teasing and asking: Is it the best for you?

Chen Xuan glanced back at Hua Li, who was sitting far away, and then nodded and smiled at Chen Shuhao, this smile was enough to numb Chen Shuhao's goosebumps.

Chen Shuhao, who came from another school, is tall and thin, very diligent, and doesn't go outside to exercise much, he has been working hard and sitting in his position in addition to talking is brushing questions.

His appearance basically took the place of Hua Lone's top student, and it can even be said that Ge Taisheng no longer compares his grades with Hua Lone.

Many of the male students have achieved top grades.

There is a controversy that says, "When it comes to mathematics, physics, and chemistry, no matter how good a girl is, it is not as good as a boy who has opened his mind." ”

At least this sentence is true in Hua Lone.

Especially because she was distracted in English for two classes and couldn't learn on her own, she didn't keep up too much.

Hua Lin has been relying on composition to open the score line, supported by the first Chinese score in the class and the mathematics that has not fallen too far for the time being.

Because she always has a pity for Chen Xuan, this gives the interested classmates something to talk about.

It seems that as soon as two people get too close, someone will create rumors. It's like two branches connected to a spider that has to build a web.

Everyone coaxed blindly, saying that Chen Xuan only listened to Hua Lone's words.

The real perpetrator may have just said it unintentionally, but the rumors spread beyond recognition.

The class is full of all kinds of gossip about who likes and who doesn't.

Hua Lin has already previewed the "emotional class" in advance in the "Gao Jiayue Small Classroom",

So when he heard that others were using Chen Xuan to arrange themselves, Hua Lin didn't react.

Hua Lin just instinctively felt that this classmate needed to be taken care of, and there was nothing to avoid suspicion because of rumors, let alone respond.

Everyone only laughed at Chen Xuan, laughing at him for wanting to eat swan meat.

Anyone who has a brain knows that two people are very different.

At best, Hua Lin is just a person who accidentally entered the game because of kindness.

Jeremy Chen doesn't think it's a big deal.

One day, he said meaningfully, "Chen Xuan, look at your squad leader on duty today, she wants to wipe the blackboard, and you still don't want to help?" ”

Chen Xuan, do you say that he doesn't speak through his brain because his intelligence is really impaired, or he also has the same little abacus as the essence, just listen to him for fear that the world will not know, and said noisily: "Don't move, squad leader, I'll wipe the blackboard for you." ”

This stalk was buried deeply, so that people with a heart behind him would deliberately lie to him, "Chen Xuan, your squad leader is on duty today." ”

Chen Xuan was not brainy, and immediately got up to wipe the blackboard after receiving the instruction, and tried unpleasantly, which almost became his signature move.

And rubbed out the professional level, every time I grin my teeth very hard, I don't care about the dust in the sky, I can wipe a little of the handwriting in front of me can't be seen, and the more I wipe it, the faster it is, the efficiency is extremely high.

This level has been certified by the math teacher, so that as long as he wipes the blackboard in the next three years, he has formed a conditioned reflex to feel that he can shine on the stage, and after wiping it, he turns around and throws the chalk brush on the podium with a sense of accomplishment.

But for the first time, he helped Hua Lin wipe the blackboard and pouted his buttocks, waving his right hand, although clumsy and serious, Hua Lin looked in a trance for a long time.

She remembered Bai Xingyi who helped Xu Keer wipe the blackboard.

The person who asked her not to forget him, what is he doing now, is he okay at the new school, has he forgotten her.

Until New Year's Day, Ge Taisheng brought him a New Year's greeting card sent by Bai Xingyi.

"Actually, I've always been in touch with Bai Xingyi. Let me take care of you in vain. ”

It sounds very touching, but the reality is that there is no care at all, and Ge Taisheng will just pass on the gossip of Hua Lonely from time to time.

There is really not much information about Hua Lone, and it can be pieced together as a few points: there is a loyal dog, although it is not normal; Very popular because of authority; There is no reason for this.

And this three-dimensional New Year's Eve greeting card, when it is delivered to Hua Lone's hand, has a special meaning of crossing the distance between the heart.

At that time, China had not yet fully popularized communication, except for Hua Lone's father who had a mobile phone, Hua Lone's house had not yet installed a telephone;

They had never met on the only stretch of road where they could meet.

Ge Taisheng didn't take the initiative to mention Bai Xingyi, and she had no reason to ask anyone.

It's been too long since she got the New Year's Eve card, and just when she thought that Bai Xingyi had forgotten herself, thinking that they were okay, Bai Xingyi appeared in this way to break her own blank.

A three-dimensional greeting card in front of me is as vivid as looking at Bai Xingyi, a real person.

"Happy New Year!".

She greedily touched delicate three-dimensional greeting cards, gilded bows, or flexible cartoon images;

was so greedy that he read Bai Xingyi's message, as if he could still find the whispers hidden behind him.

The flower loneliness is too deep.

If she is a little more sensible, a little sober, or someone can prompt a little bit, read more books, learn a little bit about the cold and unpredictable world, she can also understand:

If so, how could they never be heard from? If there is really love, how can there be only four words, Happy New Year is so simple and free?

This greeting card, which she regarded as a treasure, gave her the confidence not to give up on the past, and also gave her the courage to take the initiative to take a step.

She thought she should say something, and she thought about it.

It's okay not to think about it, why is she confused when she thinks about it?

It's like losing the armband before, and I think I can make up for it by drawing one.

She thought of calling Bai Xingyi in a public phone booth.

The public phone booth had the kind of dial-up calling cards that Hua Lone's mother had eliminated from her aunt's house, and each one might have a small amount of balance in it, maybe just enough to make a call and speak for a minute.

After New Year's Day, it is winter.

On Saturday morning, Mom and Dad left the house on their front feet, and Hua Lonely couldn't wait to sneak to the public phone booth on the street to make a call.

The number has always been known, and Bai Xingyi has already written it on the records of all kinds of classmates in the class.

The little hand that dialed the number was still a little trembling, and a heart was in his throat, and he didn't know whether it was cold or excited, and Hua Lian's whole person was trembling.

But it wasn't Bai Xingyi who answered the phone, it was Bai Xingyi's grandmother.

When grandma heard that it was Hua Lone, she was very enthusiastic, she said that Bai Xingyi was not at home and went to class outside, do you want to call back?

Hua Lin hurriedly said no, no, no.

She was disappointed, where did she go back? This is a public phone.

If only that was the phone call.

But Hua Lonely is like drilling the tip of the horns, Zhou Tian, she beat again.

Bai Xingyi is still not there.

This time, Grandma is a little strange, thinking about what you are doing as a little girl, what are you looking for my grandson.

If she can admit generously, "Find Bai Xingyi for me, ask grandma to help call him back." On the contrary, she is decent, but she can't explain anything, and it is completely impossible to call back, she will not squat outside the phone booth for a day?

In this way, Hua Lin seems to be a little full, and she has nothing to harass people, which is completely inconsistent with her good boy character in the impression of Bai Xingyi's grandmother.

In fact, we can never really understand a person, unless we can see things from his point of view, get into his world, and walk around to know what is in his heart.

For Bai Xingyi, the key junior high school is a new world, worthy of its name, glamorous and beautiful.

The venue is large, even the teaching building is so tall, the supporting facilities are complete, you don't need to go to the gymnasium to hold the sports meeting, and the playground of your own school is the standard runway specification.

This was largely unrealistic in previous schools.

At first, Bai Xingyi would also think about how good it would be if there was Hua Lone's company.

But later, more often than not, he has to study hard, because he has to work very hard to catch up with the ranking of the class, and those who are really called school masters are all Olympiad problems.

Therefore, he no longer goes to the Children's Palace every week to learn hobbies, but real make-up classes, Olympiad mathematics, and early exposure to physics, English, and chemistry, and his life is particularly fulfilling.

In addition to studying, the female students here are very talented and proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

Take the most accustomed dance, not just as superficial as the flowers and their twisting their waists and curling their orchid fingers, the lower waist splitting is obviously a basic skill, and they have been learned in the Children's Palace for a long time.

The female classmate who played the guzheng during the performance of the party was too eye-catching, and she sat down quietly, and she was as beautiful as a beauty in an ancient painting.

After seeing the stars and the sea, who will always remember the hard and monotonous pebbles in the stream.

A superfluous greeting card is just a casual pass from him.

But I didn't want to, so I got her call.

Grandma said for the first time that he was still a little surprised and at a loss.

The second time, he felt a little unhappy in his heart, perhaps because of the little complaints in his grandmother's tone.

But occasionally the thought still arises, Hua Lin is looking for him, and he still has a trace of concern for Hua Li.

Then go check it out.

So, suddenly, one afternoon after school, Hua Lin seemed to hear something.

Ge Tai was born to spread the white star to encourage them outside the school.

The reason why I say it is them is because Bai Xingyi didn't come alone.

He got out of school very early that day, so he invited a few classmates who were also out of this elementary school, and notified a few good brothers who had been in other classes and used to play together to gather at the door.

Those people naturally also knew about the past of Bai Xingyi and Hua Lone, and the good deeds ran in and out, saying to Hua Lone: "Your little Bai Bai is waiting for you." ”

The deer in her heart hesitated, deliberately swallowing slowly, after making those phone calls, she realized her recklessness, and now she is a little unaccustomed to seeing him outside the school, she wants Bai Xingyi to come in, there will be a sense of security.

There's no reason why he shouldn't come in, does he?

This is also his alma mater, which he is very familiar with.

However, Shirahoshi did not.

Until Hua Lin realized what ran out of the school gate, there was no trace of anyone outside the school.

Regarding the fact that Hua Lonely did not appear, Bai Xingyi's heart was steady.

"It's because she doesn't want to see me."

Ge Taisheng was also quite conscious and never said anything about it.

Since then, Hua Lin has lost all news of Bai Xingyi.

No more greeting cards, no more greetings, no more waiting, no more encounters.

"Mystery|Xi Murong

When I guessed the riddle,

Only then did I find that the feast had been dispersed,

All is over, and the crowd is gone.

And you are in the midst of all.

The twilight is so deep that it can no longer be recognized,

We will not meet again.

But only a moment ago,

The wind and the sun are still beautiful in this garden,

Full of laughter.

But I can't go in.

They gave me a riddle,

If I want to guess,

If I guess correctly, I can meet you,

can give me a long-awaited love.

When I guessed the answer to the riddle, I realized,

It's all gone,

The years have long since changed the puzzle. ”

On the day I read this poem, I was silent for a long, long time, and I didn't turn the page.