87 Soul Gap
The two of them walked into the teaching building, Li Yihang was a little depressed, and shook his head: "Not yet, I am an orphan, and I have the opportunity to go to college when I meet the sponsorship of well-wishers, and I have the opportunity to go abroad, and I can only support myself when I come here...... I'll keep looking. As he spoke, he saw a small moth with wet wings on Su Xing's shoulder, and wanted to reach out to help her get it away, but as soon as he raised his hand, Su Xing subconsciously avoided it.
Li Yihang's hand stopped in mid-air in embarrassment, and Su Xing realized that he had overreacted a little and asked, "Ahem, what's wrong?" ”
"There's a little moth." Li Yihang said and pinched the wings of the little moth to show Su Xing, blowing away the little moth, he said, "Let's leave a contact information, shall we?" I haven't met a second Chinese person at this school. ”
Su Xing agreed, and after exchanging contact information, he was about to leave, looking up at the big boy in front of him with a smile and a sunny appearance, which seemed to coincide with a certain point in his memory......
It seemed that the unfamiliar figure appeared in her mind, and she smiled to herself so brightly, but when she tried to grasp this feeling, the vague figure disappeared.
Su Xing doesn't like this feeling, it's better to forget it cleanly, and can't think of anything, now it's the most torturous to always have an inexplicable familiarity with some people and things.
Li Yihang looked at Su Xing's back as he went upstairs thoughtfully, is there really two people in the world who look so alike? And I happened to meet a person named Xiao Rusheng, two coincidences happened in one day, would it still be a coincidence?
Su Xing sat in the classroom in a daze, she knew that she had lost part of her memory, and her brother told her that she had a serious illness when she was 20 years old, and her brain burned out, and she couldn't remember anything.
But what was the past like......
In the past three years, Su Yue told her that she was Su Xing, the most favored little granddaughter of the Su family, and showed her many photos of her childhood. But Su Xing looked at the little girl in the photo and felt very strange, although the two of them were somewhat similar, but they never felt that it was him.
She didn't know what she had experienced, what her past life was like, what kind of person she was in the past, and she felt as if her soul was always missing, empty and filled with wind.
Su Xing took out a piece of candy and stuffed it into his mouth, finished the class in a daze, and went back to the café directly. She pushed open the door, the wind chimes rang, and when she walked to the counter, Xiao Rusheng was making coffee, glanced at her and said, "Back?" Hungry or not? Today, there is a new flavor of soufflé in the back kitchen, do you want to try it? ”
Su Xing shook his head and sat aside in some silence. Xiao Rusheng handed the prepared coffee to the waiter, looked at her appearance, and asked, "What's wrong?" Uncomfortable? As he spoke, he touched her forehead: "Don't burn, what's wrong Su Xing?" Do you want to eat a candy? ”
Su Xing looked at Xiao Rusheng and said, "Xiao Rusheng, do you know Li Yihang, who came to find a part-time job last time?" Why don't you use him all of a sudden? ”
Xiao Rusheng was stunned for a moment, sat next to her, looked a little unnatural, and said, "What's wrong?" ”
Su Xing looked at Xiao Rusheng's unnatural appearance and raised his eyebrows: "Do you know him?" ”
Xiao Rusheng shook his head firmly: "I don't know him, he's not suitable here, what's wrong Su Xing?" ”
Su Xing hung his head a little frustratedly: "I always have a very familiar feeling when I look at him, as if I knew him before, and he also said that I look like someone he knows." Xiao Rusheng, did I really know him before? ”
"I don't know, I definitely don't know, you used to live with me and your brother, and we know best who has appeared around you." Xiao Rusheng touched her little head and whispered, "Don't think about the past, save a headache, I'll ask the kitchen to make you a soufflé to taste?" Or your favorite mille-feuille? ”
Su Xing nodded, Xiao Rusheng went to the back kitchen, instructed the chef to make a snack, and then propped his hands on the stove, thinking about Su Xing's words carefully, she should have met Li Yihang again. That's right! That day, Li Yihang said that he was an exchange student of P University! Su Xing is also in P ......
What kind of fateful arrangement is this? Why didn't God let her go?
When Su Yue came back, she saw Su Xing lying on the counter, knocked on the table and asked, "Why didn't you go next door to read today?" What's wrong? Uncomfortable? As he spoke, he was going to probe Su Xing's forehead.
Su Xing stopped his hand: "Why are you two always worried about me being uncomfortable, it's just that you're not in the mood." ”
Su Yue sat down and looked at her: "What's wrong?" Someone at school is bullying you? ”
Su Xing leaned on the table and shook his head: "Brother, why don't we go home?" I won't go back for the New Year, why? ”
Su Yue's eyes sank slightly when she heard this, thinking that it had been three years since she left home, except for occasionally calling her mother to report her safety, there was no other contact, but now was not a good time to take her home, Han Qing didn't know what was going on, Ye Li might still be looking for her all over the world, wouldn't returning to China be a self-defeating net?
Su Yue rubbed her hair and whispered, "Are you homesick?" ”
Su Xing pouted and slapped his hand away, touching his hair with a disgusted expression: "You two always like to touch my hair." No, I don't have any memories or feelings about home, I'm just curious. ”
"When the time comes, I'll take you back, mother, I should miss you too."
Feeling that the atmosphere was a little too heavy, Su Xing stood up and said, "I'll go next door to read a book." After saying that, he took the uneaten soufflé and left.
Xiao Rusheng saw Su Xing go out before coming out of the back kitchen, Su Yue looked at him sneakily and asked, "What's wrong?" You two. ”
Xiao Rusheng sat next to Su Yue with a worried face: "Ah Yue, maybe your worries are right, today Su Xing said that she always had a familiar feeling when she saw Li Yihang." That Li Yihang is also P big, if the two of them meet on campus......"
Su Yue held his hand and comforted, "It's okay, it's a big deal to move like before." "If it really needs to come to this point.
Su Xing put the dessert on the counter of the bookstore and said in English, "Today's sweet sharing." After that, he was ready to snuggle up in his own exclusive place to read a book.
It was a bay window of a balcony, blocked by a high bookshelf, and a thick cushion was laid on it, Su Xing specially put a star pillow to lean on, very comfortable, sometimes I was tired of sleeping directly, and the boss also prepared a blanket for her.
The boss, who rarely spoke, stopped her and said in English, "Star, books can't fill the gap in the soul. ”
Su Xing was stunned when he heard this, looking at this white-bearded old man who had known him for two years, behind the half-moon-shaped lenses, those old eyes were a little mysterious like a god at the moment. Su Xingmu asked, "How do you repair the gap in your soul?" ”
The boss shook his head and said, "No one knows except the soul itself." After speaking, he ignored Su Xing and continued to repair his books with his head down.
Su Xing nested in the corner of the bay window, the rain outside had stopped, the sun had not come out yet, there were pedestrians on the road, she glanced out at random, and there seemed to be a figure flashing by! When Su Xing's eyes widened and he wanted to see clearly, he disappeared again.
A strong sense of familiarity and a vague smile in the mind seem to overlap.
Su Xing took out a piece of candy from his pocket and stuffed it into his mouth, looking at the colorful candy paper in his palm, stunned.