The slowly falling maple leaves are like longing......

In August, it rained at dusk and the sky was thick. In the lakeside villa, Pei Ye accidentally opened the closet and saw an old coat, and he was stunned suddenly. The old coat is brownish-gray in color, with an old smell and a few patches, which were embellished with needles many years ago, and the stitching method is very clumsy when you look at it.

Pei Ye touched his coat with his fingers, thinking about some of the past. Later, even if the climate was not cold, he still put it on. He felt that the sound in the room was too quiet, and his tired and lonely expressions piled up, like thick clouds before the rain.

He walked out into the sky outside the house and saw the clouds drifting between the lake, and the Ferrari stopped on the road by the lake. He woke up the car key and wanted to drive to a lively place. In the moment when the left door was opened, he paused, and after a few seconds of concentration, closed the door again, and walked along the embankment.

There is a bus stop along the lake. He walked alone and felt his pocket, but he didn't find a coin. When the bus came, he had to put in a whole bill and find a seat to take a seat. The sun is setting.

It's night, and the street lights on all streets in Zouping are lit. A midsummer night, such as the mellow of Lafite. Pei Ye went to the bar, ordered a bottle of ancient Lafite, and drank it alone in the corner. The enigmatic lights filled the air like a fog. Everyone else was playing like crazy, but he was gloomyly out of place.

Pei Ye raised his wrist and looked at his watch, the hour hand was at half past seven, his ears heard very well, and he could clearly capture the subtle flicking sound of the second hand trembling from the shouting noise. He always knew exactly what he was interested in.

When I went to the bathroom, I inadvertently raised my face, and in the mirror, I accurately reflected my unruly face, unmuttered light beard, outdated coat, and eyes that were always like ancient wells.

Just in the stunned face of the mirror, a woman suddenly rushed in, rushed to the basin on the left, and vomited wine when she opened her mouth. A light aroma similar to oak honey wafts into the nose. Pei Ye frowned, pulled a few pieces of paper from the cardboard box on the frost-white porcelain wall, and wiped away the filth that had been splashed on his coat in disgust.

After the woman vomited, she raised her head and sighed, a few tears in her eyes flashed, she began to make up for the mirror, and saw Pei Ye on the side from the mirror, seeing that he was dressed in old clothes, and did not match the consumers who came here to spend a lot of money, guessing that he must be the waiter who had just come, so she said in an instructive tone: "Get me a glass of lemonade." ”

Pei Ye didn't bother to take care of her, turned around and left. The woman was suspicious, and while taking out her lip gloss and wiping the edge of her mouth, she muttered: "Who, so dragged." ”

The woman made up her makeup and went to the counter to sell lemonade by herself. I drank it all in one gulp and asked for another drink. She leaned against the edge of the bar, sipping the rim of her glass in boredom, looking around. Seeing Pei Ye sitting in the corner from a distance, he realized that it was a misunderstanding. He is not a minister.

But Pei Ye didn't glance here, her remaining drunkenness hadn't dissipated, she squinted, and in a trance she felt that Pei Ye in the distance was very pleasing to the eye.

"Hey, beauty, could I please have a drink?" At this time, a fat man with a large gold necklace hanging from his neck came over with a shy face, still shaking a glass of vodka in his hand.

The woman thought that his big fat face happened to intercept her gaze at Pei Ye from afar, and said angrily: "Get up." As he spoke, he pushed the fat man out of sight, and then admired the face of the cold spring in the darkness.

Pei Ye drank silently one bottle after another in a remote corner. The woman held her cheeks in her hands, fascinated like a nymphomaniac, and faintly heard the fat man muttering dissatisfiedly: "Hmph, isn't it just a little white face." ”

In fact, Pei Ye spent most of his time in a quiet daze, and he didn't notice that there was a person staring at him all the time. Suddenly, the wine bottle was taken away from the table, Pei Ye raised his head and saw a fat man standing next to the table. The fat man turned the bottle to look at the trademark, deliberately found fault, and said, "Lafite, well, it's still a good vintage...... Boy, you spent a few months of your salary here to get drunk? ”

Pei Ye was in no mood to pay attention to his nonsense, looked away, and then thought about his thoughts in a daze.

The fat man seemed to use all his strength but punched into the soft sponge, and his inexplicable anger became even more fierce, and he slammed the bottle to the ground, and the bottle shattered into tens of millions of pieces, and most of the bottle of Lafite was scattered all over the ground.

Pei Ye was deeply disturbed by the sudden sound of smashing bottles, and woke up from his self-consciousness in a daze, his eyes flashed impatiently, revealing the color of cold autumn, and his cold eyes were like beasts hungry for a long time.

The fat man looked at his warm eyes, and a cool breath rose up his spine. Pei Yeqiang endured it without having a seizure, drew circles and circles on the mouth of the tall bottle with the tips of his fingers, and said lightly: "If you hurry up, I can let you live for ten years." ”

After speaking, he stopped drawing circles with his fingertips, and the fierce temperament above the ten thousand people exuded from his inner inside was not detracted by the shabby clothing.

The fat man looked at him without being shocked after speaking, his heart trembled slightly, and he didn't feel that he was talking big at all. The fat man wanted to laugh three times to hide the fear in his heart, but after laughing, it was a dry voice, he couldn't speak, and he was stunned and overwhelmed.

Pei Ye emptied the only remaining Lafite at the bottom of the bottle, and suddenly felt tired in his heart, it seemed that the excitement here was not suitable for him. He ignored the fat man and got up to go outside the bar to get some air. It was already night outside, and the streets of Zou Ping at night were quiet, and there were no people, so he walked aimlessly along the street to the west. The plane trees stood in a row steeply.

For many years, he had never had time to be alone like this. Tonight, a walk in the moonlight was more fascinating than a glass of champagne.

There were street lamps on the side of the street, and the light splashed on him, imprinting a lonely shadow.

Suddenly, he stopped walking and stopped under a street lamp. He noticed that a car was always slowing down and following him. It's a light blue BMW mini.

He wanted to wait for the car to go first.

The car drove up to him, but the engine went out, and a man came out, the woman who was vomiting wine in the bathroom.

The woman smiled lightly, looking very charming in the night, and she said, "Shall I give you a ride?" ”

Pei Ye stared at her slightly, but did not speak, he did not have a hobby of meeting strangers.

The woman crossed the street and walked towards him, next to his right, standing under the same street lamp, and the moonlight was warm. Pei Ye smelled the faint smell of oak wine and orange blossom on her body. He looked down at his watch, trying to excuse himself and walk away, when he suddenly felt his lips hot and moist. It was the woman who stood on tiptoe and kissed him deeply.

Pei Ye silently did not put an end to this kiss, but he was not moved either, so he was kissed without waves. After the woman's kiss, her limbs and arms wrapped tightly around his neck, and the subtle fragrance spread into the gasp, like the beauty of this night. She put her mouth to his ear and said seductively:

"I like men who are silent and silent."

The woman took Pei Ye to her house, which was located in a certain community in the east of the city. In the elevator, the woman kissed Pei Ye frantically, and when the 13th floor arrived, the elevator door opened with a bang, and the woman was still giving a kiss selflessly. Soon after, the elevator door closed inward, but Pei Ye was awake, and the hand inserted in his trouser pocket copied one out and blocked the elevator door.

The third door to the right is her home, and after entering the door lock code in her hand, she entered the room, she ignored the living room and took him directly to the bedroom. The bed was huge, but there was only one pillow. The air is filled with the smell of perfume lilies. She can't wait to do AI with him.

She puffed sharply, in a room with no lights on.

"I haven't liked anyone for three years."

When doing AI, Pei Ye is like a savage quiet beast. The woman's gasp in the darkness made his eyes glow fiercely. The woman asked him for a kiss over and over again, her body was hot, and Pei Ye cruelly turned her face sideways. He was like a tyrant, and he didn't treat her with any tenderness.

His hands never touched her skin.

Afterwards he went to the windowsill outside to smoke. The woman stepped out of bed barefoot, the soles of her feet touching the cold-soaked wooden floor, making her sober up a little. She was still fresh in her pajamas.

She went to the living room to fetch water. As she poured water into the cup from the thermofer, she saw the silhouette of Pei Ye Luotuo standing by the windowsill, green smoke curling out from his fingertips. It's early in the morning. The night was dark and scary.

She thought back to her drunken irritability, and her face couldn't help but heat up. She was not such a frivolous person before, and the reason why she lost her temper today may be because of alcohol.

However, there was no trace of regret in her heart.

She watched him look at the night sky with nothing, smoking a cigarette in loneliness. She went over and asked him for one, lit it, expertly inhaled it into her lungs, and exhaled the cigarette. She said to him, "My name is Yin." ”

Pei Ye said, "Hmm. ”

Yin said, "What's your name?" ”

Pei Ye frowned slightly and said, "Whatever." He wasn't prepared to get to know her, and he didn't even bother to say her name.

Yin smiled bitterly: "Then I'll call you Feng." "Maple" is a song I always love to listen to. ”

Pei Ye didn't say a word, just let her go. He put out the cigarette, and he was leaving.

Yin saw that his coat was so shabby, and called out to him in distress: "Kaede." ”

She went to the bedside table and took out two thousand dollars in cash, gave it to him, and said, "Go buy a decent dress." ”

Pei Ye lowered his eyebrows and glanced at the bright red banknote, his eyes showed a little anger at first, and then he pretended to be calm, took the money, and said, "Thank you." ”

After coming out of her house, the hallway was brightly lit. There was a trash can on the left side of the front, and Pei Ye threw all the thick stacks of banknotes into it, and then he showed a sarcastic smile. I don't know who he's taunting.

After Pei Ye left, Yin leaned against the glass wall, silently in the dark night, with an indescribable mood.

Warm white water gradually chills in the glass.

In the early morning of the next day, Yin drove to work, and the road was usually sunny and green, but her heart was clearly surging one after another.

In the office of the office building, after approving a few documents, she started to stay.

She had never missed anyone like this. Kaede, as if there is his breath in every corner.

The secretary came in to refill her coffee, and Yin turned his face and looked at the sky outside the floor-to-ceiling window. The secretary put away the desk again, and saw half of her face facing this side, and saw the makeup under her eyes fade away, and a water mark slowly slid down.

The secretary was stunned: "Minister Yin, are you crying?" ”

Yin turned his face, smiled, and said, "No...... By the way, let's postpone the 3 p.m. meeting until tomorrow. ”

"But the customer has already arrived in Zouping......"

Yin sipped his warm coffee and said lightly, "Then let them wait another day." ”

The secretary couldn't believe his ears, how could Minister Yin, who has always been conscientious and dedicated, be so willful today? But she didn't dare to refute it, so she had to obey and immediately call the customer to apologize.

Throughout the day, Yin was silently waiting for the phone, and the phone rang countless times, but there was no call from Feng. The number in his mobile phone, is he really not interested in dialing?

In the evening, she went to that bar again. Kaede is not there.

For days, she didn't see Kaede again. She began to wonder if the maple of that night existed in a dream, but in fact, they had never met at all?

On the eighth day, it rained in the afternoon, and the quarterly summary meeting organized by Yin was held in the conference room on the seventh floor. At half past three, when she was talking about the key point of the company's system reform, an unfamiliar number popped up in her mobile phone, and she turned on the speakerphone, which was Feng's voice.

Kaede said indifferently, "Let's do AI." ”

Kaede's tone is unkind, and he completely regards Yin as a lingering street prostitute.

In front of everyone's eyes, Yin's dignity was crushed by him.

Yin hesitated for two seconds and said bitterly, "Okay." ”

There was still more than half of the agenda of the meeting, and Yin said: "The meeting was adjourned." ”

On the way to pick up Feng by car, Yin cried, and tears fell in large pieces. Her ten fingers gripped the steering wheel tightly. She silently vented her sadness in her heart: Is this love, does love make people so shameless?

The wipers swayed back and forth, like her falling and floating soul.

Kaede was waiting for her on North 2nd Road. In the rain of the forest, Kaede was holding an umbrella, still wearing shabby clothes, like a stubborn wanderer.

Yin got out of the car to pick him up, and Kaede brutally dragged her into his arms and kissed her fiercely. The umbrella fell to the ground and was blown away, and the rain stained the two of them like moss.

In her bedroom, Kaede and her have sex repeatedly. Kaede's expression was clearly autumn breeze.

At night, there was thunder in the sky, and there was a roar.

Kaede stood on the windowsill and looked at the sky again. Yin hugged him lovingly from behind, and his empty heart seemed to be comforted.

Yin knew that he liked to be quiet, so he didn't speak, so he didn't disturb his silence.

Thunder and lightning shine through the sky, reflecting the state capital.

Kaede suddenly said, "We just had a one-night stand." ”

His voice was low, but in Yin's ears, it was louder than the thunder outside the window.

Yin bit his lip hard, trying not to cry.

She hugged his limbs tighter.

Kaede's sight is always out of the window.

He remembered that this afternoon, at the gate of Parkson on North 2nd Road, he saw Shirakura running towards the man named Ryosuke in the rain, and his joyful appearance made him crazy with hatred.

The rain stopped. Yoon wakes up in the early morning and Kaede is gone. The money given to Kaede has also been taken. Feeling hungry, she went to the kitchen to find food to eat. The open-plan kitchen is connected to the living room, and the kitchenware is too elegant to be dusty. She rarely cooks at home. Lonely people are always afraid to eat at home.

The smokeless and deserted kitchen made her feel a twitch in her stomach, and she suddenly realized that since Kaede came and gone, her home was more desolate than the desert on a cold night.

On the floor, suddenly a tear fell and shattered.

"We just had a one-night stand."

Kaede's words pierced Yin's heart, and she squatted in the gap of the curved ruler-shaped dining table, her arms clenching herself.

Eleven days later, Kaede came to her again.

At ten o'clock in the night, Yin got up to cook noodles for him, and the pot was boiling with boiling water, and hot steam was bubbling outward, making her suddenly feel at home.

Kaede ate half a bowl, and his eyebrows and eyes were not as cold as before.

She smiled warmly, thinking to herself, what a luxury it is to have a man who eats and cooks for me every day.

Kaede looked at her chest and said, "What is that pendant?" ”

Yin said: "It's the petals of the jacaranda flower. ”

Kaede snorted, and then asked no more deeply. Yin cherishes this question, this is the first time Kaede has asked her. She babbled and said: "The jacaranda is a very beautiful tree, when the wind is warm, one after another flourishing jacaranda, like the tide of the sea overflowing the pedestrian's road, the whole eye is blue and purple. ”

Fantasy can make people poetic, Yin said: "In my lifetime, I will go to the southern hemisphere and see the streets of small towns covered with jacarandas. ”

Feng intercepted her thoughts, smiled indifferently, and said something like a blade quenched with venom: "You can't escape from being a cheap woman, how can you be qualified to go to such a beautiful place." ”

Yin's heart slammed, his ears thundered, his hands trembled, and he couldn't hold his chopsticks.

Kaede didn't care whether her heart hurt or not, she stood up to leave, and when she walked to the door, he turned back and said to the heartbroken Yin, "By the way, you haven't given me the money this time...... Don't forget, I'm the little white face you raised. ”

Yin tamely took the money to him, tears fell on her cheeks, and she said, "Kaede, I really love you." ”

Kaede said, "Okay, how much love do you want me to give you back?" ”

Yin was stunned and looked at him blankly.

Kaede took the money to open the door, closed the door, and left.

After Pei Ye went out, he stood alone in the aisle and didn't hurry to leave. The coin blade in his hand stabbed his fingertips sharply. He seemed to be meditating on something, and his sad expression was vague.

At this time, a call rang on the mobile phone, and he suddenly became a bully again, and he answered: "...... Well, I see...... Put the 30 million into the seventh account...... What's going on with the contract......"

As he spoke, he walked forward, and as he passed by the trash can, he threw the money in as he had done before.

Before the elevator doors opened, he glanced up to the west to see a camera at the end of the aisle.

Out of the community, Pei Ye drove his Ferrari in the night, flashing past several speed monitors like lightning, and ignoring the traffic lights. Traffic ticket text messages hit mobile phones one after another.

Pei Ye impatiently threw the phone out of the car window, and after driving for a ride, he reversed back and deliberately ran over it once.

The mobile phone was rolled in half, and at the same time, Yin's number was also lost.

Back in the company, he summoned Duan Chuichou and told him about the contract with Qiusihe Commercial Building. Before he could finish speaking, his eyes were fixed on one place, and he gradually stopped. Duan Chuichou looked along his eyes and said, "I asked Xiao A to get it for you." ”

Pei Ye's eyes focused on a car key on the desk in the center of the room, which was the Maserati given to Shirakura three years ago.

Pei Ye pursed his lips, his face was like autumn, and he said in a low voice, "Who asked you to provoke Bai Ying?" ”

There was a fierce flame in his eyes, but he didn't want to vent his anger to Duan, he stood up, walked to the glass window, looked out of the glass window with silent hatred, and burned the entire night sky with anger with his eyes.

In the end, Pei Ye said softly: "The Grim Reaper is lonely and needs someone to accompany him, let Xiao A go." ”

Duan Chuichou said, "Okay, I'll do it." ”

Many years ago, he didn't have such a desperate life.

Overnight, when Pei Ye went to the bar to have fun, he didn't meet Yin. Bright fluorescent lights loom in bloom.

He drank whiskey alone in silence.

A wine girl with thrush makeup passed by him, and she covered her nose in particular, as if Pei Ye's shabby coat would exude an unbearable atmosphere.

Soon, the girl came back from a distance, and she had to toast Pei Ye's wine. She recognized Pei Ye's watch brand.

"I'll drink a bottle, five hundred yuan, okay?" The girl said.

Pei Ye glanced at her silently and acquiesced. She raised her head proudly and poured wine, bottle after bottle, and in a short time, the empty bottles were lined up one after another. When she reached the twelfth bottle, she felt her stomach burn. She frowned, and her five fingers clenched the bottle hard, trying to suppress the nausea, but she still couldn't resist it, and vomited on the spot.

She didn't open the bottle anymore.

Pei Ye picked up the watch, added another fire to her who was already deflated, and said indifferently: "A watch of 180,000 yuan should be 50,000 yuan." ”

The girl was stunned for a moment, thinking that she would have to drink a hundred bottles of beer in order to earn this piece of Rolex. She stared at the glittering watch on the wine table, greed burning in her eyes. She gritted her teeth, broke open the wine crate, and her heart was crossed, and she gave up her life.

She drank and vomited, tears drifting from her eyes......

Pei Ye always looked at it indifferently, as inconsequential as watching a leaf fall gently.

After drinking more than two dozen bottles, she fell to the floor, broke the bloody corners of her forehead, and struggled to get up again to grab the bottle.

Pei Ye still has the same indifferent face.

After drinking five more bottles, she fell to the floor again and never got up again.

Pei Ye threw the watch at her, as contemptuous as throwing a bone to a dog, so unsightly.

His heart has long been frozen into a wasteland, and only the north wind and snow are left in his heart to howl, and there is no spring, no summer, and no autumn. That's why he thinks that everything in the world is not worth treating.

One day at the end of August. After the morning meal, Pei Ye drove back to the lakeside villa, the weather was slightly sunny, like the spring time when the peach forest was in early red. On the way, he passed by a CD shop, and at first he didn't care, but then he turned around and drove back, parked under a tree, and walked into the CD shop.

The store was in a bleak state, with dust on the CD racks and no one caring. After all, CDs are an old antique that is on the verge of obsolescence in the digital age.

Pei Ye didn't know the name of the album he wanted to buy, so he said to the clerk:

"I want to listen to the song 'Maple'."

The clerk said, "Wait a minute. Walked to a CD rack, picked out one of them and gave it to Pei Ye, and elaborated: ""Maple" originates from this album, "Chopin in November", lyrical, melancholy, suitable for listening alone late at night. ”

Pei Ye took it, and sure enough, he saw the ancient characters printed "Xiao Bang in November", and on the cover was a man in a gorgeous dress looking up at the sky, and a flock of birds was flying over the declining castle in the dusk.

After paying, Pei Ye walked towards his car, he didn't rush to go, and moved forward slowly. The shadows of the plane trees covered the body one by one. The car player is playing a CD. Such weather is suitable for listening to songs, sad spring and autumn, and silence.

He listened to "Maple" repeatedly.

The slowly falling maple leaves are like missing, and I light a candle to warm the autumn at the end of the year.

After crossing the three street corners, he suddenly chose to turn left, which was not the way to the villa, and changed lanes and galloped towards Yundu Villa.

Yundu Villa is in the neighboring city, Pei Ye drove on the highway and arrived at Linli Lake at nine o'clock. Yundu Villa is a private club tucked away in a large maple forest by the lake. Pei Ye has been in the club for more than two years, and rarely comes during this period.

The maple leaves in summer are still blue, and there is a lot of charm missing in the late autumn when the valley is red dyed, so there are few people who come to enjoy the maple, so the mountain villa is quite quiet.

Pei Ye sat under the eaves of the tissue paper screen and drank tea, looking at the maple, the wind in the forest was blowing slightly, the tea girl grinded the group tea into fine powder for a long time, and the sound of the mountain spring water boiling was bubbling like the wind.

There are two rows of characters written in rosin ink on the screen: the mountains are far away, the sky is high, the smoke and water are cold, and the acacia maple leaf is dan. It makes people feel very old-fashioned. The tea lady said: "Mr. will definitely come again in autumn, when the water of the lake is cold and blue, reflecting the maple forest like a fire, and the scenery is extremely beautiful." It's really like what Li Yu said in his words - the mountains are far away, the sky is high, the smoke and water are cold, and the acacia maple leaf pill is lovesick. ”

Her words reminded Pei Ye of Yin's demeanor when he was in Lanying, and when he thought about it carefully, Yin was actually very moving, but Pei Ye just didn't love her, he just wanted to find someone to indulge. Abuse her unscrupulously.

Pei Ye didn't answer, drank a few bowls of matcha, the breeze was not dry, and his ears heard the sound of the piano in the distance for a while, when Pei Ye first came, he knew that there was a piano room behind the house, old, empty, and there was only one piano in the red brick house. Steinway & Sons。

The sound of the piano murmured like a shallow stream, and the music played by this man was a little familiar.

After playing it, the song became more and more sad, Pei Ye heard it, it was clearly "Maple".

Pei Ye became interested, walked through the green maple forest to the back of the house, and followed the sound of the piano. The door of the red house was half open, Pei Ye stopped, looking in from his perspective, he could only see two lark-like beating hands on the keys, slender, pointy, obviously a woman's hand.

Outside the house, the maple trees are clustered, and the summer days are long. Listening to the sound of the piano so closely restores the sense of ear, and the texture is purer than listening from a distance. Pei Ye heard that the song was finished, and he walked away quietly.

He went to read the book again, and during the time, he copied what he thought was good with a signature pen. It's been a long time since I've felt this kind of suitability of writing and copying poems.

At noon, while eating at a Japanese-style izakaya, he was still reciting the sentence copied on the paper.

What I want to do to you, what spring does to cherry trees.

At first, he also liked such sentences, at that time, he was also a young man with clear eyes, but then everything was different......

He drank several glasses of sake chrysanthemum in a row with a pig's mouth cup, and his eyes were as gloomy as falling leaves.

Although it is said to be spicy wine, the taste of the wine is still faint, and within a few hours, Pei Ye has exhausted all the wine, so he went to the garage to pick up the car and return. It was nearly dusk, and the lake was soaked in meager moisture. As he drove along the curve of the oil cedar road from the maple forest, he turned on the player again and played the CD.

I gently swayed the wind chimes, trying to awaken the abandoned love.

Pei Ye opened the canopy of the sports car, completely in touch with the atmosphere of the forest lake in the twilight, the wind blew lightly, and the song was chanted deeply...... When the car went to the hinterland of the maple forest, where the maple trees were densest, I felt that the body was slightly deviated to the left, and the road was frustrated, and it turned out that the rear tire was deflated due to a flat air.

Pei Ye didn't have any tools to repair the car, so he pulled over and simply calmed down and watched the sunset. Birds chirp in the maple forest in summer. At dusk, a car also came out of Yundu Villa and drove on this road. A cold glance in the rearview mirror reveals a light blue BMW mini. He was stunned for a moment, and when the car drove alongside him, it was indeed Yin.

Seeing that it was Yin, he originally wanted to close the canopy or speed up and walk away, but Pei Ye thought about it and didn't do anything.

Yin was stunned when she saw the people in the Ferrari car clearly, she gradually pulled the car to the right side of the road, opened the door and got out of the car, and walked to the Ferrari for a long time. She was still not sure what her eyes were seeing, and she said, "Is it you......?" Maple?

Pei Ye saw the sparkle in Yin's eyes, and Yin said again in despair, It turns out that you are not poor at all.

Pei Ye always looked away and said silently.

Yin listened to the melody playing in the CD in his ears, and couldn't help but tremble, as if it was covered by a huge lightning bolt, and then. Tears fell profusely.

Yoon cried and said, thank you for listening to this song.

Pei Ye pulled her over, and there was a sign of kissing her in her flaming eyes. Yin bent down and lowered his head to kiss him deeply in the car, the kiss was extremely lingering. Pei Ye hadn't cut his beard for more than a month, and Yin's face hurt, and Yin felt that everything in the world was not so engraving.

The flowers on the tip of Yin's tongue exude a lingering fragrance in his lips.

Later, Pei Ye turned his face aside and stopped kissing.

He turned off the CD.

Yin said, I called you, but it keeps turning off.

Earlier, it was supposed to be in a state of shutdown, and Yin recharged the phone bill to the number several times in a row, but still no one answered. Yin Yuan thought that Feng was a poor boy who needed to be taken care of, but he didn't expect that he was actually much richer than himself.

Pei Ye said, well, I haven't made a mobile phone recently.

Yin wrote the number on a piece of paper and gave it to Pei Ye, saying in a begging tone, when you want to see me, call me, right?

Pei Ye smiled evilly and said softly, it is really cheap.

Yin smiled bitterly, his heart was like going over a mountain, and finally forced himself to ask him, will you go to my house today?

No, maybe not in the future.

Yin Yi was stunned, she wanted to beg him, but his indifferent eyes did not give her the qualifications to plead. In this game, she has never been on the side of the charge. He will come like a migratory bird in spring for a while, and scatter like a fallen leaf in autumn.

Yin noticed the condition of his car, so he went to get tools from the car, and Pei Ye unceremoniously took all of them, unloading the tires, repairing the tires, and installing them. When fixing the tire, I accidentally caused the wrench to cut the palm of my hand.

Pei Ye shook his hand and didn't let her see it. It was night, the forest was falling into a thin ink, and the moon shone the silhouette of Yin Feng's thin shirt.

Blood stunted his palm, his clenched palm was damp, he pretended to be okay and sat in the cab, started the car, and before he put it into gear, he suddenly remembered something, and said, "Do you know how to play the piano?" ”

Yin said, yes.

The woman playing "Maple" in the piano house is indeed Yin, Pei Ye thought so in his heart, Yin had put his beautiful face to his ear, his eyes were full of tears, obviously emotional, she had moonlight love in her heart, she said: "And when I play the piano, I always can't help but think of you, it's so bitter." ”

A woman who is in love is like a night rose, like a Cabernet Sauvignon, and she is the easiest to enter her heart.

Pei Ye suddenly grabbed her neck like a demon, his five fingers tightened more and more, and he said sharply with red eyes: "Don't say this kind of thing to me, I don't want to be tempted by you." ”

Yin was almost suffocated by the pinch, and screamed in pain, before Pei Ye let go of her and pushed her out violently. Under the moonlight, her neck was stained with blood from Pei Ye's palm, like an autumn maple leaf.

Yin gasped hard, and it took a long time to recover, and the Ferrari was already rushing away. I felt that there were sticky strands in my neck, and I wiped my fingertips and froze.

"Kaede, take care of yourself!"

Yin Ben went out for a long distance and shouted, but Feng couldn't hear it anymore.

Yin was the only one left in the woods, and she didn't feel scared because she had always been afraid of the dark, but her heart was filled with sadness.

Yin drove the car, and the low beam illuminated the dark road ahead, like a fog.

During the daytime the next day, when the secretary delivered the documents to Yin, he saw the deep finger marks on her neck, which were already bruised, and said in a concerned tone: "Minister Yin, your neck? ”

A gentle word of comfort, like a thin needle, easily touched the water cloth bag in Yin's eyes.

Yin first burst into tears, and then, the tears were like a downpour, and she couldn't control her emotions anymore and choked up.

"It is advisable to ...... Am I really a very cheap woman? ”

Secretary Yi had actually heard about the scandal of Yin's suspension of the meeting and going to someone else's bed, but Yi had never despised her. Women can understand women better, if it weren't for love, how could the arrogant Yin be so wronged by himself?

"All the sinking out of love should be worthy of consideration."

Yin hugged Yi gently, she put her head in Yi's arms, as if hugging a warm spring, she was too cold, she needed a hug too much.

After getting off work at six o'clock, Yin drove out of the company gate and found that the young security guard at the door looked very much like Maede. With the same clear eyebrows and the same sharp lips, it seems to be a few years younger.

Seeing her confused expression when she looked at her, the young security guard walked over and said politely and dignifiedly, "Minister Yin, is there anything you can do to help?" ”

He is much warmer than Maple.

Yin seemed to wake up in the morning, her eyes were hot, she pursed her lips, and said, "You...... Can you kiss me? ”

The young security guard was unexpectedly stunned for a long time, and then he smiled and said, "You said you were laughing." With that, he walked to the other side to direct the vehicle, ignoring Yin's vexatious trouble.

That night, she went to the bar again to get drunk.

The days to come, day after day, were wasted, and before they had time to count, time flew by. Yin doesn't care, his thoughts about Feng are also as light as day by day.

Later, Yin gradually got used to the life of not seeing Kaede, eating, working, sleeping, flying to various distant places to negotiate contracts, and life began to return to the track of step-by-step. Even if I occasionally think of Kaede on the plane, it will pass by faintly. There were times when she suddenly felt that leaving Kaede was actually not a big deal.

At dawn one day, the moonlight had not yet dissipated. She extinguished a cigarette and decided, in the future, she should be kind to herself, stay away from Feng, quit smoking, quit Feng, and never let the city in her heart fall again.

She felt that she was now sober and could fully resist Kaede's strong temptation.

But at the end of summer, at noon on a cloudy day, Yin received an unfamiliar number that came in, and he fell again.

Yin stayed for a long time, and finally said, Okay. Yin put down the phone and felt the warm tears in his eyes.

Yin thought that when she heard Kaede's voice again, she would laugh it off as if nothing happened, but she still trembled and cried.

Even she doesn't know it, Ai Feng is an addiction she can't quit.

Kaede said, let's have a meal together, I'm in Xiao Mansion (No. 1).

Xiao Mansion (No. 1) is a private restaurant, in Shannan, Yin once feasted on merchants from the south, and the dishes were cooked by the Korean monks of Gangbei, without compromising the rich flavor given by nature. Shepherd the sheep to the distant water and grass, and awaken the sleeping taste in the campfire; dyeing the matsutake mushrooms at the foot of the mountain, accompanied by a plate of spring wild vegetables; Nourishing ham with a light cream; Jiang Yue tempted the perch; The autumn wind blows low and itches the crab's feet; There is also a wine made from rice that year buried at the base of the begonia tree.

When Yin drove to the Xiao Mansion (No. 1), the cloudy sky was even thicker, and the clouds of ink and ink pressed down on the row of houses on the north mountain. She walked down the stone path into the house, Kaede sitting at a table by the floor-to-ceiling window, and there was another person across from Kaede.

It was a beautiful girl with no makeup, and the wide men's white shirt casually spread out two buttons, revealing a delicate collarbone. The girl blinked her eyes, and saw Yin who was stunned before she got to the place from a distance, the girl was very smart, she understood everything at a glance, she beckoned to Yin, and said, "You are Yin, right?" Come, sit here. ”

There was a seat on the left side of Kaede, Yin sat down, Kaede picked up a chopstick Haruna for her, Yin was flattered, and looked at Kaede who was suddenly gentle and nuanced at a loss.

Kaede smiled and said, "Remember that you like to eat venison and fried melons." As he spoke, he picked up another piece of elk meat and put it on Yin's plate.

Yin actually ate elk meat for the first time, elk are cute and tame animals, and she never bears to eat them. But when the maple gave it to her, she picked it up and chewed it carefully, the delicate and palatable meat, mixed with the wood-like aroma of pine nuts, was indeed a moisturizing delicacy.

Feng poured her another cup of Shaoxing rice wine to accompany the meal, Yin sighed a little, the wine tasted quite thick, Yin suddenly said: "Today's weather is really good." ”

Kaede looked at the clouds like ink smudged outside the floor-to-ceiling window and said, "It's a cloudy day." ”

"Whether it's cloudy or sunny, I'm sure I'll miss today's weather over and over again in the future." Yin Buwu looked out the window sadly and said. She is not stupid, so she naturally knows that Feng is good to her like this, and she is acting for girls. In the future, in the future, there will never be a time to eat with him like today.

Kaede stroked her hair slightly, then stood up and went to the back kitchen to watch the meal.

"Today I met him on the street of Daixi Road......" The girl took advantage of his absence, and then spoke: "Seeing that he was still wearing old clothes from a long time ago, I felt so sad, thinking that he had not yet let go." ”

"But he said that he had already found a new partner, and at first I didn't believe it, hehe, Yin, thank you."

"Thank you for not letting him fall."

"Alright, I have to go first."

After the girl finished speaking, she took her coat and left.

"Hey," Yin timidly called her and opened her mouth, Yin wanted to ask what Feng's name was, but she couldn't help it when the words came to her mouth, she really didn't want to humiliate herself, so she had to change: "It's going to rain outside, you can take an umbrella." ”

The girl grinned, "I never wear an umbrella." ”

When Kaede returned, the girl had just left. A drizzle began to fall outside. From afar, I saw the girl strolling in the rain curtain of Mimi, and she didn't care if her clothes were wet, and she was incomparably chic. Suddenly, she mischievously stepped on the curb stone and walked in a straight line, and opened her arms to find balance, but instead swayed from side to side like a lotus leaf in the wind.

Yin smiled and turned his head, but saw Feng sitting without saying a word. Kaede won't pick up vegetables for himself anymore, and he's silently refining again.

After the meal, it was still raining lightly, and Feng took Yin to a homestay. In the house, Feng kissed Yin lightly this time, and in the sound of the rain, the smell of the whole pot of water orchids was very strong.

"Today is a dangerous period, use condoms."

Feng didn't answer, so Yin didn't say anything. She always accommodated him unconditionally.

After a lingering period, Feng put on his clothes, looked at Yin who was still lingering, and said, "You get out." ”

Yin got up needlessly, dressed, and thought to himself, that Kaede is back again.

The rain is still falling outside, and Yin is going to pick up the car in the garage of Xiao Mansion (No. 1). Seeing what Kaede meant, he didn't plan to send her. Yin bought an umbrella from the B&B store and walked into the rain alone.

She was so obedient, Kaede told her to get out, and she got out.

The rain falls on the umbrella, ticking, and it sounds good. Yin glanced at his watch, 15:38. In order to see Feng this time, I was supposed to change the ticket to fly to Hangzhou at 6 o'clock in the evening, but it seems that I don't need it.

Driving on the highway to Yaoqiang Airport, Yin's heart was still fluctuating. The rain covers the vast fields of late summer, which are verdant and impressive, and form a vast landscape unique to the north.

It was almost time to arrive at the airport, and a plane had just taken off in the low sky, and it looked like silver lightning in the rain.

Yin saved the car and went to the lobby to get the boarding pass. While sitting in the waiting room waiting for the plane, Yin saw a row of flight attendants walking forward with suitcases in their hands, like a row of elegant white swans. Yin put on a cap and mask to cover the faces of the flight attendants.

Half an hour later, the plane flew above the clouds, Yin fastened his seat belt, closed his eyes and rested. There was a strange man next to him who always liked to talk to him, asking this and that, but Yin didn't pay attention to him. In the end, he was cheeky and asked Yin for a WeChat account. Yin was annoyed, he didn't even bother to open his eyes, and said in Feng's tone, "You get out." ”

After saying this, Yin immediately trembled in his heart - is Feng also disgusted with himself like this? It's like I hate this boring man.

On the second day, after discussing the project in Hangzhou, Yin took the subway to Su Xiaoxiao West Lake. At the end of summer, the lotus in the West Lake is blooming, the mountains are empty, and Yin is sitting by Su Xiaoxiao's tomb to watch the lake and mountains. Yin is willing to get close to this geisha who occupies the romance of the Southern Dynasty.

"The concubine rode the oil wall car, and Lang crossed the green horse. Where to knot the concentric, under the pines and cypresses of Xiling. ”

The beautiful oil-walled car, the elegant green horse, galloped together, and went on a date under the pines and cypresses. Yin Huai thought of such a dazzling rhyme, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile.

Yin is far less chic than Su Xiaoxiao, Ruan Lang is to Su Xiaoxiao, but he cries for a few nights and fades, and he doesn't love the mountains and rivers of West Lake as much. But Kaede is to himself, but it is all, and nothing can compare to it.

Thinking of Feng, Yin felt more proud than ever, her Feng should be much better than Ruan Yu who crossed the green horse.

A large mist blew from the lonely mountain onto the lake, and the wind blew away.

There were gradually more people on the side of Xiling Bridge, and Yin returned.

The last time Yin saw Feng was on the night of September 25. Yin fried steak for Kaede at home and woke up red wine. Kaede said that the taste is not bad. Yin smiled, for tonight's dinner, she specially learned from the Michelin chef. From the selection of steak, marinating, and the timing of the heat, the amount of salt and pepper, to the side plate of vegetables and lemon slices, everything is done just right.

Yin and Feng sipped wine together, the two goblets touched each other, and when they heard a crisp and pleasant sound, Yin couldn't help but tremble.

"Kaede, let me marry you."

Kaede didn't speak, and the red wine slowly flowed down his throat.

Jiu stared at Kaede, and the love that flashed in Yin's eyes burned into cold ashes.

After eating, around nine o'clock, Pei Ye walked out of her house. Walking downstairs, he lowered his head and edited a message, and when he was about to send it, Yin called.

Pei Ye took it.

"Kaede, look up and take one last look at me."

Then there was a tsunami-like wind whistle over the microphone, almost tearing his eardrums. Pei Ye raised his head. A human-like object was seen falling from the window sill on the thirteenth floor.

Immediately after, there was a loud bang and smashed into the roof of a white private car.

The car sirens sounded sharply and harshly. People gathered around and screamed

A voice: "Someone jumped off the building!" ”

Pei Ye watched silently from outside the crowd, clenched the five fingers of his right hand vigorously, and pierced the sharp fingertips into his palm. At last

He picked up his phone and cut out every word in the edited message, word by word.

Okay, tomorrow we'll go to civil affairs

Okay, tomorrow we'll go to the people

Okay, let's go tomorrow

Okay, tomorrow we'll be there

Okay, tomorrow I'll do it

Okay, tomorrow

Good, clear

Good

The phone was finally empty, and then he walked away indifferently.

The next day. Pei Ye was summoned to the public security organs to cooperate with the investigation.

"Mr. Pei, according to the surveillance information provided by the property in the community, I saw that you came out of the deceased's house at 20:53 last night."

"Yes, I had dinner at her house."

"So what did you talk about, or did you ever quarrel?"

"You might as well ask me directly if I threatened her to persecute her or insult her, causing her to fall off the stairs and commit suicide."

"Mr. Pei, we have the right to suspect that Ms. Yin does not rule out the possibility of his killing. To put it bluntly, we want to investigate with you - when Ms. Yin jumped off the building, was it before you left, or after you left? ”

"Do you suspect that I pushed her down? Oh, it's really like my handwriting. ”

"We are taking notes, and we are asking Mr. Pei to use accurate words."

"What time did I leave?"

"Surveillance Display, 20:53."

"Oh, 20:53...... She called me at 20:58...... Well, her relics should be stored in the evidence vault, and there are call logs in her phone...... If it doesn't break...... Prove that she was still alive when I left...... Am I innocent? Can you go? ”

"Yes. …… But I still don't understand that someone fell down a stairs for you—a living life is gone—and you can still be so stable. Your calmness is terrifying. ”

"Not everybody knows how to cry bitterly."

"Mr. Pei," the police officer called Pei Ye again, and said, "We found this from Ms. Yin's house...... She is expecting. ”

It is a pregnancy test result.

Pei Ye suddenly felt his eyes swell, he sighed, and walked to the door as if nothing had happened.

"I hope you don't leave this realm in the near future, thank you for your cooperation."

Coming out of the police station, he walked soullessly on the streets, and he didn't know how many streets he walked and how many heavy seas of people he crossed. In early autumn, the weather was terrible, and the wind swept through the streets, blowing his hair.

He kept walking.

On the second road of Huangshan, the wind rolls above the clouds of this city, and the sky and the earth are infinitely separated, but the city is lonely, along with those stubborn buildings.

"Please, don't go, okay?"

Pei Ye was stunned as if he had suddenly woken up, he didn't stand still, and turned his eyes to look for the person who spoke, and his ears thought that Yin was calling him.

"Tengshu, don't leave me." - It turned out that there was a girl crying and begging the boy to stay.

The boy cruelly broke the girl's hand that was holding his arm and said, "Get out of the way."

The girl hurriedly took out the money from her purse, and she said as she took out the money: "Tengshu, you see, I accompanied a large sum of money last night, drank three cases of wine, and earned so much tips. Don't go, don't leave me, it's all yours, it's all for you. ”

The young man snatched all the money, counted them one by one, and said, "It's only 3,000 yuan, you earn so little, how can you spend it?" ”

He put the money into the pocket of the pink pullover, and his white and delicate face was extremely beautiful in the autumn breeze.

Pei Ye looked at the bastard boy, as if he was looking at his previous self, the past overlapped with the present, he seemed to see the original Feng, sarcastically mocking Yin over and over again, ignoring Yin, and hurting Yin. He walked over and punched Kaede hard.

"Damn, you're sick."

The young man was punched for no reason, and then he was about to raise his hand to fight back, but was grabbed by Pei Ye, and then he saw the watch on the young man's wrist.

After being stunned for two seconds, Pei Ye pushed the young man away in disgust, and the young man sat down on the ground smoothly, but he didn't dare to get up again.

The girl recognized Pei Ye at a glance and said, "It's you." ”

The girl went over and picked up the boy and gently brushed the dust off his clothes.

Pei Ye said bitterly and desperately, I'm sorry...... Govern.

The girl turned her head and smiled, and said, "I don't have the surname Yin, you don't remember me, I owe you so many bottles of wine." ”

Pei Ye stopped talking, turned around and walked away.

The bleak streets are windy.

The autumn maple is about to fall, but you are gone, why do you use this way to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life?

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End:

In the airport hall, the wind was wafting in the empty hall, and Pei Ye said: "Give me a ticket to Melbourne." ”

The plane transferred from Hong Kong to the Southern Hemisphere. The mountains and rivers of the northern hemisphere retreated behind the window like a shadow. Arriving in Melbourne early in the morning, Pei Ye rented a car from a car rental company and drove to a small town in Queensland.

When I arrived at the destination, it was already the end of day, and the town was famous for its jacarandas, which were connected to a street of jacarandas, as if the whole town had a blue-purple fog, and every tree was beautiful as if it came from the unreal.

It was dark, and under the blue tree, by the white hedge, there were a number of wooden chairs. Pei Ye walked over and sat down, looking far and near, as far as he could, enough to pass the desolate years.

Half of the sun fell into the horizon, and a dozen kangaroos jumped to the street from the foggy fields in the distance, and stood quietly in the silhouette of the blue jacaranda trees, forming an indescribably beautiful picture with the road and the trees.

After a moment's pause, the large kangaroo jumped into the field at the other end.

The streets were empty again.

In a foreign country, in the twilight of the warm wind and flowers, Pei Ye felt a kind of loneliness, a loneliness that was bigger than the house and empty.

"Kaede, let me marry you."

Inexplicably remembered what Yin said, when Yin said it, he used a humble tone, and his eyes flashed faintly.

That is clearly Yin's accumulated warmth.

He didn't know what she had done in the minutes after he left that day, that is, the last few minutes of Yin's life.

From 20:53 to 20:58 that night, less than five minutes were five minutes that could not be recovered.

Even if it is exchanged for the next five hundred and five thousand years, it will not be able to go back to that short five minutes.

It was late at night, he was walking on the streets of a small town in Australia, and a song was looping on his phone.

The dark clouds cast a shadow in our hearts, and I listened to the mood that had been silent for a long time.

"Maple"

The time of a song is four minutes and thirty-five seconds.

———— end.

I would like to use this novel to remember the people of the past, and I am deeply sorry that I did not understand love at that time.