"No, those big families came to my house to propose marriage, but at that time, I was already the only one in my heart, where could I still pretend to be others, so I went out and ridiculed their defects one after another, that is, they did not agree to their proposals, and there were many fewer people in advance."

Ma Rong continued slowly:

"In fact, at that time, there were several large families who came to propose marriage in person, and these big families wanted money and power, but because I didn't like it. I was still rejected from the door, if my father really wanted to marry me to these people at will, there would be countless excuses, but my father always obeyed my ideas in this matter, but he never thought that Chen Long would die here today, how do you say this will let me live? ”

Runzhi listened to Ma Rong's many words and had a preliminary understanding.

In fact, in the final analysis, this Ma Rong wanted to commit suicide, it was only because she saw that her only beloved had left this world, and she had decided that she never wanted to fall in love with anyone else in this world, in order to only love the person in her heart forever, so this Ma Rong stupidly wanted to listen to superstition and come to Yingcao Difu to stay with her lover.

"In fact, you can think about this question from another angle, why do you have to think that your lover is gone, you can't live a good life, and when you make the so-called idea of only loving one person in this life, have you ever thought that one day this person will leave you after all?"

Runzhi asked as if he was pushing the tide.

Ma Rong seemed to be more interested in this question, so she replied:

"This is not true, where did I think that the person I love the most would pay so much attention to me and go away, in my heart, I thought that I could stay with Chen Long for a lifetime, even if the life is hard, it doesn't matter, but I never thought that God would not even give us such an opportunity, God!"

Runzhi listened and continued:

"In this case, the ideas you insist on are actually only you, in that kind of thinking is not very comprehensive, some thoughts that suddenly flash in your mind for the time being, such a decision is not enough as a lifetime of the so-called "creed" that needs to be adhered to, so you need to try to forget those unhappy things, start your new beautiful life, and let your daily mood be like this brilliant and beautiful weather"

This Ma Rong listened, so he said:

"Actually, I also know, but in my heart I still can't let go of him, even every night when I sleep, I will meet Chen Long in a dream, Chen Long will sink himself into this lake when he saw the gold to share with me, the lake under all kinds of fish are swimming freely, colorful, it is so beautiful, Chen Long wants to walk into me, want to give me another hug, but just when we are about to hug each other, but it is dawn, I woke up from the dream, Chenlong disappeared without a trace."

This Ma Rong continued to say in a calm tone that had stopped sobbing:

"In fact, since Chenlong's death, every night, I have the opportunity to dream that Chenlong appeared in my dreams, still telling me countless interesting stories, amusing me, but whenever I want to walk up to touch him first, he is a void on the other side, such days make me feel lost, I don't know how to go in the future, I don't know, after I lose Chenlong, where will my own future days go, you said that in such a situation, I can only die, Go to the underworld and be a ghost wife with this Chenlong for a long time, what choice do I have? "Flying Library

When she said this, a little nervousness had begun to appear in Ma Rong's tone, presumably because she loved her beloved so much that every time she thought about it, her heart always seemed to have a thousand knots, and there was always an unspeakable and inexplicable feeling accompanying Ma Rong.

After listening to Ma Rong's words, Runzhi already knew that this Ma Rong was actually too emotionally dependent on Fu Chenlong, so that after Chenlong's death, he often met Chenlong in his dreams, but obviously the deceased person had left after all.

If this Chen Long still loves Ma Rong in his heart, he must hope that Ma Rong can live happily in the world, and will not be implicated because of his departure, so that he will lose the right to continue to live and experience the beautiful spring, summer, autumn and winter in this world.

Runzhi frowned and thought for a few seconds, and then said with a pleasant face:

"Actually, I understand your inner thoughts, this Chenlong really loved you very much in his life, but the world is ruthless, no one knows what will happen in the next second, we can't grasp this unexpected thing, but we can grasp the present day, cherish the time when you are alive at the moment, it is for you that you love, live well, so that you are worthy of the person who loves you, and all the people who love you, and all the people you love"

At this moment, deep in her heart, Ma Rong had already given up the idea of continuing to commit suicide by throwing herself into the lake.

Indeed, everything in the past has passed, whether Chen Long is in this world or not, at least anytime, anywhere, every minute, he wants my country to be happy, happy, carefree, and free, this is the state he hopes for me, if I really die, it will be a betrayal of his infatuation, and it is also a kind of disappointment to all those who love me and those I love.

Thinking of this, Ma Rong showed a sunny smile, this smile has a magical charm, which makes people see that the row was full of anger and turbulence in her heart a second ago, and it can also become calm in an instant.

"I know, thank you for the comfort of my son, I think I still have to start a new life, I want to be my most beautiful self again, I want to dress myself up more beautifully, make myself happier, happier, more happy, and make my life more exciting in the future"

This Ma Rong said to Runzhi almost in one breath.

This is naturally expected by Runzhi, after all, many things are the most important communication and exchange, and the things in Xudong in this world are often due to the lack of necessary communication, so that some unpredictable tragedies occur.

Runzhi gently let go of the arm that was holding Ma Rong, and then said:

"You can think like this, that's good, then you can rest assured, you know, a person living in this world, you have to make yourself happy, make yourself happy, and let the people around you become happier because of your own happiness, if you can, you can naturally use some of your own actions to help others, in the process of selflessly helping others, enjoy the feeling of being needed, and try to experience everything to make your life more abundant, so that you will have a better future!" , Runzhi said, "Come on, you have to believe in yourself!" ”

At this moment, at the corner of Ma Rong's mouth, there is still a slight smile, like a crescent moon, like the sun, it is so wonderful, like the most beautiful rainbow hanging in the sky after the rain and the sky is clear.