"The master is too famous, and I can see through the key to this is the credit of the master's guidance, and ...... I'm only now realizing that even if I found a problem, I didn't have the ability to fix it. Qi Xuan looked at the wine in the cup and applied for a low price.

Yu'er quietly held his hand and gave him encouragement, but to no avail.

This depression is the sadness that comes from the close connection between the self and the human being as a whole......

Thousands of years have passed, and mankind has never been able to get out of the vicious circle of conceit, and in the end, the price paid is to be destroyed...... But this was Qi Xuan's previous thoughts, and now he felt that maybe human beings didn't do anything, and it would be a kind of transcendence to let the central curtain and the number order world replace them.

As soon as this mentality sprouted, Qi Xuan was shocked into a cold sweat!

He looked at Yu'er in fear, and Yu'er also saw his panic struggling on the edge of hopelessness.

At the same time, Luo Shengtian also discovered this, his eyebrows flashed slightly, Qi Xuan's emotions suddenly fell into an ice cave, and the whole person became a little wooden.

Yu'er was even more frightened when she saw this, and hurriedly looked at Luo Shengtian and asked for help.

I only listened to Luo Shengtian and said: "Yu'er don't worry, I just used some external force to stabilize Qi Xiaoyou's mind, and after taking him to calm down, he will naturally return to normal, but now, as one of the representative masterpieces of mankind, you should also share some pain for your husband, and think about how to get Lin Yan's help." ”

Yu'er was speechless for a while when she heard this, her emotions were not as sensitive as Qi Xuan, which was mainly related to her body structure, but as long as Qi Xuan was not in a good state, Yu'er would still feel anxious and sad like ordinary people.

Now after listening to Luo Shengtian's words, Yu'er calmed down and thought about it, but found that she didn't have the real feeling of being born a human being, so she couldn't explain the advantages and value of being a human being.

Nie Yunji on the side saw all the changes in Yu'er's expression, and when she found that Yu'er was confused, she reminded from the side: "Yu'er, if you really don't know how to say it, you might as well find the advantages from your lover and friend, maybe that's the answer?" ”

Yu'er fell into deep thought after hearing this.

Everyone also put down their chopsticks and waited quietly.

After a while, Yu'er looked at Qi Xuan and said softly, "Actually...... When it comes to how human beings evaluate each other, a man like my husband was nothing but a good game when he was younger...... He has no status, no status, and doesn't work as hard as the upper class residents, and among his friends, he's just an ordinary good old man...... But in the days when I met him, as a novelty to everything in the world, I regarded him as my only support, and he also proved that he was worthy of being trusted...... I also thought that this would be enough to sustain us through a good life...... But later...... In the days when Qi Xuan was out to compete, I walked through the streets and alleys of Cerberus alone, and saw all kinds of people and things, and I began to understand the differences in class, wealth and poverty, status, and so on...... Especially after coming into contact with such excellent and high-ranking people as Sister Yan and Han Kongwen, I actually felt disgusted in my heart...... And it directly points to Qi Xuan, who takes care of me and gives my family......"

Speaking of this, there was obvious guilt on Yu'er's face, but she soon calmed down, because she had already stepped out of that shadow.

She raised her hand to hold Qi Xuan's face, looked at his eyes that had not yet recovered, and continued: "At first, I thought it was because I wasn't human, I was just a robot with a human mind simulator, and I didn't have enough cognitive ability for humans and the complex composition of human society, so ...... For a long time, I had problems with all of my sensory systems...... I began to think that the world I saw was just code for a sequence simulation, that what I ate had no taste at all, that I had lost even my human-like body temperature, and that I had become a cold machine, a being that I hated so much. ”

Yu'er's words sounded like they were deviating from her initial statement, but no one interrupted, because Yu'er reflected a process of "becoming a human", through which humans can be seen more intuitively.

"This disorder has lasted for a long time, and I have never dared to say it, I am afraid that Brother Xuan will hate me because he knows that he is turning into a robot that is out of control...... But what's even more ridiculous is that even this deception has begun to appear in an unstable state...... I feel like I'm a terminally ill human being, losing my self in this world, and that's a terrible feeling...... It's so bad that even when Brother Xuan has an accident, I don't know what kind of emotions to use to express my inner panic and uneasiness. Saying that, Yu'er's hand left Qi Xuan's face, and at the same time, her palm slowly parted, transforming into a weapon.

"During that time, I was constantly changing my form while guarding Brother Xuan as I am today, and I hated his friends coming to comfort me, because I couldn't control my instability at all, and it wasn't until the revolution of Cerberus began that I found my place in the battle." Yu'er's hand changed back to its original state, and at this time, Qi Xuan's eyes also regained their clarity, and he listened to those words in his heart.

"Master...... Becoming human is an extremely painful process, does it have anything to do with the fact that I am not really human? …… Because to this day, I still feel like I don't know anything about the world, this feeling...... Is it normal? Yu'er asked Luo Shengtiandao.

Luo Shengtian listened to Yu'er's self-description of a similar mental journey, and said softly: "Good boy, in fact, not only will you feel pain, any human being will have a similar process in the process of growing up, the difference is only that, unlike human beings who are born with a sense of reverence for rules, habits, and nature, you are a miracle of complete freedom from the day you were born, and there is also your misinterpretation of the rules and the loss of true perception, which is called numbness in human beings, and if you talk to your husband heart-to-heart." , you will find that his growth should be in a similar situation. ”

Hearing this, Yu'er looked at Qi Xuan.

Qi Xuan smiled and clenched Yu'er's hand: "If you want to listen, I will tell you all the secrets in my heart, but you have to promise me not to learn everything anymore, especially to bear the pain alone, okay?" ”

Yu'er blushed when she heard this.

A few people who were forcibly fed dog food on the side also felt unwell.

Especially the little junior sister, she rolled her eyes and asked Master, "Master, weren't we talking about business just now?" How did you say that it became an emotional adjustment meeting for their young couple? ”

Luo Shengtian said with a smile: "Yue'er, Yu'er's heartfelt words just now are not just stating her own growth, you should be able to see that the most valuable place of human beings is." ”

Nangong Yue was stunned: "Huh? Have it? ”